My body was on fire,my skin coated in a layer of sweat. I could feel something heavy on me and I cried out in pain. I began to thrash and push on the thing that was on top of me. I was so hot. Too hot.I screamed and screamed until the heavy thing was off me. "Alli What the hell?"I heard Mason shout, he had been the heavy thing on me. I ignored him as I tried to stand up, I realised I was lying on his mattress. I stumbled onto my feet and rushed to the window.I let out strings of cusses as I tried to open the window, it wouldn't open. I screamed again, my skin felt like it was boiling. I drew my hand back and smashed it into the glass, it smashed easily. The cold air rushed in quickly, but it wasn't enough to cool my scorching body."Jesus Christ Alli, that's my window" Mason yelled as I pushed away as much glass as possible; trying to get the cold midnight air to cool my burning skin. I turned to see Mason who was lying on the floor, with messy hair and clothing, trying to arouse hi
"No" I shouted, "Brody" I whined in upset. Brody was on the floor, Lennon and Charlie standing over him. I jumped off the bed to run to him, Lennon rushed to my side and held me back as Brody got up."Get off her" Brody yelled, Lennon lowered his head but didn't release me. "Mine. Get the fuck off what belongs to me" Brody screamed so loudly that both Lennon and Charlie cowered. But they stood their ground."Alpha calm down" Charlie said, putting his hands on Brody's chest to stop him."Don't look at her" Brody shouted hysterically, glancing at my naked body which Lennon still hand his arms around. "She is mine"."Alpha" Charlie continued calmly, "if you mate with her you could hurt her. She is in stage one of heat. If you mate with her it could damage her reproductive system. If you mate with her she may become infertile" he said slowly. I saw the words slowly sinking into Brody's mind. "If you mate with her she may not be able to give you any pups".Brody stood still as he looked at
I woke up feeling better, my body no longer feeling like it was being slow roasted. I looked around the room in the heat house and groaned. I began to run the events of the last day and a half in total embarrassment.Now that I had moved out of stage one of heat, I could finally order my thoughts without my hormones getting in the way. When I thought about what Charlie and Lennon had walked in on between Brody and I, I blushed the deepest shade of scarlet.I also cringed as I thought about the amount of wolves that had seen me naked in the past thirty hours. I groaned as I buried my face in my hands. Someone cleared their throat and I looked up to see Lennon standing in the doorway with a smirk on his face.I flushed in embarrassment as I remembered what he had done for me in my heat. I then realised I was still naked. I gasped as I grabbed the bed covers off the floor and covered myself, trying to save at least a shred of my dignity."Now you cover yourself up" he chuckled as he walk
Brody let out a growl before he threw me onto the bed. I yelped in sudden shock as he climbed on top of me and pinned me to the bed. His eyes were black; his wolf at bay. His body was pressed to mine and his face was almost touching mine. He was breathing hard."How dare you" he screamed loudly. "How dare you say you are worthless. You say you are worthless, well that's unfair on me. Because you are not worthless to me. You're worth everything to me. So you saying such horrible things about yourself is unfair to me. Because that makes me think you don't care what I feel. How do you expect me to love you if you won't let me love every part of you; your body, your mind and your soul?"I didn't reply, I simply looked at him as he breathed heavily. He looked at me for a few more minutes before he got up and helped me up. He took my hand and led me out the pack house and to his cars. He never looked me in the eye the entire drive.We pulled up at a restaurant ten uncomfortable minutes late
I ran out of the restaurant fast, Brody hot on my heels. I sprinted all the way to Mason's apartment, all my smugness gone. I was worried, I had let a secret slip. I had told Brody, and his parents, that my parents were Alpha's and that I was from Prima Moon pack. That was dangerous information."Mason let me in!" I screamed as I pounded on the apartment door. Brody hadn't caught me up yet but it was only a matter of time. Mason opened the door and gave me a glare, I barged past him and into the lounge. I saw a small human girl sitting on the couch with a glass of wine in her hand."Sorry this is my sister" Mason apologised to the girl and she nodded in understanding. His skin was pale and he had large purple bags under his eyes. He looked tired."We need to talk. Now." I told him as I dragged him into the bedroom and shut the door."Did something happen?" he asked in worry."Yeah, well I... um" I stuttered, not sure how to tell him. Mason sighed and ran a hand down his face in annoy
I moaned as his hand ran up my side slowly. When his hands began to wonder and explore my body, I pulled away."Brody" I breathed as I pulled away from him, my breath coming out fast. "We can't, I'm still in stage two heat" I told him, my wolf howling in protest. She wanted Brody to mate with me, I did too. But at some point I did want to have pups, and I wanted them with Brody."Do you trust me baby?" Brody asked, his breathing also laboured."Of course" I nodded and he smiled at me. Then he began kissing me again, his lips slow and gentle but dominant. I moaned again as he moved his kisses down to my neck, his teeth grazing the skin ever so slightly. He drew back from me slightly as he pushed my dress up, exposing my thighs and stomach.I helped him remove it as I pulled it over my head and chucked it across the room. After my shift, I hadn't put my underwear back on, so as soon as the dress was gone I was left naked. His lips returned to mine again, his kiss a lot faster and passio
"What is this?" Brody growled as he slammed the picture of Mason and I on the table. I rolled my eyes as he leant across his desk, his eyes darkening in anger. "Answer me" he yelled, his voice, an order not a suggestion."Please tell me you are not accusing me of having sex with my brother" I sighed, running a hand down my face."Then explain this" he snapped, his hands clenching into fists. I sighed heavily pounding my head onto the desk with a loud groan. The entire day had been spent getting abuse from the people at school for 'apparent incest'. Lennon and Mason had to stop me attacking other students on numerous occasions. By the end of lunch I left not being able to take it anymore. It seemed the picture wasn't only passed around the school, but also the pack."Allison!" Brody snapped and I pulled my head off his desk. He looked so different when he was working. His black wire cells sat delicately on his face, enlarging his dark eyes and made his entire face, including stubble,
I took a second to compose myself before I continued. "When I was younger I read a book about a male wolf whose mate almost died during childbirth. To save her life he cut his wrists and his mate's wrists, his shared his blood with her. She healed and survived. She acted the same around him, but her wolf didn't. Her wolf saw her mate as both the Alpha and a Luna, to her wolf he was her owner. Her wolf wouldn't let her do anything without his permission"."So when I found Mason dying of blood loss, I cut my own wrists and shared blood with him. I had no idea if it would work or not. But he began to heal and he lived. And even though Mason still acts the same around me, his wolf doesn't. His wolf thinks of me as both his Alpha and Luna. Have you ever seen Mason actually disrespect me? Or Question me" I asked him."No" Brody replied, shaking his head negatively."But what I didn't realise was that my actions had repercussions I didn't know about" I sighed, the pit of guilt in my stomach
Brody returned a few minutes later wearing a black suit. His eyes zoned in on me, his eyes going up and down my exposed body. Unlike a few months before I didn’t squirm away out of his gaze. I still wasn’t comfortable with his outright staring, but I was getting better – he was making me more confident in my own skin. Brody cleared his throat and looked away. “As much as I really don’t want to leave you here, when you’re naked, but I was an hour late for the meeting yesterday. I can’t be late again” he sighed before bending down next to the bathtub. “You look after yourself and our pup”. He kissed me quickly before standing up and leaving. Once I finished in the bath, I got out and changed quickly. “Alli?” I heard a familiar voice from downstairs. I smiled as I bounded downstairs to find a group of people inspecting the broken tables and chairs in the lounge. Mason, Corey, Jessica and Dylan were all waiting for me. “Hey” I smiled at me. “Finally we’ve been here forever” Jessica exc
There was a long moment of stillness between Brody and I. I stayed sitting on the bathroom floor and he stayed standing in front of the basin; positive pregnancy test in hand. Brody was the first one to break the silence. “Are you crying because you’re unhappy?” he asked me, slight pain in his eyes.“What? No” I exclaimed, jumping to my feet. “I’m crying because I’m scared Brody. I’m so scared” I told him, my bottom lip quivering as I fought back another swarm of tears.“But you are happy?” he asked, making no attempt to move forward towards me; so I stood still, wrapping my arms around myself.“I want your child Brody, I do. But I’m just scared I’m going to fuck it up. I don’t know the first thing about being a mother, and you don’t know the first thing about being a father. I’m worried that we – mostly I – are going to fuck the baby up…just like my parents did to me and my brothers”.Brody placed the test back into the sink and took a step forward. He stopped in front of me – I quic
I woke up sore and squished against a naked man. I groaned loudly trying to get out of Brody’s death grip. “Brody” I complained, my face pressed against his solid chest. Brody moaned in his sleep and nuzzled close into me. “Brody” I yelled louder and his eyes shot up. He sat up instantly, his eyes running over the area for any sign of danger.“What? What’s wrong?” Brody shouted; his eyes full of worry. I giggled at him, happy his hands released me from their tight grip.“Sorry” I chuckled, “you were squishing me. I’m sorry”. There was a pause as Brody fully woke himself up before he turned back to me.“Sorry Baby” he muttered – through a yawn – before he pulled me back to his side. “I love you” he mumbled as he pecked my forehead. “You look beautiful right now”.“Sure I do” I said in a sarcastic tone, rolling my eyes as I tried to move away from him to go to the bathroom. Brody held onto me tighter with a playful growl of warning.“You look amazing. You’re all sweaty and hot” he growl
A week later both packs knew of the upcoming merger; some were happy, some were not. A lot of Aplin Moon members were opposed – not because they had anything against Brody and I, but simply because they didn’t want to move.Brody had decided – as the new owner of Aplin Moon’s territory – to sell the area and buy more land near us, extending our land for the new members. He had been busy talking to builders and contractors to build another three pack houses and another pack village. Brody had extremely under estimated just how big our pack would become with the merger.I had been without my mate for a week and it was killing me. I was; emotional, lonely, constantly on edge and incredibly sexually frustrated. Brody and I had talked twice a day, but it was still not enough to settle either of our wolves. He was a lot more on edge than me, what with all the stress he was on, and everything seemed to agitate him.So when Thursday rolled around and Charlie returned to the pack, I packed up
My heart was pounding with both nervousness and excitement. Despite everything, I was my father’s daughter. I loved to fight. And as much as I hated to admit it to myself, I loved to kill. The feeling of exerting my power over others in the most animalistic way was a thrill that I couldn’t help but love. I didn’t like to show it, but my wolf was cruel and vicious. After all I she was an Alpha.I was shifted into my large reddish-brown wolf, running to meet the other people who would fight beside me, when I reached the left border the smell of unfamiliar wolves filled my nostrils. I skidded to a stop behind a tree and pulled on Brody’s shirt that I grabbed before leaving his office. It came to my knees and made me look even tinier.When I stepped out from the tree, Zeke flanked me on one side while Lennon occupied the other. There were about twenty-five wolves from my pack planning to fight, but only five of them were trained fighters. From Aplin Moon there were about twenty fighters,
By the time I managed to make up with Lennon – after he had screamed at me when I trashed Brody’s car – it was Tuesday. It was he who finally swallowed his pride and apologised, let’s face it I would never be the one to be the ‘bigger man’ as people often put it. My pride was way too important to me – it was a horrible trait I got from my Alpha blood. My brothers were no different.Tuesday was a hard day for me, because I knew that the next day Brody planned to attack Aplin Moon. Brody remained confident that we had the upper hand, but it didn’t settle the butterflies in my stomach. At one point I had been so nerves I had thrown up my breakfast; Zeke was not happy with me, he claimed it was ‘a waste of the delicious pancakes he had slaved over’. I simply flipped him the bird.“So what do you want to do today?” Lennon asked after I brushed my teeth again and re-joined them in the lounge.“Nothing that will stress Brody out, he doesn’t need that right now” I mumbled in reply as I lay do
I continued to shout at my idiotic brothers, but it seemed they both have some unspoken agreement to ignore me. “I swear to all the gods” I screamed as I followed them into a clearing. Brody wouldn’t be happy with me because the clearing was not part of our territory, but that was the last thing on my mind at that moment. “Are you both out of your freaking minds?”I curled my fists together – fighting the urge to beat them both up myself for their colossal stupidity. When they finally stop in the middle of the clearing, the fighters had to hold me back to stop me from running to them. I knew one of my brothers was about to die; and that did not sit well with me.“Just please stop it” I screeched in a high pitched and strained voice. I was over whelmed with emotions; anger, worry and sadness. “Just stop” I said again, this time my voice a mere whisper lost in the morning wind. I was crying by that point – silent tears – as I watched my brothers square each other up. All my nightmares w
I never thought I’d see Brody cry, but as he looked over his prized Porsche, I swore I saw a tear in his eye. He took a deep breath, his hands shaking in anger slightly; his eyes not moving off his car. It was taking all my willpower not to snigger.The car was trashed. Scratches, dents and scrapes covered the paintwork of the car, and the bummer was hanging off at an odd angle as well as every window being smashed. To say Roderick and I had destroyed his car would have been an understatement. As soon as I told my brother what had happened he went crazy; thus the car.“I…you…huh?” Brody muttered to himself, his eyes not being able to leave the car. I looked behind where we stood – just outside the pack house – to see half the pack were watching with nervous expressions. They thought Brody was going to flip. I did too. In fact, I was waiting for it.Brody closed his eyes and took a deep breath before he turned to me. “Did you get hurt?” he asked me through a heavy breath; he was trying
“I know why I’m mad at you, but why are you mad at you?” I bravely asked.“Because I let my anger get the better of me. You seem to have this effect on me. You not only bring out the best in me, but also the worst. When I am around you I am; loving, caring and affectionate. But I am also; jealous, possessive and domineering”.“Don’t forget horny” I mumbled.“Yes and horny” Brody chuckled quietly. “But it can flip from one to the other” he sighed, heavily turning onto his side so he was facing me. I mirrored his movements so I was staring into his beautiful brown eyes. “Allison, I’m not a mind reader. If you are upset about something or angry about something you need to tell me. I won’t know if you don’t tell me”.“I love you” I blurted out, “but at the same time I also kind of want to punch you most of the time”.“Believe me the feeling is mutual Baby” he replied and an involuntary chuckle escaped my lips. “Can I ask you a question and you not freak out and we end up fighting again?”