Chapter 130Elana's povGathering every single strength I had in me at that moment, I made my way to my fathers house and after a few minutes of running in shane, I got to my house and ran up to my room. Falling hard in the floor, I couldn't help but recall the torture and how I was dragged out if the palace like a piece of shit. Locking myself inside the room, I then made my way into the bathroom. I was dead scared to touch my body because I couldn't imagine the pain bit somehow, I got under the shower and cleaned myself up as I discovered so many wounds in my body. After that, I tied my long towel around my chest and then went to my bed. I wanted to let the water drip and dry off don't could do my skin care but then I had no idea when I placed my has on the bed to rest and ended up sleeping.Few hours later, I woke up and immediately sat up. When I checked the time, it was 10 pm.I was very farmished that I had to stand and walk towards the kitchen. When I got to the door of the ki
Chapter 131Elena's pov"what are you even saying? Weren't we about to start planning our wedding?""Well yes but I planned to have the virginity before the wedding and cancel it right after that. I mean what don't need an inexperienced bitch for? And don't come here acting like you are a victim. I mean it's Alpha Antonio. I'm sure you enjoyed it so much and even asked for more rounds after the first one. Don't act innocent. It's annoying okay?" he said to me and I felt my world shatter. I couldn't believe my eyes anymore. Did this man just insult me? Did he just confess to wanting just my body? But how was that possible?"Why was the virginity so important if you never loved me?" I asked as I regretted ever telling him I was a virgin which I did at the early stage of this relationship. "I am training on becoming the next alpha after Alpha Antonio. It used to be after Alpha Xander but as you can see, the moon goddess just took him out on my behalf. So now there's just this useless al
Chapter 132Elena's pov"He has to pay for what he did to me." "I am solidly behind you my daughter." my mom replied and I tried my best to give a simple smile."I can't believe he would have that in mind. I'm starting to think it's a good thing the alpha was your first. If not, you would have been in trouble." she continued. I haven't been more pained my whole life so I turned and left the house.The next morning, I was in my bed when I heard the door open. "come in." I said without looking up and then I heard the door open. When I looked up, I realized that it was my mom so I just sat up and folded my arms."Good morning mom" I said to her and she got on the bed."Morning honey. Have you been able to come up with anything?" she asked me."mom I realized I still love him. I can't let him go or even put him in a situation that would cost him his life. I may not be able to live happily if that happens." I said to my mom. "in that case I think whatever we are doing should be to your b
Chapter 133Elena's pov"But you didn't listen to me. At a point, it almost cost me our relationship so since then, I decided to mind my business, hoping that one day you get to see what everyone else was seeing." she said to me. "I could not believe he loved me for just my body. I thought we were more than that. If I wasn't raped, I would never have that I was in a relationship alone." I said to her."Don't tell me you are letting him go though.""I reported him to the new alpha. He said he would make up for this but I have no idea what he plans to do with this case.""Really?" she asked."Yes.""I hope it works for you though. You really don't deserve all these." "I don't care, I am marrying him. He is the man I love. For telling me he loves me alone and making me fall for him, I would do anything to get him to be my husband even though he may never mate me in his life."Two days later, I heard there would be a wedding that would be happening within the palace in three days and th
Chapter 134Elena's povI watched as he left and didn't know when I started crying in mia's arm. "this is the fool you wished to spend the rest of your life with?" she asked me as I cried.I went home feeling very tired as I then went straight to my room to sleep.Three days later, the whole pack walked towards the palace just as Alpha Antonio had commanded and when we got there, the whole place looked decorated. Everywhere seemed beautiful except the air and energy around it that was incredibly tensed with no one having an idea of what was to happen the next minutes.Soon, we were directed towards the hall, then the Alpha appeared after some minutes after everyone had settled down.The moment we saw him, we all rose to our feet and after he signed that we sit, we sat down. Every shewolf in the house was tensed and that didn't exclude me as I had experienced his first hand cruelty. "Hello pack members. It's an honor to have you all in here." he started talking into the microphone and
Chapter 135Elena's povDoes the alpha really meant what he was saying? I thought as I started at Ken and saw how terrified he was already which meant that the alpha wasn't joking with him at all."I will treat her well I will marry her and love her right." I heard him say and looking at him, I couldn't help but start crying.This was the man my heart beats for but I was still yet to understand how he never truly loved me all these while. What would have happened if there were no pressure? Would I have been dead by now? I asked myself. "Get dressed and come out to bless your marriage." the alpha said and walked out of the room.It took Ken a while to get himself back and after that, he turned to look at me who was already dressed in my white gown. I could feel the rage that showed in his eyes, the hatred and the disgust but he had no words to say to me.Soon, he stood up and walked away. After dressing, I made my way to the next room to have some breakfast the cook had made for me an
Chapter 136Elena's pov"This is something we have always wanted." I said to him and then hugged him. After a while, I saw that he didn't give any reaction, so I left him and decided to be myself. I wasn't going to force him anymore. I had tried my best. Even if he never touches me, as long as we get to be husband and wife, I believed I would be just fine. I thought and then slept off.The next morning, I woke up from the bed and then went to freshen up, after that, I walked into the kitchen and saw that the kitchen was stocked up with food items. Smiling, I brought out some flour and other items and them made pancakes for both I and my husband. After that, I served it on the dinning table."honey food is ready." I said as I walked up to him on the bed.I watched him open his eyes and I couldn't help but smile. "good morning." I greeted him but he didn't answer and just walked into his bathroom after standing up from his bed.Few minutes later, he got to his living room and saw that
Chapter 137Elena's pov"Letting you breath will be my decision Elena" he said to me and I felt my mood change. "Why did you let me go?" I asked him as we stared deeply into each other's eyes."I didn't. Anyone in my shoes would." he replied me and I froze."Because your intentions towards me had never been pure. I have always been like a tool to you. One you could use the way you like. I am worthless to you and you don't even regard me or even see me as a woman you once told you loved." I said to him and he started crying."what? Why are you crying? I should be the one crying. You didn't mind throwing me away and making me look like I was the fool. You were the first person I made an attempt to run to when I was in trouble and you even after I git into the trouble and had to feel the pain and the trauma, you deserted me without any word of comfort. I deserved better Ken. You hurt me. You made me cry and weep like a child that just lost her parents. Which was never what you had promi