ZAVIERWomen and jealousy…The cold in my veins froze to ice.Her voice cut through the drumming of blood in my ears. I stood there for what seemed like a moment staring at the three women that were talking in a voice low and smooth.She looked at me in a way I didn't quite understand, listening to her I could hear her lungs constricted, but I didn’t move a muscle as I stared at her."Can we speak in private." She said looking around again. Her heated voice vibrated against my back as her words carried a calmness with a hint ofanimosity.One second, two seconds. I stood there hesitating and not moving from the spot wondering what she wanted to tell me.My ears rang as the voices around me sank underwater. As her voice replayed in my mind, I thought of how she had reacted after seeing the lady in my penthouse.Deep down I was having divided feelings about he reaction —When one part of me had been excited, another was still angry about her reaction as numbness flooded through me."F
RAINIDeep down in my mind I wondered how possible it was for him to pull the look that was on his face presently, a look that made me look so …breathless.I stood there staring at his face, and it was more as if I could see his true appearance behind what could be just a façade.His look upon me was light and tender, just like the way you looked at something so beautiful, his hands ran through his hair.He was intimidating, with a heavy presence and a look that stared deep into my soul till it burned, yet I couldn't take my eyes away from him even as mine was asoft, sober expression like now.The truth was he didn't have to look at me to make me burn, he did it all by himself —getting awakened and on fire by anything that had to do with him.He glanced over and caught my gaze. “Are you going to stand there all day?"I could see the glint in his eyes, the amusement behind it.My pulse fluttered in my throat, and warmth rushed to my face just as his eyes fell to my cheeks.And then a
ZAVIERShe asked for it and I was definitely going to give it to her.The atmosphere was already built up to that level that demanded what she was asking for , it was tense with us sexually and with no excuses all I had was to take her.Isn’t that what was supposed to happen?Isn't that what she requested?She averted her gaze when I tried to look into her eyes as she was shy of her request."Look me in the eyes and whisper those words to me again." I whispered the words to her ears after holding her by the jaw.She was shy — unable to say the words as her lips quivered.All she did was look in the face as if it was a mirror, showing her emotions as a reflection.I took a step towards her, my dark eyes smoldering. “Is that what you want me to do, Raini?"It was almost like I was daring to say a word, daring her to speak."You want this big bad wolf to take you, and steal your soul away forever?"As I spoke, I made sure I nibbled on her as she was soaked now, slick dribbling down her
RAINISlowly I came back to self realization, I looked round the room as I could still feel his presence in the room, instinctively I nudged myself closer to where he was.A heaviness filled the air and my lungs. Uncertain. Suggestive. I couldn't say all I knew was that I wanted this moment to be forever -The sudden realization of that one fact made me scared, deep down in my mind I wondered if this was what I really wanted.The silent seconds was like a grenade that would go off any second—As much as I loved this man there was this unknown fear I couldn't quite describe that was as a heavy weight in my chest.It felt too quiet, this thrill that was traveling l beneath my skin that thrummed heavily at having him there.All I could think of was if I had what it took to go through all of this, it seemed quite difficult doing that not with the way he looked at me, like I was the best gift he would ever have.He shifted. “Can we talk?”“About what?” I asked looking into his eyes, There w
ZAVIERA hard shelled heart, I had always kept that till this woman.I thought my perception of herpersonality would be a big enough repellent, but that had been only at the beginning as gradually this werewolf felt tamed.So far my hard heart has shielded me from pain and so many vices and pain that could come from the outside world and couldn’t be cracked without strong tools. But then she had done just that.Raini had lowered that barrier that bared a part of me not many had seen—she had touched the most vulnerable me.She was like a thick cloud hovering over my mind, and I was trying to get her off to no avail.Not when I looked at her, those eyes could steal any man soul and especially not when she spoke with that soft,warm voice that soaked through my skin and ran straight to my heart and soul.I now understood my fascination with her, The fact that I could be lumped into being addicted to her was too hard to take in..I wasn’t sure why I let her see that side of me, but it
RAINII just couldn’t get it out of my mind.Zavier loved me? Or was this a joke? Or was I hallucinating?He actually said it to me and I felt so many butterflies running around in my stomach. I felt relaxed but also perplexed. I didn’t know what exactly was right and what I was doing wrong, I just felt a little bit uneasy.Since yesterday it has been very hard for me to take it off my mind and I just kept on considering it.Did he really mean it?Was he joking?Or was this one of his expensive jokes?This was very serious and it managed to shake me off instantly.I just couldn’t stop thinking about it and how much it would have meant for him to be able to tell me that.A part of me was overjoyed about it and kept on criticizing me for walking out on him in the first place.A lot of things were on my mind and the most important one was how I was going to answer him.I knew how much I loved him but I didn’t know if I panicked or I felt it was wrong but whatever it was, I walked out on
ZAVIER.My heart at this moment was like a place I didn't know, or wasn't so used to, in a way it left me with a feeling of frustration. One was trying so hard to get rid off from my mind and soul as the two felt the blow.There was one fact, and that was there was no woman's heart I'd be more attached to or than at the heart of the woman Ravier, it was so easy saying this and I could tell why it was a bit difficult for me to just let go of her.It could be that my heart was like the last piece of a puzzle, and her mere existence was a perfect fit to make it whole.No matter what I was, I could tell that my heart would always seek her's.I could be anything in the world and not a billionaire and alpha, yet I would havefound my way to her.It was like the law of attraction, only this time I was attracted to the poles of her heart. My heart was doing just one thing,It was seeking a way to get her to my side.Most times, or rather all through my life I had thought that the name Zavi
RAINI Sometimes the fingers of time can't be turned and this seems like one of those moments, the whole situation and everything she said left my mind in an array of mess.I was succumbing to how certain situations could be timeless, I wished I could change it and take back that moment I walked out, perhaps I should have listened to him.Hearing River speak had pointed out so many things, it had shown me more reason why I had made a wrong decision walking out on him.In the afterwake of the whole situation, I was left to reflect on the whole situation. All I could do was walk to the bar for a drink.Minutes later I was right there at the bar, pouring myself a finger of whiskey.The whole whiskey had a kind of warmth in my stomach but yet it couldn't fill in the blank spaces I was having in my soul and mind.While still seated right here on the chair, my phone beeped with a notification.I stared right at it for a minute, looking at River number.River: Hey, where are you?Me: At th