ELARIAN
Everything about him just doesn’t feel right. The maid from earlier had told me that he had lost someone important and had forbidden anyone from talking about it in the mansion. He had loved once and simply refused to love again. That is normal for someone who has experienced losing a loved one. But what isn’t normal is the fact that he doesn’t want a child.His rules include one that forbids me from getting pregnant. It forbids me from falling in love with him, and I am to call him "master" at all times. A man like him should want a child and a life, but for some reason, he doesn’t want any of that.“Dinner is served, Miss,” a much older maid, who had recently been assigned to tend to me after the young maid was taken away by the guards, said.“Please come with me.” She gestured for me to follow her, and I did. I got up from the chair in front of the mirror and followed her out quietly.I was eager to see him again, even though he had been a jerk and denied me an orgasm, but I couldn't help myself."What happened to the other maid?" I asked the elderly maid as we descended the stairs that led all the way to the dining hall where Aeros would be waiting."I don't know, Miss, but she has broken a rule, and the Alpha doesn't take kindly to that," she responded with an oddly calm and nonchalant expression."Do you think he would harm her in any way?""I don't know, Miss. That is entirely up to him," she replied curtly.I didn't want to push it any further and get her in trouble, too, so I just let it be. As expected, Aeros was seated at the top of the table, a table long enough to accommodate a whole pack. At the end of the table, very far away from him, a plate and cutlery had been set up for me too."Why does he need to make me sit this far away from him if he invited me for dinner?" I grumbled as I walked down to my seat and sat down heavily.My position was way too far from him, and I couldn't even speak to him if I wanted to, except I wished to yell at the top of my lungs. He didn’t even glance in my direction, keeping himself busy with whatever he was reading on his phone. When dinner was served by the cooks, who lined themselves against the wall, he focused his attention on his meal.I couldn't eat; I just kept picking at my dinner with no intention whatsoever of eating anything."I can't even talk to you from this distance," I called out to him. He didn’t respond, and neither did he look up at me, so I repeated my words again, much louder than before, and he finally raised his head to look at me."In case you didn't get it, that's the plan. You're supposed to remain silent, eat, and go back to your room.""Then what's the reason for making me come down here? I could have just had dinner in my room.""Do not... just eat and go back to your room before I do something you don't like," he growled. Even though I had many things on my mind to say, I kept quiet and forced the food down my throat."I don't like my women skinny, so I suggest you eat up," he suddenly added with a gruff voice. I hadn't realized he had been watching me for a while now."How about you make me eat," I shot back, and every hair on my skin stood at attention when he gave me a look."When it's time, you'll be eating something else that isn't food," he added with a smirk, and I felt my cheeks heat up at the thought of the mental image he was creating.He was looking straight at me and didn't even bat an eyelid."I would like you to..." I began but didn't get a chance to complete my sentence when he suddenly stood up sharply and walked out of the hall.It was annoying when he did that. He led me on and then suddenly walked out as if whatever we were doing meant nothing and could be discarded in a very disrespectful manner.I lost my appetite anyway, so I pushed the food away and headed outside on my own.Since arriving with Aeros, I hadn't been to any part of the mansion that wasn't my room and the dining hall. So, I decided to take this opportunity and embark on a personal, self-guided tour around the mansion. After all, he had only told me never to go into the red room and his room.I wondered what he meant by the red room, though, as I thought to myself while heading down the hallway.The mansion was large enough for me to get lost in, so I stuck to the places closer to the dining hall to make it easier to find my way back to my room.I couldn't let anyone find out that I was wandering around the mansion unsupervised. The elderly maid had informed me that Aeros gave her specific instructions not to let me out of her sight and out of my room unless she was instructed to.Most of the rooms I found or stumbled into were filled with antiques that he had gathered over the years from his travels around the globe. I found a room on my left, filled with portraits of all the Alphas that had at one time or another led this pack.Aeros' portrait wasn't up yet, but his name had already been added to the golden list on the wall in the room, just like the others before him.Bored by the political charade, I made my way out and strolled even deeper into the mansion. I got lost and couldn't recognize the rooms and hallways I now found myself in, so I tried to find my way back, but that didn't work out either.I ended up in another hallway out of the dozens available in the mansion, and at the far end was a room. The wood of the door was slightly different from the rest, and for some reason, the room had a strong pull that brought me right to the front of the door.I turned the doorknob slowly and made my way inside, gently shutting the door behind me. It was surprising to find that the room was covered in pitch-black darkness. I couldn't see a thing, and it didn't seem like the room had a window.I groped around in the darkness for some sort of light switch, and eventually, I found one. I turned on the light, and the room suddenly filled with a red glow.Is this... am I... “Fuck!! I just broke his rule. I'm in the red room?" I said to myself. I wasn't entirely sure if this was indeed the red room, but the red light and the lack of specificity in Aeros' description made me nervous.As I turned to leave, my eyes caught sight of pictures that had just been cleaned and hung up to dry. Slowly, I got closer for a better look."It's... it's a woman," I mumbled to myself as I approached the pictures. I had never seen someone so beautiful, with such a radiant smile. She had dark hair and a petite frame."Is she... is she the woman the maid was talking about?" I wondered. Although most of the pictures were of her alone, in a few of them, she was with Aeros, and for a man as gruff and rude as he was, he looked genuinely happy.From the look of things, they were a perfect couple that loved each other. He loved her deeply; the fact that he kept a whole room filled with pictures of her in his mansion spoke volumes about his feelings for her.Her beautiful face peered back at me as I examined the pictures. One after the other, I took a closer look at all the pictures.If only she knew what had become of Aeros after she died, she probably would have fought harder to stay.What happened to her? I wondered.I paused and stared intensely at a picture of him and her. He had his arms wrapped around her, and she was laughing heartily, her head thrown back. Her hair fluttered in the wind, and he seemed possessive of her even in the picture. The look in his eyes was filled with raw passion and love.Would he ever look at me in that way? Would he ever see me as he saw her? Even in death, she still held such a powerful influence over him.I reached out to touch the picture but froze midair when the door suddenly flew open, revealing Aero's deep, cold eyes, which were void of any emotion, staring right back at me.This time, there was an emotion in his eyes, and the rage sent a shiver down my spine."The rule is to stay out of the room, not in it," he yelled angrily as he gripped my arm and dragged me out. His hold on me was so tight that I yelped in pain, but it didn't make him let go; instead, he tightened his grip even more."Please... I can explain... I didn't mean to..." I tried to apologize for what happened, but he didn't listen.My heart skipped a beat at what he might do to me because he looked so angry that even I could sense his rage. His eyes had darkened, and the veins on his arms and neck were now so visible that it frightened me."I'm sorry, please..."We were now in a familiar hallway, and the elderly maid appeared from a corner with a worried expression on her face."I've been searching for you, miss. Where have you..." She paused when she caught sight of Aeros and the deadly look on his face. She stepped away from his path, and he dragged me past her. The worried expression on her face soon morphed into fear.She followed behind us but at a safe distance."You had one job, keep her in the room, but you couldn't even do that," Aeros snapped at the maid trailing behind us."I'm so sorry, Alpha Aeros. One minute she was in the dining hall, and the next minute, she wasn't," the maid apologized, but Aeros ignored her.I didn't want him to do to her whatever he had done to the other maid; I couldn't help but feel that he had hurt the other one. So I took it upon myself to protect this one. If I didn't, then the maids would probably hate me more than they already did."It isn't her fault; it's mine," I announced sadly. "I just wanted to look around a bit before I headed back to my room, but I got lost and couldn't find my way back. I accidentally stumbled into the red room. I didn't mean to go in there, so please don't take it out on her.""You should be more worried about yourself," he growled as he suddenly came to a halt. I took the opportunity to look around and realized that we were now in front of my room.He flung the door open and tossed me inside roughly, causing me to land on my rear end. The pain shot through me, but that didn't bother me as much as worrying about what the angry Alpha might do next."Please... no... please..." I cried out as I hurriedly got back on my feet and began banging on the door he had slammed shut after tossing me inside.No one responded to my pleas, but I heard the unmistakable sound of the lock turning, and I knew I had been locked inside this room until further notice.I sighed deeply as I stepped backwards and collapsed heavily onto my bed."I never should have gone into that room. I should have just gone straight to my room after dinner," I thought aloud, but it was of no use now. The deed had already been done."He's overreacting. They're just pictures, and it doesn't make any difference if I see them or not," I said out loud to myself, but the only response I got was silence.I was all alone, but for how long?No one came that night, except for the maid who brought my breakfast the next morning, and she didn't even smile at me."Great job, Elarian, they all hate you now for sure," I mumbled to myself.Aeros must have done the same thing to the elderly maid as he did to the young one because she didn't show up the next morning."What happened to the other maid?" I asked the current maid, despite the heavy frown on her face.She didn't respond until she opened the door. "The same thing that happens to anyone who doesn't meet the Alpha's requirements," she replied coldly, just before she stepped out and slammed the door shut.What happens to those that don’t meet the Alpha’s requirements? I swallowed hard, my imagination conjuring gruesome images in response to her answer.ELARIAN It's been an entire week, and I still haven't seen Aeros. I'm not permitted to leave my room, and the maids bring my meals to me.I've sent numerous notes through the maids to him, but I'm not even sure if they're truly delivering them, as he never responds, and the maids don't acknowledge me when I inquire if they delivered my messages."I need to speak with him; he can't keep me locked up in here against my will," I demanded.The young maid who had brought my breakfast seemed on the verge of a panic attack, appearing too timid to manage someone like me."Miss... the Alpha gave clear instructions that you are not allowed to leave the..." she stammered, but I cut her off before she could finish her statement."I don't fucking care about whatever instructions he gave. He can't just leave me in here!" I yelled angrily, storming towards the door.She tried to block my way, but I gently pushed her aside, as she appeared fragile compared to me. I twisted the doorknob and let mysel
AEROSThere was something called hell, a life I thought I would never have to experience, yet now I found myself trapped in a torment from which I couldn't escape.Every time I closed my eyes, her beautiful face, round curves, and wet allure haunted my thoughts. That's why I tried so hard to avoid her. It's scary how I'm so irresistibly drawn to her. The only woman who had ever captivated me like this before was the woman in the red room.My wolf had confirmed that Elarian was my mate, but I couldn't reconcile the idea of moving on from the woman I love so deeply.Things would be simpler if she were as timid as she appeared and stayed at her side of the room, but that's not who she is. She keeps intruding into my space, looking as if she wants to be taken right there, bent over my desk, for her incessant defiance.I lost control twice. The first time was in her room, and the second time was in my study when I had fingered her on my desk. However, I managed to regain control before she
ELARIANThe next morning brought an empty feeling as he left immediately after satisfying his desires with me. He didn't waste a second in my presence. It seemed like my existence irritated him, and that left me feeling worse than ever.This routine persisted for what felt like an eternity. While he fulfilled my physical needs, there was no other form of interaction, and it frustrated me immensely. I understood his rules, but the invisible barrier between us drove me to the brink. Every attempt at reaching out to him was met with resistance, like an impenetrable wall.This barrier seemed to grow larger with each passing day, and I couldn't fathom why he maintained it. He could go for days without acknowledging my existence, let alone speaking to me. He remained cold, distant, and angry. The only time I saw him was when he sought physical release, and only then did I have a place in his world, albeit briefly.I was reduced to an object for his pleasure. I knew that's what I had signed
AEROSElarian mentioned the name that has haunted me through nightmares ever since I brought her into my mansion.Blair has been such a significant part of my life, and I don’t know what triggered the nightmares for sure, but I am certain it had something to do with Elarian’s presence in the mansion.I could hear Blair’s voice at night. I know it’s not really her voice, and that it’s my subconscious playing tricks on me, but it just feels so real that it scares me.Am I gradually losing my senses?“Aeros, Aeros, are you even listening to me?” Jonathan said as he snapped his fingers in front of me.The sound snapped me out of my trance, and I finally glanced up at him. He is my beta, and he is seated in front of me in my study. We had been talking about some pack-related issues when I zoned out.“Are you okay? You’ve been acting really weird for the past few days now.” He had this worried expression on his face. I didn’t need to have him breathing down my neck too, so I just shook my h
AEROSAfter getting dressed, I hurried downstairs to wait for her. At the base of the stairs, I paced restlessly in the hall, barely noticing when Jonathan walked up to me.“You clean up well,” he remarked, causing me to glance at him sharply. “Who are you waiting for? Ah… pardon me, I assume you’re waiting for your date for the evening, perhaps?”Raising an eyebrow, I asked, “You know about Lucian’s party?” He smiled knowingly.Leaning closer, he whispered with a mischievous glint in his eyes, “I suggested the 'bring a date' requirement.”“And I guess you're also behind the reason I got my invitation late?”His broad smile widened. “You catch on quick.”“This is the best plan you could come up with to finally see her?” I teased, and he laughed, about to respond when something at the top of the stairs caught his attention.Curious, I followed his gaze, and my eyes widened in surprise at the sight of a stunning woman standing there. I blinked, thinking it might be my imagination, but s
ELARIANAccidentally, a stranger spilt his drink on me and offered to clean me up by sending my dress to the laundry room while I waited in one of the guest rooms. I refused, but he persisted in trying to convince me.His jokes made me laugh, and I had expected to see Aeros again, but what I wasn’t expecting was to see him pounce on the poor guy with such strength that I feared he would kill him.Afraid of what would happen, I broke a rule. I reached out and touched him right in front of everyone, and I had never seen him that angry.He grabbed my arm and stormed out of the hall. The car and the driver were waiting, so we just got in and drove off. I could feel every hair on my skin stand at attention; I was so afraid of what he would do this time.He remained silent and didn’t even say a single word. He kept staring out the window and didn’t even glance in my direction, not even once.While he remained oblivious to my existence, I tried everything to keep myself calm. I kept biting a
ELARIANI was fiercely attracted to Aeros, in a way I preferred to consider a sexual attraction, but even I knew that it was much more than that. I just wasn't ready to admit it yet. Admitting to caring about a man who only saw me as an object for his own pleasure would have meant I was embarking on another journey that would only hurt me even more.Corey’s affair with Chloe only proved that I was the only one who had taken our relationship seriously. That's why I was the only one who ended up with a broken heart. I didn’t want to ever repeat that mistake with Aeros.I never wanted to give him the opportunity to hurt me like Corey did. If he only saw me as an object he acquired to satisfy himself, then I would stick to that and protect myself at all costs, even if it meant I had to wake up every day and remind myself of my position in his life.“You’re just his pet, nothing more and nothing less.” I would say this to myself every day in front of the mirror just to prevent myself from
AEROSAfter the mind-blowing sex with Elarian that led to a very powerful orgasm, I retired to bed in hopes of getting a peaceful night's rest. It had been a while since I had slept through the whole night peacefully.My nightmares had returned, and with each passing day, they kept getting worse. Sometimes I would wake up and find myself on the floor, disheveled, or in another room. But what I had never experienced before was waking up with Elarian fast asleep in my arms.For a minute, I lay in bed, not making any sound or movement, my eyes fixed on her as I watched her sleep peacefully. Elarian was beautiful, and that was undeniable. Her lips were captivating, and her face was so attractive that I couldn’t stop staring at her.At that moment, I felt my wolf stir.To others, feeling the slightest movements from their wolves might not be a big deal, but it was to me. After the death of my mate, it felt like a part of me died with her, and so did the connection with my wolf.I could sti