Adrian Muaas Knox
He shouldn't have left the wedding hall to head to his hometown; he was certain of that. But he needed to be away from her and that...that kiss.
That damned kiss that tasted exactly like she smelled, like cold refreshing watermelons after a day in the hot summer sun. To say he wanted more would be an understatement; the more she struggled against him, the more the desire to dominate her surged wildly within him.
Her body, firm yet soft in the places her curves fleshed out, felt divine in his hold, as if she were made to be in his arms.
But he should never feel that way for a ‘Clive’.
Never.
{'The Madam and Mr Parker had an intimate lunch. She plans to spend more time with him tomorrow to learn horse riding.'}
Yet, despite this understanding, one text from his butler—one simple text sent him packing and ready to head home.
A married woman learning ‘horse riding’ from an unmarried man who wasn’t even a professional in that field is a clear sign of a budding affair.
He should be relieved by this now that he wouldn’t have to have sex with her, but the thought that she would give another what she denied him was infuriating.
"Muaas, you promised you'd escort me to my last semester in the academy."
Elaine, his late mentor's daughter, complained as she followed him to the car.
She was seventeen going on eighteen, and while he shouldn't notice her beauty, it was growing hard to ignore.
"Sorry, kid, next time."
"I'm not-I'm not a kid, okay? I'm a grown woman."
"Right..."
His drawl was far too strained for her not to notice, but thankfully she said nothing, merely gazed at him with her bright blue eyes through her lashes.
"Wait!"
His mother called from a distance, rushing to him with a bag full of what could be oriental home remedies for fertility and ingredients from the surplus harvest.
"Take these to your wife, and next time, come with her. I want to see the kind of woman my son chose to marry."
Yet another lie he was caught up in.
His mother thought his marriage was voluntary and that he had fallen in love. He needed to marry a Clive to secure the Alpha position; that way, he could ensure that his family would never suffer the same oppression they did when the 'Clives' were in charge.
"She is busy, Mum. She has a lot to manage."
"But-"
"But nothing."
He took the heavy objects from her, passed them to the driver and hugged her as a farewell.
Before he could rustle Elaine’s hair as he often did, she leapt into his arms, and he froze. His mind went blank, and the desire to wrap his arms over her small body overcame him.
She was growing dangerous to be around.
"I want to see your wife, Muaas."
‘Muaas’ was a nickname he received from his late mentor; when he died, Adrian changed it to his middle name, and now he felt an unnatural attraction to the only one left who called him by that name.
"She...doesn't matter. She isn't important."
He whispered with his eyes closed as he pried her from his flesh. Her body was so small and warm, a perfectly fragile body that needed his protection, not lust.
“But Muaas...”
“I have to go now, Elaine. I will try and visit you at the academy.”
“Before I graduate?”
Her eyes brightened.
“Sure.”
He answered, entered the car, and they drove off.
That’s right; Ruby didn’t matter.
He repeated to himself, chanting the words like a spell the entire journey back, yet as soon as they parked, with the fatigue from the long journey, he rushed to the equestrian fields.
He was almost happy when he didn’t find her there, but that was only until her watermelon scent lured him to the sight currently before him where Ruby's arms were on his accountant’s shoulders.
How dare she?
How dare she give herself to another when she acted as if she couldn’t stand his touch? How dare she lean in to kiss him when she had yet to offer her lips to him willingly?
The anger in his veins tunnelled his reddening vision.
"Go ahead, Parker, kiss my wife. I dare you."
His muscles itched; he could pounce on the innocent man and tear him to shreds—but over what? For what reason would he do that?
He couldn’t answer the question.
Ruby’s crimson gaze widened slightly as she turned to face him—this was the first time he saw genuine surprise on her face.
"You are...home?"
Her words did not sound like a question, more like a confirmation—as if she did not believe he was back.
"Why do you sound surprised that I am in my home?"
He hated that the scent of watermelon easily replaced that of grass and dust, but more than that, there was a certain saltiness to her scent. Sweat? Arousal?
Dear God, it better be sweat.
"Right, your home."
Ruby responded, emphasising the ‘your’ with a scoff before the smile he detested formed on her face.
"Welcome home, Alpha."
He was the one to insist she calls him 'Alpha'. But for some reason, he didn't like the distance it introduced between them, especially with her arms still hanging on Parker’s shoulders.
Fuck!
He shouldn't near her, not when he felt this feral, but he couldn't help that his legs were moving on their own.
As if sensing the danger his nearing flesh posed, Parker pulled away from Ruby.
"We had a deal, Alpha. My affairs are my own."
She uttered, and instantly, his march towards her stopped.
She was right, but…but he was still furious.
"Is that so? Parker, what say you? What is your excuse for having your hands on what is mine?"
“On what is yours?”
Ruby asked with a scoff that made him want to stuff something between her crimson-stained lips, something big, hard and stiff that would fill the cavity between to the brim, ensuring only choked sounds escaped her.
“Speak when you are spoken to.”
He growled instead of listening to his corrupted desires, then turned to face his accountant, who was visibly panicking.
He loved the sight, but Ruby stepped before him, shielding Parker from his glare.
"My groom was missing; I grew lonely in this big mansion. Why don't you take me with you to our honeymoon next time."
It took a moment to understand what she was trying to do, but the only thing he couldn’t place was why her protecting Parker infuriated him.
"Let me be clear, Ruby.”
Why was it so hard to get his voice under control?
“I don't want to fuck a hole that's taken another man's dick before."
"The Alpha wants me a virgin?"
"I'll make the exception because I don't much care about you. But I will not fuck a hole my lesser has entered."
A breathy scoff leaves her; if his words hurt her, he couldn’t tell—her damned smile persisted.
"Then my…hole can take men after you?"
"By all means."
"Then Parker, I will be in touch soon. Hopefully, we will resume our lessons with permission from the Alpha this time?"
What? Was she mocking him?
Parker seemed wiser than she, for he looked toward him before opening his mouth and then sealing it.
"Adrian, if you could stop intimidating-"
His chest fluttered at the sound of his name on her lips; again, his cock twitched indecently with the desire to draw out his name from her lips in another fashion, preferably with her writhing under him, but he would not tolerate such a beast like feeling claiming him because of someone he detested.
"What did you call me?"
He interrupted before she could finish, and a flash of something crossed her face before again her condescending smile found its place on her face.
“My apologies. Alpha we-”
"I will. I will teach you everything you asked me to, Ruby."
Parker interrupted with a new determination that Adrian wanted to claw from his face.
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Ruby Mallory Clive
My stomach flutters at Parker’s words.
‘I will teach you everything’
Does that mean that in addition to horse riding, he will teach me what it means to be priceless to someone?
A laugh almost slips from my throat.
Parker is kind. He has always been one who responds predictably to damsels.
Does this mean he pities me?
Fuck—I would much rather be a cheating bitch than a pitiful affair.
"See yourself out, Parker. My wife and I need to talk."
"I will see him out."
I insist, responding in kind to his frown.
I want Parker to leave and give me time to unpack his pity, but more than that, I do not want to be alone with the Alpha.
"Don't you think you've tested your luck enough?"
At his words, a wave of his potent scent that now holds the bitterness of the raging sea floods my nostrils, making me feel as if I am drowning.
Arguing with an Alpha is unfair.
"Tested my luck? What exactly have I-”
"Mallory!"
He calls harshly, halting my attempted retort.
Something in his expression shifts.
Shit! I shouldn’t have shown him that the name affects me.
“You know, I am absolutely curious as to why the former elder Clive decided to keep you despite you not being his offspring."
His taunt cuts deep, but the look of pity on Parker’s face makes me want to scream.
Please, don't see this part of me. I am not…pitiful.
"I am sorry, Parker; I will see you out next time."
I utter with a polite smile to the innocent man I dragged into this, but he doesn’t move.
I want to drag my eyes from him so that I can unsee the pity laced in them, but I can’t have the Alpha find out any more of my triggers.
"Ruby, I want-"
Parker breathes in a concerned voice that makes me want to shrink from him.
"Please?"
I interrupt with a smile; at least, I hope it’s a smile.
He leaves after muttering an apology to me and bowing to the Alpha.
The two of us stand in silence for what feels like an hour, but probably a minute has passed at most before he speaks.
"You keep pushing me, Ruby."
He punctuates his words with a step toward me, and once I am within his reach, his black-gloved hand cups my jaw forcefully, tilting me to meet his blue gaze.
"I am a Clive. Your hatred is proof. I would like you to refrain from questioning my birth."
His smile grows sinister.
"My hatred is not a paternity test. Like I said, even an idiot can tell a green-eyed father and a brown-eyed mother do not make a red-eyed child. Your only redeeming quality is your hair.”
If he knew my hair was dyed, that it was, in fact, a chocolaty-reddish brown, would he use that against me?
Of course, he would.
My teeth grind against each other as I suppress the desire to slap him; he will probably arrest my hand should I try.
"What is it you want, Alpha?"
I ask, tugging my chin harshly from him, but his hold lowers to my neck.
The sleeve of his right-hand lowers, exposing the cherry blossom tattoo I grew accustomed to watching as his fingers penetrated me.
I want to lick its outline. No, I want to spread my legs and have him soothe my aching nub. I want to ride his knee and deny him my…what did he call it, hole?
Yes, deny him my hole until he begs me for it—hah, who am I kidding? He’d sooner run to Elaine than beg me.
Damn heat.
My eyes seal to keep the images away, but a deviant part of me waits for his hold on my neck to tighten.
His scent grows stronger yet calmer.
His warmth nears me before he inhales me.
A shudder that makes me press my thighs shut rocks through me.
"Your arousal is growing stronger. Are you going into heat?"
My eyes open to meet his, which are now a beautiful and dark stormy blue.
I want to yield to him.
“If I say yes…will the Alpha give me permission to fetch Parker?”
I cannot tell if the irritation on his face is due to my heat, but either way, it makes me smile—anything to displease him.Before my confidence is bolstered further by his expression, his other hand reaches the curve of my waist, I do not fight him when it lowers to the swell of my ass.He presses the swell to force my body to crash into his.His hardness presses against my stomach.I…arouse him?No, wait-Leaning closer to him, the faint scent of roses drifts to my nose.Why does he smell like Elaine?Was he with her?Did he hold her?Is that…hah! That is why he is aroused, isn’t it?Before the brewing coldness can steep low into my belly, he squeezes the flesh of my ass, causing a moan to escape me."Let's use your room. I don't want your scent remaining in mine."He whispers gruffly in my ear.How thoughtful."This also counts as one. Five more times left. Do you understand?""If you permit me to spend my heat with Parker, then-""Shut up, Ruby. There is a limit to how much you ca
TRIGGER WARNING. **ASPHYXIATION & SUICIDAL IDEATION—PLEASE SKIP THIS CHAPTER IF YOU FIND SUCH TOPICS DISTURBING Is…is he serious? "What? Wait just a moment!” My pants that were hanging on my ankles peel off as I move further into the bed in an effort to increase the distance he is currently closing with ease. “Will this count as the second time? Because if your intention is to hit all the six marks in one go, I'm sorry, but my hole can't handle any more-" "Wow…” He drawls, interrupting my words as he strokes his latexed shaft slightly. It is huge. I wish I could, but I cannot pry my eyes off it. “I wish you would say that when your fingers aren’t stroking your cl*t. Perhaps then I would believe that my fucking you is a burden.” I swallow dryly and withdraw my hand from my tingling nub yearning for friction—damn heat. “That’s not-” "To answer your question, no, Ruby. I am not hitting my marks in one go. As promised, I will let you borrow my cock for the number of times we a
Adrian M. Knox “Now, Alpha.” Her voice rang in the room.Did she know she was shaking? Her voice trembled, most evidently, but that her hands also shook did not sit right with him, yet he couldn’t quite squelch the anger seeping in his belly.It was growing annoying, but he couldn’t tell which part: that she was introducing unnecessary distance despite spilling herself all over him and calling him by a daring name or that she was giving him orders and treating him as if he had violated their contract.He knew better than her the ‘reality of their relationship’ so how dare she imply otherwise?He swallowed.The scent of watermelon filled the room to a delicious degree, and while it did not drive him as wild as her behaviour, he wanted to inhale more of it, taste it, and sink his teeth into its source, but that would take things too far, especially after what he had just done.Her pink delicious nipple moved with her breathing while the other remained caged in her bra.He should have
The wind is unbearably cold, even in my fuzzy trench coat; I shrink my body further to preserve my heat.It’s been five days since the Alpha and I had sex; while the scent of the ocean that lingered between my thighs for days is no longer there, the bruises on my neck persist beautifully—there is an Alpha for you.Even the deepest of wounds heal overnight for me, but his marks remain.My heat is gone; more specifically, it ended two days ago; after him, toys alone couldn’t cut it; I had to pair them with the memory of his rough touch, hard shaft and wicked mouth. Which, in my now clarity, feels foolish—but I did it anyway—over and over until the friction grew uncomfortable.My hand finds my throat before I drop it to the side when my assigned vehicle pulls up by the house’s entrance.The bruises on my neck are the first marks on my flesh that I adore, not because the Alpha made them but because he winces every time I wear a turtleneck or scarf. I find the sight of the guilt-ridden Alp
"I asked you a question, Ruby."He repeats, even without turning from my seat, I know it is Alpha Adrian who speaks. There is something about the hyperawareness of my body in his presence that makes even the harmless fondling of my breasts by Violet throb my core.I hadn’t taken off my coat; if I did, I would have to take off my scarf too and…I like that the marks can remain private.“These…these are soft.”Violet comments to the Alpha.I can feel the sharpness of his glare prickle the hair at the back of my neck, causing a shudder to escape me at his attention.“Did you-”My mind races at the harshness of his tone; if I let him continue, I have no doubt in mind that he will spit venomous words that might make Violet look at me differently.I can take his anger, but not here—not in front of what could possibly be my only friend.A gag leaves my lips, interrupting his forming sentence, and a frown crosses his face before he sighs and turns to the men behind him."Get her friend-""I ha
I hate that his chuckle fills my ears, but Alpha Adrian yields to my desperate pleas and rubs my nub against the roof of my sex.My fingers curl against him as I permit my eyes to flutter shut only; he places the naughty little nub between his thumb and forefinger, pinching it to life.“Ah!”A cry escapes me as my eyes fly open.“I said focus on me.”I don’t…want to.The blue of his eyes beautifully resembles the raging sea on a dark night, paired with the scent of salty water flooding my body to a dizzying degree—I fear I might forget myself.His finger slides inside me, slowly—painfully slow, that if it were not for the press of his thumb against the nub that still throbbed under his pinch, I would have fussed."Expose your breasts.""What?"His fingers halt."Expose them."Is this his way of asking me not to touch him?My hands, enjoying the softness of his hair, drop to my side before reaching for my dress’s side zipper; it takes a bit of manipulation, his fingers are still moving
I can still smell the ocean around me, even after a shower and a warm cider tonic that’s supposed to prevent hangovers. The tonic must not be effective because my temples still throb. Does that sex count as the second time? I didn’t finish. That dick really left me, huh? I drop the towel in hand on the bed; on instinct, I scan for traces of dye before leaving it discarded. A buzzing sound fills the air as I approach my dresser. This is the third time my phone has rung since I left the car—correction, since I was escorted by my prison warden out of the car, reeking of nothing but the alpha. "Yes?" I answer; I do not mean to be rude; I perhaps shouldn’t think of the alpha before trying to converse politely. "Ruby?" Parker's voice calls. He doesn't sound like himself. "Ah, Parker. A little late for a call, isn’t it." "Oh...Good, you are okay. I thought the Alpha..." He drawls. He sounds drunk. Great, a two-a.m. drunk call. “Thank the goddess you are okay.” A smile finds my
**Trigger Consent-Non-Consent**Alpha Adrian M. KnoxHis gaze couldn't leave her breasts, the curve of her waist and the flesh that peeked on either side of her centre’s flesh.Still, her question, ‘Do I scare you, Alpha?’Her tone irked him, but it was the ghost of a smile dancing in her eyes that made him halt his steps.He wasn't scared of her; he was scared of himself.Scared that if he were to reach for her, he would fuck her so roughly that she might have a bruise tomorrow during the gala.She was a friend of the Queen of Ketria; if anything was a big no-no, it was that."You are not leaving the house; go back to your room and put some damn clothes on!""Oh? But I dressed up for you."She uttered the words in a seductive purr as she batted her lashes and stroked the flesh peeking from her centre.He cleared his throat, hating how heaving his breathing grew at nothing but her sight—then again, she corrupted the clear air in his space; perhaps that was the reason he was suffocatin