Edwina's POV...Exhaustion reeked through the whole of my body as I threw myself into the bed. Spending the whole day next to Sonia was one hell of a draining job. I really appreciate the caretakers and helpers who stay by sick people.My back aches badly. I had been sitting all day, ensuring that she didn't move her leg too much and end up straining it. Becca had offered to sit in place, but I had declined. And also, I told Athena to rest for the day since she was all out looking after her sick mother.I hoped to the moon goddess that my nephew or niece was doing safely. I must admit I was really scared about something going wrong with them.Now to the question that has been lingering in my mind all day? Shouldn't I try to birth a child now? Ben had put me on a contraceptive pill to prevent me from carrying his child, as the fear of me birthing a child with no wolf scared him so much.I wonder if Xander also thought so of me, even though I don't feel that attached to him yet. I don't
Edwina's POV.....My heart was in my mouth as my hands touched the doorknob. I prayed briefly to the goddess that my ass doesn't get roasted for infidelity. Opening the door, I almost fell to the ground in gratitude when Becca was the one at the door.She looked worried, "you okay, Luna? You look like you have seen a ghost or something. Is everything fine?"Letting out a relieving breath, I strolled weakly to the bed. The robe I adorned hurriedly had been worn wrongly.Becca still had an unconvinced look on her face. She thought something was actually wrong."Stop worrying, Becca. I'm fine. Is there something you need to tell me?" I asked her.Nodding her head, "yes, please. The alpha has been trying to reach you on your line. But you weren't picking up; he got worried and called me. I had to explain to him how your day had been. So, we guessed you might be asleep. I just thought to come to check on you real quick.""That's so thoughtful of you, Becca. Thank you. Did he tell you why h
Alexander's POV...Times like this are when I start to ask myself why I chose to be an alpha instead of just living an ordinary life like every other wolf in the pack. Coupled with the fact that my legs were cramped, I had to stay put in the wheelchair. I needed to stretch them so badly, but I haven't been alone in like a minute.At the same time, I couldn't complain; it's nice being an Alpha.The four of us, Caleb, Carlos, Jason, and I, had decided to invite Carlos's hacker buddy over to help out with our plans in full gear. Working on it overnight seemed like the best time to do so since we didn't want to raise any suspicion.So far, the prisoners have gotten to the level at which they can fight off an enemy; that was just about enough to help protect the pack from the attacks of Ben and his counterparts.The stunt-looking guy said to be called Derek, seems not to be much of a talker. After mouthing some greetings, he had set to work, arranging his instruments.I had tried calling E
Alexander's POV...I checked my wristwatch, which was beginning to itch badly. It was 3am in the morning. I looked at the other occupants in the room; they had their heads hanging in between chairs, dozing off. Except for Derek, though, that little man looked wide awake and refreshed. I wanted to ask if he was a night owl.I had dozed off a bit too, but my mind was too preoccupied to let sleep rule over me."Bingo!" Derek yelled out, startling not just me but almost making the other three run off their chairs.They looked hilarious, warriors who couldn't hold themselves down, all in the name of sleep."What the hell, man!" Carlos whined in his sleepy voice. "Could you not yell like that? I almost sprained my neck just now.""Keep your tone leveled," Jason added.The both of them seemed really upset for being woken up unexpectedly. But, as usual, Caleb looked unfazed; he seemed so relaxed one would ask again if he ever dozed off a few minutes ago.Derek chewed on a fry. I had a feeling
Authors POV...Becca sat still in the dark, her thoughts hovering around the room. She had been woken up by her message notification. Checking the message, it turned out to be from Carlos, apologizing for not checking on her. He explained he had been very busy and asked how her day had gone.It felt good to have someone not so familiar check up on you. It had been a long while since she had such attention to herself. Since the death of her husband, her life had been built around the packhouse and Caleb.It makes her feel bad for herself; she wanted to be free from the feelings of constantly thinking about him and wallowing in self-pity. If things were different, she would definitely love to mingle with other people outside her circle.Lifting up her curtain, she stared outside. It was almost daybreak, and she didn't feel like getting out of bed just yet.Still facing the window, she wished she could be as brave as Edwina by admitting her feelings and looking for a way to free herself
Authors POV...There was an eerie feeling to the office as he sat down. Exhaustion settled on the tip of his shoulder, weighing all of him down. For two days straight, he hadn't slept well; being a pack leader isn't an easy task in the least.But he loves his job, and it earns him just about enough respect that he deserves, coupled with the fact that being at the service of his Homeland is an honor.Rubbing gently at his forehead, Caleb sighed into the quiet room. They had just returned from the prisoners' training zone, and he must admit they were tuned out just as fine and skilled as their warriors. There might be restraint as a result of being new to the game, but they did well in putting so much focus into the training.It made his mind a bit at ease about what was to become of the war approaching them; his mind wasn't so settled, though. Not hearing from his spy at the sizzlers pack bothers him very much; they have been too quiet, and he hoped they weren't trying to sneak up on t
Authors POV...Edwina chuckled at the sight of Becca, "you look so alive. Is there something you aren't telling me?" She teased.Becca rolled her eyes, "whatever is it do you mean?""Whatever it is that you think I meant."She blushed hard, "please don't tease me further, Luna."Smirking as they both stepped onto the stairs walking down to the door. "Since we had that tea this morning, you seem different.""Just thought to be happy and content with where I am now with life.""That's a good one, though. So, what exactly are you hiding in those bags?"Putting it behind her, "it's just some scones and muffins.""Hmmn, sounds like some nice brief date."Becca shrugged, not faltering in her admission. "I miss him, that's all. It's been long since I last saw him.""I love how bold you are. I should learn from you." Edwina noted as she stepped into the car.Shaking her head lightly, Becca got into the front seat next to the driver as they headed out of the packhouse. Edwina had decided to ta
Edwina's POV...I didn't know why but the moment I was a step closer to Xander's office, I adjusted my bra up a bit to show enough cleavage. A faint smile showed on my lips as I thought of how silly I had just acted.It had been two nights since I last set my eyes on him, and in some way, I missed him. I had woken up earlier today, feeling some reviving energy surge through me. So, even though I felt mortified about my confession to Becca last night, I decided to cut myself some slack and enjoy the fresh air of a new day. Becca had joined me, and we had a pleasant morning.The tea we had shared had gotten my energy so high up that I had gotten back to my room, hoping to get fucked. Only to remember that Xander was busy at work.I did not want my horniness to die off because I knew touching myself won't cut the deal to have a real dick sliding in and out of me and making me gasp for breath. The idea of taking food to them sounded pleasant enough to serve as an excuse to see him.Holdin
Authors POV...Becca searched around the kitchen uncomfortably, trying not to meet Caleb's eyes. It was just as Ramona had said; he looked terrible. His eyes obviously were sleep deprived. She had been trying her best to avoid him all week, and it worked. Becca didn't get to see him, just as she had wished.Watching her every move, Caleb walked towards the kitchen island, taking Ramona's seat. He sighed in exhaustion."Until when would you keep doing this?" He asked, holding his head together with his hands.She gulped hard, toying with her fingers. "did you know about Ramona coming?""How was I supposed to know? I haven't spoken to her in weeks. I was surprised myself to see her here."Searching his eyes for any form of lie or pretence, Becca saw the naivety in his eyes. It was obvious Caleb had no idea of Ramona's coming. She inhaled and exhaled at the same time, trying to steady her breath.It wasn't worth brooding on too much; Becca herself was tired of being so far away from him.
Authors POV...Ramona searched around the crowd, trying to see if she would get a hold of Becca, but she seemed to disappear at every chance she got to approach her. One thing about the gathering of night howlers is how merry they all become and how they know how to party till the day ends. Especially since the alpha had finally gotten back to his feet. Annoyed at how hard it was becoming, Ramona made her way towards the podium area to ask a guard where Becca was. The guard directed her to the kitchen.Her heels clattered against the hallways as she manoeuvred her way around the pack house. Getting into the kitchen, Becca was there as she had been told. Standing at the edge of the kitchen was Becca, who seemed so lost in her thoughts. Ramona bit her lip really hard; she felt so guilty.For the past three weeks, Ramona had forced her way into Caleb's home to have him bend to her wheel. Unfortunately, Caleb seems to be much more determined than she was to not give in to her advances.Ev
Edwina's POV...For what seemed like a lifetime, he didn't say a word. I was getting bothered, and my standing didn't feel good, considering my position. I would like to think that Xander reads my mind. Almost in a split second, he had dusted a chair that sprouted out from among the piles of antiques in the space and had me seated on it.I gulped nervously, feeling bad for thinking ill of him. "Xander..."He held a hand up, "please let me finish." He pleaded."Okay." I let out in a whisper.Still standing, Xander had his back turned to me, obviously trying to hide the tears in his eyes. "over the years, as I grew, I leaned on Ben as he was the only person really close to me. I felt safe trusting him with all of me. Also, the idea of family grew within me so much. I couldn't wait to have a Luna. When I did come of age, I pleaded hard with the moon goddess to show me my desired mate. When she showed you to me, I was too greedy and thought I was doing it for the sake of the pack. Eventua
Edwina's POV...I stomped my foot through the hallway in annoyance, indecisive as to why my emotions were spluttering all over the place. I could blame it on pregnancy, knowing quite well it wasn't just about that.Tears laced my eyes as I bounced off the walls. Seeing him stand in all of his glory, like the Greek god most books describe, was overwhelming. In all truth, Xander is a good-looking man. Every of his body structure, from the chiselled jawline to his legs, made my clit ache.I was wet beyond measure, and if he slipped right inside me this minute, I was sure to orgasm right on the spot. I feel angry at myself for having such thoughts, considering how much he had disregarded me. But what to do when I miss him so much? I ache for his touch every night, and my urges had mounted since I got pregnant.Probably, just maybe, I would have held back on my sexually consumed thoughts if he wasn't looking so much like a snack. It's been a month, and I must say every day is more than ten
Alexander's POV...I shifted uncomfortably in the wheelchair, eager to stand up and not have to deal with the facade I had been living in anymore. Glancing to my side, I tried to keep eye contact with Edwina. It was obvious she was doing everything she could to avoid my ears. A week after she found out about my true disabled state, I tried to get on her good book, but she never paid me any mind.I had thought coming out to the pack members would be easy, as I had informed Caleb to arrange the process after a week when I might have gotten back with Edwina. To my disappointment, three weeks went by with myself and Caleb wallowing in self-pity and none of our women paying us any mind. For myself and Edwina, we have been going back and forth on her forgiving me.But she had been really adamant about not wanting to talk to me. The last time I tried to reach out to her, she had told me it would take her a very long time to accept the new me, as she had put it. Sounds frustrating, right? I m
Edwina's POV...I rolled to the side of the bed, trying to find a comfortable side of the bed to rest in, but I couldn't. I had been awake since about seven am, but I couldn't find myself standing up from the bed. I just wanted to remain there, most especially to avoid seeing Xander. At the same time, I was aching badly for food and a nice cup of tea. My baby and I had awoken with a craving for food.Turning around to get a hold of my phone, I attempted to dial Becca when there came a knock on the door. As I got off the bed reluctantly to open it, I hoped it wouldn't be Xander. Nothing has prepared me for such a discussion this morning.Opening it, I found Becca by the door with a platter of food. "Oh my goodness, Becca! You are godsent." I muttered, opening the door widely.My eyes glazed at the sumptuous sight of the breakfast of bacon, toast, scrambled egg, sausage, some freshly made juice, and a cup of tea to cap it all."How in the world did you do this? Do you live in my mind?"
Authors POV...Caleb scoffed in irritation as he threw daggers at Ramona with his eyes. It had been hard for him to get over how low she had stooped to get back at him. Having her appear in his home looking all relaxed made him boil terribly. He had just taken a pill to suppress the headache threatening to split his head. The moment his eyes landed on Ramona, it seemed to be coming back with full force."Answer the fucking question. Why are you here?" Caleb blurted again, his eyes catching sight of Xander wheeling himself towards his room.Ramona sat with gait, staring at Caleb with a straight face. She had no intention of backing away from fighting for his attention. She had known the kind of ruckus the video and document she had sent to Becca would cause. However, she was less bothered about it and couldn't care less about what anyone thought of her. She wants a home with Caleb and being Ramona, there is no way she would let it go that easily without a fight.Becca was way older tha
Alexander's POV...Eyeballing his ass out, I turned my back to him, trying to wash up the used cups. One thing I loved to do was handle my chores. Before I got confined to the wheelchair, I used to swing by Ben's place to crash after a long day at work. We end up cooking and washing up ourselves. They were sweet memorable moments. I wanted to distract myself from responding to Caleb, or should I say, I was trying to gather my thoughts."Why aren't you saying anything?" He pressed on, raising his head fully now."Can you not." I inhaled deeply, scratching the back of my head. "I hope you haven't taken my advice of keeping something from your woman because I think that has cost me my small family."Caleb snorted, mumbling under his breath. "guess that's too late. But tell me, what happened?""Edwina saw me on my feet," I told him.He started with a perplexed look on his face, "Saw you on your feet? How did that happen?"I rolled my eyes, sitting my butt on a stool. I sighed, "so, yester
Alexander's POV...Woke up to a cold side of the bed. The bags underneath my eyes were enough to act as an airbag during an accident. They were so heavy it felt like my eyes were under pressure.I had waited up for Edwina to return to the room, but it was obvious that wouldn't be happening. I was surprised to find out when I drifted off to sleep, though.My mind wobbled, and all I wanted was to stick to the bed and never have to come out of the room. Different emotions flowed through me. Now that Edwina knows my truth, I feel compelled to let the pack members know too. Truth is, judging by Edwina's reaction, I'm really scared the pack members, too, would be disappointed.I groaned inwardly while pulling at my hair. I can't believe this shit is happening right now; I thought everything was falling into place, and I would show myself to my woman at the right time. I can tell she hates me now and compares me to that fucking Ben. Now I have stooped so low to cursing the dead. I might go b