I curse under my breath and close my eyes, attempting to calm my erratically beating heart that threatens to burst out of my ribcage. I huff, fixating my eyes on the lean figure of my teacher, pacing back and forth along the length of the classroom. The words coming out of her mouth fail to register in my mind, despite all my efforts to comprehend her simple speech.
I can feel Jordan's eyes burning into my back. If only I knew what was going on inside his mind.
Does he think of me as a creep? Oh, no.
As I begin thinking it's impossible not to dwell on what just happened, my mind eases, finally absorbing Mrs. Robinson's words and starting to numb. I let out a yawn and lean forward, resting my lower arms on the cool surface of the desk. I'm ready—any second—to sleep right there. But then the bell rings, and Mrs. Robinson finally seals her lips, leaving the class after one disapproving glance at me.
Riley snickers, gathering her bushy hair into a large ponytail. "How long are you going to exploit her tolerance limit?" she asks with a tight-lipped smile.
I narrow my eyes. "I don't like Biology." I can't think of any other response. Half of my mind is still resting.
"I don't either. But I don't openly yawn and stretch my arms so the whole class notices."
"Oh, shut up, Riley."
The smile fades away, but she continues, "Study session at my house. Niall's in. You?"
"Pass. But you and Niall can do it without me. I have to take some tourists around. I promised my mum I'd help her."
"Are you planning on getting good grades or not?" Riley questions, her brows furrowed as if she's genuinely concerned about me. "You barely passed last semester."
"Don't worry, sweetheart," I reply, swinging my arm onto her shoulders, "This semester will be the one where I shine the brightest."
"By surfboarding the days away until finals arrive, and you're helpless and panicked, and touch my feet praying to somehow learn it all in a day?" Riley raises her brow, watching me with ridicule.
I decide I can't keep up the pretense anymore. "Okay, Riley. For real, shut up now."
Not only does she stop talking, but she also leaves the classroom immediately, pushing through a crowd of people. I roll my eyes and begin making my own way out.
I halt, however, when I hear someone call my name from behind. I turn leisurely and find Jordan walking towards me.
"Vanessa? Hey?"
I freeze, my feet glued to the ground, and my arms stop mid-air as I recollect what happened a while ago. I want to turn back and run—as fast as my feet could take me—but I know it's too late to do so. I don't want to appear rude to him.
"Hey, Jordan?" My voice comes out breathy. I close my eyes and clear my throat, but before I can say something in defense for my actions earlier, he cuts me off.
"Umm, you dropped this," he says, lowering his eyes to my tiny keychain resting on his open palm. It's a mini surfboard—a gift from Niall.
The ghost of a frown still graces his lips, his broad shoulders dropping as he leans against the wall. But there's no evidence on his face that he saw something.
It takes me some seconds to regain myself. Did he really not notice me staring at him?
"Oh, that. Thank you," I reply with a nervous grin and pull the object from his palm, tucking it quickly into my jean pocket. "Good, you saw it. It's kinda important to me."
"Looked like," he replies, his eyes going around the room, looking at everyone but me.
I take the opportunity to admire his face. He had been crying; I knew that. Even with his rheumy, amber eyes, he looks handsome as ever. His square jaw displays a little stubble, and I take a moment to appreciate that slit in his left eyebrow—it wasn't purposefully done, no. He had once picked a fight with an older guy and received that scar above his left eye.
"Okay, then. Thanks again," I tell him. His eyes sweep back to my face, and for the brief moment that our eyes meet, I feel a flutter in my chest. A smile crawls its way to my face, but I put it away before he can catch it.
"Fine," he replies and starts pacing away from me, but I catch his arm, and he halts, turning back to me.
"Jordan, I'm so sorry for your loss. Mr. Hale was a good man," I say, slowly letting go of my grip. His eyes hover over my face, confusion evident in them, but then they lower to the chain around my neck—a silver one with a crescent moon as the pendant.
Reflexively, he takes a step back. I realize what that means. I sigh, my own eyes briefly glancing at the little blood moon hanging around his exposed neck.
The confusion on his face multiplies. He keeps staring at me, and then without another word, turns and leaves.
I'm disappointed. I feel a tiny stream of rage coursing through my veins.
That was really rude of him—to leave without saying anything. Just because our packs are rivals. Not for a single moment in my life had I ever thought ill of any blood moons. I hadn't expected such behavior from him. But there's nothing I can do—my heart doesn't allow me to be angry at him, so I lock the rage I feel deep inside me and plod out of the empty classroom.
My family are the betas of the pack, which means my life is better than the omegas and less stressful than the alphas. When I was young, my grandma would tell me tales of when she was young—of how the pack lived together in one place, a big pack house. The harmony and peace that existed, but she would also soon shift to talks of fights and bloodshed, and that was my cue to pretend I had fallen asleep. My grandma doesn't like how the modern world has changed the ways of how packs work, even though the Silver Crescents never fail to celebrate our pack event every month. We gather in the holy temple of the luna, sing, and eat together, as discreetly as possible. The sun is high up in the sky, blazing down at me. It's a good day, I try to convince myself, pretending to think that the incident in the classroom never happened. The waves rise high and crash onto the irregular rock bed and sandy shores. The sight makes me want to draw out my surfboard and spend hours in the sea. But that's ba
The tree branches are mostly bare. Even as Cole and I hike through the woods, stepping carefully on the stony ground underneath, dry leaves descend from above on us. It never snows in Bellpond, but winter always graces the island. As the cold wind sweeps past us, I see Cole shudder. The temperature has dropped suddenly, and he has declined wearing a jacket even though I advised him to. I offer him my jacket, knowing that my body is naturally adapted to the climate, but he declines politely. "How further is it?" Cole asks me, rubbing his palms together. Under his feet, a dry twig crunches. "I didn't think it would get this cold." "I did tell you it would. Are you sure you don't want the jacket?" "Hmm, yes," he claims through chattering teeth. "We're almost there," I assure him and hear a sigh from behind. After a few more steps, the naked trees surrounding us clear up, and the temple we're looking for comes into view. I'm always mesmerized by its humble beauty. I know that I alwa
The breeze from the sea is warmer on my face. I step back, further away from the water, and Jordan follows my trail until I stop and turn around to face him, my face underlined with concern. "Is everything alright?" I ask. "Yeah. I just wanted to say that I'm sorry for the way I behaved earlier," Jordan mumbles, earning a long look from me. I want an explanation, and good for me, he gives me one. "It's just that—I was shocked, okay? You're a crescent." His eyes are unsettling, darting left and right. One of his hands reaches up and scratches the scar on his left brow. "So? What does it have to do with whatever I said?" My voice is sharp in the dark of night. I fold my arms, leaning my body weight more on my left leg as my neck cranes to look at him. He looks down at me, pulling up a defensive face. "I didn't expect it. We're rivals, right?" "I don't know, you tell me," I challenge him, leaning forward. "Are we?" For some reason, I don't understand, my words make him laugh. It's a
My path ahead is foggy; the morning air is cold and harsh on my face. I should've carried a scarf, I realize too late. The street is covered with dried leaves, rising in the air with every swoosh of wind that strikes them, only to drop lifeless back on the wet ground beneath. On either side, the naked branches of wide trees look down upon me. The scenery isn't exactly encouraging. In fact, it does all it can to dampen my mood, but I, the beta werewolf, continue on, rubbing my palms together and huffing air. Niall lives in a cottage house. His mother loves plants—more than she loves her only son, I believe, and the front-yard garden does not shy away from the fact. Green floods my vision, brown, red, and yellow sprinkled here and there. Winter hasn't touched those potted plants yet. I tear a bunch of leaves from one of the pots on my way to the door—a habit I cannot get rid of—and ring the bell. As I wait for the door to open, I wonder what had come over me the previous night. Nial
Even with the strength of thirty young people, it takes us hours to make the Westside beach look clean. More of us spend our time talking and bonding than doing any actual work, but I cannot complain. After all, it's one of our aims: to get the two packs together. The sun is right above my head, sending trickles of sweat down the sides of my forehead. I fill the last of empty plastic bottles and such I can spot into a black trash bag. I wipe the beads of sweat on my forehead with the back of my hand and approach a group of girls standing close by. My legs have become stiff. I like the sand, but walking on it is another matter. "Thank you for being here, girls. It means a lot," I say with a genuine smile, wiping the sand from my hands on my jeans. "Oh, Nessa," a girl named Emily waves her hand. "I couldn't have thought of a better way to spend my Sunday morning." She wears a smile on her freckled face, but I'm not sure if it's as genuine as my own. They stride off, the exposed skin
It's alright, I try to assure myself. Pretend it never happened. But the scene replays in my mind clearly. I see Jordan's face—the scar over his left brow, his amber eyes almost a dark brown in the shade. And I feel the tingle on the back of my hand again, wrapped by Jordan's hand. I realize again just how tiny my hands are compared to his. “What are you going to wear for the dance?” Riley asks, sipping some fruit juice from a can. We're sitting on one of the wooden benches of the park. The one that's right below a huge tree whose name I do not know. On other days, it provides us shade from the scorching sun, but now it's naked with dry branches spreading out, and the sky above is filled with grey clouds. A crow sits perched on one swaying branch, cawing down at us, its eyes glued to the burger in Riley’s hands. “NESSA?” Riley shouts in my ears, startling me. My own can of juice falls to the ground, its content spilling in all directions. “Riley, do that again. I dare you.” Riley
I walk with strides larger than usual, impatient to get to my destination. My hands sway on either side of my body, the sun setting above casting its long shadows on the road behind. The air is cool on my face. Riley would have shuddered in my place. As a werewolf, I was born with more tolerance to harsh climates, and winter has only begun. Soon, I would be able to sense better. A week and a half, I think sullenly. When I first received Jordan's text, disappointment flooded my brain, mixed with confusion and mild grief. That night, after learning of the fight, I stopped by Niall's house. He complained of slight pain in his back where Jordan had kicked him, and for some reason, I never asked Niall how it had started. He was in a sour mood. I missed his wide smile, the way his eyes closed a little when he laughed, and even when I tried to make a joke, he had only passed me a smirk, clearly unimpressed. I had been afraid to even raise the matter of the next beach clean up. Everything wa
The person does not survive despite all of Jordan's efforts. By the time Jordan pulls the person out of the water, the sun has hidden behind the horizon, completely covering the beach in a sinister darkness. His grey sweatpants are drenched completely, and the person in his arms is dead, his limp arms swaying with each of Jordan's clumsy steps over the wet sand. I know it the moment I see the body, pale and unmoving, but the Alpha still clings onto the little hope he has. He can probably still hear his heartbeat. We rush without a moment's hesitation to Jordan's mom's clinic, which fortunately isn't far away from the Haunted Beach and is empty when we step in. The middle-aged woman panics when we enter but regains herself immediately and soon confirms my belief. Jordan slumps into a chair with a frown, hissing as he touches the exposed skin of the neck that is painted red with blood. Only when my eyes examine Jordan's red hoodie properly do I realize it is covered in blood too. Then