Isabella
I open my eyes and close them again immediately. From the little I saw, I gather that I’m in a hospital, but I don’t know where and as I search my mind, I realize something is missing.
“Good morning, honey. I’m very glad to see that you are awake. We’ve been very worried about you.” I open my eyes and see a smiling woman dressed in a white coat. A frown forms on my brow while she moves around me with a clipboard in hand. She jots down some information and puts down her clipboard.
“Where am I?” My voice sounds rough, and I find that my throat feels very raw. She hands me a glass of water as though she already knew I would need it.
“I am Lisa, your doctor. You are in our little local hospital. Do you remember what happened to you?” Worry floods her eyes, and I can see that whatever happened to me is probably serious. I try to remember.
“No.” I frown. My head starts to ache. “Who am I?” My heart starts to race and the machine behind me beeps, making me slam my hands over my ears and shut my eyes. I feel her moving around me and when her hand pulls at my arm, I let go.
“Okay, so that hit on your head has given you amnesia.” She shines a bright light into my eyes and I blink feeling overwhelmed. “Sweetheart, you have to calm down. You are safe here. My son found you in the forest, and he brought you here. We aren’t sure what happened to you before he found you, but it couldn’t have been good.” She looks pained.
“You are covered in old and new bruises.” She frowns, looking at my arms, and I gasp the moment I see it. “I take it you don’t remember how you got those?” I shake my head. “Okay, you have a long recovery ahead of you. We can discuss all your injuries later. Rest now.” She smiles, and I see the kindness in her eyes before she leaves.
I take a deep breath and lie back feeling the soft pillow pushing back against my head. I flinch as a stinging pain shoots through my head and I close my eyes. Within minutes, I drift off to sleep, but my dreams are filled with horrible images that don’t make any sense.
When I wake up screaming, a man rushes into my room. He is tall, dark and handsome with black hair and ghostly gray eyes. He looks petrified as he rushes to my side and takes my hand. I rip my hand from his grip and frown at him.
“Who are you? Where is doctor Lisa?!” That damn machine behind me starts to beep incessantly, but that isn’t what captures my attention. The look of pain in his gray eyes hurt me deeply, and confuses me more than anything else that has happened today.
“Asher! What the hell are you doing here?” Doctor Lisa storms in and glares at him. His mouth opens to say something, but then he closes it. He turns to leave but whips back around straight away.
“I’m Asher, and this is my mother.” He sighs deeply before leaving. Something strange in me screams at me that I know him, but everything feels so confusing. Tears fill my eyes as I look at Doctor Lisa who is scribbling things on her clipboard.
“That was my son that I told you about earlier. He is the one that found you and brought you here. He is just worried about you.” She smiles, clinging to her clipboard. I nod. “Are you able to remember anything yet?” She smiled and I sighed, shaking my head.
“It is weird. I remember running. I remember being very afraid, but there is nothing else.” It bubbles out of me as though I had been waiting to say it, and I lean back onto the pillow feeling a single tear run down my cheek. I wipe it away with the back of my arm, unable to look Lisa in the eye.
“That’s okay. There is no rush. You take your time. As I said before, you are safe here. Asher is not as intimidating as he seems. He is just worried about you. Now rest.” She smiles before leaving. “What the hell were you thinking?” I hear her shout before the door closes and blocks off all other sounds.
Turning my back on the door, I lie down on my side and curl into a small ball. It feels comfortable. Familiar, somehow. Taking a deep breath, I close my eyes and hope that my dreams won’t be so horrible again. I would prefer not to dream.
Asher
“I heard her screaming.” I sighed, trying to avoid my mother’s furious gaze. She warned me that the young woman couldn’t remember anything. My mother showed me the pictures they had taken of the young woman’s injuries, and I was in shock.
Since then, I have been sitting outside her room waiting for her to wake up. I am waiting for her to remember. I need her to tell me who did that to her. I need her to tell why. How she came to be in our territory. Most importantly, I need to find out why she smells like a wolf, but it is clear that she isn’t one.
Chris is out trying to find out more information about the young man we met earlier in the hopes that it will give us some information about my mate while I hang around the hospital passage.
“I told you that she has amnesia. If you push her now, she could be worse off.” My mother’s voice interrupts my thoughts and I breathe deeply, closing my eyes. “Asher, you are going to have to be patient. She doesn’t seem to have a wolf healing her. This will take time.” My mother rubs the side of my arm and I sigh as she hugs me before leaving.
I turn to look at the small frame on the bed on the other side of the wall. What happened to her? Who did that to her?
IsabellaIt is infuriating. I could remember normal everyday things. I could remember how to eat, for instance, but I couldn’t remember something as simple as my own name. I don’t know who I am. If I have family that are worried about me, or even how old I am.The more doctor Lisa tells me not to try and force it, the more I try to remember. I can’t help it. It was so frustrating to be taken care of by these strangers and not know who I am. Seeing my reflection in the mirror is the worst. My face doesn’t look like mine. Each time I catch a glimpse of my reflection anywhere, a shiver runs up and down my spine.I stay in the hospital for about a week and all the while Lisa’s son hangs around outside my bedroom. I can swear I sometimes see him watching me, but that is just too weird to even think about. Not that he gives me weird vibes or anything. In fact, having him outside my door kind of makes me feel safe.That is another thing that bothers me. I have this incredible feeling that I’
IsabellaAsher helps me into bed a little while later. I wonder if there is something else that I could wear, but I don’t want to ask him. He might offer to help me change, and I really don’t want that. I can’t imagine a strange man helping me into clothes.“Can I get you anything to eat or drink?” He frowns looking around the room and I shake my head. “Maybe something to read? I don’t’ know, do you prefer television?” He walks over to the dresser as though he is trying to measure something.“I’m good, thanks. I’m actually a little tired.” I pretend to yawn, and he nods as he walks over to the door.“As I said, I won’t be far. My office is just down the hall. If you shout, I will hear you.” His eyes dart back and forth before he nods again and disappears. I take a deep breath and lie back onto the soft pillows. My mind tries to make sense of what happened to me. While I was in the hospital, Lisa told me how Asher found me. I focus on that and try to remember why I might have been runn
AsherKeeping my distance was almost impossible. My wolf, Lucian, kept wanting to break free and mark the poor girl. There is no way that we can do that to her. Not while she has no idea who she is. Not until I know where she came from and who did that to her. Definitely not, while she can’t even remember her own name.The why keeps popping up in the back of my mind, but I won’t let the thought form properly. I can’t for the life of me think that any female deserves to be treated like that. It is clear that if she is some kind of wolf, she isn’t very strong.Either that or she has never shifted. According to my mother, that is the only explanation as to why it is taking her so long to heal. Even the omegas in our pack heal faster than that. Since we aren’t entirely sure whether she knows about our kind, I have given our pack the order not to shift anywhere near my home.We can’t frighten the poor girl any more than she already is. Although, I noted a spark in her eyes earlier that tol
IsabellaI slowly start to warm up, and I wouldn’t admit it out loud, but I am grateful when he gets off the bed. The last thing I need right now is some guy making advances when I don’t even know my own name. I don’t care if he was the one who saved me.Honestly, after what they told me, I am starting to think I actually saved myself and he just found me. I just won’t say that out loud. Ever. Lisa and Asher have only been kind. I can feel that they aren’t telling me everything, but dealing with my current situation is keeping me busy enough as it is.“I will let you get some rest.” Asher’s voice pushes through my thoughts and I nod before he leaves. I had just made myself comfortable when I hear the door creek open again, and I note his bright red cheeks. “My mother would like to take you shopping later. Do you feel up to it?” I don’t want to sound ungrateful and just nod.I like Lisa. I don’t think about money when I fall asleep, and only think about it when I get dressed a couple o
AsherIt feels as though my world has just spun off its axes completely. My mother follows me into my office, and we discuss everything again. Trying to make sense of what happened. Jane’s reaction to the two, and what my next steps should be.According to wolf law, I have to let her pack know where she is. Unless I can prove that they abused her and she claims asylum. Unfortunately, her current memory loss is going to force us to hand her back to her pack.“Did they see her?” A solution starts to form in the back of my mind as I try and figure out a way to protect Jane.“Not that I can see. She wanted to go over and ask them if they knew her, but I stopped her in time.” My mother sighs as she pours each of us a drink.“Do you think we will be able to play dumb?” I frown as she sighs and shrugs.“I don’t know, son. Have you received any notification that they are missing a pack member?” My mother worked closely with my father for many years and I trust her opinion on all pack matters.
Isabella“Are you …” My frown deepens and I hesitate to ask. “Are you Amish or something?” I glare at him the moment he bursts out laughing. “It’s not funny!” My cheeks puff up as I cross my arms over my chest.“I’m sorry.” He tries to swallow his laughter, but I note the amusement in his eyes. “It’s just that nobody has ever thought of us that way. To be honest, I’ve never really paid much attention to what people think of us and our lifestyles.” He shrugs, leaning against the wall. He crosses his arms over his chest and leisurely places one ankle over the other. He looks comfortable. Relaxed.“I can promise you that we aren’t some kind of cult, and we aren’t Amish. We are just a group of people who prefer to live our lives a certain way. We prefer the fresh air of the forest. We prefer the quiet of it compared to the noise in the city, and most importantly, we like our privacy. We also use all the available technology there is, but we aren’t glued to it like most city people.” He pu
Isabella“I don’t want to pry, and please, if I’m overstepping, you have to tell me, but how did his father die?” I have been wondering about it for a while. Not that I have been there very long. Curiosity got the better of me. I want to know more about the man who raised Asher. I want to know more about the people who are kind enough to take me in and take care of me.“Well, I wouldn’t discuss it in front of Asher, but he was killed.” As soon as I see the sadness in her eyes, I feel terrible for asking. I don’t push, and she doesn’t tell me anymore about Asher’s father. “Asher reminds me so much of his father. He is strong and determined.” She laughs. “And a little pigheaded from time to time.”“I guess, I’m just surprised that he is taking such an interest in me.” I shrug feeling instantly shocked at my own words. I didn’t even realize that was how I was feeling, but it is. What is so special about me besides the fact that I have no memories?“Well, my son is intrigued by you.” Lisa
IsabellaI wake up in the early hours of the morning, and I can still smell the scent of his aftershave on the pillow beside me, but he isn’t there. I feel better than I have in a while and I notice that my body isn’t as sore as it has been. After a shower and a clean, new set of clothes, I make my way to the kitchen, where I’m surprised to find Lisa.“Good morning, honey. Sleep well?” She is wearing an apron which I find strangely familiar, and I smell the scent of pancakes and sweet syrup.“Good morning, yes and yourself?” I smile as she gestures for me to take a seat. There is freshly squeezed orange juice, and she places a plate filled with pancakes in front of me as soon as I sit down.“Amazing. It’s wonderful what a good night’s rest can do for the body, mind and spirit.” Lisa beams as she sits down. “Dig in. You need to eat so you can heal.”“It is strange. I feel so much better this morning.” I frown. “Where is Asher?” I see something flash in her eyes before she smiles.“He h