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Chapter 51 My Regret

Author: Liz Gray
last update Last Updated: 2024-12-17 14:48:15

Xavier's POV

The sharp edge of pain wed to pleasure from Astrid's bite brought me back to myself but it was already too late for me to do anything as I had already come inside her.

Astrid's body went limp beneath mine and I pulled out of her feeling like the worst person on earth.

I was an asshole and I knew it but in my entire life, I had never been with someone who hadn't wanted me.

I was the Alpha Heir, whenever I wanted to fuck someone who wasn't Lyra, it wasn't an issue. I simply did it. After all, they were all fighting for a chance to be my Luna.

But now looking down at Astrid's smaller weaker frame, I knew that I had crossed even that limit as well. Even in the dark lit up only by the faint moonlight, I could see how pale she was and when I checked her temperature, she was burning up.

My wolf felt stronger than ever before and I could feel the warm content knot that was our mate bond nestled in my chest but it wasn't as much of a comfort as it should have been.

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