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Alpha Valen leaves my room. He’s an intimidating Alpha, but most are. However, Alpha Valen is mated to an omega. Happily mated to an omega too. He could have rejected Wren, killed her, or locked her away to use as a breeder while he took a chosen mate. It’s hard to believe they are fated mates when fated mates are rare. My mom told me that fated mates used to be all there was, but as omegas started to be rejected for chosen mates and our fates to be breeders came to pass, the moon goddess stopped giving fated mates. It’s what I believe happened. I guess the moon goddess still gives fated mates on occasion. Perhaps with the changes being made, she will bless us with fated mates once more. When Emma sent me to spy on Wren and her Alpha, she told me about the changes they were making. Emma believes they are lies. I found it hard to believe that such changes would be made. That a strong and well known pack would make such changes, but they are. They aren’t lying. Emma thinks they are l
Thankfully my labor was quick, but it certainly wasn’t painless. Not that it matters because staring at my son in my arms is worth all the pain I went through. I’m propped in bed nursing our son who is a hungry little pup. Must be those Alpha genes. Valen is sitting next to me cooing at our soon and rubbing my shoulders. He was able to make it just in time for me to start pushing. I’m glad he was here. Part of me was afraid he might miss it, but I should know by now that Valen likes to defy the odds. After I feed Dadian, the doctor checks us both over once more before he leaves along with his nurses. They have just finished cleaning everything up. It’s just the three of us. Three of us that does have a good ring to it. I’m so in love with my pup and my mate. We are a family. A family is something I never thought I’d have. I’m grateful the moon goddess blessed me with such a wonderful little family. Valen and I spend a couple of days soaking up our pup. Our son is typical wolf pup.
I was enjoying life. Things were going smoothly. Wren is healing well from labor, our pup is healthy, the pack was thrilled about our son’s birth, and we were enjoying some time with our friends. Graven and I often talked about raising our families together. Granted, I became hard to the idea of having a family, and the man standing in my living room is thanks for that. My father and I do not get along. He’s a cruel man. He ran this pack with one goal in mind. How to make the most amount of money. He didn’t care about the lives he ruined, the lives he took, or anyone who got in his way of achieving his goals. He killed my mother. My mom was a breeder, an omega that he used. He killed her shortly after I was born. To him, she served her purpose, and there was no need for her. My father is also responsible for the death of Wren’s parents and countless other omegas. He’s the main reason I wanted to change certain things within the pack, like getting rid of the program that bred and ki
Relief floods me when Viktor leaves. I can’t believe he showed up. I didn’t even think he would be threat to our family. Honestly, I didn’t give much thought to him since he disappeared. I didn’t like the way he was looking at Dadian or his rude comments towards me being an omega. Not that I’m surprised by his comments. It’s nothing I haven’t heard before, but his frame of thinking is exactly the problem with the old system that’s been in place. Valen is on edge. I can feel his anger towards his father and his worry that he is back through our mate bond. Graven looks concerned as Valen paces the living room before he protectively comes over to me and Dadian, looking us over as if his father magically did something to us before he goes back to pacing. Anisa has a protective arm over Candi as Candi holds their daughter. “Valen are you alright?” Graven asks with cautious look as he stands from the couch to approach Valen. “No, I’m not alright. I haven’t heard from that man in years an
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Dadian wakes us up at the crack ass of dawn. Thankfully, I'm used to being up early. Who thought Alpha training would also train me for a newborn? I get up and grab my son from his bassinet to the changing table we have set up in our room. Wren gets up and heads to the bathroom. Her bladder still hasn't fully recovered from Dadian using it as his personal punching bag and pillow. I don't envy her or any female for that matter. They are amazing for bringing life into the world but I certainly don't want the trouble that comes with it. Dadian chews on his hand clearly annoyed that there isn't a nipple in his mouth while I change him. I'm not fast enough and he starts fussing at me. How to quickly change a diaper was definitely not part of Alpha training. After all, that's all I've ever trained for. My father made sure I knew everything there was to being an Aloha Supreme. I promised myself when Dadian was born that I would be hands-on with him and that I wouldn't treat him like
It’s been a week since Viktor showed his unwanted face. He’s been keeping to himself. He has tried to come to the house to see Dadian, but Valen hasn’t let him in. Valen keeps telling Viktor he can’t just show up at our house and that he needs to ask before he comes over. However, Viktor doesn’t listen as he feels he’s entitled to whatever he wants. After seeing Viktor up close and how he behaves, I feel for Valen. No wonder why he has the problems he has. Valen had no idea how to love or be loved until I. I understand why he acted and did what he did at the beginning of our relationship because he didn’t know any better. I’m impressed and happy with how much Valen has come around and changed for the better. I’m also glad he is keeping up with his change even though his father is back. Valen could have easily reverted back to his old ways, but thankfully Valen is staying strong. He’s insistent that he is going to continue with the changes, that I will still be Luna, and his father
I’m not entirely thrilled to be fighting to enemies at once and not knowing what either is truly planning makes me less thrilled. I knew Emma was up to no good. I’m glad I found Wren when I did. I don’t want to think about what Emma might have done to her under the lie that she was helping Wren. I’m not sure Emma is really helping anyone she takes in. It seems like all of them are looked at as soldiers in her army. Emma wouldn’t be the first omega she-wolf hell bent on revenge for what was done to her, she’s simply the first whos made it this far. It’s even worse because she is pretending to help lost omegas looking for a safe place from packs. Emma is convincing them that being rogue is better than being in a pack. Maybe that was true at one point, however, omega females wouldn’t be safe from rogue males. The fact that there are now packs that are safe for omegas should hopefully stop whatever bullshit Emma is trying to pull. However, that might make her desperate and that could be
Ten years have passed since I’ve become Luna to the Blue Moon Pack. Dadian is a smart ass, trouble maker like his father, but damn, I love him. Valen and I wasted no time trying for a girl. We didn’t get our daughter until the fourth try. After that, I was done with pups until the moon goddess blessed us with surprise twins. I’m definitely done now. Candy, Anisa, and Graven have Cali and two boys of their own. Ian and Rani had one more pup after their son. Our pups are all close. I’m hoping Cali and Dadian end up fated mates. Fated mates are back in the picture. Ten years later, and we still aren’t fully sure why or how fated mates became a myth when they weren’t. Since we struggled to find the truth, we started recording our own records of fated mates. Every time a fated mate couple is discovered, it’s recorded. It happens more often than not and has become more of an occurrence of the years. Becca and many of the other rogue omegas from Emma’s army are thriving in pack life. Be
Entering the cabin, I don’t find anything normal. The small cabin is one room combine with a stove, fireplace, and a bed. My dad is on the floor, clutching his chest with a pained expression on his face. Emma is on the bed in the same position as my father. It doesn’t look like they killed one another, but some supernatural force or maybe poison. There are dairies scattered everywhere. It makes no sense. I instruct warriors to pack up the diaries and for their bodies to be burned along with the cabin. The entire place gives me the creeps. I’m curious about the diaries. I transform, and one of the warriors sticks the bag of diaries in my mouth. I take off, heading back home. It’s late, and I don’t want to leave Wren and Dadian on their own for too long. While I know they are safe, I like to have them close by. They are so important to me. When I get home I transform and tekn tWren is asleep in the recliner in the living room. Dadian is passed out in his swing. I smile at them before
It’s been several months since I released Emma and my father. No a word, not a sighting, absolutely nothing. I don’t know if that should concern us or not. I thought by now one of them would have made a move against the pack. We never stopped with our changes. If anything the changes we have made should have pissed them off enough to come out of whatever hole they have crawled into. My biggest concern is they have teamed up and are waiting to strike. If they are waiting in the shadows to strike, it makes me nervous. I truly thought they wouldn’t be a problem by now. Wren is being my rock with this. She is somehow cool as a cucumber. She is trusting the moon goddess, and while I do trust the moon goddess I still can’t help but feel concern until I know where they are. Moving on with our changes is a great distraction. We recently had a meeting with dozens of packs to implement our changes from our pack within other packs. Ian has been helping. He should be getting more credit than me
I’m completely insulted that I’m not a threat. Once again, I’m underminded by a fucking alpha wolf. No one takes omegas seriously. It’s insulting that the higher-ranking wolves believe we are insignfigent and can’t do anything. I’ll prove them wrong. I will kill Viktor and send his head to Valen. After that, I have to rebuild my army. At first, I didn’t believe Valen when he said my omega army was here in his pack. However, the guards took my be the refuge center and I saw my army being taken in and settled. Becca of course was helping them settle. I missjuded her and her ability to be so easily swayed. I thought her fear of higher-ranking wolves would keep her on myside, but fucking Wren must have gotten to her. Wren. I sorely underesitmiated her. I will enjoy killing her. She’s an embaressment to omegas. Everyone admires her because she is now Luna. The first omega Luna and every omega now worships her and looks up to her like some becon of hope. That should be me. I’m the true b
Going with Wren’s plan I head to the dungeons. We spent the last couple of days going over exactly how to do this. I think it will work and if it does, Wren’s a damn genius. I certinally wouldn’t have thought about pitting Emma and my father against each other to let them take one another out for us. Once they are out of the way we can refocus on making the changes that need to be made. Entering the dungeons, I go to see my father first. He’s been locked up longer and I know he is itching to get out. Normally, I hate going to visit my father, but this time I don’t mind it because the look on face when I tell him he’s not worth my time as my biggest problem is going to be priceless. I find my father in cell. He stands up the moment he sees me. “Hello, son.” He greets. “Hi, father. Today is your lucky day because I’m releasing you.” I announce opening the cell door with the key that I grabbed from one of the guards. “You’re releasing me? Praytell, why?” My father asks as curiosit
A couple of weeks have passed since my Luna ceremony. I’ve been training with Valen in our homemade gym. I’m so happy that we turned the den into something productive. Even better that it’s something that is allowing us to bond and further strengthen our relationship. It’s also something that has come in handy for our friends and will come in handy when Dadian is older. Valen hasn’t completed the outdoor training area yet. I was honestly surprised when Valen decided to do everything himself. I guess I assumed as Alpha Supreme he would hire people to do it for him. For some reason, I never pictured Valen as someone who would get his hands dirty to build something for himself. It would seem my Alpha enjoys hard labor as it's a great distraction for our current issues. We have no idea what to do with Emma and Viktor. However, we can’t let them rot in our dungeons forever. That’s why I came up with an idea I’m going to present to Valen and Graven at our weekly meeting today. Once a w
It’s been a couple of days since Wren’s Luna ceremony and Emma showed up. I don’t know how I feel about having two enemies locked up unable to get answers or anywhere with either. My father is even more furious that I actually went through with Wren being Luna. I went to see Emma the next day after Wren was all settled with our son and enjoying our visitors from her ceremony. I got absolutely no where with Emma. She is deranged and delusional. She thinks it’s time for omegas to rule the werewolf world and will ready to kill. I worry about the supposed army of omegas Emma claims she has in her back pocket waiting for her command. I talked to both Becca and Wren about it. Wren didn’t know about an army, but Becca did, so she is trying to get in contact with the other she-wolves she knows to see what information she can find out. On my way from visiting Emma, I stopped by to see my father who is on the opposit side of the dungeons. I don’t need those two teaming up. Although, I don’t s
The morning of my Luna ceremony is chaos between two fussy pups and trying to get ready. We all manage and just as the chaos is slowing down, it’s time for us to leave and head to where my ceremony is being held. My nerves flutter when we arrive at the hotel. There is a big auditorium for the ceremony and then afterward there is a huge event room for the party. Most of our out of pack guests stayed at the hotel to make it easy on themselves. I’m in a back room with Anisa, Rani, Candi, and our pups. Graven and Valen are making sure things are all good safety wise while also ensuring things are ready for the ceremony. I bounce Dadian in my arms as a distraction. All day everyone has been telling me the ceremony will be fine and that I will be great. I know they are right, but that doens’t stop the anxiety eating away at me. It feels like forever before Valen finally comes to get me. Anisa takes Dadian from me and she and the others leave to go take the seats. Valen takes my hand and
Tomorrow I finally become Luna of the Blue Moon Pack. It’s hard to believe it’s actually happening. I know it hasn’t officially happened yet as it’s tomorrow, but it's right upon us. No more thinking it’s in the future or it feeling so far away. It’s here, and I’m not sure how I feel about it. On one hand, I’m thrilled to be taking my place by Valen’s side as his Luna. I feel honored yet a huge responsibility that is being placed on my shoulders. A responsibility I’m definitely not prepared for, but I’m working on it. I’ll be learning as I go and I think everyone understands that. Well, the critics won’t understand, but those are the people who want me to fail and will find fault with anything I do. On the other hand, I feel unprepared and like I’m being set up to fail as if it’s some cruel joke to prove omegas can’t hack it with the higher-ranking wolves. There’s this huge responsibility on my shoulders to prove omegas can be more than breeders and sex slaves. Everyone is looking