"I know you're awake, Beautiful."
"No you don't." The voice came out muffled from under a pillow. "Because I'm not."
"I think you are."
The Alpha felt a kiss on her shoulder, before warm lips moved to her neck. Groaning, Chesca tried batting his face away. "Five more minutes."
But her mate was persistent, and wouldn't be deterred. "Do you know what time it is?" Kaiden asked while tugging the pillow from her grip.
"Yep. It's time for Baby to begin his morning kicking routine," she replied while finally opening her bleary eyes, looking at her mate with envy. How come he always managed to look so good in the morning, while she stumbled from bed more often than not looking like a zombie? And everyone said she'd glow during pregnancy.
"Really? Let me feel it," Kaiden exclaimed, much too excitedly, and placed his hands gently on Chesca's stomach. His warm touch never ceased to send tingles across her skin, and as Chesca watched the awed expression on his face, she thanked God once again for the love and beauty of her mate and growing family.
"Does it hurt?"
"A little," Chesca admitted. "But it reminds me just how healthy he is."
"Or she."
Chesca laughed and placed her hands on Kaiden's cheeks, drawing his face close for a kiss. "Yes, or she. But you know I'm often right about these things. Call it maternal instinct or just a crazy shewolf high on hormones, but I gave a feeling it's going to be a boy."
"We'll see," Kaiden conceded with a lift of his lips before proceeding to kiss her deeply, his fingers tangling her already messy hair. "I still can't believe we made this little baby." His hands ran over her stomach, warming her and their pup from the inside out.
"Me neither. I still get amazed even though I've had months to prepare and get used to the idea. I love him so much already, as well as loving you more each day. I sometimes think my heart will burst," Chesca smiled languidly into her mate's caramel brown eyes, admiring the flecks of gold and the way they crinkled when he smiled.
"I'll be there to put it back together, don't you worry," Kaiden promised, sealing it with a kiss on her lips that she never wanted to end.
They were interrupted by a high pitched squeal.
"Momma, Dadda! I'm hungwy!"
Then two tiny fists pulled on the edge of the sheets, bunching them together as he hauled himself up. "Momma, I'm hungwy!"
"You're always hungry, aren't you, little fella?" Chesca helped her little pup over her stomach until he fell between her and Kaiden in a fit of giggles. "You take after your daddy."
"More like his mother. I think her appetite surpasses mine nowadays, right Isaiah? She just keeps eating and eating and growing fat!" Kaiden tickled his young son.
"Nooo!!" Isaiah squealed and giggled. "Momma not fat, she having a baby."
"That's right, my clever boy. Your baby brother or sister needs all the food he can get to grow big just like you!" Chesca kissed his chubby cheeks, his brown curls bobbing against his forehead.
"I grow big like daddy," he thumped his fists on his father's firm chest.
"Yes, you will, my little tyke. Now let's go find some breakfast, hey? This little pup is getting hungry," Chesca scooped up her little boy and crawled from the bed, her mate following close behind and managing to place a kiss on her neck just as they left the room together. Chesca loved this time of the morning, when it was just her and her family, with no distractions. Laughing quietly, they moved down the hallway with giddy steps.
And nearly bowled into a bleary-eyed little girl.
"Mommy, Daddy, have you seen Vannah? I can't find my teddy and I think she took him again."
"Good morning, princess Emerald, did you sleep well?" Kaiden lifted his daughter into his arms and brushed her dark locks back from her face, tucking them behind her ears and placing wet kisses on her smooth cheeks.
"Ouch, your cheeks are scratchy," Emerald pushed his face away from hers and squished it between her little fingers, staring at him intently as he carried her downstairs. "You need a beard cut."
"Well, what if I told you Mummy likes my beard?"
"Mommy!" Emerald called out, her green eyes growing wide. "Tell Daddy to cut off his beard, his cheeks are all scratchy!"
Chesca just laughed. No time soon would she tell Kaiden to shave. She loved the handsome five-day shadow on his face, and it made him look rugged and masculine. And especially, intimidating to other shewolves who might spare her Alpha mate a glance. Chesca was feeling even more possessive and jealous with all the pregnancy hormones flooding her system. "Why don't we find your teddy, hey Em? Did you ask Savannah were he is?"
"No, I didn't. Vannah wasn't in her bunk when I woke up. Do you think she took him and hid him outside like last time? That would be really mean, and I would—"
"I'm sure she didn't, honey. But we'll ask her anyway if she knows where he is. Just where is that girl? She is supposed to help brush your hair when you get up," Chesca's mind was already running through a million things as she rounded the last corner into the kitchen, the whereabouts of her eldest daughter being on the top of the list.
Savannah was always getting into scrapes and almost needed as much supervision as her active toddler Isaiah.
As soon as the kitchen came into view, Chesca heard a loud clattering noise, and saw Savannah standing by the bench, holding a whisk in one hand and a packet of flour in the other while a mixing bowl sat in front of her. A creamy substance was splashed on her face and shirt, and her brown eyes widened as she looked up and caught sight of them all staring at her.
"Whoops."
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It took a good half hour to clean up the kitchen and lecture Savannah why it was not a good idea to make pancakes by herself for school just because her friend Justin had bragged he could make better ones than her.
As Chesca stirred oatmeal in a saucepan, adding some honey and milk, she watched her three pups playing together in the loungeroom, the morning sunshine streaming through the glass windows and landing on their pretty heads.
Savannah, at eleven years old, was growing up to be a strong and spunky heir to the Alpha lineage despite her tendencies to act before thinking. She was already the natural leader of her group of friends, even if there was a certain boy she'd break a bone in her body just to impress.
Emerald was seven years old and felt it her job in life to keep her older sister from accidentally getting herself killed before adulthood. She was much more sensible, calm, and thoughtful than her sister, yet could be just as mischievous.
Chesca and Kaiden's son Isaiah, the baby of the family until number four came along, was like any other inquisitive and active toddler of three years old. He was always running off, wanting to learn how this worked or what made that go, or where does all the water go when you pull the plug in the sink? She'd found him curled up in the kitchen cabinet listening to the pipes in the wall one afternoon, then she showed him the basement where the pipes led to the septic tank underground.
Chasing her precious and rambunctious pups around the pack house was tiring, but Chesca loved them to bits and wouldn't want it any other way.
She and Kaiden had decided to split the family life with pack life, the male Alpha taking most of the pack's responsibilities on his shoulders while she cared for their children. A large office building had been set up in the middle of their new large territory of ForgedHearts, and he worked from there most days with Beta Benjamin and Gamma Roman, along with the rest of the command. They had decided to use her residence as their primary family home, as Kaiden didn't want to spend much time at his old childhood residence, full of more bad memories than good. The arrangement suited Chesca perfectly, and she was never far from her beautiful forest, sparkling lake, and rolling green countryside that she grew up in, and now guided her own children as they flourished in the loving and supportive community of their pack members.
"So Lexi's coming over later today?" Kaiden asked as he ate a bowl of breakfast, Emerald hanging onto one of his arms while Isaiah sat in his lap trying to intercept his spoonfuls of porridge.
"Yes, for a checkup and catch up. Did you know her little Ariella turned eighteen recently? She's grown up so fast. Just where does the time go?" With one hand on her belly to calm her active unborn pup, Chesca sipped on green tea and ginger.
"Wow, a proper young lady. I wonder if anyone else here will grow into a beautiful lady one day?" Kaiden tickled his daughter who hung from his arm and nudged his other one who was trying not to spill porridge on her shirt while balancing the spoon on her nose.
"Not me! I'm a little monkey," Emerald sing-songed and swung back and forth.
"Not me. I don't want a mate," Savannah said the word and screwed up her nose like she was talking about a toad.
"A mate?! Heavens no!" Kaiden eyes widened in shock. "If any boys try to claim my little girls or even look at them, I'm going to have to run after them and chase them far away into the hills. Far, far away where he can't even think about you. Nobody touches my little girls." He finished his declaration with a loud kiss on each of their cheeks.
"I'd just punch him and tell him to get lost in the neighboring pack forest. I heard it's haunted, you know?" Savannah said blandly, now trying to balance a blueberry on Isaiah's head.
"Hmm don't believe everything Justin tells you, Vannah," Chesca laughed at her antics and picked up Isaiah from her mate's arms before her daughter could rub peanut butter in his sippy cup.
Beta Benjamin and Kira's son Justin was only a few months older than Savannah, and he spent his days running with her and filling her head with amazing facts and stories, always roping the girls into the boys' pranks and games. Or maybe Savannah was the brains behind all the pranks and practical jokes they played on each other? Either way, at the end of the day, Savannah always had a hundred things to say about the boy. Chesca wasn't sure if her daughter loved or hated the kid. Only time would tell.
After Kaiden had finished getting ready for the day, he pushed Chesca lightly against the bench for a kiss, wrapping his arms firmly around her before in turn kissing his children.
"You behave for Mommy now, okay?" he raised an eyebrow at them. "I'll see you all later."
Savannah leapt up on to his back before he could exit the front door. "Mom, can I please go with Dad today?"
"But you've still got that math test to do. And Ariella's coming later, don't you want to play with her?"
"But Daddy's not going far. I can be back before lunch and do the test later. I want to go with Dad for the training! Please please please?" She pleaded while wrapping her arms tighter around her dad's neck, nearly strangling him.
"I could send her back early," Kaiden said. "We're training the new warriors down by the lake. I'll make sure Savannah runs home in a couple hours."
"Okay. Just as long as she doesn't spend more time distracting the poor recruits than helping them," Chesca frowned at her daughter with an unspoken command.
"Don't worry, I won't. Dad and I have been practicing a new move, haven't we Dad?" She tugged on his hair and began steering him out the door like he was her noble steed.
"Sure have, my little Alpha. You'll knock 'em dead," he agreed with a mischievous grin, and Chesca just shook her head with a smile on her face as she watched them jog down the path, a little boy joining them before taking off running, Savannah hot on his heels.
A few hours later, after Chesca successfully got some house cleaning done and started Emerald on some easy English writing activities while Isaiah played in a playpen, she heard a knock on the door and felt her heart skip in delight at the thought of seeing her best friend again. Though Kaiden had become her deepest and best friend who knew her like no other, there was still something special between the girlhood friends that neither time nor distance could break.
"Lexi!""Chesca! How are you, Sis?" The women embraced and began talking a thousand words a minute while Ariella trailed in behind."Hey, Aunt Ches. Where's Isaiah?" The teenager instantly looked for the baby, and Chesca loved how good she was with children. Emerald ran up to give her a hug, and even little Isaiah reached up his arms for her.They settled down in the living room, and Lexi began asking questions about the pregnancy and carefully feeling her abdomen. Ever since losing her own baby, Lexi had made it her mission to ensure no other shewolf went through the same thing she had. Even though they had a couple pack doctors, Lexi developed the special touch and empathy of a midwife that calmed the expectant mothers. Chesca especially enjoyed having her friend alongside her for each step of her pregnancies. Lexi had never grown bitter or despondent in grief over her loss, but had somehow healed with the help of her mate and adopted daughter Ariella.It wasn't long before it was l
"Luci! What are you doing?" I scramble off my bed and hurry to the window, grabbing onto my friend's leg as she clambers through. "You nearly gave me a heart attack!"She falls to the carpet with a soft thud. "I'm a psycho killer here to kidnap you, what do you think?" She raises a black eyebrow."Not funny," I glare at her."Sure it's not," she gets up and flops into my bed."What did I miss?" A softer voice comes from the window. I roll my eyes. Of course Gabby is here too. Wherever Luci goes, Gabby follows, especially if it's to come visit me.At midnight.But I don't mind. Honestly, I could do with the company.Gabriella and Lucia are like my triplets from another life. We met in middle school, and I'll never forget the boring school dance for which we had to dress up in costumes. I spent weeks making my princess dress, but Gabby looked infinitely more elegant and graceful in an angelic gown complete with wings, her golden hair and fair skin suiting the outfit perfectly. Luci went
Ariella was grounded for a month.She didn't feel upset or resentful towards her parents for the decision, because she knew she deserved it. Understanding it was for the best, Ariella put the extra time at home to use. She poured more energy into practicing her violin, planting an entire new section of herbs in the vegetable garden, helping her dad build a new fence for the chicken pen, and of course drawing and writing in her diaries.Sitting on the swing that hung from the large and spreading oak tree in their backyard was one of her favourite ways to spend the afternoon, the last rays of sunlight splashing on the leaves above her before creeping up the trunk and disappearing as the sun fell below the horizon.As she lazily pushed back and forth, daydreaming about everything and nothing in particular, her imagination would envision a handsome wolf coming to claim her as mate. His eyes a blue colour and inky hair to match the starry night sky, he'd sweep her off her feet and carry he
I can't explain why, but I run.I turn and run like a pathetically frightened girl who can't stand up under the gaze of such an intimidating wolf. For he as he watched me, I felt the power radiate from him and it nearly made my lungs burst for breath. His scent of toasted chestnuts was captivating, but I am cowardly and weak. I never expected this time to be any different, but perhaps I had hoped it would be. Perhaps his scent spoke to me in different ways than the icy fear that wrapped around me last time. I am unsure whether I should've felt safe with him, or scared in the way I fear dark shadows.It is too late now to find out, as I reach my home and find my mom making lunch in the kitchen. She looks at me as I stumble inside, and immediately orders me to sit down and drink a glass of water. Maybe she can see me the way I feel, with blood drained from my face and my lips barely sucking in enough air to sustain me."Honey, are you okay?" she asks while brushing my hair out of my eye
"I made your favourite muffins, Ari. Choc chip," Lexi said with a smile as she pushed the plate toward Ariella, a silent look of concern and pleading in her bright eyes."Thank you." Making no move to take one, Ariella just kept staring out the window, her chin in her palm as she spent the third morning in a row not eating breakfast. How could she feel like food when her stomach was in a knot and her heart was filled with emptiness?With a heavy sigh Ariella got up and left the kitchen, unaware of Lexi's frown lovingly trained on her as she pushed out the front door.Sitting in the swing under the oak tree, Ariella tried to think positively but it was impossible to forget the feeling of her mate.Of his hands on her shoulders, pushing her away.He had pushed her away into the cold stream with an even colder expression in those icy blue eyes of his, where before he had stood so closely. She had felt his warm breath on her face, had seen the light dusting of freckles across his nose and
Looking out the window, Ariella was surprised to find him climbing the tree."No, wait. I'm coming down," she whispered as she scrambled over the ledge and onto the branches. They dropped to the ground at the same time."My parents..." Ariella began and Mal nodded in understanding, his dark fringe falling over his brow and concealing his eyes.Without saying a word, he held out his hand for Ariella to take, and she hesitated a moment.Did she really want this? Did she really want to take this risk of going with her mate whom she knew nothing about? Remembering that she was giving him a chance to apologise, and wanting to know more about him, she slipped her fingers in his.The sparks that jumped between their skin made her smile and a warmth filled her heart. As she followed him down the forest trail, not knowing where he was taking her, she couldn't seem to shake the conflict inside. It felt so wrong to be sneaking about with him. He was dark and dangerous, he'd shown her that much a
I sleep in late and only pull myself from my warm bed sometime after ten.My mom has already gone into town with my dad, explaining on a note that Alpha Kaiden has called them for a meeting. With the house to myself, I practice my violin, dust the lounge, hum romantic love songs while baking heart shaped cookies, and prepare potato casserole for lunch. I can barely keep my mind on the tasks for very long as I keep going back to one thing—I'm going to be seeing my mate again tonight, after spending a beautiful time with him last night under the stars.He apologised so thoughtfully for what he did when we first me, and he took me onto his territory to sit and talk together. I can still feel his arms around me, and most importantly I can feel the soft sensation of his tongue on my lips. It makes my heart nervous all over again, but though it surprised me I can't dismiss the thought that I wanted to do the same. His skin just looked so beautiful, I wanted to explore it with not only my ey
The car ride is short as we cross the boundary line between ForgedHearts and DoubleEdge packs. Instantly I feel the strange tingle, like an electric pulse, that warns me of passing onto another Alpha's territory. It makes me wonder why I didn't feel anything the first time I crossed, before I was chased away by the frightening Beta of the pack.My nervousness grows as we draw closer to the Alpha's estate, which sits on a hill that rises in the middle of his territory. I can see the large mansion from a distance, and it is cold, harsh, and seems to be aching for love. The impression it gives me is one of loneliness. This place hasn't seen kindness or attention for a long time, and I frown at what my senses are telling me. This is just a mansion, an inanimate object, so why is it reaching out to me? It is afraid, and I too become afraid of it.The structure's details come into focus as we drive up the long driveway. The walls are made of grey stone, shaded gargoyles peer down from each
The song above is 'The Song of the Caged Bird' by Lindsey Stirling, an amazing violinist. Later in the chapter, when Ariella plays her violin, I imagine her song to be similar to the one above :)4312 words8Flames dance between us, glowing orange and golden. Their light is reflected in his onyx irises, illuminating them with amber and scarlet sparks. With a gaze like a cunning predator, he watches me watching him. Aware. Alert. Direct and unrelenting.An icy fist squeezes my chest, making it hard to breathe under his unwavering attention. I blink, and when I meet his gaze once again, his eyes are shifting from navy blue to the signature azure hue I love so much. One side of his beautiful mouth tilts up in a small smile, and my heart jolts after perhaps stuttering to a stop only a moment before.What have I just seen?It doesn't matter. Nothing matters now that he is here. Now that my mate has come to be with me.My legs act before I even command them to move, eating up the distance a
"And this is my doll, I named her Sandy because her hair is yellow like sand. She looks so pretty in this pink dress, don't you think?"Emerald picked up the doll from its place amongst other stuffed animals, and smoothed out the dress that was covered in flowers, ribbons, and buttons. Her side of the room that she shared with her sister was all soft and girly with pretty pink things everywhere, while Savannah's side was decorated with unusual things like smooth rocks from the creek, slingshots made from sticks, and curious leaves dried between books.The two Alpha daughters were opposite in many ways, but so alike in their love for their family and friends."It's gorgeous," Ariella agreed, patting the doll and looking about the room. When Ariella and her mom came to visit for the day, both girls instantly pulled her upstairs to excitedly show her their latest gifts and toys. Now while Emerald was proudly pointing out her neatly arranged collection, Savannah sat in the window seat fli
"He really hasn't changed at all.""Who?""Caleb. Who else would I be talking about!" Lexi placed the stack of plates in a cupboard then wiped the sink dry, and turned a raised eyebrow to her Alpha."Oh, right. What about him?" Chesca asked while hanging up the dish towel. The kitchen was now tidy and clean from the dinner preparations thanks to Lexi's help, but she knew by breakfast the next morning, it would once again be it's usual mess."I saw him chatting to Miranda the other day, down by the lake. You know the spot by the pines? Private. Romantic. He was standing so close to her like he always used to. Leaning, if you know what I mean."Chesca groaned and poured the freshly boiled kettle of water into her teapot. Soon the scent of black tea with rose buds permeated the air, and Chesca felt herself instantly unwinding with just the anticipation of a good cup of tea. This time of night, when her pups were in bed, was a part of the day she looked forward to. Because though she love
"You're leaving?"Malachi is shocked, more so than I expected. He stands up abruptly, nearly pulling away the sheets that he had unconsciously scrunched between his fingers, and looks at me with wide eyes. I see a swirl of storms in his blue eyes, more shadow than light in the dim morning dawn that surrounds us, and I might not be imagining the hurt that creeps in the edges and wrinkles his forehead.It nearly makes me change my mind."You're going home...to ForgedHearts pack?" he questions, like he needs to clarify where I call home. Maybe my choice of wards was poor, but this hasn't felt like home, not ever, even in the small moments I'm enveloped in Malachi's embrace. For a flicker in time, being with him feels right, but everything else around us is so wrong."Just for a few days."He visibly relaxes, his shoulders slumping forward and his clenched jaw loosening while he sits on the edge of the bed. I scoot back and pull my knees to my chest."It's almost the new moon, and I want
I grip the doorpost and feel his words smack into me like a tidal wave of relief. "Who?"Malachi huffs and runs a hand through his hair, an action I've come to know means he's frustrated and agitated, tired of not being in control of the situation."It's complicated. Hamilton and I aren't even sure yet, but we're close. We can feel it.""Then tell me who you're suspect of? Who do you think could have murdered your warriors so disgustingly?"His eyes snap to mine, the blue a riot of crashing waves. "That's the point. It's a terrible accusation to make, so we're not calling it yet. We have to go over the facts again, see if there's anything we missed."He looks tired, and troubled with the fact that he still hasn't yet found the person causing such crimes in his pack. As Alpha, he wants to protect everyone, I know."So do you think you can solve it? You'll be able to stop them before anyone else gets hurt, right?" I'd nearly forgotten about the threat to our lives, so caught up have I b
The air is heavy with my dread, making it almost too thick to breathe. Especially with my mate's hand squeezing my shoulder, his thumb pressing in under my collarbone. Although it doesn't hurt, I understand his meaning clearly."I asked, where have you been?" Malachi growls at me again when I take too long to answer. "And who were you with? I can smell his scent all over you."An extra wave of fear engulfs me as I look into Malachi's dark eyes, dotted with dancing red embers. I know the type of risk a jealous mate poses to another male, especially if it's a jealous Alpha mate. Their strength can be magnificent when fueled by fiery possession.I try and tell him he has nothing to worry about though. "It—it was just a boy—""Don't lie to me!" Malachi leans into my face and snarls, making me flinch. Squeezing my eyes shut, an involuntary whimper escapes my throat.Suddenly Malachi steps back from me, leaving a rush of cold air between us.When I open my eyes, his gaze is to the floor, a
Cornflakes crunch in my mouth, their cracking sound the only thing I can hear in this silent and empty house.As I pour milk into my bowl, I wonder where everyone is, and figure they must be out training, working hard, or avoiding me. The last realisation stings, as I know that Malachi never came home last night. Our bed remained cold and empty beside me.I don't know where he went or why he just ran from me last night. It had been going so well, the pizza and fellowship night I organised in full swing, and I was sure Malachi was happy and proud of what I'd done. I'd seen it in the way his blue eyes were watching me the entire time I told my story. I felt it in his racing heartbeat when I led him to the dance area and wrapped my arms around him.I'd heard it in the gentle way he said my name.But then he was gone.Pushing through the crowd and disappearing into the shadowed forest like my touch was burning him, like the bonfire behind us was consuming his sense and reason.What reason
The pounding on the front door startled her.Who would be calling at this time of the morning?Chesca washed her hands of the fresh fruit she had been slicing, and moved to the door.Opening it slowly, she sensed who was on the other side before seeing him. But the sight of the little boy standing there in dripping wet pyjamas, dark curly hair plastered to his forehead, was still a complete shock."Justin—?""Hey Aunt Chesca, where is Sav—" His eyes widened as they looked past her. "Vannah!!"The he dashed past the Alpha with a shriek and lightning quick speed, and before Chesca could even think of stopping him, he'd tackled a sleepy looking Savannah to the ground. They rolled on the floor of the living room, grasping each other around the neck and shoulders, hitting and yelling at each other in a way that was so not appropriate for this early in the day. This hullabaloo would surely wake baby Isaiah if Chesca didn't get them under control."Children! Get off each other right now!" Ch
"No, I haven't. Is she okay? Maybe I should go visit—""No, no, Ariella. It's fine. She's fine. Just..." Beta Knight leads me to a bench that's situated along the path, encircled by old and brittle shrubs, and takes the time to explain to me. "She gets really bad headaches, maybe two or three times a year. It's gotten worse ever since the Alpha died. When she's suffering, she likes us to all stay away. The noise and interaction only make it worse, you know?""Oh," I frown and wish there was something I could do for her. "Does she like flowers? Maybe I could give her some lavender. Or I could make her some soup! Or—""Ari, really," Knight lays a hand on my arm, stopping me and my mouth slowly shuts. "She likes to be left alone. You have no idea what she's really going through."I nod, deflated."But enough dark thoughts for today. Cheer up! We can still carry on. What did you have planned for today? Let's get that cheerful smile back on your face," he tells me warmly, and I squint my e