Kiera backed away and stumbled.
She fell to the ground. She hardly felt the pain of the impact. Her head was too occupied with the figure she saw near the door and how terrible it was to behold. She struggled into a sitting position and when she looked at the door again, it was gone. The doorway was clear and there was nothing in sight.She looked around frantically. Had it gotten inside the house?Suddenly, the lights were switched on and they bathed the living room with light. She saw Simone and Kane emerging from the kitchen. Simone looked like she was preparing to go to bed and Kane looked disturbed, somehow. And agitated. He neared her and asked, "What's the matter? What happened?"She pointed at the doorway. "There was something there. I saw something.""Why were the lights off?" Simone remarked, looking around suspiciously. She neared Kiera and knelt beside her. She touched her forehead and then turned to her son once more. "Kane, why was the front door open?""I don't know, Ma," he said and began investigating. He walked outside and for a moment, Kiera was paralyzed. She imagined the figure she saw outside lunging at him. She held her breath as he looked from left to right. Nothing happened. He walked off, disappearing.Meanwhile, Simone was stroking her hair and asked her questions. "What did you see? Was it a burglar?"She shook her head. "It wasn't a person. It was—" she cut herself off and her face flushed, "a creature." Even as she finished her sentence, she knew how ridiculous she sounded. A creature? It made absolutely no sense. Her fear was dissipating and she was starting to realize that perhaps what happened was that she had been dreaming."What kind of creature?" Simone asked, equally as confused as her.Kiera shifted uncomfortably. She pinched the bridge of her nose just as Kane walked back in. His brows were furrowed. He said, "I didn't see anything. There was no one outside."Simone looked at him. "She said she saw a creature.""What creature?""I'm sorry," Kiera began. A chuckle left her lips and she tried to stand. "I was dreaming. God, I've never felt more ridiculous. I'm sorry I scared you guys." She looked at Kane and said, "It was the creature from the silver statue you showed me the other day in my father's office. It was staring at me through the open door. It's...wow. I don't even know what to say. By the way, Kane, I want to talk to you about that. I'm—"He put a hand up and the look on his face silenced her. He asked, "You said you saw that creature? Near the door?"Her cheeks flushed. "It was just a dream."He ran a hand down his face and looked at Simone. She glanced at Simone and saw that her expression was just as sour as Kane's. She said to them, "Look, I'm sorry. I know it's ridiculous. It's just that it was all so real to me. I woke up disoriented and the door was open. I went to close it and I saw it. Not all of it, like half of its body, but I knew what it was."Simone rubbed her back and said, "Don't exert yourself. We understand. Come, I'll take you to your room."She paused at the foot of the stairs. "I'm actually kind of hungry."Simone laughed heartily and they went into the kitchen together. Kiera looked back at Kane but he was no longer in the living room. It made her feel bad, how quickly he brushed her off. She truly was sorry about what she said.She'd have to try again as soon as he returned."We had dinner a few hours ago," Simone told her. "You were sleeping so peacefully that I didn't want to wake you. Maybe I should've.""It's alright," she said, perching herself on the high stool. "God, my heart is still racing. That was scary."Simone looked at her and smiled. There was something forced about her smile, though. Kiera wondered if she was imagining it. "You've never dreamt of such a creature before?""Never," she said. "It was all because of the thing Kane showed me the other night. I must have had it on my mind because I wanted to talk to him about it."Simone served her dinner. Kane still wasn't back. She ate with gusto but she was worried about Kane. The last thing she wanted was for things to be bad between them. He was the closest thing she had to a sibling and she would never forgive herself if an immature moment ruined their cordial relationship.He returned when she was on her second (and most probably last) slice of apple pie. He shook his head and sat down beside her. There were beads of sweat on his hairline. He exchanged a look with his mother and then turned to fix her a look. A playful smile curved his lips. "No werewolves were found," he announced.She forked a piece of apple pie in her mouth and looked down, embarrassed. "Please don't tell me that you've actually been looking.""Of course I have," he winked. "What kind of person would I be if I didn't?""I can't believe you," she said, but a smile wouldn't leave her lips. "I can't believe you. Kane."He put his hands up. "Just doing my job."Simone cleared her throat and they both looked at her. She wrapped her robe tighter around her body and said, "Well, since we're perfectly safe and there are no wolves prowling about, I think I should go back to bed. I have a long day ahead of me tomorrow. I'll leave you two to it.""Good night, Simone," Kiera said as Simone made her way out of the kitchen. "The food was delicious, as always!""Is there more of that pie?" Kane asked her, walking toward the fridge. She nodded and he found it on the second shelf. He cut a thick slice for himself and sat beside her to eat it. She finished hers and they sat in comfortable silence. For starters, she was relieved that everything between them seemed to be good.Kiera wanted to touch on the subject then decided against it. They seemed to be fine and she feared that mentioning what she said could make him more upset. Then again, maybe she was just a coward."About the artifact," he said after clearing his throat. She knew her plan had failed. She braced herself for his words. "You wanted to tell me something concerning that. Is there something particular you want to know?""No," she admitted, "I just wanted to apologize to you for what I said the other day in dad's office. About, you know. That miserable comment."He put his fork down and turned to look at her with a crease between his brows. "Kiera. You can't be serious.""I know," she said and laughed. "I know it makes no sense to you, but what I said has been on my mind for days and I thought that you were upset. I was angry because of Jared's unexpected visit and I guess I said the wrong thing.""You didn't," he assured her. "Your response was perfectly normal. I understand you, Kiera, I really do. You didn't have much in common with him. I guess you harbored some resentments. I would, too.""It isn't like that," she said, although it was. She couldn't complete her sentence. She stared at the crumbs on her empty plate and thought of anything to say to fill the silence but she didn't come up with anything.Kane patted her shoulder and said, "It's alright, Kiera. It really is. I wasn't offended or anything."She nodded, giving up. "Okay."They tidied the kitchen up together and then he accompanied her to her bedroom. They walked alongside each other while he explained to her a little bit of what it was like to work at a butchery. "It's pretty gross most of the time but...I don't know. It's hard to explain. I feel at home there even though I shouldn't."She leaned against her closed door. "Why a butchery?" she asked. The question had been on her mind for some time. "You have a bachelor's degree in economics. You fought tooth and nail for that degree." She remembered when Simone told her about it. It was a long time ago, but that hardly mattered.Kane sighed and looked away. After a beat, he said, "I don't know, to tell you the truth. My old man did it. Ma too at some point. It just feels like something I should do.""As long as you're happy," Kiera said."Yeah."She bid him good night and kissed him on the cheek. "I'm sorry about the whole werewolf thing. I hope you were kidding about checking the neighborhood."He smiled. "I was."She opened her door but Kane put a hand on her arm, stopping her. She turned to look at him. He asked, "If you ever think you saw one of those things again, do you promise that you'll tell me?"She couldn't help but laugh. "Kane.""Promise me," he said, oddly serious. "Promise me you'll tell me even though you think it's the most ridiculous thing in the world.""I promise," she said and closed her door.She washed her face and dried it with a clean towel. She was staring at her reflection in the mirror. She didn't know what she was looking for and in any case, she didn't find it. It was funny how she felt so strong a few days ago and then all that strength seemed to leave her bones. She felt like the old Kiera. Maybe that was how it always was.Jared hadn't tried to contact her and she was thankful for it. It meant that progress was made. She hoped that he would keep his distance and that she'd never again fall into his trap or the trap of another Jared. She would try hard not to let it happen. But she wasn't too concerned because deep in her heart she knew that Mikael was nothing like Jared, not even close. Mikael would despise someone like him.She was safe with Mikael. She had even forgotten about the phone call that upset her. He made it up to her. He called her back. He wanted to see her. In a few hours, she'd be with him someplace where she'd need a coat and she'd feel whole again. She was prepared to tell him how she felt even though it was crazy to speak her mind a week in. But it would be crazier to not speak her mind, that was how she felt.She lay in bed and stared at the dark ceiling of her bedroom. She thought of Mikael and the way he made her feel. When she closed her eyes and sleep finally took her, it was a few minutes past four in the morning, but she didn't check the time. She lost total track of it. She was happy in the safe place that was her mind where she and Mikael could be whatever they wanted wherever they wanted.Nothing made her feel more liberated.Mikael kissed her hand. He didn't take his eyes off her face. Kiera had waited the entire day for this moment. She looked into his eyes and felt her heart swell with love for him. Love and adoration among other things. She had her coat tucked under her left arm and for a second, she was vividly aware of immediate her surroundings. How his lips felt against her skin, how the soft material of the coat tickled her inner arm, how the wind ruffled her hair, and how the air tasted when she sucked it in through her teeth. His scent invaded her nostrils. It made her feel dizzy. "Kiera," he said softly. "You don't know how long I've waited for this moment. You look absolutely stunning.""Thank you," she said, looking down at her outfit as if she didn't know what she was wearing when she bought the dress online specifically for the special occasion. "You look great, too.""Thank you," he said. "Ready?" Kiera nodded eagerly and he opened the door for her. He was driving another car today. It
Kiera stares at Mikael in disbelief. She wasn't sure if she had heard him correctly. He was looking at her expectantly with a smile on his lips so maybe he saw that her hesitance was confusion and not her rejecting him. "What?" she asked finally. The word felt silly as it fell from her lips but she didn't know what else to say. She needed some time to digest his words. "I know it's perplexing to you but to me, it makes perfect sense," he explained. "Everything with you in it makes sense to me, Kiera."She stared at her feet. She tried to organize her thoughts to speak. She then said, "What are you asking me, Mikael? Are you asking me to be your...girlfriend?" "Yes," he said, "although 'girlfriend' is too light a word. I want us to be more than what we are right now. I want to be able to see and talk to you every day without it seeing strange or inappropriate. I want to get to know you better but I want there to be a commitment between us. Do you accept my offer?"After a moment, K
Kiera had once fallen into a public swimming pool when she was six years old. The feeling was indescribable. She was young and helpless and everything about the moment terrified her although she got over the fear eventually when she grew up and learned how to swim. She was sinking lower and lower and her flailing limbs were of no assistance to her. Oxygen was leaving her lungs quickly and she soon ran out of air. There hadn't been time to cry for help. She fell in and she kept falling. She looked up and she saw how blue everything was from beneath the surface. She saw the legs of the other swimmers and she even saw toys at the bottom of the pool. It was one toy—a cheap red plastic car. She didn't know why she noticed it. She just did. She was rescued by a stranger, someone who had seen her fall. She wasn't sure how long she was in the pool before the person reached her, but to her, it felt like she had been under the water for ages. Water hadn't gotten in her lungs, thankfully, and
Kiera woke up with a terrible feeling in her stomach. Her nose was runny (as expected) and her head was pounding. It wasn't because of the wine she drank, she was actually sick. She had a feeling that falling into the cold water would make her ill and she ignored Simone's warning. She had told her to take a warm shower and dress warmly but she stood in the middle of the bathroom for what felt like hours and stared at her reflection in the mirror. She began to doubt everything. She didn't even know who she was. It was incredible how she went from feeling confident, beautiful, and wanted to feeling dejected and unmotivated. So she ignored Simone's warning and ended up waking up sick. Oh well. Worst things had happened to her.She couldn't bear to think about Mikael. It physically pained her. Everything about the previous evening was tainted to her. She no longer saw the beauty of their exchanges. She began seeing everything with different eyes and although she hadn't concluded anythin
Kiera approached the gate slowly. She ran out without even bothering to think about what she was wearing, which were old pajamas that were not in the slightest flattering. She had slippers on her feet and her hair wasn't combed or anything. It was too late to turn back around, though. Mikael was looking at her in a way she couldn't describe. His eyes were hooded and he looked like he hadn't slept a wink last night. It made her feel immediately guilty but she stopped herself before she went down another spiral of self-hatred. She didn't know what he was doing at her gate or what he wanted to say to her. It was risky to assume that he was coming to apologize. She tapped the button next to the intercom and the gate opened. She was sure that Simone would wonder where she had gone but she couldn't wait for her to return. Her bedroom was on the other side of the house. Mikael stood up straight once they were standing face to face. He glanced at her clothes and her face burned. She said
In the following days, Kiera found herself once again swamped with work. She was slowly recuperating. It was taking longer than she initially expected but the worst was behind her. Her symptoms worsened during the evenings but she felt she was fit to leave the house and better yet, meet with Mikael again. She missed him dearly. He called her nearly every night and their conversations were animated and heart-warming for her. One thing that astounded her, though, was that he spoke so much without ever giving anything away. She still knew nothing about his personal affairs except for his occupation and the home he lives in with a few of his distant relatives. He, however, knew quite a lot about her, including every detail of her career and even who her boss was. He was particularly interested in her childhood and she couldn't blame him. Her childhood was a peculiar one. She gladly told him everything he asked but there were parts that she kept to herself for the time being. She didn't
Kiera returned home and discovered that Simone was awake and in the kitchen. She had just started preparing dinner when she walked into the kitchen carrying the cheesecake. Simone wiped her wet hands on a kitchen towel and asked, "What's this?" "I bought a cheesecake for dessert. It's strawberry, your favorite."A smile lit up her face. "I'll put it in the fridge, then. I'm sure it's going to be delicious. I'm making a vegetable curry with flatbread.""I'll make the bread," Kiera announced and got started with the preparations. As she worked, she realized that Celia was on her mind. She wished it weren't the case but she couldn't deny it. The encounter disturbed her more than she thought it would and it was strange to think that a stranger could have such an effect on her. She hadn't thought of the men who attacked her that night as much as she was thinking about Celia. She thought of telling Simone the story and getting her opinion but something stopped her. She felt it was silly.
The police assured her that they'd look into her case. And because she mentioned that she had been harassed days before by a group of men, it made her case more urgent. When everyone had left, she and Simone sat across from each other on the kitchen counter. Kiera was oddly speechless. She didn't know what to say and since Simone made me effort to break the silence, she figured it would be best if they said nothing at all. Kane had been contacted and he promised to return home when he got the opportunity. He said at most two days. Kiera decided, in her mind, that it was the perfect opportunity to invite Mikael over for dinner. She didn't tell Simone yet because she felt it wouldn't be appropriate considering the fright they got but she would eventually. Perhaps even later in the day, when things calmed down a bit more."Breakfast?" Simone asked."No," Kiera replied, shaking her head, "I'm not hungry.""Me neither."Kiera wouldn't get any work done, she knew it in her heart. Whenever