~Hunter
I stare down at the plate in front of me, trying not to grimace.I've been propped up on a stiff chair at a table adorned with food I can't bear to stomach right now.There is an insistent, stabbing pain in my back, but I've been told this dinner is an honour for me to attend, as I am in the presence of Alpha royalty.The two straight-backed, stern-faced people in front of me are the parents of Kaan and Taysa, and the previous Alpha and Luna.Tay told me as she helped me stumble my way downstairs that they relinquished their title to Kaan, but not their control.They look so much like two as well.The father has cold green eyes like Kaan, although slightly more narrowed. The mother is much more like Taysa, with warmer eyes and softer features."Thank you for joining us for dinner," the man says. Cyrus is his name, I believe.Allira, the previous Luna, gives me a long look. "I want to apologise on behalf of my son. I understand he did not mean to shoot you, he was just concerned for his people."I would roll my eyes if I weren't fighting so hard not to crumple down into my seat in pain."I don't want to-""Thankfully it seems like you are going to make a full recovery, Hunter," Cyrus says, his tone gratingly polite. "It will take a few weeks, according to the healer, but you will not have to be here forever."My eyes widen."A few weeks...""Kaan is being especially generous, allowing you to recover within the palace's walls, to say sorry for his actions." Allira's tone seems to be slipping in friendliness with every word that comes out of her mouth.I swallow down my panic. If I let how desperate I am to get out of here slip, they will dig deeper to find out why.But weeks...I can't be here that long."Well, he shot me in the first place, so some may argue it's the bare minimum," I say through gritted teeth.I understand these people are powerful, but I've lost any reason to care."We want to make it clear that we reside here with the purpose of helping and protecting our son. We want to ensure that news of this incident will not get out to the public," she says.I raise my brows. So they are threatening me. I figured this wasn't a show of good faith."Trust me, the public will not learn that I was ever here," I assure them.It's not because I am actually threatened by them, nor is it because I've taken a liking to anyone here. I would happily leave and spread the word about their Alpha who is inclined to shoot people in the back.Cyrus narrows his eyes. "We would also like to know what your intentions were, on that particular land?"I open my mouth to respond, although shut it quickly as Kaan enters the room.The air in the room chills even more than it was before. He has a darkness in his eyes that his parents don't share, causing me to forget entirely about the pain in my back, focusing instead on every move he makes.I shift my attention back to his parents."I'm not from here, so I didn't know the law," I admit. I'm "I won't be making that mistake again. In fact, I will be leaving promptly, as soon as I can."Technically I'm not lying."Where are you from?" Cyrus asks.I shift uncomfortably as Kaan's gaze pins me, even from the end of the table. "I would rather not say.""Hunter is just being shy," Tay says suddenly from beside me. "She's from Lucene, mother. Her parents are both dressmakers."My attention shifts to Tay, who gives her parents an awkward smile.Lucene? That Pack is a neighbour to this one, I believe, and one I would have crossed through next if I was able to continue my journey."Why did you run away?" Allira questions.I blink, quickly trying to formulate a backstory in my head. I have no idea why Tay is making a backstory for me, but I could kiss her feet for it. It's exactly what I need but didn't think of to ensure they don't go looking into my real life."I didn't want their life. But I've realised now a life on the run is not worth it. I will go back, as soon as I'm better," I assure them calmly, carefully spooning some boiled potatoes onto my plate that I don't intend on eating.I'm not sure what herbs I'm being fed by the healers but they make me constantly nauseous.Cyrus exchanges a look with his wife. "We can sort out transport to bring you back home.""No!" Tay cuts in. "Mother, Hunter is not wealthy. She cannot afford the healers we have. It will take her months to walk again, and even then, she will not fully recover."I glance at Kaan, who is observing the conversation quietly.As much as I don't want to be here, if I agree to be escorted home by them, they will quickly become aware that I don't actually have one..."I appreciate your generosity. Please allow me to stay," I ask softly.Now I don't want to look at Kaan. I doubt he will be impressed, and as Alpha he can order for me to be removed from this home. But he too knows how dangerous it would be for him if I spread the word about what happened to me.And I have plenty of evidence..."Of course you can stay, as long as this information stays within these walls," Cyrus reiterates, looking at his son.Tay claps her hands together, nearly knocking her plate off the table. "Yay, I'm so excited-""You can't seriously allow her to stay here," Kaan cuts in. "She is a danger to the girls."I scowl at him. Danger? I have a serious back injury that is stopping me from jumping up from the chair and throttling him with it.Plus, as irritating as Tay may be, I wouldn't hurt her. Or this other sister who apparently doesn't attend dinners..."I'm sure you will be here to keep her in check," Cyrus comments dismissively.I almost laugh. He wishes."I'm not babysitting," he mutters."You are Alpha, Kaan," Cyrus growls, turning his body to face his ton. "Maybe you can help her get back on her feet, since you're more invested in your physical pursuits than your education."A muscle in the Alpha's jaw ticks as he stares his father down.There is something going on in the cracks of their relationship. Kaan is the Alpha and yet he still regards his father as an authority figure.Most importantly, it's a weakness. One I can exploit to keep him from ripping my throat out before I can get out of here."I'm perfectly educated, father," Kaan grumbles."As you've told me on multiple occasions." Cyrus shakes his head. "If training can get Hunter here back on her feet quicker, then you shall aid her in it...Unless you want her here longer?"I risk a look at the Alpha.He is staring at me now, his gaze unreadable. He seems to be surveying me, weighing up my worth. What is more probable is that he is wondering what the consequences of killing me would be and whether it's worth it."No. I'll do it," he eventually concedes.Mercifully the conversation shifted away from me, allowing me to bow my head and wait until Tay finishes.The moment she does, I give her a look. She nods in understanding, helping me up.The worst part of this injury isn't that I'm struggling to walk. It's the pain, which feels similar to being stabbed over and over in the back.We make it out the door, Kaan brushing past us."Hey, stop," I demand.He sighs, reluctantly turning to face me. "What do you want?"I realise I'm not intimidating like this, but I need him to take me seriously if I want a chance of surviving here."Why do you let them decide everything for you? Aren't you meant to be Alpha?" I question, nodding back into the dining room where his parents linger.I feel Tay stiffen next to me, her arm wrapped tightly around my waist. Without her standing there I would be crawling around on the floor right now."Don't speak about something you don't know," he mumbles darkly."Seriously, I want to know," I press.He sighs through his nose, reaching for me. At first I flinch, although it's pointless to try to get away. He sweeps his arm around my waist, encouraging me to lean against him."Thanks Kaan, my arm is killing me," Tay mutters, letting go at me.I gape at her, betrayed. I have no other choice but to bear my weight against Kaan, my legs threatening to give out."If only my injury was fatal," I grumble as he starts helping me back up the stairs.Unlike Tay, I barely have to carry any of my weight. Irritatingly enough, Kaan is wonderfully strong, his body taut against me."You are a bright ray of sunshine, aren't you Hunter?" he muses, smirking down at me."That's rich coming from you," I snap back.Much to my surprise, he delivers me straight to my room. I thought he may have pushed me down the stairs.He doesn't let me go until I'm sitting on the bed in a rare display of tenderness."Stay out of my way," he warns me coldly before walking out through the door.Well. Never mind then."I hate him," I tell Tay, who comes to my side immediately, helping me under the covers again."I swear he's a good guy. He's just wary of you," she murmurs, smoothing the duvet down.For her sake, I hold back my snort of indignation. There doesn't seem to be anything redeeming about her brother, although I will concede that I don't know him like she does.Clearly there is a side to him that I won't get to see.It doesn't matter. I won't be here for long. Hopefully.~HunterI stare down at my legs, silently cursing them.It's been a week since the dinner and my injury has made little progress. My legs still feel lifeless and stiff, incapable of making a quick escape if necessary.The door to the room opens, Taysa walking through balancing a tray on her arm."Good morning." Her sing-song voice fills the room. "How are you feeling?"I shrink back into my pillow, closing my eyes as she rips open the curtains, cold, grim light casting it's horrid glow over me.Even a sunny day depresses me now."I still can't walk, or hardly move," I grumble. She's heard this mantra every day this week, and yet the smile never slips from her face.Setting the tray down on the bedside table next to me, she plucks off the silver lid covering the main plate, revealing a perfect omelette."The healers think that by next week you'll be able to start walking," Tay tells me."Comforting."Seeing me staring enviously at the steaming mug of coffee, she hands it to me, watchin
~HunterFor the first time in days, I'm not in excruciating pain.The slightly too hot water has numbed my senses in the most blissful way. The soap, scented rose and vanilla leaves my skin feeling smooth and buttery.However, this is one thing ruining my experience.“I don’t like the fact that you could turn around at any moment," I mumble, casting my gaze back to Kaan.It's only been five minutes since I sat down but he hasn't so much as tilted his head in my direction.“Believe it or not, I have no interest in seeing you undressed," he responds.I roll my eyes.Maybe it's because my mind is no longer on the pain, or maybe I'm just losing it, but I can't help but wonder if he has a lover. Not because I want him, but because Tay mentioned that they don't breach these walls often.“Have you even spoken to a woman other than your sisters?” It comes out like a dig, which I don't mind.His shoulders tense. “What makes you think I don’t?”“Taysa doesn’t see anyone, so I presumed…” I drift
~HunterAzura's smile is tentative. She doesn't trust me.I don't blame her. I'm a complete stranger in her own home, which I can't imagine is a common thing to happen here."Just point to the door if you want me to leave." I smooth my hand down my right leg, which is hurt the most by my back injury. "I just need a moment..."Azura sits up a little, peeking over the edge of the table.She points at my leg."Your brother shot me in the back. It's really affected this leg in particular," I explain, releasing a long breath. My skin is sticky from exertion, and the more I sit the more I don't want to get back up.Azura winces, shaking her head a little. She doesn't seem surprised."I don't like him..." I tell her flatly. No point lying to her.She smiles, looking down at her book of paintings. She doesn't seem to disagree, although there is something deeper in her smile, like she is sharing a private joke with herself."I like Taysa though. She seems nice," I add. I need to be nicer to Ta
~HunterI grit my teeth, pain searing down my back."Stand.""I can stand.""Then do it."Huffing out a breath, I stare at my legs stretched out in front of me. I was instructed by Kaan to lay down on the grass and now I'm going through the painful process of trying to get to my feet.Sliding from the bed is one thing. Actually standing up entirely is a whole other battle.And it doesn't help that Kaan is staring down at me with his arms folded, his brows raised."Give me a second..." I mumble, trying to manoeuvre my legs under me so I can rest on them.The pain isn't even the difficult part to overcome. It's how weak my legs have become, how little they respond to my silent demands."You're overthinking. Use your legs," Kaan instructs.I glare at his boots, wishing he didn't feel obliged to help me. Regardless of how I feel about it, I'm letting him aid me in my recovery in hopes it gets me out of here quicker."Grab me if you need to," he murmurs, extending a hand.I ignore it."I'l
~HunterI stare down at the plate in front of me, trying to eat it as quickly as possible so I can go back to the room.Why Allira, Kaan's mother, insists on forcing me to attend these dinners is beyond me. I'm not part of their family, and I don't want to sit opposite Kaan in serious pain, pretending like he isn't contemplating the ways he could kill me.Over the past week he has been training me rigorously.He could at least try make it less obvious he is desperate to get me out of here..."Where's father?" Tay asks. She manages to look cheerful in even the most grim situations. I can't decide if I despise it or admire it.The ex-Alpha was here for a day before he's off again. They may as well move out and give everyone space."He's away at our holiday home. I'll be joining him tomorrow," Allira states.Kaan shakes his head a little, staring down at his food. I don't think he cares what his parents are doing, but some part of him resents them.If I had to stay, I would want to know
~HunterThe air is cold around me as I stalk as quickly toward the edge of the forest as fast I can.My legs and back collectively protest with each step, but I fight on. This is the first time I've left the manor since I got here a few weeks ago, and it feels great.Even if each step makes me feel like I'm about to collapse.Once I make it to the perimeter wall, I scale along it to find a side gate that staff use. Tay mentioned in passing that the lock is rusty and no one has bothered to replace it.I knock it loose and pass through with little issue.I pick my way carefully through the forest, trying to focus with the low lighting. The nearest village isn't too far from here, apparently, and I want to find out where Kaan is going, and what he's doing in the middle of the night."Following me?"I nearly scream, whirling around. Kaan emerges from behind a tree, smirking knowingly at me.Letting out a deep breath, I try calm my thundering heart. When did he figure out I was following h
~HunterI lean against the wall, trying not to throw up.Kaan must be having the same experience but for an entirely different reason…I just spent an unreasonable amount of time trekking back here to the castle with him. He’s drunk enough to be a nuisance, swaying back and forth as we walk, even worse than me.Because of his state, I had to grit my teeth and fight through the pain to make it back. We collectively collapsed about six times between us.I would be mortified if I wasn’t sure Kaan will forget this by tomorrow."I can't believe I'm helping you, I'm meant to be the injured one,” I remind him for the tenth time tonight, rubbing at a dirt stain on my pants.He stares me down with a lazy smirk, his deep brown hair slightly damp, hanging down over his eyes."Say the word, and I'll carry you."I roll my eyes, pushing off the wall. "You are barely even capable of keeping your head up. Now go into your room."His bedroom door is open, dousing the hallway with light. I haven’t look
~HunterTay slams her palms down onto the table, shocking me out of my half-slumber.Both Kaan and I jolt up a little straighter, focusing on the girl who finally sinks down into her seat, a grating smile on her face."I'm glad I convinced you both to join me for breakfast," she exclaims cheerily, picking up her knife and fork, digging into her pancakes."Mmm," I mumble, bracing my head up with my hand.It's far too early in the morning, and I got almost no sleep last night after my escapade with Kaan. Memories of it haunt me, although Kaan is definitely hurting more than me."I only agreed to this because you were cooking, and I much prefer that over whoever mother hired," he says, scattering some sliced fruit over the top of his stack of pancakes.I only agreed to this breakfast with Tay because I feel guilty about not being her friend."You look so hungover, Kaan," Tay notes, raising a brow at him.My cast slowly shifts over to him. Dark shadows linger beneath his red rubbed eyes.
~HunterKaan and haven't spoken much during our trip through the village and past it, save for a lecture about how I have to appear to be undoubtedly in love with him.I'm not sure I'm that good of an actress. I don't think anyone could be...My mate has explained to me that he loves his grandmother, that she is one of the most important people in his life. For that reason, he doesn't want to disappoint her, and her dream for him to marry for love.I understand the sentiment. I just wish it wasn't me he is marrying.We pass through the countryside, toward the border of the Pack. Anxiety bristles through me, knowing we are drawing near to my home back, where people desperately await my return.People who would kill to get me back.Kaan doesn't notice the shift in my composure, too busy marinating in his own worry about how this is going to go.We finally arrive mid-morning to a small cottage centred in the middle of a vast paddock. The wheels of the transport undulate over the grass, n
~HunterI press my ear against my bedroom door, waiting for the signal.This meeting has been carefully orchestrated. This morning, just as the sun was spilling over the horizon, I snuck outside to the garden shed where I left a note tucked into some gardening gloves.There is no guarantee Edgar will have found the note, and will be coming to my room tonight, but I didn't know how else to do it casually.Now that I am to marry the Alpha, all eyes seem to be on me at all times.A single tap sounds against the door, right near my ear. Just like I instructed.I quickly open the door, letting him slip in. We shouldn't be disturbed, since it's so late, and there is a lot I need to get off my chest."Thank you for coming, I know it's a big risk for you," I murmur lowly, rubbing the back of my neck as I turn to him.He looks around the room, an unreadable expression on his face. I wonder if this reminds him of my room back home, except this is much larger, lighter and is missing my sister.M
~HunterI stare out across the crowd, feeling my breakfast churning uneasily in my stomach.The last time I stood before a crowd like this, my brother was being announced as Alpha, taking over my father's position. That day I felt sick to my stomach as well, but for an entirely different reason...Back then, I was angry that despite being older than my brother, I wasn't allowed any power. I hated that instead, I was destined to marry someone else with power, to give him heirs then disappear into a void of unimportance.Today, I'm the focal point. All eyes examine Kaan's new bride to be, their new Luna."What an incredible day this is, where we can finally announce that our son has proposed to his beautiful fiancee, Hunter," Cyrus announces to the crowd, sweeping his arm around to encompass us.Cyrus and Allira wanted to call me Livia to the crowd, although I pressed them not to. Thankfully they agreed to my terms, but only when I begrudgingly accepted being a lifeless, passive body on
~HunterYawning, I stretch back, letting the sun warm my skin."I don't know about you, Hunter, but I'm starving," Tay exclaims, popping the lid off a container that holds some strange looking paste.She insisted on having lunch together on the lawn, claiming she wants to spend more time together as 'sisters.' Unfortunately for me, she has insisted on making everything herself, and after living her whole life having everything cooked for her, it seems I am merely an experiment.I eye the food cautiously, although my stomach grumbles. "Me too. It's been a long day of training.""With Kaan?""No, he's been doing business with his father, apparently. Or in other words, avoiding me completely," I mutter, digging into a small bowl of grapes, popping one into my mouth.Kaan and I haven't spoken since he told me he is unfazed by the idea of me leaving before we can be married, expressing how uninterested in me he truly is.It's not as if I have suspected he would be interested in me, but it
~HunterI don't hesitate a moment longer, flinging myself into his arms.He crushes me into his, his arms wrapping so tightly around them the breath is nearly pulled completely from my lungs. His familiar smell floods my senses, bringing back memories I thought I left behind."Edgar...I missed you so much," I mumble into his chest.It takes everything in me not to choke of my growing emotions. I wasn't sure I would ever see Edgar again. I was convinced he would be suffocated up in the drama of me leaving, forced to move on and pretend I don't exist.Edgar pulls away, holding my shoulders. He shakes them a little, a grave look on his face."You idiot. How did you end up here?" He questions."It's a long story. How did you end up here?" I tug at his apron, at the cuttings hanging out the front pocket. He even wears gardening gloves, which is an amusing switch from the Edgar I once knew.He peels off the gloves at my scrutiny. "I followed you."My eyes widen. No. He can't be serious."Wh
~HunterI stuff a pillow over my face, groaning.What a miserable day. I’ve escaped one terrible fate only to stumble into another. I can’t tell if I’ve offended some higher power, or if I just have terrible luck.Kaan has avoided me all day, leaving me to stew over this bad news.About an hour ago I finally fell into a tumultuous sleep, although I’ve just now awoken in a cold sweat, the moon taunting me from its place in the night sky.I need to speak to Kaan. I can't wait another moment to find out what he thinks about this.Dragging my legs from the bed, I take a moment before I manage to stand. My injury still feelings terrible, my legs weak and useless. Determination better be enough to get me to his room.My doubts grow the closer I get to his room. It's past midnight, so I assume he's sleeping until my eyes graze the underside of his door, seeing light streaming from it.I knock on the wood before bracing my hand on the wall, trying not to keel over from pain.Kaan opens the do
~HunterI pull the covers up to my chin, muttering a curse under my breath.Today is meant to be the day. I should be loading up a horse and bidding this place farewell, and instead, I'm stuck in bed, trying not to writhe around in pain.I groan as a loud knock sounds from the door.It's opened tentatively, Tay sticking her head around the corner. "You're sleeping late.""I feel terrible," I mumble, sinking deeper into my pillow.All the progress I've made seems to have melted away, my strength having seemingly vanished as a sickness plagues my body.Tay rushes to the side of my bed, panic sullying her features. "What? Why?""I think I'm coming down with something." I heave myself up the pillow a little, but only manage a few inches. My wound feels like it's been torn open again, although the nurse assured me it's fine, that this may just be a complication with my healing.Tay looks towards the one bag I have that is fully packed with donated goods from herself. "But you're meant to l
~HunterI find Kaan around the other side of the house. Just like I expected.He's training on his own, his back facing me as I stomp across the lawn toward him. Azura has returned back to the bedroom after I made an excuse.In reality, I have something very pressing to deal with.As he leans down to grab something, I pick my cane and swing it at him, banging it against his arm. He whirls around, looking ready to retaliate until he realises it's me."What the fuck-"Dropping my cane into my left hand, I rear my right one back and slap him straight across the face. My palm immediately stings and his face doesn't move much, but the surge of anger that has possessed me doesn't care."You hurt her, don't you?" I snap.All I can see in my infuriated mind is Azura tying to pretend like someone here isn't harming her. She's been living in his place for years and can't escape. I can only imagine her pain.Kaan stares at me, his bare chest rising and falling with simmering rage."Hurt who?" He
~HunterTay slams her palms down onto the table, shocking me out of my half-slumber.Both Kaan and I jolt up a little straighter, focusing on the girl who finally sinks down into her seat, a grating smile on her face."I'm glad I convinced you both to join me for breakfast," she exclaims cheerily, picking up her knife and fork, digging into her pancakes."Mmm," I mumble, bracing my head up with my hand.It's far too early in the morning, and I got almost no sleep last night after my escapade with Kaan. Memories of it haunt me, although Kaan is definitely hurting more than me."I only agreed to this because you were cooking, and I much prefer that over whoever mother hired," he says, scattering some sliced fruit over the top of his stack of pancakes.I only agreed to this breakfast with Tay because I feel guilty about not being her friend."You look so hungover, Kaan," Tay notes, raising a brow at him.My cast slowly shifts over to him. Dark shadows linger beneath his red rubbed eyes.