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CHAPTER 61

Author: Esthie Chi
last update Last Updated: 2023-06-21 11:50:32

"It's the Rogue blood," I told Ace. "It's working, Ace. I can feel it," I sobbed, still in his arms.

"We don't know that for sure."

"I do. I know it now. Ryker injected it into my body, I thought he did it once but he might have done it other times too. I'm going to lose my powers. I'll become useless again."

"No baby, you're not useless. You were never useless, not to me at least."

"I'm sorry, Ace. I'm so sorry.." I broke down again. Why now? Ace was already battling so much, he already had a lot on his plate and now I was making him worry about me too.

Why must I be so unlucky? Why can't I be a proper Luna?

At a tough time like this in the pack, I couldn't even help my mate. Instead, I was making him worry more. A wave of guilt rushed me and feeling Ace's arms around me, hearing his words of assurance made me feel even more guilty.

I should be the one assuring him. It should be me comforting and helping him right now, not the other way around.

"Ace, I'm sorry.."

"No, I'm sorry.
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