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67- The Struggle of Control

Author: Sheenzafar
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56
**Aiden's POV**

I closed the door behind me with more force than necessary, the soft click louder than it should have been in the otherwise silent hallway. My breathing was ragged, uneven, and my heart pounded in my chest like it was trying to escape. I leaned against the wall for a moment, closing my eyes and willing myself to calm down.

*What was I thinking of doing to her?*

The tension in my body was unbearable, every muscle taut, every instinct screaming at me to go back into that room. But I couldn’t. Not now. Not after I had barely held myself back. She didn’t realize the gravity of what had just happened, didn’t know the storm that was brewing beneath the surface. But I did.

I had marked her.

The beast within me roared, hungry for more. The bond had been sealed, and with it came a connection stronger than anything I had ever felt before. It clawed at me, demanding more, pushing me to take her, to make her truly mine in every way. But that wasn’t why I had walked out.

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