Another day passed.
Yet that was the last time I saw him when he put me in a spiral of perplexity from where I could find no path, no hint even to make even the slightest of sense.
'Everything. Everything that ruined me.'
His last words haunted me the past nights, raking my head for even a sliver of memory to confirm I had indeed done something horrible that dismantled someone's life.
But no.
There was none.
Even if I had a memory efface like I had before, I would at least remember tidbits from here and there. I'd at least remember his face.
That face...
So pulchritudinous, yet so minacious.
Not a face one could forget just with the passage of time.
Though not just his face, it were his eyes, his voice, his whole personality that held this regal, sporadic aura that one could hardly manage to obliterate from even the cavernous depths of their minds.
At least, I couldn't.
But then why...
Could he mean something from my past life? Maybe I was a judge, and he was the criminal I put behind jail for lifetime. Or I was the mob boss who put a hole through his heart. Or even a drunk driver who ran him over.
However, I didn't believe in past lives to begin with. It had to be entirely something else.
I let out a long exhale. What was it? What was going on in here?
Wait... I sat upright in the bed. Could it be that he got the wrong girl?
This could be!
A sliver of hope fluttered my heart.
Running to the door, I banged on it. "Anybody there? I need to talk. Please, let me out."
A minute passed.
Two passed.
I banged and banged. I wasn't gonna give up, and there was no way in hell I was suffering someone else's karma.
I was so focused on pounding the door that I didn't even realize the lock had clicked. Before I knew, the door swung open, sending me flying across the room to the bed with the impact.
The angry face of the man appeared above me.
"Do you have a fucking death wish?" he snarled, his massive figure threateningly hovering over my much smaller one.
"No, no, no. Wait. I have something to tell you." I put up my hands in defense.
His lips pursed in annoyance. "What?"
I gulped, staring at him. "I-I think you made a mistake."
The skin in-between his brows furrowed deeper in a deadly manner.
"I-I-I mean to say you have got the wrong girl," I quickly added. "I don't know you. Therefore, I have never harmed you in anyway."
He watched me, not moving, neither confirming my supposition. Rather a dark amusement took over the destructive silvers of his eyes. Almost as if he found it funny.
"C-Could you please recheck whatever information you got about me, p-please?" I stuttered, the proximity sending chills down my spine.
"Gisella Odette," he spoke.
"Yes!" I jerked to attention.
"Daughter of Vicente Allard and Esra Odette."
I nodded. Then my eyes widened realizing what he did.
I was indeed the right girl.
But...
Straightening up, he proceeded to walk away, but before he could, I got up and ran past him. Stopping right before him, I streched my arms in a mere act of barricade.
He tilted his head to the side in the most atrocious way.
I gulped.
Wrong move. But for all the right reasons.
"Tell me what have I done to you. Remind me. Because I can't seem to remember, and it's eating me alive. Please," I begged, my leg muscles were literally shaking from the fake mettle I was manifesting.
Without warning, his long, lean fingers wrapped around my wrist, and I felt the soul leaving my body.
I was dead.
"Very well," he said and strode outside the room, tugging me along.
The incident from a day ago surfaced in my mind. Oh shit. He was gonna push me off the roof again.
But surprisingly, we descended the stairs instead and headed across the foyer to the front door. Yanking it open, he pulled me out, and I gasped. This was the first time since I had been here that he let me out of the house, and the view was everything to die for.
A valley of town streched ahead in between two sky-punching mountains. Night-lights gleaming like stars in the houses transformed it into the most breathtaking sight to behold.
However, I couldn't behold longer than a few seconds or even register the idea of calling for help as he pushed me into a dark sedan and pulled out of the driveway.
"Where are we going? Where are you taking me?"
He didn't say a thing, just stared ahead at the road through the forest.
The drive wasn't long either, and we were back to the dragging session without any answer. But the place we were heading towards was as marky as coal, deep into the heart of the forest.
To say, my heart was pounding would be an understatement, because it was pounding like never before. Like every beat left a imprint on my ribcage. My conscience screamed at me to get away, to save myself before a bad omen descended upon me.
With this man and his past threats, I could only expect the worst.
Bringing my foot up, I sent the heel digging onto the top of his shoe.
He stopped still, his eyes closing as a muscle in his jaw ticked.
"The fuck," he drawled in the laziest manner.
Oh shit.
"No." I pulled at my hand, causing his to tighten around it. "No, no. I'm not going there. No!" I pulled harder. "Let me-Let me go!"
But even that faltered to move him an inch. It was as though he was a statue, and I was stuck in solid concrete.
Then the hotness of his hold disappeared suddenly, and I flew back on my butt on the ground.
Pain shot through the flesh beneath, and I groaned, closing my eyes. I was sure the spot was going to get bruised if it already wasn't from the accident or the fall.
Realizing he let go, my eyes snapped back open. They widened when he strode towards me, making me push the heel of my feet on the hard ground to move back, until my back hit a tree trunk.
Before I could react, he bent down, one of his hands snaking around the back of my thighs and lifting me up. He threw me over his broad, hard shoulder like I was a sack of feathers passed to him as an insult to his might and proceeded forward into the darkness.
"No, please don't. I'm sorry! Don't hurt me, please!" My cries went futile as did my pounding on his hard back.
Thinking about all the things that could be done to me in this deep, and no one would even hear my screams, sent a tremor down my back. I could feel my eyes stinging.
"I'm sorry, please. I'll behave from no-" my words got cut when my body came in a sudden contact with the ground.
He let me down.
My eyes ran over the surrounding frantically. Trees, trees and only more trees caught my vision. There was no escape. Even if I ran, he'd catch me.
My hands fisted beside me as I looked down.
"Please, don't rape me. I'm a virgin. Please."
His large body bent into a squat before me, his silver eyes glowing in the moonlight peeking through the leaves. He extended his hand, and I whimpered.
"Plea-"
My words got cut when he grabbed my face in-between his thumb and index finger.
My eyes shut tight.
Please, God, save me.
His fingers tightened on my cheeks, turning my face to the side until it couldn't move anymore.
"Look," he hissed into my ear. "Take a good look at what had been taken from me."
My brows drew together as I blinked my eyes open. Darkness was all that met me. I squinted in the dark, the dim moonlight being the only light shining over us.
It wasn't until I looked closer that two marble stones, built side by side caught my eyes. There were words scribbled on them. Before them laid two coffin-like structures, made from the same marble.
A gasp left me.
Those were graves.
"They were my parents. I only got to see them for a short time before they were taken from me. Brutally murdered."
There was grief hidden behind the anger in his tone, and that squeezed at my heartstrings. Living without one parent was hard, but living without both knowing they were killed, I couldn't even imagine what he must have went through.
But he was wrong.
I turned to look at him. "I-I didn't kill them. I swear I didn't."
His irises moved, landing on me. "I know."
I frowned. "Wh-What?"
"Your father did."
I blinked. Once. Twice. Thrice. Yet the expression on his face remained the same. Cold, angry, detached. Not a hint of humor crossed his features.
"What are you talking about? You have lost your mind."
I wasn't afraid. No. I was angry. How could he say that about my papa? How dare he?
His stare transformed into a glare, but I didn't care.
"No!" I shot up to my feet, taking a couple steps away from him. "Do you even hear yourself? My papa is the most humble man to live. Killing your parents? He never even lay a finger on a darn bug for God's sake!"
In an arrogant manner, he stood up, like my words didn't effect him a bit.
"He murdered them, cold-bloodedly," he said calmly.
"I don't believe you. You're lyin-"
In a flash, he was right before me, his fingers draping around my throat as he pinned me against a tree.
"Believe it or not, he DID, and that's the fucking truth!" he barked on my face, his irises turning darker. "Now," he breathed, "someone needs to pay the price, and who could do it better than his beloved little daughter?"
The lingering threat behind his voice sent a chill through my heart.
"H-How?" I found myself asking.
"From today on, you, Gisella Odette, will be my fucking slave for the rest of your pathetic life."
I looked through the mirror. The girl that stared back looked nothing like I remembered. Her bright blonde hair was in a tangle, and the electric blue of her irises almost faded to a baby blue. A small cut reddened the spot over her left eyebrow where the bandage occupied previously. It was healing. Sighing, I slid the worn-out shirt over my head and gasped from what I witnessed. There were bruises all over my pale skin, taking the shades from black to blue. Some even nearly matched the red crystal in my necklace that rested in between my breasts. They hurt when the tip of my index finger poked, making me hiss and lean over the sink. I thought about it. I thought about it all, since the day I first moved to the night my life changed all over again. Even three days ago I was a happy girl, partying with my short-term friends despite the fear of the unknown monster. I supposed what you couldn't see wouldn't hurt enough, but what you did see, what you heard with your own ears struck har
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"Ready my dinner." I heard him say while I sprinted out of his room in a lightning speed, both from embarrassment and fear. By the time I reached downstairs, my cheeks burned, and my heart hammered. I had been staring. I had never stared at a man like that before. Except at pictures of Henry Cavill, but that was another thing. And what was worse was that for a second, I almost admired his masculine beauty. I should hate him, loath him, abhor his mere existence for separating me from my papa and spewing bullshit about him. I didn't believe him. Not even the slightest. With each minute passed, and I thought about my father committing murder, I hated myself even more for letting myself get carried away into this. Letting out a sigh, I started towards the kitchen when from the corner of my eyes the mahogany front door caught my attention. A daring thought crossed my mind. Almost immediately my eyes shifted up the stairs. He was taking a bath. Undoubtedly he would require time. No
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The tip of a hot finger traced along my jawline, before a masculine voice whispered into my ear, "Are you resting well, pet?" "Mhm," I responded, stirring in my sleep. "Well, that's not something I can let happen," he drawled. My eyes shot open and found two familiar silver ones staring back. They were hard, so much I almost missed the glint of dark amusement playing in them. I jolted to a sitting position on the sofa in the living room, sinking farther in as his hovering figure inched closer. I felt like the smallest creature caught in the headlights of a giant truck. He didn't say a thing, just stared. Though he didn't have to, because the daring aura surrounding him did all the talking on his behalf, and it didn't take me more than a braincell to know I got him pissed. I suddenly had the urge to chastise myself. How could I let myself fall asleep down here in the open? Then again I wasn't expecting him for another six hours considering he just left not two hours ago. Nonethe
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"Good luck."Tera's last words filled me with a dread so cold and edgy I had to stop myself from clinging onto her when she pushed me inside Hades' house and slammed the door behind.Turning around, I glanced around at the darkness, my heavy breathing filling the space.I thought Hades was already back. Then why were the lights turned off?Spreading my arm, I found the edge of the entrance table and tip-toed forward with its support. My other hand fumbled on the wall, looking for the switches. They had to be here somewhere.At that moment, I hated myself for not paying attention to them before.A feeling of something cold touched my foot, and I jumped a few feet away, a squeal leaving my mouth. Dread crept up my spine a little more, as I moved to the other side and groped on the wall once again, while sending prayers to the heavens.Appeared God finally paid heed to me when my fingers landed on the switch board, and overwhelmed, I pushed them all on.The house brightened up like the m
Have you ever felt guilty for someone else's crime?Have you ever lost sleep sympathizing your enemy?Have you ever seen all your life's beliefs crumbling before your very existence? I did.I stayed up all night watching the moon switching duties with the sun, yet I couldn't shrug the feeling of guilt from my conscious despite it being my papa's wrongdoing and not mine. It latched onto me stubbornly like a soul-sucking leech. Everytime my eyes closed, the entire scene resurfaced in my mind, tormenting me, punishing me on my father's behalf. I still couldn't believe my own eyes. Or my mind. Or my mind's eyes I wasn't sure. It could be a sheer hallucination. He could be using drugs or trickery-like something to manipulate me into believing his accusations. But...It all seemed so real. Felt so real. Like I was present right there when it happened. The sounds of gun still echoed in my ears, and the smell of blood lingered in my nose. And those lifeless eyes still haunted me. It was r
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One month later~ I sat before the huge mirror like a mannequin princess being coddled by a dozen women. A soft, warm air blew on my hair as someone blow-dried it. Two painted my nails, and another ran several brushes on my face applying make-up. This was the big day. My wedding. Yet as I looked up searching for familiar faces among the people surrounding me I missed the ones I called family. Some more than the others. Some I hated that I ever loved. They took things from me. Significant things. Parts of my heart that I can never get back. But it was a relief knowing the ominous time was over. The evil lurking in the dark waiting to pounce and feed on our happiness was gone forever. And if someone new decided to test their luck, I knew Hades would be right there, protecting his family, and his pack like the feared blood alpha he was. And with him beside me, I too could tackle any storm, swallow any pain and vanquish any enemy that dared to wedge their evil ploys between us. "The d
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The blood in my veins went still as I stared at the man before me. Silver rooted hair and grey eyes. He had the proudest smile plastered on his face as he closed the gap between him and Iris into a loud, sloppy kiss. "Mhm, I missed you, babe," Iris cooed. "I'm here now, my love," he cooed back, and they both turned to me with matching looks of pure mockery. The nerves!Those two? Together? All this time? Shock and disgust combined with each other struck me frozen for a moment. My gut feelings had always been right. Of course it had to be him. Every single of those evidences denoted so. I should've known. I should've fought harder with Hades to prove my reasonings. But then the shock got buried under the weight of the brazen revelation of his dirty game.Every ounce of blood in my veins started to downright scorch. "The fuck you just said?" I snarled. "Manners, girl," uncle Gordon spoke, but then his lips curved into a wicked smirk. "Oh wait, I forgot you didn't have a mother to
Once Garett called off the celebration, the guests started departing with confusion and disappointment washing off the earlier enjoyment from their faces. Some even looked annoyed, but of course they knew better than to complain. I, on the other hand, felt like there was a stress attack swirling deep inside me, but I couldn't freak out now. I had to think about my child. I had to keep it from any kind of harm's way. And when Nola and Iris ran my way, the panic somewhat alleviated from my core. "What happened?" Iris asked. "Are you feeling alright, darling?" Nola followed. "I'm fine," I replied, taking deep breaths to calm my nerves. "I think they caught Alpha Ryan." Nola gasped while Iris sent me a baffled look. "Who's that?" "An alpha who attacked our pack a while back. He even tried to hurt Gisella," Nola explained.Iris' eyes rounded, and she looked around, her gaze alert. "Luna," Wyett and the two other bodyguards stepped closer, "We should go. Alpha asked to take you back
"Why are we here?" I asked, looking around at the fancy shopping mall Hades brought me first thing in the morning. His arms wrapped around my torso and whirled me around. I frowned, staring at the shop before me, but then the name and the long white fluffy gown on display of the shop quenched all my curiosity, and I gasped, my eyes widening. I whipped around too fast, felling a dizziness follow. But I shook it off, my heart pounding in my chest. "Are you going to buy me a wedding dress?" "You're not planning on marrying me in one of your pink sundresses, are you?" I giggled, my insides bubbling with excitement. "No, but a pink bridal gown wouldn't be bad, don't you think?" "Nothing on you looks bad. Drill that into your head, pet." I smiled, feeling a silly swooning moment pass me at the nickname. I missed hearing it from him. It might sound crazy, but I might even prefer this over love, or weird enough, my own name.Hades did as per my wish though. Because the next thing I kne
I sat at the hospital bed anxiously watching Hades and the pack doctor talking between themselves. I couldn't fathom what gotten into Hades all of a sudden. The whole way back home he had been so paranoid even the smallest sounds or movements around got him unduly worked up, and so overly protective even the smallest of road bumps made his free hand shot out to shield me. I had asked him, but he refused to answer before the doctor checked. I told him I was fine. It was only the weakness from not eating enough, but he wouldn't budge. He even made sure half of the nurses from the hospital come aid me like I was some patient with serious illness. My perturbation palliated a little when Bree barged into the private chamber. "Bree," I relieved. Greeting the Alpha, she rushed to me. "Luna, I heard what happened. Are you hurt?" I shook my head. "No, I'm not. But Hades is acting weird I don't understand why. Do you know anything?" She sent me an apologetic smile. "I'm having my hunches,
Sneaking Sam's car keys wasn't the easiest thing, but I did it. I took his car and slipped out of the Church ground. I left my scarf in the shade just so Hades wouldn't lose my scent completely and go berserk. I knew it was the stupidest thing to do right now, but I also knew Hades wouldn't believe me. Not without proof. Whichever uncle Gordon was talking about. And at this point, I was desperate. Something in my guts told me he was speaking about my papa's apartment. Something inside suspected he was behind this murder. I only needed to prove it to Hades and the world. But what I didn't understand was why he would do that. As Papa said the one who started it steered Papa and the other hunters looking for the culprit to the Vilkas spouses. He framed them to get out of the hook. But would Gordon really do that? He had been raising Hades since their death, and sometimes it even felt like he was angry at me for being the daughter of the one who took his brother's life. Then... Could
"Gisele, let me handle this." "So you can let him off the hook?" "I'd never do that," Hades clipped. I stared at him. Maybe he wouldn't because as I had always heard, Hades took justice to a whole new level. He didn't even spare a rare hybrid for wronging one of his allies. Didn't care what the council had to say. "If he's guilty," he added. My teeth gritted. Maybe it was because he never punished a family member before cause when it came to family, even the great rulers fell weak. Turning away from him, I barged through the office door uncle Gordon worked in now. He had been staying in the pack since we arrived from Alaska and helping Hades operate the pack business while he had been recovering and spending more time with me. It felt like a blessing until now. I couldn't keep control of my anger as I stormed right to his desk and slammed my hands on it. "You. You killed my father." He looked up, eyes widening for a brief moment, then they hardened. "Gisella," Hades appeare