AmiaWhat in the world was I thinking?A blush crept across my cheeks and I lowered my eyes. What had come over me? I knew better. This was Levi for Goddess sake! I knew Leevi, I’ve known him for a long time. I knew what to expect from him and that’s why I was drawn to him now. Shit was hitting the fan and he was safe. I refused to use him.I refused to think about the pet name he just used for me and I refused to think about what it did to me. I refused to focus on the way my heart skipped a beat. I refused to think of how much I liked it.I knew Levi, but when he did things like that and said things like that, he wasn’t like the Levi I knew. He gave me glimpses of a part of him I didn’t know, a side I’d never seen before. I wasn’t sure how to respond to that Levi and I was reminded of the time in the classroom. The asshole had the decency to chuckle and I relaxed when I no longer felt his gaze on me. He pulled away from the driveway and I let out the breath I didn’t know I had been
AmiaI rushed towards him and fumbled with his shirt. He didn’t move back, or push my hands away. He stood still while I unbuttoned it and pulled it off. I looked around and noted a wardrobe close to the door. I rushed to it and pulled it open. It was empty. I turned and rushed toward a door on the other side of the wardrobe. I opened it and found it to be a bathroom.Of course he has his own bathroom in his room.I ran in and grabbed a towel. I ran back to him, he watched me as I grabbed his hand and led him to the bathroom. I didn’t say anything, I was too afraid of what I would say. He hadn’t said anything and it put me on edge. I don’t know why I was feeling like this with Levi. It was Levi. I’ve been alone with Levi many times before. It had been years since we were alone in a house but I had been alone with him on the drive here.I sat him on the overly fancy bathtub that was the size of my bathroom at home. He sat down but he was still taller than me while sitting. Great. I fel
AmiaWarmth. I was surrounded by it. It was burning actually. I wriggled as I tried to get free, but couldn’t. My eyes flew open and the first thing I saw was fire. Warmth plus fire as soon as I woke up had me thinking I was on fire. I was screaming, trying to get free, but I couldn’t. The restrictions loosened and then someone was soothing me. I turned toward the source and found warmth, warm brown eyes staring down at me.Levi.All at once, everything came flooding in. The cafe, the ride home, the walk up the stairs, and whatever had happened in his bathroom. He was showering and I was waiting for him. I must have fallen asleep, but that didn’t explain how I got here. I looked down and found myself seated on his lap, his arms wrapped around my waist, surrounded by a pile of blankets.No wonder I was so hot.“What’s wrong? Did you have a nightmare?” Levi asked. His voice was laced with worry.I wish I had a nightmare. That’s not what happened. I slept. I slept peacefully. Probably th
Amia That’ll teach you to play with a wolf. Feeling victorious, I stuck my tongue out at him. His lips parted and I turned from him. I made my way around the sectional and bent over to lift the blankets. I ignored the way he groaned behind me. I don’t know what I was doing, but I know that I was playing with fire. I couldn’t stop though. I was winning and it felt good. I took a seat and ignored him. I could feel his gaze on me as I pushed the blankets off and leaned back. I looked down as my shirt rode up my thigh. That was unintentional. Before I could reach for them, Levi was kneeled down in front of me. His hands on my t-shirt, he looked up at me and I down at him. There was something so sensual about this act. I wanted to look away, but couldn’t. Once again, I was held captive by Levi’s gaze. I don’t know what I waited for, I don’t know what I wanted to happen. Levi cleared his throat and straightened his back. He got to his feet and stepped to the side. He turned from me and t
Amia My jaw dropped as I stared up at him. My heart raced, my chest rose and fell with each breath, and my eyes widened as I stared up at him. There was space between us, he wasn’t forcing himself onto me. There was a safe distance between us. Levi was on top of me and he was flirting with me. I wanted to laugh, was this the Levi that I’ve known since diapers? Flashes of yesterday filled my mind and this time my heart raced for a different reason. The smile slipped from my lips and his eyes zeroed in on it. He hadn’t missed it and I wasn’t going to try and pretend. Fear. Nothing.I don’t want to do anything to do. It was a lie. I wasn’t afraid of Levi, but this position, being underneath someone again. I was afraid of this. I was afraid of that. I was scared of what happened yesterday. This was too soon. I didn’t think he would do anything to me. I trusted Levi more than I wanted to admit I did. But my heart, my mind wasn’t ready. As if he read my mind, the bed dipped and he was
AmiaIf this was a dream I never wanted to leave. Warmth surrounded me and a sweet scent wafted around me. I had never once thought a scent could make me feel a certain way, but I felt held and I felt safe. The one thing I wasn’t used to feeling. I shouldn’t feel so safe, so protected, so cared for and yet I did.If this was a dream… I’d stay here for as long as I could.Even as I thought it I could feel my other senses kicking it. Even though I didn’t have my wolf yet, I felt and scented the area. There wasn’t any sun filtering through the window, no warmth from it, no smell of the trees from the woods by my house.My head was so heavy and I found it heavy to move. It was as if I was blanketed by warmth and laziness. I had this feeling that if I wanted to stay in bed all day, I could. My lips were pressed against something solid, something hard, and something wet. My bottom lip was dipped in a puddle.I mentally cringed and resigned myself to the fact that I really needed to get up.
AmiaUntangling myself from Levi was like disabling a bomb, I stayed quiet, held my breath, and moved as cautiously as possible. I’d finally made some progress and was able to try and get free now. I slid inch by inch off his chest, when his arms tightened around me and so did the grip on my cheek. I hated the audible gulp that reached my ears. I hiccuped and cursed. My heart was pounding in my chest and I tried to press my lips firmly together to stop from waking him.My heart dropped into my belly as I stared into velvet brown eyes. Of course my morning could get worse. I’d gotten caught. What had he seen? I’m at a loss for words as I feel a warmth of blush making it’s way up my neck. My face was probably bright red. This was Levi, I shouldn’t be feeling this way. Even as I thought the words, I shut my eyes. I counted as I held my breath in hopes that that hiccups would subside. When I hiccuped again, I knew it was futile and sighed. I lifted my chin, opened my eyes, and my jaw drop
Amia“I don’t want to let you go. I like us like this,” Levi teased.“Friends don’t do this,” I said.“Why don’t we decide what we do?” Levi asked.“That sounds great, I’ve been asking you to let me go, maybe we can start there,” I said.“Mm. Why don’t you tell me what it is that friends don’t do?” Levi asked.“Friends don’t spend the night in the same bed, they don’t wake up… snuggling, they don’t sit on top of the other while they lay down,” I say. My eyes dart down to where I’m seated on top of him.“I think they do. I think friends do that together when they’re comfortable together and we’ve known each other since we were in diapers. Are you not comfortable with me, Ami?” Levi asked.“You’re so good, you know that?” I asked.“Mm, no, I don’t,” Levi teased.His eyebrows jumped before he flashed me with a blinding smile. Well two could play at that game and I was tired of always losing. I straightened my back and caressed his muscular abdomen with my hands. Slowly, I made my way up