Chapter 5 - Is he jealous?

I remained silent all the time but Lenox keep on asking me about the truth. I can't tell him the truth because it might cause trouble for Blaze. I know that werewolves have the ability to familiarize scent from others and I think Lenox recognizes me by that. I'm not expecting this to happen, but it already did. What am I supposed to do is to go with the flow and pray for the better.

After we arrived, I immediately left him without saying a single word, even without thanking him. I can't stay longer with him because his looks are something sharp and I'm pretty sure that he might figure out the truth about me. 

"Did he recognized you?" I looked around when my doors opened. I saw Alpha Blaze peeking from the door. 

His tired eyes were fixated on me, and it gives me strange feelings. He is hot, I know but it's not enough for me to praise him. Knowing that, he is an Alpha, soon he will find his own mate and he will abandon me like trash.

"He said he knew that it was me, but of course I didn't tell him the truth." I smiled at him as I answered back. He nodded  and closed the door. 

The Blaze I met before is kind of my ideal man. He is sweet, caring and very respectful, but guess what? He died sacrificing his life for me. That only means, I'm completely a disaster. I blame myself for not saving him, but I can't do anything. I was late when I arrived and witnessed how he batted in his own blood leaving his sweet words. 

I know I can't bring back the past, but being with him again for the second chance is disturbing. I can't ignore his presence, sometimes I forget that he is not the Blaze I used to love. He is an Alpha now and things that we used to do before won't happen this time. 

"Ugly maid, come out! Let's have a coffee,  I bought you one mocha-flavored one!" I heard him calling me, emphasizing the word UGLY.

I came out of my room and smiled at him. He handed me a cup of mocha-coffee.  I remembered something. Way back then, Blaze used to buy me like this and we always stay at our favorite coffee shop while planning for our future.

I sighed and sipped my coffee. I moan when I taste how still tasty  it is. This is my favorite coffee, but I wonder how Alpha Blaze knew my type. 

"I want you to stay away from my Beta. Remember that you're only an ordinary human, once you convert as a werewolf you'll suffer like how I am feeling."

He really hates  being a werewolf. Unfortunately, it's his fate and he can't escape from it. He's done with his normal life and now reincarnated as a werewolf. I should change his insights. An Alpha should be proud of his own. How can he protect his pack if he hates to be one of them? What if the other packs tried to conquer their town? This kind of Alpha will never be able to defend their territory. He would rather run away than die with his pack, that's how I understand Alpha Blaze. He is not confident in his abilities and his desire is to be normal, he hates responsibilities.

"What are you looking at? Are you amazed by my physique? Shame on you ugly maid, stop looking at me like that. I just bought you a cup of coffee as my way to thank you, no other than that."

I smirked at him and rolled my eyes. As if I think more than anything. I am not expecting him to love me more than he used to do in his past life. 

"I just wonder how you can rule in your pack if you want to escape from your fate. Be a true Alpha, embrace your true nature," I uttered and he only gave me a fake laugh. That's actually an annoying laugh. 

"And who are you to tell me what to do? Come on, you don't know any single information about me. You're just new here, don't act like you know me more than I know myself!"

I bowed my head slightly and decided to shut my mouth. I don't want to argue with the Alpha anymore. Dealing with him is a very crucial thing. He is pragmatic and even his mom can't control him.

"Answer me, ugly maid. Are you sitting like a statue there? I'm talking to you!" He yelled at me so I looked at him.

"You never know me either, so don't judge me. To tell you, I know a lot about you, but do you know any single information about me? Alpha Blaze, don't be childish. Be mature enough. Thanks for the coffee by the way!" I left him in his room and I plopped on my bed. How can I get the hell out of this mess? Can I just kill grandpa to end my suffering?

I was awakened when I heard a heavy knock on my door. I am pretty sure it's the Alpha. I stare at the wall clock and figure out what I miss. I forgot to wake up early and cook his food! 

I rushed to open the door but he immediately stepped in and that made us bump into each other. I nearly kissed him, so I stepped backward but my feet slipped. We fell to the  floor while he was on top of me. He is only looking at my eyes for a couple of minutes. 

"A-alpha..."

I wasn't able to finish what I was supposed to say. He slowly lowered his face down to mine and slowly touched my lips with his lips. He is kissing me passionately and his hands are slowly running upwards to my body. What the h*ll ehat is he doing? I use my strength to push him away and I will stand up immediately.  

"What was that? You dare to kiss your ugly maid again?" I gasp and breath hard trying to control my heart beat.

He slowly stood up and gave me his bored look. "Your eyes are calling me," he said and I shook my head.

"I must leave this place," I said but he held my hand. 

"You must obey your Alpha.  Stay and serve me, that's your duty and responsibilities.  You want me to be a real Alpha, then starting from now... I will be." He pressed me against the wall and a smirked curve from his lips.  "No one is allowed to disrespect an Alpha, if anyone dares, he/she shall be punished!"

By that, I was totally shocked. Did he think about it overnight? That's surprising but I feel worried about how he acted today. He became bossy and wild.

"Take a shower and we will go. At exactly 8:00 we will go."

I nodded at him and he lay on my bed. Seriously? Will he wait for me here? That's crazy strict. 

I enjoyed bathing and almost forgot the time frame he gave me. I raced to get dressed and brush my teeth. After that, I did the important thing, it's applying my disguise cream but I forgot where I put my fake pimples. 

"Hurry up! Once you don't come out at 8:00, I will enter without your permission!" 

I heard Alpha Blaze yelled again for the second time. He's been warning me since before, but I only ignored him. 

"I'll be there!" Finally,  I answered him and open the door.

His brows arched and I know he noticed something strange on my face. He might be confused how my pimples vanished like a blink of an eye. 

"You look good now. Come on, we're getting late!"

***

As we walk in the corridor, all of them are looking at us. I stopped when I noticed Lester behind my back. I smiled at him and waved my hands.

"What the h*ll are you doing, ugly maid? Hurry up!" Alpha Blaze said giving me a death glare. 

What's wrong with him? He can walk on his own, why is he complaining? 

"I said faster!" He yelled when I ignored what he said and talked to Lester instead of following him.

I just look at him and his eyes slowly turn red and that's the sign that he is angry. "Damn you!" He left me while clenching his fists.

"You shouldn't disobey your Alpha," Lester said but I  laughed.

"He is infinitely weird today."

"Lester, come to my office!" One of our teachers called Lester so he excused himself. I was left alone not until someone pushed me into the mud. I wasn't able to avoid her because I am not expecting this to happen.

"Clumsy ugly nerd!" They all laughed at me but I stood up and cleaned myself. 

"She just ignored us? Come on, let's give her a lesson!"

I look around and notice three girls in front of me. "Don't mess with me if you still value your lives." I warned them and left them immediately.

As I enter our classroom Alpha Blaze looks at me. Lenox waves at me and offers me a chair. He is very caring to me, but I don't know what he is planning. From the day he saw me, he kept saying that I am not ugly.

"Where is your boy?" Alpha Blaze asked me. Boy? He might be referring to Lester. 

"He is at the office of Mr. Shanxue, and he is not my boy. We are friends, that's it. He is my only friend here," I uttered and sat beside them.

"Am I not included? I want to be your friend also." Lenox smiled and offered me his hand.

"Stop it, you fool!" Alpha Blaze taps Lenox' hand and glares at him. 

I can't understand how he is acting but the only thing on my mind is... is he jealous?