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The Alpha's Sanity Sealing the Bond
Elizabeth“Oh, my goodness!” I exclaimed and chuckled. “I found out that the dress can glow when it is touched by the water. Aurora is really a smart sewer, don’t you think?”I turned to Diego and he was already approaching me with his hot, huge, and masculine body. It made me gulp. I barely saw his manhood a while ago, but I can already guess that he is very big.And what did I say? We are going to seal the bond tonight?Holy shit. That was out of my emotion. But I know tonight, we are going to do that, because it is their tradition."Do you know that I never believed in love?" he asked me while he paved the way of the water, the waves going to me with his eyes focused on mine. "Because I don't want to hurt anybody."I remained silent and just listened to him intently. I waited for him to arrive in front of me, and when he did, our faces were merely inches away. The hiss of his breath was hitting my nose. At that moment, I just want to pull him again like what I did in the circle, but
Last Updated : 2022-10-12The Alpha's Sanity In Pleasure and In Pain
Elizabeth “Ah! Diego! It hurts!” I cried out. “Just tell me if you want me to stop,” he said and parted my legs even more so he can go inside me. But I did not tell him that. He understood that I am in pain, but we both know that we have to do this. I just braced for him to go inside me by holding his biceps, gnashing my teeth, and shutting my eyes as tightly as possible. I gasped when he finally put his manhood inside me. At first, he stopped, so he can let me adjust. “Bloody hell, I did not know that you are very tight, Elizabeth,” he commented and placed his elbows at my head's sides. I glared at him. “What did you expect? I fuck boys around our town?” I said. “I am not a slut!” He chuckled. “I did not say that. I can say even at my first sight that you are pure,” he said and winked. I could not make any comment anymore when he started to push inside me. I let out a brief scream, wanting to let him in completely. How big is he, anyway?! But as soon as he moves slowly, my i
Last Updated : 2022-10-13The Alpha's Sanity Unconditional Care
Elizabeth We had a long conversation about random topics we could think about. He was patient in answering my questions, even if they were stupid and nonsense. Every time he asks me, it would be about businesses and my future, not like the types of questions like what is my favorite color, my favorite food, and my favorite place typical men would ask to get the women they like. Their indifference to Diego is what makes him more attractive. The way he smiles, he gets cold when he secretly cares, and the way he would do anything to protect you, even from himself are just characteristics every woman would need. “Hey…” I heard Diego's voice, making me wake up. The next morning, I slowly opened my eyes and saw the face of Diego who was watching me beside him. We were both lying on the bed, still naked. His hand was snaking on my waist, while my arm is placed on his chest. I quickly smiled even though there is no reason to do that. “Good morning!” I enthusiastically said and grinned wi
Last Updated : 2022-10-14The Alpha's Sanity Diego Will Betray Me
Elizabeth I picked a white dress for myself today. It was only casual and it is also a mini one. While turning around in front of the whole body mirror just like I did yesterday inside the dressing room of Aurora. And just like the first time, Aurora and Diego were left talking in the living area in private. I combed my hair in front of my reflection while smiling sweetly, but in the middle of my exuberance, a dark posture inside the mirror suddenly and slowly emerged. I hid my shock by pausing. When I could familiarize myself was the posture, I exhaled and spoke up. “Why did you show up just right now?” I asked the red woman. “You did not even show up in my dreams from the day I was abducted for you to help me!” The face of the red woman was still hidden under the hoodie. The playful grin on her lips that is usually seen is not evident today. I could sense that she is going to tell me information that I would not like to hear. “What is the problem?” I asked her. After seconds of
Last Updated : 2022-10-15The Alpha's Sanity I love You, He Says
Elizabeth Inside the red tent, Diego placed me in a wooden chair that is not far from the huge table of the alpha. Diego was motionless as he stood in front of his father, Alpha Droco, that is what Diego said to me in my mind a while ago. My eyes then drifted to his brother, Dario, just beside their father. They were both wearing black tunics and cloaks as if they are being ready for a war. “I am asking you again,” Diego said. “I want to be the alpha of the pack, father.” The alpha and Dario exchanged glances. Dario rolled his eyes and walked past Diego. While he was going towards outside the red tent, his upturned red eyes drifted in my direction. I saw the glares that he gave me, but I remained cold and stern. If he’s gonna stay here in the habitat while Diego is going to be the alpha, I will bombard him with a lot of tasks. I rolled my eyes at him and just put my attention on the alpha and Diego. “Your mother…” he said, “told me before that she wants you to be the next alpha.
Last Updated : 2022-10-16The Alpha's Sanity Exposing His Crush
Elizabeth “Woah, Woah, Woah! What a sweet scene that was! When is the wedding ceremony?” We both turned to the man who just got inside the eatery shop. It was Roy who stopped me yesterday. He had a huge playful grin and a pompadour black hairstyle. His eyes were color brown. And I could tell from the sight of him that he is a womanizer. “My friend! I have missed you!” Roy exclaimed and went beside Diego by placing his arm around Diego’s shoulder. “How was the honeymoon yesterday? I saw both of you going to the lake, hmmm? --- Ow!” His comment was awkward and out of a normal conversation. Diego was also aware that it is an inappropriate place to talk about it, so he punched Roy in the shoulder, making him exclaim in pain. “Can’t you just fuck off, Roy?” I pouted, could not quite grasp the austere and stern voice of Diego while talking to Roy. If I were the one who he is talking to, I would probably run. He is not like that when he talks to me. He is sweet and speaks softly. And ri
Last Updated : 2022-10-17The Alpha's Sanity Conscience Towards the Queen
Elizabeth Diego took off my clothes as he laid me down to the bed of the hut. I also helped him take off his clothes from the ceremony. The smoke from the bonfire was penetrating through the hut we were in, so we were like in a hell, but the hotness between us is addicting. I moaned between our kisses when he started to caress my entrance with the hard muscle of his hand. I parted my legs widely in front of him so he could have access to me. He inserted one finger, pulling and pushing, and as I opened my mouth to escape soft moans, he would suck my tongue and every part of my mouth. “Oh, Elizabeth, you are so hot…” he said against my ear and bit my earlobe that did not hurt. “I don’t think I could ever touch another woman rather than you anymore.” We were already naked as we touched each other. But this time, we are a bit comfortable of our position because we are now on a bed. I could feel that Diego is a bit aggressive tonight and he could not his excitement after the ceremony of
Last Updated : 2022-10-18The Alpha's Sanity Permission From Diego
I furrowed my eyebrows, confused by his impulsive anger when his brother just suggested. I cleared my throat and continued massaging his shoulder. “They were just suggesting, Diego. You are still the alpha, so you have the power to decide,” I said. “I know, but the suggestion is just stupid!” “Y-Yeah, I know, so like… just reject it if you don’t want to, right?” He exhaled tiringly and turned his back so he can face me. His eyes were ferocious, but his expression was exhausted. He cupped both of my cheeks and pulled my face so he can kiss me. “I’m sorry,” he whispered softly, his lips still on mine. “I know I should not be rumbling about my day to you.” “It’s fine,” I assured him and touched his hand that was on my cheek. “I am your mate. It is only right for you to share what your problem is so you won’t have heavy right and problematic mind while you sleep beside me, hmmm?” He nodded and then initiated a passionate kiss. The next time I knew, he was already taking off my cloth
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