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Chapter 165

Author: Authoress Christiana
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Lyra's POV

As I vomited those words out of my mouth, I saw Asher retreat, his eyes drifting to the side like he was unable to come up with a word to say. He looked like he was affected by my words but I knew that that was the emotion he wanted me to see. I knew that not only did he not feel the same way for me, he was trying to manipulate me into thinking that I was a bad person for choosing myself.

However, I was done with him. I have had enough of men not wanting me. I was tired of chasing something that was running away from me. K wanted to catch my breath, to look at the mirror and appreciate what was going inside of me.

Even though I cannot give it what it would need in the future, I still wanted to try. I will work, I will till the soil and I strive to provide my baby whatever they would want.

I was tired of making decisions because I was scared of what would become of them. Scared that they would live the life that I did. I didn't want them to suffer, and I will not let them su
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