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CHAPTER 75: I'm Sorry

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-=Martina's Point of View=-

I opened my eyes the following day, and even though I had just woken up, I felt like all my energy had been drained for some reason.

I reached for my head and felt the sweat from my forehead, which was weird considering that my room is quite cold.

I sighed deeply as I remembered my dream. It was still about Kian and Esmeralda, and there was someone I couldn't see no matter what. However, the voice was familiar, even though I was certain I had only heard it in my dreams.

The dreams have been recurring for reasons unbeknownst to me, and in each of them, I feel a tremendous emptiness in my chest that I can't explain. No matter how hard I try, I can't come up with a plausible explanation for why I dream this way.

"What is my connection with Kian and Esmeralda, and why do I keep having dreams about them? Is the Kian I see in my dreams the same Kian I met and learned to love while staying on this island?"

Those were only a few of the thoughts racing through m
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