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2022-02-04 22:00:34Jane P.O.V.
DREAM:“This isn’t a dream Jane, this is you future my love.” The sound came out of a light above us.Noah smiles at me again and walks away with Sophie by his arm. But how can this be my future if the child completely looks different.
“My dear child, sometimes people make mistakes, but Noah made a horrible one. I’m keeping you here a little longer so you won’t feel the pain that it’s giving you.”“I don’t understand, how can the child be different right now from last time, how can this be my future. I’ve just been send away from my room I was staying in.”
“All in time my dear, just know that you don’t have to be so cruel and hard on yourself. Don’t lose hope in the right people around you and most of all, don’t lose hope in Noah. You two are made for each other. You will feel a lot of pain when I let you wake up, are you ready for that?”“What kind of pain, what happened to me?”
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Noah P.O.V. Hearing her screaming my name a smile forms on my face. Marcus was jumping of happiness in my mind, he could feel Ari and Jane the same as I can now. We can feel her warmth and her love floating trough us, it felt amazing. Also there is a powerful feeling from her aura running through me, I didn’t understand how that was possible because only Alpha’s have powerful aura’s. I didn’t had long to think about it, cause the warmth and love I felt with it fated away. Instead I could feel doubt, anger and pain. Lots and lots of pain. I can feel the pain of her miscarriage, the pain of what her parents did to her, the abuse of man. I had a hard time not showing Jane what her feelings did to me. My whole body was in agony. I can feel Jane freeze under me and quicky I get up and stare at her to find out what is wrong with her. Her eyes are closed and there is a tear rolling down her cheek. I try to feel her but I can’t figure out what is wrong with h
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