Duncan POV:
Neo’s loudly muttered ‘cute’ caught my attention. I followed his line of sight and saw a small body quickly retreat. Neo chuckled and shook his head.
“So much for being a threatening presence. The little one surely is scared and embarrassed easily,” he said softly.
.A grave expression crossed Neo’s face when he looked at me.
We had just left the cabin after Ruth and were distressed by what had just occurred. The whole situation irked me. Not only had Ruth aggressively floundered on my authority, but she had the audacity to look smug about it. The little widening of the half-breed’s eyes had given away exactly what Ruth had done when my back was turned.
“Have you thought about what to do with her?” he asked.
I shook my head. “So far, letting the doctor assess her for injuries and diseases is the first course of action. A lot will be revealed about her in that case. If we don’t know enough, we will question her.” I saw the hesitation on his face and glared. “No matter how harmless she looks, a she-wolf, a half-breed at that, roaming outside for so long without being spotted is a big deal. You saw how the animals steered clear off her, as well. She is not as simple as a broken wolf,” I admonished.
Neo nodded. “I know that. But we also know that she was trembling with fear. You could smell the fear on her, couldn’t you, Alpha?” he asked perceptively.
I instinctively scrunched my nose in dissatisfaction. “I did.” I paused when the door opened.
Ed peered out. “Alpha, I just sent the girl to take a shower. She ate a little, too. We need to get her a fresh pair of clothes,” he said gruffly.I turned to Neo. “Get her a pair of female clothes,” I ordered. As he turned, I called him back. “No need to bother the young unmated females about this. Go to one of the mated females… preferably with children and ask them if they have new clothes they haven’t worn yet.”
Neo nodded in understanding.Taking the clothes of an unmated female spelled trouble. Taking it from a male would sow discord amongst the pack, as well. It would put this little girl into great trouble and I didn’t want that. Getting fresh clothes without the scent of another wolf was the best option for her.
With Neo far away, Ed finally spoke up. “Alpha, I think you need to see this,” he said. I didn’t like the expression on his face.I nodded and slid inside the cabin, making sure I didn’t make a sound. Knowing the little girl, she would jump at every noise.
I could hear the water running in the bathroom, but I also heard movement. I hid a small frown as I imagined her inspecting her environment, especially for an escape route.
I wondered if I had to station someone right outside the bathroom to make sure she didn’t run.But I decided against it. I would allow the girl a little privacy. If she ran, I could chase and bring her back.“What do the results show?” I asked. I looked at the x-ray in front of me and couldn’t understand the whites and shadows in the least. This, thankfully, was not my job.
Ed furrowed his brow as he pointed to the pictures. He had a small pen with which he did so.“I see some common bruising. But this is common for wolves. What is concerning is that she is not a latent,” Ed spoke.
I turned to him in shock. “She clearly said that she couldn’t shift,” I informed him.
Ed nodded in understanding. “She has tried to morph before, but I am not sure if anyone taught her how to. It is more difficult for half-breeds to shift because their body needs to learn how to be a wolf. Therefore, the rearranging of bones when they shift is excruciating for them. She must have not had proper guidance and didn’t complete the shifts and remained human.” He pointed to some oddly shaped locations. “Here, you can see how some bones healed due to it. The formations are common in half-breeds.” But then he sighed.
“Is there something worse?”
He nodded. “Wherever she was… she wasn’t given access to a proper doctor or caregiver with knowledge of how to realign bones.” Again, he pointed. “Someone inexperienced realized that her bones were healing abnormally and broke them again in an attempt to heal them properly in her human form,” he finally said.
I felt anger rise in my chest. “Preposterous! Who would do something like that?” I demanded.
“Probably a concerned parent who didn’t know better,” Ed responded slowly, trying to calm the Alpha down. “A lot of packs despise half-breeds. You know this, Alpha. For someone to be concerned for a half-breed… even their parent is rare.”
“But not letting a doctor look at a female wolf? What kind of pack does that?” Only the scummiest of packs out in the world would do such a thing. I knew the answer myself, but it didn’t make it less infuriating.
“Parents almost never follow their children in such a situation. They are abandoned. This is why such few half-breeds survive until adulthood.” Ed shook his head. “At this point, it is not possible for me to help her realign her bones in the proper way unless someone teaches her how to shift properly. With the pain she has been through, she might never even try shifting again.” He looked thoughtful for a second. “But that is not what concerns me…” he trailed off.
“Then what is?” There was more? How much worse could it get?
“She has too many health issues. She is deficient in most nutritional elements. I don’t think she has enough protein or carbohydrates. She is severely malnourished and her vitals are abominable. She is not going to survive out in the wild for much longer. Her body is slowly giving up on her.”
I shuddered at the very thought.
“Did you get any information about her personal life?” I asked curiously. I couldn’t tell Ed about how the animals had reacted to her presence. That was information no one needed to know lest they became prejudiced against this girl.
“Only that she is nineteen. I don’t think her parents are alive or taking care of her any longer. And there are people hunting her down. I don’t know the reason.”
That was an issue. That didn’t give me much information. But if she was in the wild for a while…
“How long do you think she was out in the wild? According to the condition her body is in?” I asked.
Ed shrugged. “The lack of food and nutrition has been there for a very long time. But if I had to estimate… A year or a little more.”
“Eighteen,” I murmured under my breath.
“Yes, the age when she-wolves usually get their first heat,” Ed speculated.
“That was my guess as well,” I admitted. “Most packs, especially the aggressive and vile ones don’t allow their females to have an independent life.”
“Which means she will be hunted for all her life,” Ed finished for me. I nodded.
Taking in a she-wolf from another pack was not a simple issue. She-wolves had a harder time changing packs because they were seen as commodities. The loss of one meant a fewer wolf cub produced for them. It lowered the odds of the pack surviving in the long run. This girl would be hunted all her time. If I allowed her to stay, she would be a liability. Her previous pack to eventually find her and it would either be a negotiation in people or resources or full out war.
A part of me wished that she would decide not to stay, but another couldn’t help but want her protected as every wolf should. It was a crime against our species to treat another this way.
As I mulled over what to do when Neo came in. He was holding the clothes away from his body and his expression was blank as he handed the set over to Ed.“I didn’t touch it too much. It shouldn’t have my scent for long.” He breathed in relief when Ed took them off him and moved away.
I could hear him speak to her before returning.
“What do you suggest I do?” I asked frankly. “Should we persuade her to stay if she is harmless or warn her and let her go?” I asked.
Ed shook his head. “As a doctor, I hope she will find a comfortable home where she can nurture her physical and mental health. But after talking to her, I am certain of one thing,” Ed said grimly. I raised my brow in question. “Will will not stay in this pack,” he said with finality.
“Did you try to give her the pros and cons?” Neo questioned, looking worried.
“I insinuated to it. But she was firm in her response. She was kind enough not to be impolite, but I am certain that you can’t do anything to keep her back. Forcing her will not be good, either,” Ed informed.
“What does she not like about this pack? We have not harmed her in any way.”
Ed looked stunned. “Alpha, she is an abused wolf. She doesn’t know what a good pack looks like. To her, she is in an environment where she is overpowered and she will not put herself in that situation,” he explained slowly. “Moreover, with so many unmated females in a pack… Ruth behaved abominably just now. There is no chance. It doesn’t reflect well on the consideration of our pack.”
I let out a loud breath. “It’s not an issue for me. I will be glad if she decides not to stay in the pack,” I said ungenerously.
Neo glanced towards me. “So much for her scent being sweet. Like lemon and honey,” Neo snorted.
I growled at him, promptly shutting him up. Ed didn’t look phased by this information. He simply looked towards the door of the bathroom. We almost saw it open in slow motion. Her dewed hand peeked out and quickly retrieved when she had grabbed the clothes.
We stopped speaking and waited for her to come out.
It was a few more minutes before she actually left the bathroom.
The clothes were enormous on her. She drowned in them. I could see her bony shoulders and thin arms. I feared the pants would slide down her hips at any moment. It was an oddly horrifying sight and I wanted nothing more than to fatten her up before sending her on her own way.
She looked up, startled, and then her eyes left me completely. I could see her taking her bottom lip in and biting on it. The strange thoughts returned.
“Look at me,” I demanded out loud this time. Her head jerked in my direction and her eyes widened in panic and something else. I cooled down with her eyes finally on me. “Take a seat,” I told her.
She scurried from where she was to the seat she had been in earlier. Her palms lay flat on her knees and she sat ramrod straight as if she was being hazed at the army.
Neo took his place at the farthest corner of the room, leaning against the wall. He was nowhere near the door. He was oddly considerate about the feelings of others, which I appreciated immensely in situations such as this.
I, on the other hand, had to sit across from her.
“You should know by now that I am Alpha Duncan. I lead the Blue Moon Pack. We have over forty members and do not hold prejudice against wolves from minorities. The doctor will be present throughout this session and I will ensure your safety through it and afterward,” I said clearly.
She looked surprised and her eyes watered at the mention of safety. She clearly didn’t believe me. It scratched my heart.
She nodded despite the disbelief in her eyes.
“What’s your name?” I asked clearly.
“I… can’t say it,” she responded, her voice barely a whisper.
“Look, I can find out who you are without questioning you, but it would require asking around.
If you are running from your pack and alone, you are part of the handful of she-wolfs that would dare.” I paused. “I don’t want to ruin your escape by asking around about you and tipping off your previous pack about your whereabouts.” I was simply stating the facts and trying not to force her.
“I… understand,” she said finally. “Selena. My name is Selena.” She gulped.
“Thank you,” I initiated, trying to take a softer approach. “How long have you been on the run, now?”
“Over a year.”
“Can you tell me which pack you originally came from?” It was a sensitive question and she didn’t look like she would answer, so I continued. “Looking at your condition, I can tell that your pack was not kind. Such packs are abhorred. I ask for this information not to out you but to mark the misdemeanor of undeserving Alphas.”
She jerked at the knowledge. “White Claw Pack,” she said in a small voice. Clearly, she didn’t want to snitch. “They treat the women like broodmares. They… they forcefully induce heat for the she-wolves to increase pregnancies and births. It’s…” Horrifying, I finished for her.
“Did they try to do the same to you?” he asked.
A half-breed could go into heat the same way a full-blooded werewolf could.
She nodded.
I raised a brow. For a pack that didn’t want a half-breed to remain in their sight, why would they try to induce heat?
“They said something about a strong concoction that didn’t allow women to get pregnant.”
I sucked in a deep breath.An archaic practice, but one still followed by a handful of packs. Using unfavored and widowed wolves to sate the animal lust of the unmated men. When an unmated wolf was in rut, they didn’t worry about mating the other and they could still use these bodies for their purpose. It was one of the worst crimes against female wolves.
Their heat and their pleasure were not of importance. They were looked at as tools… an outlet.
Selena… Selena didn’t finish and I didn’t ask her to. I understood completely.“White Claw Pack,” I repeated. “Understood.”
I stood up from the chair. She shrank back, but I didn’t pay attention to it.
“You will be given the opportunity to stay in this pack if you so wish. Otherwise, you will be allowed to leave after the doctor clears you. No one outside this pack will know that you were here.” With that oath, I left her to her own thoughts.
“I… I won’t be staying here,” she said. She was oddly calm.
I turned back to look at her. There was determination in her eyes that unsettled me. “Then go into the human world and work your way up. Don’t linger out in the woods and starve yourself to death.”
“It’s better for that to happen than to expose myself and fall into the hands of those vile people,” she said adamantly.
I sighed. “As you wish. You’re not a member of my pack, so you are none of my concern.”
She nodded and stood up. Her hands were clasped in front of her and she gave me a deep bow. “Thank you for your hospitality. I will not forget your kindness in this lifetime.”Though her words were polite, they lacked the respect given to Alphas throughout the world. She didn’t see me as her Alpha, which I was not, but she was intentionally doing so.
An odd but gutsy move from a wolf who trembled at every word.
As interesting as she was, I had the financial books to look over one more time and a plethora of work left to do.
“Neo, once the doctor clears her to go, pack her some food and escort her twenty kilometers away from our pack lands,” I ordered.
I shoved my hand in the pockets of my pants and then slowly walked out without a single glance back.
As much as I wanted to.
As much as I needed to.
Selena POV:Somehow, I fell asleep.“Selena?”I jerked awake, my heart racing in my chest. Sweat collected at my brow.“Steady there. It was just a dream…”The doctor’s right hand awkwardly patted my knee. I remained seated at the chair and saw him alternate between turning his concerned gaze from me to the notebook and back. I closed my eyes tightly, the dream already fading. It was less of a dream and more of a replaying of the day I escaped the White Claw Pack.My mind raced, wondering what had caused such a strong reaction within me. It had been a while since I had the nightmare, but I chalked it up to being almost trapped in a foreign pack. I forced a deep breath in through my nose and out through my mouth.“It was just a dream,” I whispered over and over again until I could feel the tension release from my body and disappear from my memory. Momentarily.“I&rsquo
Duncan POV:I paced in my office, trying to wrap my head around the impudence of the girl. Neo had already told me that she had gone out for a walk with Ed, but I felt it odd that she was so comfortable around the doctor. I knew it was about decades of professional experience that made her feel safe with Ed, but it didn’t tell me why she was scared of me and at the same time so defiant. An order from an alpha was hard to refuse, but maybe because she was a rogue half-breed, her wolf sensibilities had been dulled. But as I paced, I waited for Neo to bring me news about the girl. Selena… That was her name. I knew Neo was one to get gossip without letting others know, he was sensible and sneaky in that way. When he opened the door, it slammed against the wall. I turned to him in shock and gave him a glare. “Are you going to repair the wall yourself? I am not paying for someone to work on the scratch you put on the wall,” I s
Duncan POV:The air was frozen and the people watching refused to blink. I was one of them. “Come, someone help me take the girl to my house,” Meredith chirped happily as if she had not seen the ground around her wither and become devoid of life.Not one person moved. Meredith looked around the crowd and sighed. “Oh, come on. It’s not like I would lead you to death,” she said with a roll of her eyes. “If I was strong enough, I would carry her back myself. But I have a herniated disk, you wouldn’t want me carrying something heavy… even if it is a slip of a girl, will you?” she said with a bright smile. Neo was the first one to move. “I… don’t think…” he started. I sighed. “I will take her,” I volunteered. I looked at the girl again and seeing her unstrained face. She looked completely out of it. “Lovely. Someone is wolf e
Selena POV:I woke up slowly. The light that should have been streaming from the window had dwindled and the hum of the woman in the kitchen could be heard. I felt a surge of fear as I looked around the house, but then I heard a somewhat familiar voice speak. Though her back was turned to me, I was sure she was referring to me. Especially because there was no one else in the room.“Don’t panic. It’s not good for your body. This is my house. I grew up in it and my mother and grandmother before me,” she said as she made her way up to me on the couch. The bit of information shocked me. “I am going to tell you a bit about your mother and you will have to process the information slowly. There is no rush, understood?” she claimed. After fifteen minutes, I indeed needed a lot of time to process it. I was just realizing how little I knew about my father and his life before he had me. I still didn’t know how he had
Selena POV:Meredith had led me to a bedroom she had confidently announced was mine. As I sat on the comfortable bed for what seemed like hours… and it had been at least three hours. The light outside had faded considerably and it was fast approaching night. I had so much running through my head that I just shut down the world around me. It had been a long time since I had been able to do this. My mind was constantly filled with the need to look over my shoulder and take in my surrounding. To think about what I would eat the next day and the direction in which I was headed. So much had happened and not happened that I didn’t feel the difference between the hardness of the forest floor and the soft mattress on the bed. My mind just couldn’t make out the difference between the two. Meredith had left me alone after her tutorial on witches. But what did it entail to be a Witch? Apparently, greeting the land was more than just me accompanying a w
Selena POV:The sound of birds chirping woke me up. It was extremely loud and cheerful to my ears.I popped an eye open to look towards the light source I could feel behind my closed lids. From beyond the sheer curtains, they revealed that it was morning or at it what I could gather from the dark clouds looming overhead.I rolled onto my back to look at the wooden clock on the bedside table. It showed that it was nine in the morning. I had never slept past the break of dawn, so I was surprised. I must have been extremely tired because I didn’t remember any sort of dream during the night. Just darkness. Remembering that I was going to spend time with Meredith, I got out of the bed to look for the shower. One good thing about living in a house was that I had a bathroom. While I had been timid at Ed’s place, here, I felt a lot better. I felt like I was owed something because I was deceived. But it wasn’t fun. My brain nagged at me to look
Selena POV:Meredith leaned forward on the couch, taking my hand in hers, rubbing her thumb gently over my knuckles. “This is the history of my kind and our families. The lands and it are intimately tied together,” Meredith began in a voice that left me feeling calm. “I will try to be brief but if you have any questions, just ask me.”I nodded my head for her to continue.“Technically, the Citadel became a town in the summer of 1942, but it had an establishment of nineteen families by the 1760s. I have tried to find as much information as possible from all the families there, but a good amount of the information was kept under the wraps due to the sensitivity of the medium they were written on. The line of the Life Witches seemed to have the most,” Meredith said this as she leaned down to pat my hand. I smiled in return. “But a lot of the witches were sent off from the Citadel to other parts of the country. They
Selena POV:The rest of the day felt like a blur. After finding out about this mating business, I had turned off the world again. Meredith seemed to understand that I needed a little more time to digest all the information so the conversation focused on the coming barbecue the day after. Meredith would be taking me to it, and it was going to take place in the large opening in the center of pack land where the flames couldn’t reach the trees. In two short days, everything I knew about myself had been turned on its head. I didn’t know what to think or how much I could ask since Meredith was being open. Neo seemed to be a bit more closed off, but it only served to remind me that Meredith was just as much a stranger as the next person. There was another thing. I had just met them but I felt like I knew them for much longer. They had befriended me quicker than anyone I had known and shown me kindness that even my father hadn’t been fully capable o
Warning: There is sexual content up ahead. Please beware.Selena POV:“Selena, thank god!” Meredith exclaimed into tears the moment I walked into the greenhouse. She ran over to me and hugged me tightly, sobbing into my shoulder. I hugged her with as much intensity, needing a moment with her after passing through the destruction. I felt nothing but gratitude to the powers that had allowed me to live and see the people I love alive. With everything that could have gone wrong, it was truly a miracle. We pulled away but kept our arms around each other. Meredith’s face was a contradiction in expressions. It held tears of released fears but it also showed absolute love for me. “We were so worried,” she started and then stopped to swallow down some of her tears. “When the ritual was over and we had all survived, I knew you had succeeded but we couldn’t find you. We tried everything but you… I mean&helli
Duncan POV:In Meredith’s greenhouse, we all felt the abrupt shift in the air. It seemed to be gone as suddenly as it had arrived. I looked over at Lamont with a questioning look. He looked stunned as well. I walked over to him and watched as he processed what was happening. “Is it gone?” I asked. “Yes. They succeeded,” he said quietly. But he didn’t look pleased. I arched my brow, feeling anger rise in me at his reaction. He looked up and then shook his head. “There is a shift in the air, but I can’t pinpoint what is wrong.” He sighed. “Call the witches.”I moved out of the greenhouse and looked outside. I could sense the destruction this thing had created, but it was farther off than the pack than I had realized. I dialed Argon and Meredith’s phone, but it just wouldn’t connect. I was sure that the magic eater had destroyed the power lines and it wouldn&rsquo
Selena POV:We were surrounded by the darkness.I was shaking with helplessness. I felt its ice-like fingers moving towards me and I frantically moved away from it. Looking over to my right, I saw that it was Meredith’s hand I was holding. She wore the same expression on her face that was flowing through me. On the opposite side of her, Argon was holding on her other hand. We had found ourselves in a small opening in the forest, trying to regroup, only to fall into its trap. The trees and bushes around us were alive with unnatural and pure gloom, foreshadowing what was about to befall us. “Everyone, get into position!” Argon shouted. The noise from the forest was loud enough that normal conversation was impossible to hear. As I looked at the others taking their position, for a brief moment Duncan’s face floated into my head. My own fear changed into warmth. His face—his person—everything, had become something
Selena POV:Duncan’s cellphone rang just as we acknowledged what was happening. He answered it quickly, practically yelling into the receiver over the noise being created by the wind and water outside. The humans were terrified. “Yes. I know. We think so too,” he said, his eyes boring into mine. There was chaotic fear and absolute certainty. The lights above us flickered a few times and then went dead. The emergency lights flashed on almost immediately as we emerged out to the main area. A waiter was crying to calm a crying girl afraid of storms when she noticed us. “I am sure the lights will be back on momentarily,” she said quickly, but I could see she was physically shaking. Duncan was trying trying to move us out the doors, but I stalled him to take a good look at the humans. Absolute fear. These people would be caught in between powers they didn’t know about. What would help them?
Selena POV:Following the success of the new ritual, practice continued daily for the next week. The tension I had thought was snuffed out returned in another form. Instead of flaring emotions, it was restlessness that gripped me. The unspoken question of when the magic eater would come hovered over everyone. There was no certainty about when the magic eater would arrive, but we were expected to carry on with our lives as if it were business as usual. It was starting to become too much to handle and we were feeling the drain outside of normal ritual work. I found myself nodding off a few times during wolf training. Duncan was exhausted too. Each time I practiced, the ritual chipped away at me, but Duncan bore the brunt of the emotions. His heart felt heavy as he couldn’t shoulder the load with me or offer anything that my stubborn pride would allow. On top of that, we were both frustrated that there never seemed to be a time when we were truly al
Selena POV:I walked out of the bathroom after my hot bath and found Duncan fully dressed and looking at the journal next to him. Lamont had handed him the book before we left with a request to bring it with us to tomorrow’s practice. He was dozing off and when I approached him, he started awake. “Sorry,” he mumbled, sitting up and rubbing a hand across his eyes.I laughed at how boyish he looked and perched on the edge of the bed next to him to rub his neck. “With you running around all day and emotionally supporting me, you are more tired than me. I am surprised you are still awake.”He smiled sleepily and leaned towards me to rest his chin on my shoulder. I reached my other hand and massaged the top of his head, enjoying the feel of his soft hair and the gentle waves of contentment radiating from him, relaxing me in return. “Nice,” he sighed, setting more against me, drifting back to sleep. I g
Selena POV:The home phone rang as I was cleaning the dishes. Knowing that it was most likely Duncan trying to contact me, I hastily wiped my wet hands on a dishtowel and managed to answer it by the fourth ring. “Hello?”“Selena, Lamont needs us to head over to the greenhouse to go over the new ritual. Should I come to pick you up now?” Duncan asked, getting straight to the point. “Sure, that’s fine,” I told him, feelings tingles of stress and strangely enough, eagerness when he said the word ‘ritual.’“Great. I will be home shortly,” he said before quickly disconnecting the call. Did that mean we could use this new ritual? I had transcribed the segment and felt unsure about it. But it was still worth a try. .The greenhouse was alive with activity when Duncan and I walked through the back door. My eyes landed on Argon, who was helping Lamont lift a large pot
Duncan POV:As soon as we were back from wolf training, I practically dove in to get the witch notes out. I placed the package on the table and carefully unwrapped it to find an old, beat-up, leather-bound book nestled within it. A frayed red ribbon was stuck between the pages and I gently opened it to the section marked. A crude ink drawing of a circle took up one side while scribbles of what looked like notes were on the other. The only thing that I could read with ease was the top note in larger scrip that said: “Negating dark energy.”“What did you find?” Selena asked quietly, taking a seat beside me and leaning over for a better look at the contents. I pushed the books towards her so that we could share, hoping she might be able to decipher some of the faded writing on the pages. We were both quiet for a few minutes as we studied the content. Selena broke the quiet with a sharp intake of breath and sat back. Her emotions had changed
Selena POV:“Duncan, I know that you have more experience in being the leader of the pack, but I am not dumb. And I am not without knowledge of being a witch. My instincts have helped me a lot and I haven’t been wrong when I listened to them. I trust your instincts as the alpha and want to approach Meredith for help. I know you thought it was the right thing to do, but please trust me,” I whispered. He stopped the movement of his hands and remained quiet for another second. His emotions revolved around us, but none of them were anger. “I know you are not dumb. You are a talented witch and alpha female. I just forget sometimes that you are capable of so much more. All I want to do is protect you…” he said sincerely and then spoke softer. “…because you are mine.”He pulled me along him so that we were lying chest to chest, my face above his. A wave of sweetness rolled inside me, seeping into my pores as that