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Chapter 29

Author: RebStar22
last update Last Updated: 2024-12-09 01:19:52

I was changed after that night. Before it felt like I was drowning with an anchor attached to my leg, like no matter how hard I fought the current, nothing would work and I was slowly running out of air. Now, it was like the anchor had been broken off and I was left trying to swim on my own. So no, everything wasn’t suddenly okay, but it was more manageable and I finally felt like I had some semblance of control. After a couple of weeks, I felt a lot more comfortable in the pack, I still had plans to leave once the stupid anklet was off my leg, but at least I wasn’t running to get it burned off... Again.

"Are you still having nightmares?" Doctor Heath asked, looking at my leg for the last time to make sure it was fully healed so I could take part in the full training. No more standing by and watching the others run or being a punching bag.

"No," I lied.

When I visited Doctor Heath last week, I told him my nightmares were still there but I wasn’t struggling to sleep. To be honest I w
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