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Chapter 10

Author: Allie Carstens
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HAVEN POV

The waiting room at the hospital was cold. Cold, and white, and clean, and filled with the scents of disinfectant, stale coffee, and anxiety.

I sat quietly in place in my chair with my book bag, scanning the room, watching the waiting family members of the other patients in this wing of the hospital. I also watched the nurses as they came and went from the unit.

The amount of people in the waiting room dwindled, and the darkening sky outside signaled the approaching end of visiting hours. And, yet again, they had not allowed me to go back to see my dad.

“Come on, kiddo,” Scott said as he walked towards me from the restroom. “It’s time to head home.”

“Mom?”

He grimaced. “She’s staying here again. I guess they’re giving her a few more nights of it before they tell her she can’t anymore.”

I nodded and grabbed my bag and followed him out to his car.

It had been the same routine for several weeks. School, hospital waiting room, home, repeat. Except, “home” kept changing. S
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Selma Cole
Absolutely heartbreaking
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Tammy Davis
My heart is hurting for poor Haven! This chapter actually brought me to tears ... ...
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Nicole Bryers
Also, what about her pen pal situation?! Wes is gonna be very worried about her! I hope she figures out how to get back in contact with him! so sad!!
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