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Valen leaves, and I hate that heโs gone even though I know heโs just going to the office. He has a lot of work to catch up on, and I have to get used to the fact that he has responsibilities as Alpha Supreme. I decide to order groceries so I can start cooking for us. I canโt go back to frozen meals. Besides, when I was with the rogues, I enjoyed cooking with them. It reminded me of when I would help Rosa in the kitchens. I enjoyed learning to cook. My parents died when I was young, so it when Rose offered to teach me how to cook, I felt like it was something I would have done with my mom. Once I order groceries, I focus on shopping for some new clothes. Guilt eats at me that Valen has to buy new clothes again. He was generous the first time, but my clothes got left behind when he came for me. I canโt be presented to the pack wearing an omega dress, and I canโt walk around the pack in one either. They would not respect me either, and getting their respect will be hard enough. I simp
After Graven and I discuss the whole chosen mate thing, I end it with Iโll think about it even though Iโve already made up my mind. Iโm not going to do it. The pack will have to accept Wren, and thatโs that. Iโm not going to mess up our bond and add another, especially when neither of us swings that way. It works for Graven and Anisa because they do swing that way. I mention to Graven about having dinner with Wren and to bring Anisa and Candi. This is where I finally inform him that Candi is friends with Wren. Graven doesnโt seem surprised, so I wonder if he already knew. Either way, he agrees to dinner. Iโll let Wren know so she can decide if she wants to cook or go out to eat. I know Wren isnโt Gravenโs biggest fan, and heโs clearly not hers. However, they have to learn to tolerate each other on some level. Not just because Graven is my Beta and Wren my mate, but because they are two important people in my personal life as well. I donโt need them to be best friends, I just need th
I knew when I got the call from Wrenโs boss that she had disappeared from work that Alpha Valen had found her. I had my suspicions that he would eventually come for her not because he cared about Wren but because he wouldn't want to risk being cursed by the moon goddess. Alpha Supremes tend to be superstitious. They donโt want to risk losing their title and all the power that comes with it. When I first found Wren wandering the natural city, I thought she was just another omega who ran from their pack looking for a better life. She wouldn't be the first I found, and she wonโt be the last. Wren clearly stood out from most of the omegas I take in. She was dressed nicely, she had a duffle bag filled with nice clothes, and she had money. Most omegas are lucky they got away with the clothes on their back. Wren piqued my interest. Maybe she came from a wealthy pack which she did, but nothing shocked me more when she eventually confessed she was the fated mate of her Alpha Supreme. Not jus
I wasnโt expecting Valen to come home when he felt my anger and betrayal through the bond. When he mind linked me, I snapped and said I was fine. I knew he would be at some point, and I planned on confronting him then. The fact that he came when he knew something was wrong made me realize he does care and is trying. Valen watches me closely for the rest of the night as if I might break down in tears. I canโt deny that part of me wants to. I feel emotional and all over the place. Valen promised that he wouldnโt take Lorna as a chosen mate, or anyone for that matter. I was the only one he wanted. I believe him, but I canโt help but have my doubts. Valen taking a chosen mate and putting her in the Luna position would help with pack politics and them being more willing to accept me. It would help them accept the changes Valen wants to make and lessen the blame on me. Politically it makes the most sense. However, I doubt Lorna would support the changes Valen wants to make. She would trea
Itโs been a few weeks since I bought Wren home. We have fallen into our own routine, and Wren has added her touches to the house. We have discussed in length about announcing her to the pack and her taking over as Luna. I was surprised she wanted the position, but she has vailed points. I also think it's great she wants to help me with the pack. I know originally I didnโt want a Luna, or a mate for that matter, but Wren is slowly changing my mind. Wren is right. If I donโt make her Luna, there will be high-ranking wolves like Lorna who will try to take the position. They will try to come between us, and I donโt want that. I donโt want anyone to think they can come between us. It will be a slow process as we don't want to overwhelm the pack too much at once with so many changes. The first challenge will be announcing, which I plan on doing soon. In the next coming weeks, Iโll do it. First, I have to tell Wren about dinner with Graven, Anisa, and Candi. They finally picked a date, and
I still canโt believe Iโm pregnant. Itโs been a few days, and the news just hasnโt sunk in. I donโt know how to feel about being pregnant. Part of me is happy. Iโm building my family with Valen, and heโs been wonderful to me. Heโs really trying to turn things around. Heโs been making me feel so loved and wanted. Valen even agreed to get rid of the den altogether. While Iโm happy to be pregnant and building a family with Valen. Iโm uncertain about this pregnancy because, right now, everyone thinks Iโm just a breeder. Even the doctor couldn't treat me as more than a breeder. He didnโt even congratulate me or even talk to me. I know thatโs normal, but Iโm not a breeder. Iโm the future Luna of this pack. Itโs just another reminder of how poorly omegas are treated. Thereโs also a lot of pressure with being announced to the pack soon. Iโm nervous about how they will react to me being Valenโs mate. I know Valen thinks me being pregnant will help with the announcement and ease the pack into
My nerves bounce around as I hear the cars pull up in the parking lot. Anisa and Candi were being picked up by Graven, and then all four of them were coming here from the office. I was hoping Valen would be home before them, but he got caught up with work. At least heโs arriving with them. I can work with that, I think to myself as I smooth over my clothes, trying to hide my sweaty palms before heading to open the door. As I open the front door, I plaster a smile on my face. Iโm glad that Valen will be here for dinner. Iโm also happy to see Candi. I just hope nothing has changed between us. I havenโt seen her since before the auction. I have no idea if her current circumstances have changed her. Many omegas change after they are bought at the auction. Although Candi has always liked being an omega, so perhaps she will be unchanged. Sheโs also found a high-ranking couple who wants to make her their chosen mate. That has to make her happy as long as itโs something she wants. Opening t
The dinner went okay. I was glad to move outside to a more relaxed environment. Wren was doing well. I could feel her emotions through the bond, and they were all over the place. One minute she felt intimidated, and the next confident. Overall she was doing well at concealing how she was feeling when it came to her negative emotions. Candi and Wren went inside to get dessert. Wren is great at playing hostess, which would help her transition to playing hostess for the bigger pack events she would have to head up. I want to introduce Wren soon to the pack, which I need to start mentally prepping her for. I want to do it sooner rather than later, and now that she is pregnant, the timing feels right. All of a sudden, I feel anger radiating through the bond from Wren. Before I can get up to go check if she is okay, thinking she and Candi got into a fight, Wren storms onto the patio, glaring daggers at Graven. โCare to explain why you havenโt told your mates about Valen and me? Or bett
Ten years have passed since Iโve become Luna to the Blue Moon Pack. Dadian is a smart ass, trouble maker like his father, but damn, I love him. Valen and I wasted no time trying for a girl. We didnโt get our daughter until the fourth try. After that, I was done with pups until the moon goddess blessed us with surprise twins. Iโm definitely done now. Candy, Anisa, and Graven have Cali and two boys of their own. Ian and Rani had one more pup after their son. Our pups are all close. Iโm hoping Cali and Dadian end up fated mates. Fated mates are back in the picture. Ten years later, and we still arenโt fully sure why or how fated mates became a myth when they werenโt. Since we struggled to find the truth, we started recording our own records of fated mates. Every time a fated mate couple is discovered, itโs recorded. It happens more often than not and has become more of an occurrence of the years. Becca and many of the other rogue omegas from Emmaโs army are thriving in pack life. Be
Entering the cabin, I donโt find anything normal. The small cabin is one room combine with a stove, fireplace, and a bed. My dad is on the floor, clutching his chest with a pained expression on his face. Emma is on the bed in the same position as my father. It doesnโt look like they killed one another, but some supernatural force or maybe poison. There are dairies scattered everywhere. It makes no sense. I instruct warriors to pack up the diaries and for their bodies to be burned along with the cabin. The entire place gives me the creeps. Iโm curious about the diaries. I transform, and one of the warriors sticks the bag of diaries in my mouth. I take off, heading back home. Itโs late, and I donโt want to leave Wren and Dadian on their own for too long. While I know they are safe, I like to have them close by. They are so important to me. When I get home I transform and tekn tWren is asleep in the recliner in the living room. Dadian is passed out in his swing. I smile at them before
Itโs been several months since I released Emma and my father. No a word, not a sighting, absolutely nothing. I donโt know if that should concern us or not. I thought by now one of them would have made a move against the pack. We never stopped with our changes. If anything the changes we have made should have pissed them off enough to come out of whatever hole they have crawled into. My biggest concern is they have teamed up and are waiting to strike. If they are waiting in the shadows to strike, it makes me nervous. I truly thought they wouldnโt be a problem by now. Wren is being my rock with this. She is somehow cool as a cucumber. She is trusting the moon goddess, and while I do trust the moon goddess I still canโt help but feel concern until I know where they are. Moving on with our changes is a great distraction. We recently had a meeting with dozens of packs to implement our changes from our pack within other packs. Ian has been helping. He should be getting more credit than me
Iโm completely insulted that Iโm not a threat. Once again, Iโm underminded by a fucking alpha wolf. No one takes omegas seriously. Itโs insulting that the higher-ranking wolves believe we are insignfigent and canโt do anything. Iโll prove them wrong. I will kill Viktor and send his head to Valen. After that, I have to rebuild my army. At first, I didnโt believe Valen when he said my omega army was here in his pack. However, the guards took my be the refuge center and I saw my army being taken in and settled. Becca of course was helping them settle. I missjuded her and her ability to be so easily swayed. I thought her fear of higher-ranking wolves would keep her on myside, but fucking Wren must have gotten to her. Wren. I sorely underesitmiated her. I will enjoy killing her. Sheโs an embaressment to omegas. Everyone admires her because she is now Luna. The first omega Luna and every omega now worships her and looks up to her like some becon of hope. That should be me. Iโm the true b
Going with Wrenโs plan I head to the dungeons. We spent the last couple of days going over exactly how to do this. I think it will work and if it does, Wrenโs a damn genius. I certinally wouldnโt have thought about pitting Emma and my father against each other to let them take one another out for us. Once they are out of the way we can refocus on making the changes that need to be made. Entering the dungeons, I go to see my father first. Heโs been locked up longer and I know he is itching to get out. Normally, I hate going to visit my father, but this time I donโt mind it because the look on face when I tell him heโs not worth my time as my biggest problem is going to be priceless. I find my father in cell. He stands up the moment he sees me. โHello, son.โ He greets. โHi, father. Today is your lucky day because Iโm releasing you.โ I announce opening the cell door with the key that I grabbed from one of the guards. โYouโre releasing me? Praytell, why?โ My father asks as curiosit
A couple of weeks have passed since my Luna ceremony. Iโve been training with Valen in our homemade gym. Iโm so happy that we turned the den into something productive. Even better that itโs something that is allowing us to bond and further strengthen our relationship. Itโs also something that has come in handy for our friends and will come in handy when Dadian is older. Valen hasnโt completed the outdoor training area yet. I was honestly surprised when Valen decided to do everything himself. I guess I assumed as Alpha Supreme he would hire people to do it for him. For some reason, I never pictured Valen as someone who would get his hands dirty to build something for himself. It would seem my Alpha enjoys hard labor as it's a great distraction for our current issues. We have no idea what to do with Emma and Viktor. However, we canโt let them rot in our dungeons forever. Thatโs why I came up with an idea Iโm going to present to Valen and Graven at our weekly meeting today. Once a w
Itโs been a couple of days since Wrenโs Luna ceremony and Emma showed up. I donโt know how I feel about having two enemies locked up unable to get answers or anywhere with either. My father is even more furious that I actually went through with Wren being Luna. I went to see Emma the next day after Wren was all settled with our son and enjoying our visitors from her ceremony. I got absolutely no where with Emma. She is deranged and delusional. She thinks itโs time for omegas to rule the werewolf world and will ready to kill. I worry about the supposed army of omegas Emma claims she has in her back pocket waiting for her command. I talked to both Becca and Wren about it. Wren didnโt know about an army, but Becca did, so she is trying to get in contact with the other she-wolves she knows to see what information she can find out. On my way from visiting Emma, I stopped by to see my father who is on the opposit side of the dungeons. I donโt need those two teaming up. Although, I donโt s
The morning of my Luna ceremony is chaos between two fussy pups and trying to get ready. We all manage and just as the chaos is slowing down, itโs time for us to leave and head to where my ceremony is being held. My nerves flutter when we arrive at the hotel. There is a big auditorium for the ceremony and then afterward there is a huge event room for the party. Most of our out of pack guests stayed at the hotel to make it easy on themselves. Iโm in a back room with Anisa, Rani, Candi, and our pups. Graven and Valen are making sure things are all good safety wise while also ensuring things are ready for the ceremony. I bounce Dadian in my arms as a distraction. All day everyone has been telling me the ceremony will be fine and that I will be great. I know they are right, but that doensโt stop the anxiety eating away at me. It feels like forever before Valen finally comes to get me. Anisa takes Dadian from me and she and the others leave to go take the seats. Valen takes my hand and
Tomorrow I finally become Luna of the Blue Moon Pack. Itโs hard to believe itโs actually happening. I know it hasnโt officially happened yet as itโs tomorrow, but it's right upon us. No more thinking itโs in the future or it feeling so far away. Itโs here, and Iโm not sure how I feel about it. On one hand, Iโm thrilled to be taking my place by Valenโs side as his Luna. I feel honored yet a huge responsibility that is being placed on my shoulders. A responsibility Iโm definitely not prepared for, but Iโm working on it. Iโll be learning as I go and I think everyone understands that. Well, the critics wonโt understand, but those are the people who want me to fail and will find fault with anything I do. On the other hand, I feel unprepared and like Iโm being set up to fail as if itโs some cruel joke to prove omegas canโt hack it with the higher-ranking wolves. Thereโs this huge responsibility on my shoulders to prove omegas can be more than breeders and sex slaves. Everyone is looking