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CHAPTER 24

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Zavier Cross

Fuck!

Fuck!!

Fuck!!!

I can't believe I just did that. I almost kissed her. I can't help but feel this intense desire for her, but I know I need to hold back. She deserves more than a fling, more than just a physical attraction. I want something real with her, something meaningful. I need to control myself and not let my desires get the best of me.

But damn, she's so gorgeous. Every time she's around me, it takes everything in me to resist her. Her curves, her eyes, her lips, they all call out to me, begging me to touch her. But I know I can't give in, not yet.

I need to be patient, take my time and let our connection grow. She's worth it, and I know that deep down she feels the same. I can see the way she looks at me, the way her body reacts when I'm near her. But I need to be strong and resist, for both of our sakes.

I just hope she understands why I'm holding back. I don't want to hurt her or lead her on, I want to give her everything she deserves. And if that means wai
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