Accepting Him

“Luna, your dress arrived”, it sounds behind me.

When I look back, I see two servants with a snow-white dress in their hands. The pearls in the front give it a wedding dress hue, only the gray lace at the shoulders reveals that it's more for an engagement. And that's actually the festivity tonight. Glary is getting engaged to me. And not vice versa.

With one last look out the window, I walk over to the two women who have meanwhile put the dress on the bed. I look at it from a distance, it's not my choice at all. For my Luna ceremony in Midnight Moon, Elise has three beautiful robes ready. All I had to do was indicate my approval. Elise knows the type of dress that I appreciate, from the age of ten to fifteen, she has taken me to the mall to shop. So, she couldn't go wrong putting together my wardrobe for my Luna and mating ceremony with Zane.

And at that thought, I feel the sting of pain in my chest again.

If Zane doesn't come today, I'm lost. Lost to myself and to him.