Mina Wolf...Sitting around the counter on a high chair, I listened to the omegas talk as we shared a dinner.The girls were surprisingly including me in there conversation, asking how my night was and why I went to the pack hospital. They asked if I was hurt or ill to which I shook my head.There was an overall positive energy around the girls and my soul was feeding off of it. It felt energizing.I was able to eat more than my body have been allowing me to eat, which wasn't a healthy amount for a grown wolf. Okla sat the closest to me. I think the last time the two of us spoke was when we were going to collect some logs from the woods by the two silver poles and I had asked Okla about the blue nursery.I still remembered how she looked at me, how terrified she was of the question I'd asked. I didn't understand them, but I understand now.We haven't really spoken much after that but I found her always sitting the closest to me for some reason. Megan sat across from me and
Raphael Stars...I looked down at Zinnia, peacefully sleeping. She snuggled her pillow and let out a soft sigh, causing my lips to pull on to a slow smile.I glanced at the window of her bedroom over my right shoulder. The sky was dark, it was probably past midnight.With the short moment Zinnia and I had after dinner, she was tired and had fallen asleep with her head leaned against my shoulder.Tonight had been magical, other than the part that my people were acting like they were bunch of children. Their intentions were pure. Everyone just wanted to get a little bit of attention for their Luna. They just wanted her to see them. And seeing how they have stones her the first day she was in the pack, they are all afraid of approaching her by themselves.So, yelling out for more water when there is a tower of water bottles in the center of all tables was all they could do.I second Zinnia had caught sight of that water bottles, I knew she would think of it the wrong way and
I let out a pain filled growl before I fell to the ground. I braced myself with my hands so I wouldn't fall face first.Sweat poured down from my forehead to the ground, leaving small stains.I heard one of the beta twins sigh. It's been an entire two weeks since I started and not once have I succeeded.Each time, I would start with my hands and then my ears and then my legs but as soon as the shift reaches my back, that is the limit.Every night for the last two weeks, Silver, Maxwell and I have been coming to the woods by the two silver poles near the grounds of the elders.The two have been supporting me all they could without letting anyone else know that I was trying to shift.What I thought would take tops two or three days ended up taking fifteen days.Letting out a sigh, I sat down on the ground as my legs were too exhausted to carry me anymore.Silver walked closer to me and crouched down in front of me."You were doing great, Raphael. You were almost there." He commented."
Mina Wolf...I stood still right where Raphael had old me to stay and kept my eyes planted on him.I silently watched as he closed his eyes and started to concentrate.The wind was blowing the leaves around, causing them to make soft noises. Even if it's not the wind and it's someone else, I didn't want to take my eyes off of Raphael.He took in several deep breaths, his chest rising and falling with each one he took.I heard a soft pop and I looked down at his hands to see that his fingers were breaking the right way, fur peeking out of his skin. Raphael didn't wince at the fingers or his hands.It was a very slow shift.His wrists turned in a weird angle to rearrange themselves, yet Rapist made no move. He didn't look like he was in pain.Slowly, the fur started swallowing his forearms and them the full length up to his shoulder.I couldn't see his legs as he was wearing pants but his bare feet were getting swallowed by the fur as well.His left shoulder made a pop and I cau
I took a quick shower, attempted to dry my hair, wore another green dress, slid my gladiators on and left my room.The light energy Raphael had installed in me never left me as I climbed down the stairs and entered the wide hall.Instead of going to the kitchen to help the omegas prepare breakfast, I decided to go to the pack hospital first. I wanted to get the medicine over with before I go to work. I can't really call it work when they don't really allow me to work much.As I stepped out of the main pack house and closed the door behind me, the people outside all turned to look at me. I still haven't gotten used to their eyes. They stare at me everywhere I go. I get it. I'm someone who is related to man who committed mass murder in their pack, taking away their fathers, their mothers, their daughter and their sons. But now, I'm someone who is sticking to their Alpha, someone who might even smell like him.How did I not thought of that?I might have taken a shower this morning, but
Raphael Star...The last thing I wanted to do was leave the warm bed and my Zinnia. All I wanted to do was hold her in my arms for the rest of the entire day.But, Silver mind linked me to tell me that the boarder patrols had came across a different scent.So, I had to leave Zinnia to see if everything was okay.My entire body was radiating with unimaginable energy when I walked out of the main pack house.My people could immediately tell that there was something different about me. One of the things was that my scent was slightly different.Because Zinnia's wolf is caged and because she is now on wolves bane, her scent is almost gone. I can scent her out because she is my mate, but for the rest, they could barely scent her.But, because she and I bonded on a deeper level the previous night, I am to smell more like her and she is to smell more like me. Once she gets her wolf back and she marks me, the bond will be completed. Only two more weeks to go.When I arrived at the
Mina Wolf...It killed me to close the door and lock it again when all I wanted to do was talk to him, ask him what I wanted to ask him. But my fear overcame my need to have him in the room I was staying in.I was like a Zombie the entire day. I just went through the motions, trying not to think about the wolves bane I've been drinking for the last two weeks without even knowing that I was drinking wolves bane.But I couldn't stop thinking about it.There was one part of me that really wanted to go find Raphael and talk to him. But if the intentions behind this is truly evil, I knew it would break me more. Which was why I stopped myself from going to his study.The entire time I was in the kitchen to help the Omegas make Lunch and Dinner, the entire time I was outside of the main pack house because I couldn't stomach any food, the entire time Beatrice was braiding my hair, my mind was elsewhere.I couldn't stop thinking about it.The night I'd shared with Raphael was too real
Raphael Stars...It was chaos.The one wolf that attacked me was powerful. As a matter of fact, all of the wolves were powerful. They were bug and looked like they were well trained.My attacker had the advantage of his shifted wolf while my wolf was suddenly silent.He didn't want to fight. I didn't know why, at least not at the beginning.All that was on my mind was to keep my little green flower safe from these sudden attackers. I was afraid they might hurt her.Our argument was soon forgotten as I carried on to fight.The few wolves who were up and had heard my message through the mind link were also fighting. The three wolves they were fighting were cunning, unimaginably strong and trained. Other than a few scratches, the wolves weren't badly injured. And for some reason, the three wolves were not out to kill, only the one fighting me was.I heard Zinnia's scream and my heart split in to two, my mind immediately imagining the worse things possible.I looked around wi