Aaron is pounding on the door like a maniac. Sobbing, I lean my head against it, clutching the doorknob. This last hard thump on the door makes me wipe my tears, unlock it, and hurry over to Jude. Emotionless Jude looks down at me, and then Aaron comes crashing inside. Instantly, I stand on my tippy toes, grab Jude by the back of his neck, and start forcing my tongue into his mouth. At first, Jude is hesitant. Now pleading with my eyes, Jude kisses me back.
After we kiss for a few seconds, I peek toward Aaron, curious why he hasn't interrupted us. Feet flat but still holding on to Jude's biceps, I cut my eyes towards Aaron. His face was scowled up, but his eyes were dazing past us. Soon, he focuses and scoffs, "You'll regret this, Ajay," then storms away.
Hurt and enraged by his unwillingness to fight for me, I hurried and slammed the door behind him. My body trembles as I stare at the door, too ashamed to face Jude when he mumbles, "I'm sorry you had to see that."
Now facing him, I ask, "Did you purposely bring me here to see him cheating on me?"
Squinting, he answers, "How would I know this? I was watching you, not him."
I whimper, "I'm sorry. This is his fault, not yours."
Now caressing my jaw, Jude pecks my lips. While I'm staring into his eyes, he places my hand on his crotch, allowing me to feel his erection. Slowly, I pull away with my head hanging. Discerning my resistance, he places his knuckle underneath my chin and then lifts it. Eyes now gazing into mine, he whispers, "I understand if you don't want to do this."
There's something so enticing about the way Jude speaks. He doesn't show much emotion and speaks almost monotone, but his voice is mellow and manly yet comforting. That one statement turns me on.
Knowing this god of a man stood watching me all night made me feel sexy again. Aaron's shenanigans over the years have been chipping away at my self-esteem. Although sexing a stranger who I know will avoid me like the plague afterward isn't an ideal way to boost it, as much as I want Jude at this moment, I still want revenge, too.
As I stand lost for words, Jude walks over, gazing down into my eyes, and a tear falls. He gently wipes it away with his thumb and then places it into my mouth. After a mild suck, I turn my head to remove it and then whisper, "Jude, this isn't who I am."
His moist, supple lips kiss mine, then he whispers, "I like who I see. And who I see doesn't deserve that guy."
It's then I place my tongue into his mouth again and try to swallow him whole. I can tell he's not into this intimate kissing, but I understand why. Despite my words, I'm sure he assumes that having sex this fast is what I do. Once he pulls away, he lifts my shirt and starts sucking on my breasts. Unknown to him, that's the fastest way to get me going. Instantly, I start undressing.
Once I remove my pants and look up, Jude is nude. His body is solid and chiseled, and his man part is a beautiful sight to behold. Gently, he lifts me, wrapping my legs around his waist. We start making love, standing before he lies me down on the bed.
The room's storm doors were already opened, so the sound of the crashing waves under the moonlight made our lovingmaking even more erotic.
The longer we go, the heavier Jude seems. Inhaling deep to catch a breath, I wiggle so he'll lift some of his weight off me. Once I move, he looks into my eyes, and his amber-brown pupils look almost neon in the dark. Unable to bear his weight any longer, I panted, "Let me ride you."
Before I complete my sentence, Jude glares into my eyes and then sinks his teeth deep into my neck. I wail out in agony as Jude lifts me with his mouth and starts swinging me back and forth like a rag doll. Blood is gushing everywhere as I release a blood-curdling wail, and then I wake up!
The blinding sun rays cause me to shield my face. Now, sitting up, I realize Jude is gone. Soon, my thoughts drift to Aaron. The betrayal and realization that we are done make me feel loneliness I never imagined. I start to cry all over again, but after a few minutes, reality kicks in.
All my belongings are with Aaron, and sulking all day won't fix anything. Immediately, I hop in the shower. My entire body is sore and throbbing, and my neck is stiff. Did Jude and I make love or fight?
The weird thing is, I remember it starting fantastic, but then I go blank. I guess I was unaware of how drunk I was, and that nightmare has thrown me completely off course.
Now dressed, I head to Aaron's aunt's home. As I approached, I saw my luggage thrown on the front lawn. The impact caused it to open, and my belongings were everywhere.
Heart pounding, I jog toward the house when Aaron steps onto the porch. He's shirtless and sipping a cup of coffee. Soon, Tyler exits behind him with this devious smirk. When I reach my belongings, Tyler says, "Who said you were welcome on my property?"
Ignoring him, I kneeled and started repacking my suitcase. "Oh, you think this is a joke? Get off of my property!" Tyler yells.
Aaron interrupts, "Let me handle this, Ty. ...Don't you hear my cousin?"
Suitcase in hand, I stand, answering, "Aaron, I'm going."
Once I turn to walk away, he rushes towards me, gnashing, "Don't turn away while I'm talking to you!"
Eyes filled with tears, I ask, "What, Aaron? What do you want me to do?"
"Respect me and my fucking aunt's home. If memory serves me correctly, I bought most of that shit."
Unable to respond, I just heave as he continues, "Oh yeah, you're penniless, motherless, and your daddy is a fucking head case. My new girl is nice and thick, so keep those clothes."
Nodding, I turn and walk away, but he runs in front of me, asking, "Was the dick that good? You have nothing to say?"
It's then I shove him with all of my strength. Fist clenched, he revved back, but Tyler grabbed his wrist, shouting, "Aaron, stop! She's not worth it."
Shaking my head, I stammer, "Who are you?"
Tears streaming down his face, he reached into his shorts pocket, removed my ferry ticket, and ripped it into pieces, saying, "Good luck getting home.
After walking about a mile, I see a gas station. Placing my suitcase on its side, I sit beside the ice cooler. Today is gloomy and cloudy. I'm sure it's going to rain soon. Once I rest, I enter the gas station and purchase water and snacks. Aaron's cruel words replay in my head, causing me to keep having to hold back tears.My childhood was far from ideal. Both my parents were drug addicts. Once my mother overdosed, my dad got sober, but he needed to get his life in order. Unfortunately, I wasn't part of that plan and was turned over to the state.All my next of kin were contacted before the state claimed me as their own. No one wanted me, but at the last hour, my Aunt Irene adopted me. Initially, she was caring and attentive, but after her daughter's father left her and she found a new man, I became a burden.Aunt Irene is an engineer, so we lived a good life. I went to great schools, and she even gave me a car. Although she cared for me, I knew I was merely a niece. Her daughter, Dr
Glancing toward his home, I lower my voice, asking, "Is that your idea of a passion mark?"Unmoved, he scowls my way, and then we hear, "Jude!"His eyes still fixed on me, Jude answers, "Deena, hold up."Clicking my tongue, I say, "Hurry along to Deena, I have to go."Jude heads home while I head back down the road to the highway. By the time I reach the street, I'm sobbing. Suddenly, I hear rustling in the trees and shout, "Who's there?"Micah comes out of the greenery, motioning for me to keep quiet. Wiping my face dry with my hand, he whispers, "Don't cry. Follow me."Hand in hand, we detour through the trees, and there's a lakehouse. Micah chirps the alarm to a black-tinted luxury SUV and then says, "Jude's my guy, but he can be an asshole. I have a place you can stay, and I'm sure I can find you a way home sooner."Micah is opening my door when he gasps, "Have you seen your neck?""Oh yeah. It hurts bad. Do you have any antiseptics or preferably a hospital? I believe the guy who
Feeling like a first-class skank, I hop out of bed, covering myself with the sheet. Deena scolds, "Why are you here and in Jude's bed?""I-I'm so sorry. I.."Out of nowhere, Jude appears behind Deena, shouting, "Get out of here!"The entire room rattles from him slamming the door. Deena is yelling, but they must've gone downstairs because her screaming is now in the distance. Straight away, I get dressed and then make up his bed.Soon, I had a migraine from wishing Aaron hadn't cheated on me. I'd be with him at his aunt's studying for my finals. Oh wow, my finals. While sitting, I checked my emails, and three professors have denied me an extension. My accounting professor will probably do the same.There's a calm, so I open the bedroom door. No longer hearing arguing, I tip-toed down the stairs. Once I reach the bottom, Deena and Jude are standing there. Eyes red from crying, Deena rolls them hard away from me. Glaring through me, Jude asks, "What?"Eyes shut tight, I lift my palm tow
"Jude!" Mama shouts.Our backs towards her, Jude stops and whispers, "Go to the car."Before I take a step, Mama says, "You too, Ajay."Wide-eyed, I look up at Jude, whose eyes are glaring through his mama. Mama asks, "Son, do you know what day it is?"Glancing my way, he answers, "Thursday.""Okay. Friday is an important day, right?""I'm more aware of Friday than you are, mama. I assure you, I won't need my privacy until Saturday night."Aware of my uneasiness, Mama smiles my way, saying, "Tonight, we are having a luau for the guests. Please, stay and enjoy the festivities."Flustered, Jude releases a loud sigh. Unmoved by his agitation, Mama stares through him, saying, "Ajay needs to see how fun we are."She winks at me, but Jude answers, " Not tonight, mama.""Deena! Please escort Ajay to her room." Mama shouts.Through a phony grin, Deena says, "Follow me."My eyes fixed on Jude, he pleads, "Mama, I promise I'll return her tomorrow.""Son, we discussed...""Mama, I have needs," J
I've been staying at the villa. It's Saturday morning when I decide to call Aunt Irene. Groggy, she answers, "Morning, Ajay. Why are you waking me up early on the weekend?""Hey, Auntie. I need your help." I wince."Where's Aaron?""We broke up.""What happened?""He cheated on me, Auntie.""And?" She scoffs. "And that's enough.""Naive child. ...Well, what do you need me to do?""I need help getting home. I'm stranded on Knight's Island.""Where?""I think it's between the Gulf of Mexico and the Bahamas. If I'm honest, I have no idea where I am.""How'd you get there?""I came with Aaron, but he got the ferry schedule wrong, and then we broke up. Now I'm stranded with no money and nowhere to stay.""How much are we talking?""I promise I'll pay back every...""How much?" She interrupts.Eyes shut tight, I answer, "Two thousand?""No way!""Aunt Irene, please! I have finals, my job. I'll lose everything.""No, you won't because you'll make up with Aaron, get home, then dump him. You'
The sunrays cutting through the forest awaken me. My knees sink into the rain-soaked soil as I kneel to stand. Peeking through the trees, I watch as the men in my family drive off in their SUVs. Once they're gone, I sprint towards my home. Now, inside, I take a cold shower. My body is burning hot. Feeling my temperature drop causes me to release a sigh of relief. While the water flows off the back of my head and down my body, from fear, I start to tremble. Is everyone in my family still alive? Sitting in bed nude, I call Mama. Excited, she answers, "Hey, baby. Are you okay?" "I am well."Hesitant, I continue, "Is everyone okay?""Yes. The door works great. You never entered our location.""Well, let me rest. I'll call you tomorrow.""Okay. Jude, we love you.""You too." Coming out of my daydream, I reflect. There hasn't been an alpha male werewolf in our lineage since 1677. My mama, her grandparents, and great-grandparents told stories of when the Knight family had werewolf protec
Once Jude and I walked past Mama, she stammered, "Will you disregard your mama so harshly over this woman?"Eyes shut tight, he squeezes my hand. Exhaling loudly, he stops and then faces her. Through near weepy eyes, he answers, "You know it's not that, Mama.""Well, what is it? ...Everyone, please give us some privacy."Now, walking past Jude, he snatches me close, whispering, "Do not leave with anyone. You have to trust me. Promise me you won't leave.""I promise."Within seconds, Marisol grabs my hand and starts pulling me away. Grinning from ear to ear, through clenched teeth, she says, "We found you a boat ride to the mainland. It leaves Monday evening. We purchased you a plane ticket back to Michigan as well. If you miss the boat, you'll miss your plane. I suggest you tell Jude you want to stay here tonight."Who do I trust? Yes, Micah and his family have been kinder, but Jude gave me shelter, a job, and a professor willing to help. Just as we go to turn the corner, Jude shouts
My car is still moving when I jump out. My insides are on fire as I approach Mama. Unmoved, she embraces me. Micah and Andrew stand listening nearby. Mama, and they know they're no threat to me. Only because I love them, I control my urge. Breathless, I pant out, "Mama, please give her to me. Let me end my misery."Gently caressing my arms and gazing deep into my eyes, Mama says, "No, I think you'll be more miserable if you hurt her.""No, Mama, you're wrong. Deena's right. I need to remove her before she causes harm to the family." "Will she? Or will it be you?""Only if you leave her here. I don't want to, but if she stays, you leave me no choice.""You have a choice, son. You can trust your mama and leave her here tonight or trust your instincts and massacre your entire family. Would you do that to Rojelio?"Hearing Rojelio's name upsets me. Gnashing, I hurry to my car and speed off.Mama's right. If I hurt Ajay, it'll destroy me, but my body needs her tonight. Jude, snap out of
The same night I googled Dr. Houseman. He has a private practice across town. I schedule an appointment, but he's not available until next month. Uncomfortable going to anyone else, I keep the appointment and buy a home pregnancy test.My sweaty palms wet the box, while my trembling hand held the stick steady. I waited the instructed time, and it came back inconclusive. I run to the drugstore and purchase three more tests. They all yield the same result.Justine told me Delilah was discharged from the ICU and apologized to Zelma. Delilah told Zelma, "I've been consumed with Jude and finding his truth for so long that I haven't even lived. These days I grieve for Mama. She was so deep into this that there was no way she could walk away and live a normal life.I've had Eve only a few weeks, and I love her as my own. Mama loved Jude. She did what she thought was best. If Jude ever comes for Eve, she's his, so I'd have no choice but to return his daughter. But until then, I'll love and ra
I left Floyd perplexed. Soon, I heard Jude questioning me about the short story Eve wrote about Samuel and his brother. Plopping onto my couch, I close my eyes and concentrate, hoping to remember anything significant.Suddenly, I recall Mr. Knight saying, "I hear my mother's singing in my head and whisper, "Dreamers? No, filthy dreamers. My bloodied fingers thumb through my Bible. Weak and dying, I circle the chapter at the top of the page. My shaky hand draws an arrow, and I write, This is his name."Immediately, I rushed and opened the small suitcase I had taken from the island. It has Jude's Bible inside. I remove it, go to the table of contents, and find the Book of Jude. Jude had circled the title in blood.As I stare at the encircled name, I realize that Samuel VII and Mr. Knight are the same. Samuel is the baby's father. The story instructed the Knight's lineage to name his son and the next Alpha, Jude.Soon I'm wondering why Samuel slaughtered his students. Did he hope to be k
Paige offers to go with me to see Mrs. Freer. I decided it was best to go alone. Walking on campus was strange. It seems like eons ago this was where I spent most of my time. Upon entering the administration building, I see familiar faces. Some greet me while others walk by, oblivious to who I am. I exit the elevator on our floor and see Mrs. Freer talking with two coworkers.Seeing me, she does a double-take. Quickly, she ends her conversation and heads toward me. "Ms. Vernon. This is a bewildering surprise.""Hi, Mrs. Freer. My name's Mrs. Knight now, and yes, I'm sure seeing me is surprising.""Mrs. Knight, wow. Well, congratulations. Now, may I know why you're here?""I need to speak with a professor, preferably one knowledgeable in astronomy.""Professor Floyd was a friend of Phyllis's. She asked for the same help right before she passed.""Mrs. Freer, it's terrible what happened to Phyllis. I'll admit, I was pretty heartless in the past, but I'm a new person. If possible, I'd a
I decide to wait in the car and let Justine handle everything. Once Zelma opens the door, she sees me. Instantly, she gripes, "What is she doing here?"Justine says, "She needs our help, Zelma.""From the moment I first helped her, it's been nothing but tragedy for those I love. You promised me you wouldn't go to Knight Island.""If we hadn't gone, Ajay would've been stranded there.""I don't care!" Zelma shouts."We're not like that, Zelma." Justine sighs.As much as it hurts, Zelma is right. Since the moment I stepped on Knight Island, it's been nothing but devastation and death. Once we get to their home, I retrieve my suitcase and leave. I tell Justine, "I promise I'll be in touch."Before I exit, Zelma stops me, saying, "I don't hate you, Ajay. And I understand the hold Jude has on you. I know you're worried and want to find him, but have you ever considered maybe he wants to be lost?Delilah attacked me over some books with mathematical formulas that no human could possibly deci
I'm hiding in what's left of this burned cabin when I hear voices. Realizing they're women, I rush out into the open. I see a woman running, and two chasing her. Then I hear, "Shellie, stop running!"I see Justine and cry out, "Justine! Over here!""Ajay? Is that you?" Justine shouts.Immediately, Shellie stops and runs toward me. Dottie and Justine come to me as well. They all stood staring my way, speechless. Slowly, Justine reaches to touch me and asks, "Are you okay?"The only thing I could do was cry. All three of them huddle around me. These strange sounds in the distance make Dottie say, "I think we need to go.""Are you alone? Where's Jude?" Justine asks."I'm alone, and Dottie's right. We need to leave."They have food and liquor on their boat. All three care for me until I'm no longer trembling from fear. We're miles away from the island when Justine asks, "Do you want to talk about it?"How do I explain this? Honestly, I don't know what happened myself. Coughing to clear my
Zelma doesn't know. I've been looking for Ajay forever. After I learned she practiced witchcraft, I told Zelma. Zelma warned me, "Knight Island was demonic. We just didn't know it. Dad was privy to some information but tragically learned it wasn't just superstition and ghost stories."I'd called Ajay but she never called back. Then, I decided to wait for her in the library's occult section. Afraid other students would see me and think I was a witch, I started asking about her instead.The student aid at the desk knew who she was. He told me, "Ajay is great. I haven't seen her in a minute, but sometimes she'd go to the coffee shop down the street."Cafe Sheol made me look more sketchy than sitting in the library. Only the barista and I are present. I go to the counter, order a tall latte, and ask, "Hi Cecily, I'm Justine. Do you remember a girl named Ajay being a customer?"Before I can describe her, Cecily answers, "Of course. I love Ajay. Why do you ask?"I explained how we lost cont
My life flashes before me as we drop to the ground. I open my eyes and am in the top bunk bed at my foster home. It's a clear night. As I gaze out into the stars, I think, I wish someone loved me.The Michaels have four foster children. All four of us are girls. We're all around the same age. I climb out of bed to use the toilet and overhear my foster parents discussing how one of the girls has been adopted.I hurry back to my room, crying. Now, staring into the night sky again, I whisper, "Please let someone love me." The following morning, Aunt Irene adopted me.It's my senior year of high school. My boyfriend, Benjamin, and I ditch prom and drive to the marina. We sneak in and lie in someone's boat. Lying beside each other, we gaze up into the sky, and he asks, "Do you think anyone's truly out there?"I answer, "Look how beautiful and vast the sky is. How can it not be?"Nodding, Ben says, "I agree. So, is it God or aliens?""Definitely, God. Aliens are techies, according to what t
After weeks of sailing, we find nothing. We return to Brazil, and Jude says, "Let's just go home."The closer we get to Knight Island, the more uneasy I feel. Early morning, we leave Florida. Soon, the island appears, but it's no longer the paradise I knew. It's burning wasteland. Wide-eyed, I look at Jude, but he's expressionless. I stammer, "W-What happened?"Knight Island looks exactly like the island I spent a night alone on. Had I swam all the way here and then returned to another location near Columbia? Our boat hits a rock behind this burned-down villa. Jude anchors our boat and then stretches out his hand. Nervous, I lightly place my palm in his. He helps me to shore. Once he releases me, I stare into his eyes.Exhaling, he pans across the island, saying, "They would've told my secret. I start to panic, but a still voice calmly says, "Agree with him."Through a shaky voice, I say, "You're right, babe."Jude cuts his eyes at me and says, "Come here. I'll carry you."He lifts
Mrs. Dotson taps her ruler on her desk, saying, "Sit down, students. Class is in session. It's October 30. Today we will explore stories of myths and monsters."A crisp autumn breeze gusts through the room from the opened window. The ten children are prim and proper for school, in their uniforms. Each innocent face intently gazes at Mrs. Dotson, anticipating her reading.She looks up and sees me standing in her doorway. Her eyes light up, and she says, "Kind day to you, Mr. Knight. Is there something that you need?""I'm celebrating my birthday. I hoped to leave a tad earlier. Will you see to it that my class leaves on time?""Anything for you, Mr. Knight.""Thanks."I enter my mill and chain myself in the dungeon. Everyone I love dies. It's been 500 years, and I'm still here. As the sun sets and the full moon rises, I begin my change. Though I can control my inner beast, tonight I'm frustrated and want to kill. But killing will attract unwanted attention. Once I'm transformed, I let