-=Martina's Point of View=-
After getting Zion's confirmation that the island I was looking for was indeed his home, I decided to keep my mouth shut.
I feel like throwing up because of my nerves; just thinking that I will be alone on the island with my now-husband makes me feel sick.
I always dreamed of marrying the man I love, just like in the fairy tale stories that my dad used to read to me when I was a child—someone I would love forever and who would love me for the rest of our lives—but because of what happened, it made me realize that fairy tales are just for kids, ignorant of how the world really works.
"Cruel."
The world is cruel, and so are the people living in it. There might be people who tend to live an honest life, but there are more people who will do everything just to take advantage of those innocent people.
Take me, for example. If I weren't too weak and powerless, then I wouldn't be forced to be wed to someone I didn't love. If I had the money, the power, and the influence, I could make sure to have my dad get well without asking anyone for help.
I am weak against my stepmother and her wicker daughters, and most importantly, I am weak against Zion Montgomery, and I don't know if I can stop him from doing whatever he wants to do to me.
We're already married, and it is his right to take a claim on me, and if I wanted to put him in a good mood, then I needed to please him, and I needed to do this so my dad could recover.
I'm already feeling so nervous just thinking of the sexual interaction that may happen between us. Yes, he didn't do anything to me last night, but that doesn't mean that he wouldn't do it tonight.
The possible reason why he left me alone was probably that he felt tired after our marriage, but then again, it struck me as peculiar, as I noticed with Zion at our wedding.
It still baffles me how someone as old as Zion can exhibit strength and speed that no normal old person could have, but I immediately dismissed that thought since there's no plausible explanation for that, and the only possible explanation is that I was just imagining things.
And I can't be blamed for that, right? I mean, with a lot of things and how fast those things happened in my life, how could I distinguish what's real from imagination?
My mind is in such complete turmoil that I didn't even notice that the helicopter had already landed, and when I looked outside, I finally noticed that we had already arrived.
"What the..."
I noticed that the chopper landed on the highest part of Zion's home, and I silently breathed a sigh of relief when I noticed the many helpers that this place has.
I honestly thought that it was only Zion and me who would be staying on this island, and it didn't cross my mind that it was impossible that he wouldn't have any helpers to do everything for him.
Everyone from the helpers is wearing an emerald green uniform, and I could tell that all of those uniforms are made from high-quality material.
A man in a deep shade of green uniform opened the door of the chopper; his head is titled, showing the respect he has for Zion.
"Let's go," I heard Zion say, and he didn't wait for my response as he made his way out of the helicopters.
I took another deep breath before finally following him out of the chopper, and this time, I stopped myself from gasping so loudly when I finally saw my surroundings.
A breathtaking view opens before my eyes as I stand atop the castle tower, positioned at the highest point of this magnificent island. The view from here shows the absolute perfection and untouched splendor of this island paradise, which is nothing short of magnificent.
I am met with an amazing sight from this high vantage point. The azure waves of the surrounding ocean engulf the island as it stretches out in every direction. The landscape is illuminated by the sun's golden rays, which add to the island's natural beauty by providing a warm glow.
As the castle walls quickly descend, one can see the lush greenery covering the region by looking down. Gently sloping hills covered in a vibrant tapestry of wildflowers create a beautiful scene that is simply amazing. I feel as though I'm in the middle of nature's masterpiece.
My eyes are drawn to the lush woodland that nestles within the island's heart. Towering trees reach for the heavens, their branches interwoven to form a natural canopy that filters the sunshine. The woodland oozes serenity, with dappled sunshine illuminating the emerald foliage and creating a beautiful play of shadows on the forest floor.
As I direct my gaze to the coast, pure white beaches appear, their silky sands contrasting with the brilliant hues of the sea. The cerulean waters lap gently against the shore, beckoning me to join them in their peaceful embrace. Turquoise lagoons glisten in the sunlight, displaying a variety of marine life that adds to the attraction of the island.
Nature's melody surrounds me from this elevated perch. Colorful birds flutter gracefully across the sky, their wings capturing the mild breezes that blow across the island. The captivating and stimulating sounds of exotic wildlife flood the air, creating a peaceful backdrop.
It's now beyond noon, so it's no surprise that the sun is up and beaming brightly, sending a golden glow across the land, transforming the island into a place of ethereal beauty. The hues become more vibrant, as if nature itself had been painted with a holy brush. The sky explodes in a rainbow of colors, leaving a stunning reflection on the calm waters below.
From the top of this castle, I have the unique opportunity to view the essence of heaven itself. The island's unspoiled magnificence and pristine environment inspire awe in me. It is a haven of beauty and peace, where nature's rhythms rule supreme. I am enthralled by the sheer majesty that surrounds me, and I am happy for the opportunity to watch such a pure, pristine, and lovely island from this unique vantage point.
"Do you like it?" I was suddenly awoken from my reverie when I heard Zion's voice, bringing me back to reality.
For some reason, I thought I detected a trace of worry in his voice, but I quickly dismissed it, knowing that it was impossible for him to feel such things, and seeing his expressionless face just confirmed my assumption.
"It's beautiful," I answered honestly.
I've been to different places already, and none of those so-called famous tourist places could match the whole island.
This place is a literal paradise, and I wouldn't mind staying here forever if only I were here for different circumstances and if I weren't married to someone like Zion.
As we passed, every helper dropped their heads, and no one dared to look at us, except for a girl who stared at me curiously, but when she spotted me looking back, she immediately lowered her gaze and bowed so low that she appeared to be a hunchback.
I didn't notice the smile that formed on my lips because of her action, but I didn't dwell on it too much since I still have a lot of things to worry about.
I continued to follow Zion and his steward, whose name I couldn't remember, but I was sure that he had introduced his name earlier, but because of my nerves, I didn't catch his name.
"Please bring your mistress to her room."
I heard Zion say this after walking for almost fifteen minutes after we descended from the top of the castle.
I wanted to say my thanks, but before I could even open my mouth, he continued walking, going in the opposite direction.
"Thank you for bringing me to my room," I said when we finally arrived at my room.
"You're welcome, mistress. If you need anything, don't hesitate to ask, and I will just let one of the maids call you once lunch is ready," he said, and then, after bowing his head, he left.
As expected, the room I will be staying in is impeccable; everything you see is undoubtedly expensive and made from the highest and best raw materials; the room is outfitted with every technology imaginable; however, even though I will be staying in the best room I have ever seen, I can't shake the feeling that this will be my prison for the rest of my life, and again, the fear I was trying to ignore reemerges as I lay my body in bed.
"Don't cry, Martina; you have to be strong; remember, you're doing this for your father," I admonished myself as tears welled up beneath my eyelids.
-=Martina's Point of View=- I'm not sure if it was because of my nerves, the stress I've been through, the anxiety I felt and kept on feeling, or maybe all of those emotions, which made me feel exhausted, and after just a few minutes of lying down in bed, I felt my eyelids getting heavy, and I let myself drift into oblivion. It felt like I just closed my eyes when a sudden knock on my door awoke me, and before I could respond to it, the door opened, revealing the same kid maid who I caught looking at me earlier. "Good afternoon, mistress. Master Zion ordered me to fetch you, so you can both have a late lunch," she said, trying to maintain a poker face, but behind it, I could still detect a particular curiosity behind her blue eyes. "It's fine." She courteously introduced herself as Annie and told me that from now on, she would be my personal helper. She then started helping me get ready, and even though I told her that I could manage, she insisted that it was her job to assist me
-=Martina's Point of View=-On the outside, I looked calm and composed, but deep inside, my every nerve was screaming from the fear and intimidation I was feeling because of this old man, who happened to be my husband.Every inch of my body is telling me to run away and to get as far as possible away from Zion, but I remained standing and still did not dare to show any nerves.He just nodded as he finally took his eyes away from me, giving me a chance to take a deep breath as if it could help me calm down.I silently took the seat that Annie motioned for me to take, and just a few minutes later, the helpers served our food.I couldn't help but notice that most of the food served is my favorite, and because of that, I couldn't stop myself from looking in Zion's direction, who is totally emerged in his drink and had a few bites on his plate."Did he prepare these all for me?" I couldn't help but wonder, but immediately dismissed that thought, thinking that even though I'm already his wi
-=Martina's Point of View=- We finally left the castle around four in the afternoon, and I couldn't help but get excited after finally getting out of that place. Like I've said, I felt like that castle was more of a prison than a home, and now that I finally had the chance to step outside and explore the island—well, at least the pond that Annie told me about—I felt a sense of freedom somehow. "You seem more relaxed." I was awakened when I heard Annie's comment, and when I looked at her, the smile on my face widened, and I looked at her appreciatively. "What made you say that?" I asked tentatively, still unsure if I could be honest with her since she's hired by Zion, meaning her loyalty would be with Zion. "I don't know; you appeared uptight when we were at the castle, but now you look calm and relaxed," she explained. I didn't know how to respond to her observation, so I decided to just keep my mouth shut, and after a few minutes had passed without me responding, she decided to
-=Martina's Point of View=- I woke up the following morning feeling refreshed and energized, I didn't imagine I could wake up feeling like this. A smile appeared on my lips when I remembered the trip Annie and I had to the pond. I couldn't wait for us to return to that place, and this time, I promised myself that I would try swimming in the pond. I also remembered her stories about their community on the southern part of the island, and I promised myself that I would visit that place, with Zion's approval, of course. After a few minutes of spacing out, I suddenly remembered the western part where I was not supposed to go, the place that is dangerous according to Annie. She didn't go into detail about the danger, but it was clear how serious it was because her own group avoided that area with an unshakeable resolution, which made me wonder whether she was really telling the truth. A nagging feeling, though, persisted that there might be more to the story than what was revealed. I
-=Martina's Point of View=-"Are you alright, Martina?" I was awoken from my deep thoughts when I heard Annie's voice.We are currently on our way to the place where she was taking me. She didn't tell me where it was and just told me to follow her."Nothing," I denied, but the look that Annie gave me indicated that she didn't believe me."Were you still thinking about Master Zion?" she asked."Of course not!" I immediately denied it."Ok, well, just in case, just like his assistant told you, this happened before, so you don't have to be worried about it. Yes, he's an old man, but he's stronger than the usual older people," she said.This brings me back to the peculiar things I noticed during the reception of our wedding: his strength and even his speed, which are not normal to older people, heck even to the younger generations, but I decided to put them at the back of my mind.“Will you marry someone like Zion if he asks you to marry him?" I suddenly asked, really curious about how sh
-=Martina's Point of View=-Annie decided to leave me in this garden. She said that she needed to do something, but I think she just wanted to give me the privacy I needed, especially after what happened earlier, which I immediately agreed to and appreciated.I waited for Annie to leave, and when I was certain that it was only me in this garden, I returned my gaze to the tulips.Like what I told her, being with the Semper Augustus made me feel like my mother was with me, and even though I was alone on this island with practically strangers, I felt like I wouldn't be that lonely anymore.After learning that this tulip is my mom's favorite, it also became my favorite, but even without my mom appreciating this flower, you couldn't help but admire the beauty and sophistication of this flower.It has the appearance of red feather-like patterns, reminiscent of a phoenix emerging from a snowy terrain. It leaves anyone who sees it in awe due to its vivid crimson flares, which create a spectac
-=Martina's Point of View=-I was still feeling a little bit drowsy when I woke up, and it took me a couple of minutes to finally clear my mind. After doing so, I looked at the clock on the wall of my room and was stunned when I saw that it was already five in the afternoon, which only meant that I had slept for more or less four hours.I didn't plan to sleep that long and only wanted to take a nap since I was still planning to go back to the garden and look at those tulips again, but I guess it's already too late for me to do that considering the time.Dinner will be served at exactly six p.m. and if I still insist on going to the garden, I won't have enough time to enjoy my time in the garden, and there is also a big possibility that I might return late for dinner."Oh, well," I thought to myself, and I decided to just stay in my room until I was summoned for dinner."What to do?" I kept muttering to myself while looking at the inside of my room.Actually, there are lots of things t
-=Martina's Point of View=-The following morning, I asked Annie about the wolf I saw, and for some reason, I think I saw panic in her eyes, but that didn't last long, so I thought that maybe the light was just playing tricks on me."Yeah, there are some wolves, bears, and other dangerous animals on this island," she said calmly.The way she said those words makes it feel like she wasn't really aware of how dangerous those animals were and was talking about cute animals instead."Is that the reason why Zion didn't want me to go to the west side of the island?" I asked tentatively, and as expected, her reaction was still the same every time I mentioned that place."Ye...yes."She immediately changed the topic, which is kind of obvious.She brought me to other places on the island, and every place she brought me was amazing; it felt like there was nothing on this island that would fail to amaze me.It feels like anywhere you look, there is something interesting to look at. This island i
-=Martina's Point of View=-The beating of my heart began to beat faster as I could finally see the island from afar."Wait for me, Zion," I silently said, feeling the sorrow and longing of a woman who was away with the man she loved.Ever since I left Nancy's province and experienced that bizarre and mysterious event, bits and pieces of my previous life memory came back to me, but not enough for me to know everything, but enough for me to know that I was Esmeralda and Zion is the man I loved during that life.I remembered telling him from my previous life that I would remember him whatever happened, but I betrayed him since I didn't even recognize him and worse I thought of leaving him.I felt so ashamed to see him again, but my desire to be with him won me over, and I promised myself that I would never leave Zion again.While looking at the island, it felt like some invisible hand was pulling me closer to the island as if the island recognized me, and I recognized it as my home, Zio
-=Martina's Point of View=-I kept feeling this ache ever since my visit to that place, and as I awaited our arrival back at my dad's place, this ache was getting more intense."Can you tell me what's really going on, Martina?" I heard Nancy ask."Nothing; I just needed to go home," I answered.Before, when I thought about home, I always referred to my dad's house, which had been my home ever since, or at least before Fionna and her daughters arrived, but now, when I thought about home, I couldn't help but think about the island and Zion's mansion.The pain I felt intensified when I thought about Zion. I couldn't help but feel guilty knowing that he wasn't feeling well when I left him after I found out the truth.I felt ashamed of what I did; yes, it was shocking to learn the truth, but I promised Zion, or rather Zion, that I would love him forever, and yet, in the first instance of the test of our love and my faith in him, I disappointed him.I could still feel Nancy's gaze on me fro
-=Martina's Point of View=-It has been ten minutes, but still, nothing happened. I was really expecting something to happen considering that I came to this place without my full consciousness.I stood up from the big rock where I was sitting, waiting for something to happen, but it didn't."Esmeralda..."I tried calling her name; maybe there was something that she wanted to tell me, but even after uttering her name in the air, still nothing happened."Esmeralda!"This time, I yelled louder, but after holding my breath and waiting, nothing peculiar ever happened.A bitter smile appeared on my lips when I realized how much of a weirdo I may be if someone found me there.Imagine a guest wandering in this part at this hour. People may think that I actually lost it, and they would probably send me straight to the asylum if I told them how exactly I came here."Anything?" I thought to myself when another ten minutes had passed, and when still nothing happened, I took a deep breath and fina
-=Martina's Point of View=-I awoke to the crowing of roosters, and as I looked out the window, I observed it was still dark. When I looked at the clock, I saw that it was only five o'clock in the morning, still early for me to wake up, however when I was about to go back to sleep, I was disturbed by Nancy who was already wide awake.I didn't even notice her waking up and leaving the bed."Good morning!" She said in a loud voice making me grimace."Could you keep it down, it's still early and I still wanted to sleep," I murmured."No, Martina, five a.m. is already considered late in the province because almost everyone wakes up around four and Mom told me to wake you up for breakfast," she added, and she didn't leave me an opportunity to go back to sleep as she pulled the sheets over my eyes."You're really ruthless," I said, which she just laughed at.I had no choice but to force myself out of bed, and before leaving the room, I decided to do some stretching first, to remove the slee
-=Martina's Point of View=-I awoke early the next morning, surprised that I hadn't dreamed of Esmeralda and Kian again. I hoped I wouldn't dream about them any longer.Who wants to dream about anything irrelevant to them, even if the woman in the dream happened to look like you and the man you love is always with her?I probably stayed in bed for a few more minutes before deciding to get out, and the first thing I did was double-check that I had everything I needed. Last night, I organized my belongings for my trip with Nancy, going to their province and going to that place.It probably took me about ten minutes to finish inspecting my bags, and then I started getting ready.I took a quick shower which probably lasted for fifteen minutes, and after drying myself with the towel in my bathroom, I walked naked back to my room and wore the clothes I had chosen earlier which was a pair of blue shirt and faded jeans with my favorite sneakers.I was putting on my shoes when I heard a knock
-=Martina's Point of View=-"What do you mean it's not real? Are you saying that my wedding ring is a fake?" I asked in disbelief."Unfortunately, that is right, miss. It may look real, but upon closer inspection, I confirmed that this isn't made of real gold and diamonds," he said.He continued his explanation, but to be honest, the details slipped my mind as my focus wandered. However, a feeling of suspicion washed over me as I spotted them exchanging secretive glances."Could it be?" I thought to myself."Well, there you have it; you heard it from the expert; your ring was indeed fake, and just as we agreed on, you would go out with...""Actually, I wanted to have a second opinion," I suddenly said, cutting him off."Come on, don't be a sour loser," Benz said."Perhaps I am, or perhaps the test results were incorrect," I said nonchalantly."Are you telling me that I tested your ring wrong?" The employee of the shop said indignation was written on his face."Yes, but was it wrong to
-=Martina's Point of View=-The following day, Dad decided to return to work, but before leaving, he made sure to share breakfast with me first."What do you plan on doing later?" he asked."Nothing much; I was planning to just stay at home, or maybe I could just go out and buy something," I said."Okay, if you wanted to leave, you could use the car instead of commuting; it's much more convenient that way.""Okay," I said.I planned to ask Nancy to drive me just in case I decided to go out; we could also buy the things we might need once we leave tomorrow. Speaking of Nancy, she continued addressing me as her mistress, and I didn't stop her anymore, since, in a way, I kind of missed hearing that. When I heard her calling me that, it made me feel like I was still in the castle.I walked with Dad and watched him leave, and when I could no longer see his car, I decided to look for Nancy so we could talk about our plans for tomorrow.I found Nancy in the kitchen; she was busy cleaning the
-=Martina's Point of View=-While gazing at Mommy's grave, I couldn't help but reminisce about the joyful memories we shared, but it didn't take long for the pain of her loss to resurface once again.I yearned to take advantage of this time to release all of my bottled-up emotions and let my tears run freely, but the fact that Dad was behind me kept me from doing so. I didn't want him to see my tears again, knowing that it would only add to the burden of grief he was already carrying after losing Mom and having been in an accident."Sorry, Mom, if I only got to visit now. I miss you, and Dad misses you so much," I said in a gentle voice.I felt my dad putting his arm on my shoulder as if he were giving me the comfort I needed because I really do miss Mom.After that, there was quiet between us; there were moments when words were unnecessary to express our emotions, and this is one of those instances.I was talking to Mom in my head, and when I caught a glimpse of Dad, I knew he was do
-=Martina's Point of View=-I didn't know how long I was asleep, and I didn't plan on waking up yet; however, I was woken from my sleep by a continuous knock on the door."Next would be Annie's voice," I thought to myself, but I was confused when I didn't hear Annie's voice but instead someone else's."Martina, are you awake? Your dad is waiting for you," I heard Nancy say, so I immediately opened my eyes.I awoke in the familiar surroundings of my room back in our old house, rather than the castle room I had become accustomed to. It occurred to me that I had left Zion's castle after discovering the truth."Martina?" I heard Nancy calling my name again."Yeah, I'm awake; just give me five minutes," I answered, and after that, I heard her footsteps.I took a deep breath and tried to remember everything that happened. I couldn't believe that it had only been more than twenty-four hours since I left the castle, and I couldn't ignore the sadness in my chest.I genuinely missed everyone on