Lucien’s POV
The night was unusually quiet, save for the distant howls of the patrol wolves.
I stood on the balcony of my office, the cool breeze rustling the papers on my desk behind me.
The view of the dense forest beyond the packhouse usually calmed me, but tonight, my thoughts were a storm I couldn’t quiet.
Seraphine.
I gripped the balcony railing, her name a weight on my mind. My mate—my Luna. She was standing beside me, yet she felt miles away.
“Lucien,” came a knock on the door.
I turned to see Beta stepping in, his expression grim. “It’s the warriors,” he began, his voice cautious. “They’re talking about Luna Seraphine’s.”
“Again?” I asked, my voice colder than intended.
Beta nodded. “While they were all training for tomorrow’s hunt, they were saying they would not serve a Luna who isn't their blood”
“And what do you think?” I asked, folding my arms as I fixed him with a hard stare.
He hesitated. “She’s not like us, Alpha. She’s... different. Wolf-less. It’s hard for us to trust someone who—”
“Enough,” I interrupted sharply. My wolf Thorin growled in agreement, irritated by the doubt lingering in Ryder’s words. “Seraphine is your Luna. She’s my mate. That is all the justification anyone needs to trust her.I don't want to repeat this.”
Ryder lowered his head in submission. “Yes, Alpha.”
After Ryder left, I sank into my chair, rubbing my temples. The doubts about Seraphine were like a poison spreading through the pack. Life was hard on her, always. It reminds me of the first time we met
****
It was during a formal visit to the Blood Crest Pack, a meeting disguised as political diplomacy. I remembered it vividly. I had just stepped out of the car with my Beta when my gaze landed on her.
“Who is she?” I asked Ryder, my Beta, without taking my eyes off the young woman standing in the courtyard.
Ryder followed my gaze. “That’s Seraphine. The Blood Crest heir. Rumor has it she’s... different.”
“Different how?” I asked, my curiosity piqued.
“She’s wolf-less,” Ryder said simply, his tone cautious.
I didn’t respond. I was too captivated by the woman in question. She stood apart from the other pack members, her golden hair catching the sunlight. Her posture was regal yet understated, her expression a mix of grace and sadness.
As if sensing my gaze, she turned her head and caught me staring. For a moment, our eyes locked. Her emerald green eyes were like the forest itself—deep, mysterious, and full of secrets.
I walked toward her, compelled by a force I didn’t yet understand.
“Alpha Lucien,” she greeted, her voice soft but steady. She bowed her head slightly, her movements precise and deliberate.
“And you are?” I asked, though I already knew the answer.
“Seraphine,” she said simply.
I held out my hand, and when her palm touched mine, a jolt ran through me. It wasn’t just a handshake—it was the bond. My wolf stirred, growling softly in recognition. Mate.
She wasn’t a gift wrapped in love or goodwill from her brothers—they handed her to me like a transaction, a bond forged for politics, not affection. Yes, she was wolfless, but I felt a strong pull from her
To the rest of the world, it seemed like everything was okay and perfect between them, like it was a mutual decision. But I could see the truth in her eyes—the way she really craved to be free. She wasn’t theirs to give; she was mine to claim.
But as I looked closer, it wasn’t hard to see the life she’d been living. She was too thin. Bruises and injuries marred her skin, signs of a life without protection or care. It didn’t take much to imagine how hard it must have been for her,I decided at that moment that I wouldn't let any more harm come to her
I still remember our mating ceremony so clearly.
“Do you accept Alpha Lucien as your mate?” the priestess asked.
“I do,” Seraphine replied, her voice steady but empty of emotion.
She looked stunning that day, dressed in white with a crown of flowers, my crest proudly displayed on her chest. Yet, beneath her beauty, I could see she was truly leaving her old pack behind. That look of uncertainty in her eyes made me wonder what might still be troubling her.
I’ve always believed it was because she didn’t have a wolf. Maybe she felt settling down in my pack would be difficult for her.
“No one will ever disrespect you,” I told her as we traveled back to my pack. I reassured her that she was safe with me—wolf or no wolf.
It hasn’t been easy since Seraphine came to the pack. From the very start, it felt like everyone was against her. Whispers, disapproving looks, and subtle challenges—it was as though they didn’t believe she deserved the title of Luna.
But I never allowed anyone to talk down on her. Not once.
My wolf growls in the back of my mind, reminding me of the time I nearly threw my Beta off the cliff during a hunting session.I couldn’t help but smile and chuckle at the memory.
“Damn, I can be crazy,” I said out loud, shaking my head.
Yeah, true, my wolf replied smugly, clearly unbothered.
It made me laugh even harder. I guess when it comes to Seraphine, there are no limits to how far I’ll go to protect her.
Seraphine’s POVI opened the doors to Lucien’s office and paused.He didn’t notice me standing there. He was staring at his desk, a soft smile tugging at his lips. Whatever he was thinking about, it seemed to pull him far away from this room.“Lucien!” I called.He flinched, his head snapping up as though I’d dragged him back to reality.I stood at the door, my arms crossed. “You’ve been up here all evening,” I said, narrowing my eyes at him. “Aren’t you going to rest?”He leaned back in his chair, watching me with that calm, assessing look he always wore. “Couldn’t sleep.”I hesitated, then took a few steps into the room. The moonlight streaming through the balcony doors cast a soft glow on his face, making him look almost... peaceful. It was a rare sight. “Neither could I,” I admitted quietly.His gaze softened. “What’s keeping you up?”I shrugged, trying to sound casual. “Just wanted to surprise you.”He raised an eyebrow, clearly not buying it. “Really? You’ve never been a good l
Lucien’s POVA sharp knock on the door startled me awake. My eyes blinked open, the lingering warmth of the dying fire casting dim, flickering light across the room. I sat up with a groan, running a hand through my disheveled hair.“Who is it?” I asked, my voice gravelly from sleep.“It’s me, Ryder,” came the familiar voice from the other side of the door.I sighed, rolling my shoulders to loosen the tension. “Come in.”The door opened, and Ryder stepped inside, his expression a mixture of hesitance and apology. “Sorry to disturb your rest, Alpha,” he said, bowing his head respectfully.“It’s fine,” I replied, waving him off. “Seems I overslept anyway.”Ryder’s brow arched, a hint of surprise flashing in his eyes. “You? Oversleep? That’s new.”I chuckled softly, leaning back against the headboard. “Yeah, tell me about it. Seraphine made me something last night. Sweet, perfect… exactly what I didn’t know I needed.”Ryder crossed his arms, his lips curling into a knowing smirk. “The Lun
Seraphine’s POVI woke before the sun, my heart already pounding in my chest.The room was quiet, save for the faint murmur of voices drifting through the closed door. I recognized one immediately—Lucien’s deep, commanding tone, steady even in casual conversation. Ryder’s lighter voice answered, though I couldn’t make out the words.I stayed still, listening.“I’m ready,” Lucien said after a moment, his voice firm. “We’ll deal with this quickly and return by dusk.”It was time.I had spent the night ensuring that Lucien was too distracted to notice anything amiss.I’d cooked for him, doted on him, and given him the kind of s*x that left us both breathless and tangled in each other. It wasn’t just to show affection—it was a strategy.I needed him to trust me completely.He wouldn’t suspect a thing, even if he come back from hunting and find out that someone has been to the attic, I thought as I lay there, waiting for him to leave.When I finally heard the sound of boots in the hallway
Lucien’s POV“Did you see the size of it?” Ryder’s voice broke the silence as we sat around the fire, the glow of the flames dancing on his face.“I saw,” Liam replied, his tone low. “Still can’t believe we brought it down. Took all of us.”“It’s not just the size,” another wolf interjected. “Those claws, those eyes… like nothing I’ve ever seen before.”I stayed silent, staring at the beast tied to the stake near the fire. Its lifeless body was a crazy sight, with fur matted in blood and flesh still glistening under the firelight. I could barely wrap my mind around what we’d faced out there.Ryder glanced at me from across the circle. “What do you think, Alpha?”My gaze didn’t leave the beast. “I think…” I began, my voice heavier than usual. “I’ve never seen anything like this in my life. And I don’t know how something like this exists in our woods without us knowing.My pack hunting group fell into a tense silence.“Get some rest,” I said finally, standing. “Tomorrow, we’ll deal with
Lucien’s POV“Well?” I asked, my tone sharp. “What is it now, Ryder?”He exhaled, finally speaking. “The men outside, Alpha… they’re talking.”“Talking?” I snapped, my irritation flaring. “Talking how?”Ryder hesitated again, his eyes darting to the tent flap as though weighing whether to answer. “They’re saying… all this might be a bad omen.”I stilled, the words lingering in the air. My hand tightened on the edge of the table as I stood, my movement deliberate and slow. “A bad omen,” I repeated, walking toward the map spread across the table. My eyes scanned its surface, though my mind was elsewhere. “What are they implying, Ryder?”He didn’t answer immediately. My gaze snapped to him, the weight of my stare unmistakable. “Speak,” I barked, my wolf voice underscored with a low growl. The sound rippled through the air, making Ryder flinch and immediately drop to one knee.“They’re saying,” he began, his voice strained, “that the bad omen… might be because of your Luna.”The words hit
Seraphine’s POVI froze mid-step as Elena’s voice cut through the hallway.“Seraphine!”I turned to see her running toward me, her auburn hair bouncing as she moved. She stopped a few paces away, slightly out of breath, her hands on her hips.“Phew,” she said dramatically, fanning herself with one hand. “You had me looking for you everywhere! Where have you been?”I plastered a polite smile on my face, trying to mask the swirl of emotions that had been dragging me down. “I’ve been... busy,” I said absentmindedly, already feeling the exhaustion creep in from this inevitable conversation.Elena tilted her head, narrowing her eyes. “Busy?” she repeated. “You sound off, Seraphine. What’s wrong?”I tensed. My instincts screamed at me to shut her out, to guard the storm of truths and suspicions swirling in my mind. There was no way I could tell Elena what I had discovered—not yet, maybe not ever.Forcing a smile, I said, “Nothing, probably just the usual pack issues driving me crazy.”Her f
Seraphine’s POVI stepped into the corridor, my thoughts swirling with Evelyn's words. Her concern was genuine, but she didn’t know what I was dealing with. Couldn’t know.My room was just ahead, and I quickened my pace. The key to the attic was still where I had hidden it—tucked away beneath a loose floorboard under the bed. As soon as I reached the room, I closed the door quietly behind me, locking it for good measure.Dropping to my knees, I reached for the small gap in the floorboards. My fingers slid into the groove, pulling the plank free with a faint creak. The key glinted faintly in the dim light filtering through my curtains.“Got you,” I muttered under my breath, pocketing it.The attic. It was the one place that might hold the answers to the growing pile of questions in my mind. I slipped out of my room again, careful to avoid any unnecessary attention.The staircase leading to the attic was in the western wing of the packhouse, far from the more frequented areas. As I roun
Seraphine’s POVI could hear their footsteps growing louder. My mind raced, desperate to find a solution, but every idea I had fell apart as quickly as it formed.What could I possibly say if they found me? Why would their Luna be sneaking around in the attic? I had no excuse that wouldn’t raise questions—questions I couldn’t answer without giving myself away.My heart pounded so fiercely I thought it might give me away before the guards even saw me. I backed toward the far wall, scanning the room frantically for a hiding spot. Dust and cobwebs clung to every surface, the air thick and stale."Think, Seraphine. Think!" I whispered to myself.I turned toward a corner and spotted something—a large portrait leaning against the wall, partially covered with an old cloth. The frame was wide and thick, creating a shallow space behind it. It wasn’t ideal, but it was all I had.Without a second thought, I darted toward the portrait, yanking the cloth free. Dust clouded the air, making me cough
Chapter 136 Seraphine’s POV The wolf hesitated. “Minutes. Maybe less.” “Shit.” Damien ran a hand through his hair, frustration evident in every movement. He turned to his men, barking out orders. “Double the perimeter. Get everyone ready. We hold our ground.” I watched him for a moment before speaking. “You have no idea who they are?” Damien exhaled sharply. “If I did, I wouldn’t be standing here wasting time.” Lucien chuckled. “Well, this is a nice change. Damien, the all-knowing, actually clueless for once. Feels good, doesn’t it?” Damien snapped his gaze to him, his teeth clenched. “Do you ever shut up?” Lucien grinned. “Not when I’m enjoying myself.” I ignored them, my mind racing. This wasn’t right. This wasn’t supposed to happen. I came here to kill Damien, to end this war once and for all. But now? Now it felt like something much bigger was coming. Something we weren’t prepared for. I took a deep breath, trying to push down the unease creeping up my spine. “If we don’t
Lucien’s POV The silence that followed Seraphina’s retreat was deafening. I could still feel her claws against my skin, the ghost of her grip lingering like a brand. My throat burned where she had nearly ended me, but it wasn’t the pain that rattled me—it was the look in her eyes before she let go. Damn her. I sat up slowly, wincing as my ribs protested the movement. The battlefield stretched out around me, chaos still raging in the distance, but for the first time, I wasn’t focused on the war. I was focused on her. She had every reason to kill me. Hell, she wanted to. But she didn’t. Why? I ran a hand through my hair, letting out a bitter chuckle. I already knew the answer. She might have convinced herself she hated me, that she wanted me dead, but the bond between us told another story. Seraphina still felt it. Even after everything. A sudden snarl snapped me out of my thoughts, and I barely had time to roll out of the way before claws slashed through the space where I’d bee
Seraphine's POVI stood there, my breath ragged, my heart hammering against my ribs. The blood, the smoke, the chaos around us—it all faded into the background. It was just him and me now.Lucien.His name tore from my throat before I could stop myself."Lucien!" I shouted, my voice shaking with rage.His head snapped up. His golden eyes locked onto mine, burning through the darkness. A slow smirk pulled at his lips, even with the blood dripping from his temple. "Seraphina," he called back, voice deep, mocking. "You finally came. Took you long enough."I clenched my fists. "I would’ve come sooner if I knew you'd still be breathing."He chuckled low, shaking his head. "You always were impatient."I took a step forward, my grip tightening on my dagger. "I’m not here for Damien. I don’t give a damn about this war. You think I’m fighting for him? You think I care who wins?" I let out a bitter laugh. "I came here for you, Lucien."His smirk didn’t waver. "Is that so?""You killed my parent
Seraphine's POVIn no time, I was at the borders of Lucien's pack. Just as I predicted, some of Damien's forces were still here, waging war. The air was thick with smoke, the scent of burning wood and blood mixing into something sickening. My eyes watered as I tried to see through the haze, but it was near impossible. The war had turned everything into a living nightmare. The pack walls—what was left of them—stood in jagged, crumbling ruins. Stones lay scattered like broken bones, pieces of wood charred black, barely holding onto their original form. The once-proud gates that had stood tall and strong were now reduced to splinters, torn apart by the endless battle.I swallowed hard, my throat dry. Was this the same pack I had once called home? The same pack where I had walked as a Luna? It was a skeleton of its former self, a ghost town caught in the middle of destruction. Bodies lay sprawled across the ground, warriors from both sides fallen where they fought. The walls, once meant t
Seraphine's POV131I moved quickly through the camp, my head low, my hands clenched into fists at my sides. The voices, the clatter of weapons, the scent of burning wood—all of it blurred together in my mind. My heart pounded, my mind racing."None of this is my business," I muttered under my breath. "I need to leave. I need to get back to my mission.""Lucien is the only thing that matters." Fiona's voice was sharp in my head, her growl vibrating through my bones. "These people? They’re just collateral damage."I swallowed hard, my steps slowing. Fiona was right. My hatred for Lucien burned hotter than anything else. The people here—his pack, his warriors, even the children—they weren’t my concern."I understand," I whispered. "I do. But…"I stopped, my fingers digging into my palms. My chest felt tight. My body was telling me to turn around, to leave, to find Lucien and finish what I started. But my heart—the part of me I had buried deep inside—hesitated."Don’t tell me you’re feel
Seraphine's POVThe night was colder than I remembered, the wind sharp against my skin as I moved through the thick bushes. Every step I took was slow and careful, my ears sharp for any movement. I had been walking for hours, maybe even days—I couldn't tell anymore. My body was exhausted, but I had no choice. I had to get to Lucien’s pack.I finally caught sight of the tracks, the ones I knew too well. My breath hitched as I stopped and stared at them."I know this place," I muttered, my fingers brushing against the rough bark of a tree beside me."You should. This is where Ryder tried to kill us," Fiona growled in my head, her voice full of anger. "The bastard thought we wouldn’t survive."I swallowed hard, memories rushing back like a flood. The cold grip of fear, the feeling of betrayal, the pain—everything came back at once. I clenched my fists, shaking my head."That was the past," I whispered. "Right now, I have something more important to do."The ground was uneven, covered in
Seraphine's POVA sharp pain shot through my skull as something hard slammed into my face. My body hit the ground with a thud, my already injured side screaming in agony. My vision blurred for a second before I forced my eyes open, blinking rapidly to clear them."Hey... Who the hell is this?" A rough voice growled above me.I barely had time to register what was happening before another kick landed on my ribs, forcing a strangled gasp from my throat. The pain was sharp, burning, and I curled in on myself, trying to breathe.Shit. Rogues.I forced my body to stay still, heart pounding as I looked up. There were three of them, all looking down at me like I was nothing more than a piece of meat. Their clothes were torn, covered in dirt, their faces rough with scars. Their eyes glowed dimly under the moonlight, their wolves just beneath the surface, ready to rip me apart."What do you have on you?" The tallest one demanded, crouching down and grabbing my arm roughly."N-nothing," I cough
Seraphine's POVI waited for the perfect time to make my escape. I knew it had to be just right. If I made one wrong move, Kieran would wake up, and I wouldn’t get another chance.I waited for 3 a.m.Even as I peeked outside the tent, I saw him. He was sitting by the fire, his back straight, his arms crossed over his chest like he was forcing himself to stay awake. His eyes fluttered shut for a second, then snapped open again. He shifted, rubbing his face, trying to shake off the exhaustion.But he was losing the battle.I stayed at the mouth of the tent, watching him. The fire cast flickering shadows over his face, making the bags under his eyes look even darker. He was really trying. Trying so damn hard.For me.My chest tightened.This was the guy who saved me. When Lucien and Ryder tried to kill me weeks ago, he was the one who pulled me out of that mess, the one who stood in front of me when I couldn’t even stand for myself. And now I was sneaking away like a coward.I tried to j
Seraphine's POVI couldn’t wait anymore. I needed to fight. I wanted Lucien dead, and that was exactly what I was going to do. Kieran wouldn’t allow it, I knew that. He always tried to hold me back, always said it was too dangerous. But I didn’t care. I was going to sneak out tonight, no matter what. I had already made up my mind.These thoughts ran through my head even as we made our way back from hunting. The sun was still high, though the afternoon had started to fade into evening. The forest around us was quiet except for the distant calls of birds and the rustling of leaves in the wind. I should have been paying attention, but my mind was elsewhere. My grip tightened around the bow slung over my shoulder.“Seraphina?” Kieran’s voice cut through my thoughts.I blinked, realizing I had been staring blankly ahead, lost in my own head. I turned my gaze to him, but I didn’t say anything. I couldn’t. If I opened my mouth, he’d know. He always knew when something was off with me.He fro