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RAININothing else filled the room than emptiness and silence —The two took over every space around the quarters of the room and before I could realize it, I could feel it colonizing my mind as well.In fact, the quiet seemed to eat at me theThe entire time, despite having River over, I looked to be having a very difficult time expressing myself as the events of today hit me like so heavy in my heart, leaving a numbness behind.Still unable to decide what I wanted and with Zavier's offer for me to stay still on the table I was left with so many thoughts of what I truly wanted.There looked to be a feeling of panic, as I didn't want to make a quick decision as ky would definitely change the course of how things were going to be from hence.The fact he was still here with me at close proximity was driving me insane.It was as though my body was hyper aware of his presence, so much that it was putting me under so much pressure.In a way all I was doing by keeping his offer hanging was
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ZAVIER Two voices, both women. One dominant and the other concerned, I must have missed the beginning of the whole discussion but I could quite decipher what they were talking about because they had called my name in the process.They spoke fluently in a voice I didn't really need to strain before I could hear and like it was said when two women are locked together In a room behind closed doors except gossip.I had been standing in front of the door, almost knocking when I heard footsteps coming from the other end.Bianca! I thought to myself as I could perceive her scent.After the conversation I had with her about giving Raini time to come around before I make a move, she would most definitely have my head if she finds me there.I adjusted my glasses, scrutinizing the whole atmosphere for a place to hide as I didn't want her to come into quick conclusions.I had only been a few feet away from Bianca who was standing right there at the door knocking and for some reason I had decid
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ZAVIERI Stood there for a long minute, shocked that was actually right here at this moment as she was totally the last person I was expecting to see, not at a te like this least…not a te when I was moaning what would be her leaving."Why- What are you doing here? It is still quite early?" I asked.She didn't give a reply, just looked at me still with that same eye looking all scared and all.Unease drifted through my nerves and it burnt right through it, maybe a few hours ago—When I had not really heard what she had said I might have reacted differently. But standing there and having her watch me with what I would now call deceitful eyes, all that was left in me were a lot of controversial questions: Starting with, What the hell was she looking for here?It was so quiet, so quiet that all I could hear was the sound of that still – dark early morning.I could hear my heart beating in my own heart or was it her's?I took another step back as if to get some footing, but it was mostly
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RAINI POVThe night started with a finger of whiskey and a dare that led me to his door.Bianca had insisted on taking us all out to the local pub, for me it was a moment, to let go of everything and forget partially about Zavier.It started from taking one shot as soon as we were all drunk as we made our way back to the apartment with a bottle.As it turned out the drink did nothing to get my mind off him, rather I found myself tossing and turning, till it had to this moment, a moment that had Zavier and myself in the same breathing space.River had asked one question while we played Truth or dare…It had been a simple question but up until this moment I had in no Way felt the essence of the question.What would you do if Zavier was here?Much as the answer to my question about loving him had been null, I couldn't tell that I was intensely sexually attracted to him and it was not a matter of being drunk.Without thinking too much about it, I found my way to his door knocking quietl
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RAINIHis words were a living thing —They were like life to my soul and I could feel every bit of it thriving deeply in my heart and mind.The idea of him wanting me to touch him filled my mind with so much pleasure, so much that I could feel the leftover of thrill, and terror it gave to me.The feelings were so tenacious I remained only numb, as warmth hummed between my legs.He wanted me so I felt the need to give to him every bit of myself without holding any back.Gradually my skin became a nesting ground for passion, my eyes watched him wide as I was uncertain of how well he wanted to be pleased.There was this fear of doing something, the question going through my mind was, what if it was hard to please him as much as he deemed fit."Are you doing this or not?" He queries.I didn’t know what to feel: nervous, terrified or even aroused by the possibility of having my all over him. I might not be a novice when it comes to sex but when it is all down to me putting my mind and so
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RAINIIt was like waking up to another day break, Zavier and I had fucked all morning and he did it right till when I passed out from the buzzing adrenaline flowing through me.Lying in bed, I could feel the sound of my heart leaking out of the rib cages into mine.I closed my eyes, deep in my mind I wished I could only flip a switch to get rid of this attraction that was burning in my mind.When I opened them, I still felt it—He was right there in my head.There was this fascination so deep in my mind, it was like he started a fire deep inside of me like it had always been there, and he only triggered it.My breathing turned shallow as I relived the morning again at the back of my mind: his presence filling mine, his deep voice inmy ear whispering how he wanted to make love to me …his hand on my thigh,pushing my dress up, his finger deep inside of me.Warmth ran between my legs, leaving an emptiness behind. One only he could fill.Sex with him was everything I thought about and eve
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ZAVIERShe was the most fascinating thing I had ever come across, and as it turned out there was a need for me to give her due credit.My mind drifted as I watched her walking away, deep down in my mind I knew she just gave me a flimsy excuse and had nothing to take from her room.Looking around at how quiet it was, I could tell that the apartment was kind of empty as there were no signs of Bianca or her sister around.Earlier, I had woken up feeling her heat close to where I laid.I had thought about how the night had gone, the fact that we've been together all throughout that early hours of the morning even under the heavy downpour.All I wanted to do was lay by her side all through the day, not until my phone buzzed and I had to go out for business.I sat where she had been before, and picking up the glass she had been using earlier I drank from where her mouth had been earlier.There was a taste of her on the cup —Strawberries.Sniffing the air, I could still feel the aura of her
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RAINI A heart crisis.Still dressed in a yellow floral dress on a floppy shoe, I felt my lie was enough to evade him.It was one of the hottest days of the summer so far, and already one of the windows in the room was opened as fresh air came in through the window.The wind breezed in slowly and coolly and just when I felt it might bring more calm to my heart doing great things to it …it never did, and so I never got to cool off.I was still right there thinking when the knock came, I would have thought he might have gone off but it turned out to be right there at my door.The front door opened and I saw him right there as the awareness ran from my nape down the length of my spine. I realized that I couldn't run from the man, not in his house.I had never felt more numb in front of a man than when having this conversation with Zavier Wood.It seemed he took a part of my mind and made it his, a mind control freak as you may say.Standing right there listening to him try to get the wo
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