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Chapter 30- Losing Control
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2022-03-02 21:14:09As my mate, Damian faces a lot of challenges. For starters, he has to go against everything he was taught to believe just to love me and be with me. Damian had to flee, in parting, he abdicated his throne... who knows if he will get to become alpha when he returns? With or without me.
That is why I have left him to rest so I can talk to Reginald about helping me heal the hate in his heart for our kind. The fact that we are mated, just the goddess deeming us compatible, where life could possibly argue that we aren't, says a lot and I am willing to fight as long as he is. He has an even bigger fight, the coming war aside, an internal battle is one
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