Lyra's POVA part of me broke when I heard those words. I have always known that he loved me unconditionally and I really appreciated it. However, for him saying that he trusts me in such a way and for him to be willing to stand beside Asher because I was also beside Asher made my heart hurt a little. It felt like I was doing something bad when I wasn't.Well, I was.I was harboring feelings for someone that wasn't him. He loved me, he was willing to take care of me and he had proved countless times that he would always take my word, that he would trust me without any proof and I couldn't help but feel I was cheating on him. I had made excuses for myself before that the reason why i never told him that the father of my baby was Asher was because he hated Asher. But the truth was I just didn't want him to come to know that I held Asher in my heart in such a way. I didn't want him to look at Asher and see the man I loved. I didn't want to break him.I know that there were a lot of thin
Asher's POVWhen I stormed into the room, I had no idea what to expect but i sure as hell did not expect to see Philip and Lyra sucking each other's faces. I was stunned, unable to form a single thought. I just stared at Lyra's eyes that were on mine. I knew I shouldn't be angry about seeing the two of them but I couldn't help it. I was angry and at the same time, I felt a stab of regret. For that moment, I began to wish that I hadn't been a jerk to her. I wish I had been a proper person, rejected her calmly and not made a show out of it. I was angry and also very hurt.I saw Philip hop off the bed and he made his way towards me. There was an understanding between us, I knew he hated me, he didn't need a reason to but I just knew it and he was staring at me with the rage from having his quiet time disrupted by an unwelcome guest.He walked up to me, saying something, well, yelling something but my head couldn't wrap around what he was saying. I was disoriented, I was staring at Lyra
Asher's POVLyra looked me in the eyes. I saw the look of hesitation in her eyes. I knew a part of her was scared of walking into the room with me. I knew that I had the same effect on her that she had on me. I was lost in how she smelled like, how she tasted and how she felt wrapped around me. The feeling was second to none and was very addicting.Sbe was saying something and it seemed that I was also answering her, but I couldn't even begin to guess what was going on or what we were talking about.I saw that she looked at my body and I suddenly realized that i had been standing in the way. She should've been able to walk into the room since, but I was standing in the way preventing her from walking in. I didn't realize I was so lost and if I hadn't realized such a thing, maybe Tristan would've seen us.She walked into the room by walking past me. I heard the small sniff she took, I knew she had taken in the Smell that exuded from me. I didn't know how to feel about that but I felt i
Lyra's POV.I didn't know what came over me in there, but I did know that whatever it was was actually still very present. I was standing in front of his room, heaving heavily. I had these desires that I knew only he could satiate. I don't know what was going on with me nor why I was suddenly feeling this way. I had these cravings for him that were too carnal.When i was in his room, i had been willing myself to not look at him, to not touch him, to noy allow him touch me because I knew i was too weak to refuse him, i knew i was without any form of self control and even after walking away from him, i still couldn't help it. I was weak against him. I was weak against everything he was doing tk me.He had power over me like no other and it was too much. And I knew he knew. I saw how he too was affected. It bothered me how he was still excited about me but still he had not realized that we were more than what he thought.Things between us were considered to be more natural. There were no
Lyra's POVI didn't know what was going through his mind when he said those words but I was sure as hell convinced that those words were words I didn't want to hear. Without even thinking twice about it, I pushed him off of me. I tried to ignore the look of shock that took over his appearance as I scurried around the bed looking for my shirt.When my hand touched the silk material, his fingers wrapped themselves around my wrist."What is going on here?"I tried to wriggle my hand free but his grip was tight and if I struggled anymore, I was going to hurt myself. His eyes were deep, they had concern in them.like he was deeply worried about what was going on with me, about the reason why i was suddenly out of it. I had been the one that came here on my own to meet him, to let him.touch me, to feel him and suddenly I was leaving.I turned my eyes away from him. I wanted to get mad but I couldn't, I couldn't blame him when i knew that i wss the one who had fucked up. This was a man who
Asher's POVWhen I opened the door, I saw Lyra standing on the other side. If I had realized she was the one there, I wouldn't have bothered to try to make it flaccid. I would've brought it out for her to see what she was doing to me.Her eyes expressed the fact that she was contemplating everything. She looked hesitant, it was as if she wanted to run away but at the same time, she wanted to see what the day would bring.And I wanted to indulge in her curiosity."Philip hears nothing about this," she said.It was a stab at my heart knowing she cares so.much about what Philip thought. It made me feel a sort of pain imagining that she actually gave two fucks about him. Maybe she even loved him.However, I didn't want to be thinking about such things at a time like this, so I smiled, "I promise, no one is finding out about anything" I told her.
Lyra's POVI looked away from his eyes. I was feeling a lot, there wasn't an appropriate reaction to what he just said. I couldn't come up with the right words or even think of the proper action."I was with Asher," I answered honestly.He simply nodded his head, I could see it from the corner of my eyes how he bit his inner cheek. "Did you only tell him about what I asked you to?""Asher was the mate i told you about" I blurted out then looked at him.I could see vivid traces of shock, confusion and what was more prominent was hurt. His eyes melted, I could see them start to turn glossy and his lips shook slightly. I knew Philip loved me but I had no idea that his love ran so deep."Philip"."I knew you were keeping something from me," he said, "I'm sorry I didn't show you parts of me that you can trust".I shook my head, "you didn't do anything wrong"."I did!" He yelled, "if I didn't then you could have trusted me enough yo tell me"."Well, I told you that I was pregnant" "Oh bul
Lyra's POVI looked away from him wondering if his opinion about me woukd chnage upon learning the truth. I have come tonreakize that pretending to ve Devlin was a very disjoesnt thing to do. No matter jow I thought to rebrand it, there wasn't any other explanation, i was dishonest. I had been improper and this baby was as a result of a lie. I could have said something to Asher, I could've told him that I wasn't Devlin but i didnt and instead, I took what he was offering.It was a shameful and disgraceful thing to do and honestly, Asher had been right by plaguing and traumatizing me wuth yhw truth. And even now, few monutes ago I almost did fall for him. If he hadn't said those things, if he hadnt acted that way, i still would've jumped in bed wuth him kmowing fully well that Devlin was still in his life and Philip was in mine. I am a self centered person. Thw only thing that mattered to me was my own oleasure my feeking, I did not respect what other people feel, what they think, the
Tessa's PovIt's been a month ever since what happened. Kura returned to the silver moon pack and from what the news said the economy of he place wss taking a turn for the better. Things were finally looking up for them.I wss still yet to be given a nate and so was Michelle, there wasn't anything better to do than to just continue with our relationshipsMatt as expected became the leader of the pack for a while till Keagan was old enough to return. We all wanted hom as the leader. Philip had seen something in hom, the something he saw in all of us. Other than the fact he was born an alpha, he probably had zeal, he had the strength of a leader.Michelle had gone to meet Lyra, sje had a particular liking doe the kids and loved that about her. There were news of lyra and Asher's relationship probably leading to marriage and I was happy for Gomez finally throwback going to be married to their mates and they were happy.We were all happy for them.The rest of the betas had gotten themselv
Asher's POV"No!!" Tesaa screamed.Emily smiled victoriously asbshe saw the small cottage engulf in flames, she had a satisfies smile on her lips and shebste the projectile weapon on the ground next tonher feetz unknown to her, she setbthe remote control as well."Thwn that's jt, they both are dead."The flames were intense bring everything in the cottage turning it all to crisp, inwas sure that Tessa ws on the verge of jumping intonthe flames asbshe grww sloser yknthe cliff onnher knees and so I quickly hekd her down. Inwraoed my hands around her and then whispered into her ears."You csn kill her now".Tesaa froze. She disnt react to what insaid by looking at me, but rather she just slithered outnof my hold and then rose tonher feeshe tuened to where Emily stood lookingbatbthe flames, haooy that she had brought suxh destruction.Tesaa smirked, "you must be proud"Emily clapped, "you cannot even begin to fathom how excited I am.about thism this is truly a miracle. Thjs js something j
Asher's POVI shuddered slightly at what she said and instantly just started the car. I drove the car and sped of so that I would be driving right behind Emily she was moving so fast out of town out of everywhere and towards the docks. She was going to take a boat sowmehre and there were a large number of boats available for use.She immediately stopped her car and then jumped into one of the baots there.I saw this from the windscreens and madensure that I caught up with her. Tessa was as impatient as I was because she didn't even wait foe.me tonstoo the car before she was already running out and running towards a free motorboat bjust like the one that Emily had taken.I quickly pulled over and huried to where Tessa was getting the boat into the water, I quickly koined her and mived to first start the motor engine. Then it roared to life, I looked behind me andnsaw Tessa's approving glance. We started driving l, as fast as we could so nthat we could be right behind Emily.Emily dorve
Asher's POV"What do you mean by that?" I asked her and i moved forward."Oh," she chuckled, "you didn't realize? I think the person who poisoned you was Steven."I shook my head as I began to feel by body vibrate with the sense of being betrayed. Incident know I'd trusting Devlin's words were the right thing to do but at the moment, it made sense.He was the one that the assasin hadbeen warning me about. He was the person that was close to me thst wanted me dead. I didnt know why hebwas behaving kike that. Why he had posioned me and started tk act like the ruler.I didn't know what j should be thinking about ir even feeling but I felt frustrated. I felt broken."It cannot be" I said to myself.Devlin laughed, "stop lying to yourself, you already knew abiut jt."Somehow, when I thought back, it really was the truth, he had in so many ways done a lot of things. Hehad been the one whonkeot pestering me to go out and get drunk and how can I have possibly slipped away from him and he just
Asher's POVAfter the confession last night, I didn't even know how I ended up on.my.bed, I didn't know how I even slept but as I stared at myself in the mirror, with dark circles under my eyes and a certain fatigue in my.bearing, I believed that I might not have had any sleep last night.I brushed my teeth, and then proceeded to take my bath before I went downstairs to keep searching for anything that woukd kead ne to Philip.But ko matter how I'd love to go over the issue with Philip, s that i can work my way around finding him, i just couldn't even think for a minute. I couldn't understand what was happening nor why it has to be.like this.If Lyra's babies were really mine, did Philip know? Did he decide to be their father regardless? Lyra hsd saud she thought I hated her and all, so was the reason she hid the children from me because sbe thought I was going to deny them? That it was not going you accept and love them?I couldn't helo but winder jow broken she must've bee to even c
Asher's POVI ran my hand over my face and steooed forward to where shebwaa standing, maybe it was the distance that made me hear incorrectly what shebhad just said.Maybe i had been imagining things that she just said that Philip wasnt home.Because if he wasn't here, then where was he?"Lyra, I am not joking"She frowned, "I'm not joking either. I suddenly got tired and then I left the party after searching around for the both of you. What would make you think I'm lying?"She suddenly went quiet and her whose focused somewhere else, "what are you saying?" She asked, "Philip isn't with you?"I shook my head, "he isn't, and if you say he's not here then I have no fucking clue where he is". I said exasperatedly."Thus was what Fiona had saud, she told me that there was nothing i could do to stop their fucked up plan from going into action". I said shaking my head and recalling every bit of my conversation with Fiona. "If I had known, I would've left instantly"."Left?" Lyra's eyes chan
Asher's POVI grabbed a drink off from the tray of drinks a waiter wss passing around. The spaces between people kept getting more narrow and weaving through them became a huge hassle.I downed the alcohol in a go and then kept the glass on a nearest table before finding a way to swim through the sea of people, so that I could use the bathroom.I didn't even know where the bathroom was located.I looked around some more. Everybody wore masks and I was sure even the celebrant had her own mask. I suspected this because everywhere I've looked, I haven't seen her face. Akk I could see were different colors, shiny or dull and just eyes.I wasn't particularly looking for her fir I had nothing to say to her, anybody that could lead me to the bathroom right now was going to do me a huge favour."Asher?"I immediately turned around and saw a woman standing behind me.She wore a silver dress embedded with stones that glistened under the light. Her hair was shirt and brown and so were her eyes.
Philip's POVThe party was all I thought it would be, soft music playing, people talking amongst themselves rather than dancing. Only a few people were on the dancefloor doing nothing really amazing.As we walked further into the place, a waiter holding a tray approached us holding a tray of masks and then presented it to us.Asher picked one and then Lyra did before i settled for mine.I looked at the two of them first and saw the design of their mask, Lyra's own had feathers, jt was blue with shiny stones and quite beautiful to look at.Asher picked something more manly, it was plain black and had nothing quite noticeable. He just tied it around hisbface and instantly he blended with the group. So djd Lyra.I did the same."Well," Asher said, "be careful". Again he was here with his advice. Something inwas not against.I gave Lyra a kiss on her cheek and then decided to go around the olace. We all knew what we wrre doing. We all knew our plans and showing affections or soending the
Asher's POVThe visit to Emily's place had been a waste of time. I had found out absolutely nothing about Tristan. The women kept talking about the upcoming party and the theme they were using and everything else that was no business of mine. Fiona even went as far as to show me all that she had prepared.And when I walked out of there, a headache was already spotting.I had no intention of ever paying a visit to a female friend just because. There was nonjoy from such an activity but only stress.When I returned to Philip's place, I was praying and hoping that hebhad sorted out whatever he needed to sort out with Lyra. I hadkeft thwn with a strangeness in the air. They were aost having a fill out fight iverghe fact that Philip had feelings. Over the fact that he was feeling guilty over betraying his friend.I understood jownhe felt, but unfortunately, Lyra was not even about to hear it. Hwr opinion of Tristan had never been the best but after what he did to her, she was not about to