EUDORA. I always knew this would happen. It’s like that nagging feeling at the back of your mind that reminds you of something you haven’t experienced yet. Something that was bound to happen no matter what you do to stop or stall it. I knew I couldn’t stop mine and I didn’t stall it on my own. If I’d been taken by Alpha Tauren, I would have gone into heat and he would have claimed me as his right there and then but things got messy unexpectedly and I totally forgot that this was a part of my life that was supposed to happen. Although now, it was forced to happen by the man I once again trusted blindly and foolishly. I knew nothing about heats. I read nothing about them because of the ground knowledge I had of the situation of the female, being like a piece of meat. Some hounds can smell from afar and come running—fighting to death even—to tear you apart piece by piece. That alone was enough to deter me since I have always hated being objectified all my life. Now, I wish I had r
EUDORAI did as told, I spread my legs. At least I spread them as far as they let me or to put it more accurately, as far as I was able to spread them because of how weak and mushy my entire body was.My guess was I didn’t spread them wide enough or the way Alpha Rex wanted them to be because he came even closer to me, sank into the empty space of the bed beside me and spread me apart with his hands as my dress had already ridden up to my thighs. His touch—for the first time—on the bare skin of my thighs served as a wake-up call and also fired my skin up once again in a way that burned harder than before. My breasts seemed like they grew even heavier at his touch and the nipples fought hard to be broken away from the restraint of my dress. The wake-up call weighed heavier than my breasts. It made something else other than the lustful thoughts that’s been whirling around in my head, take up my entire mind as I realized what was about to happen. My heart raced faster, harder than it
EUDORA. I moaned when his fingers slightly grazed the mound in between my thighs. I slapped a palm on my mouth at the kind of sound that left my lips but Alpha Rex slowly moved the hand from my mouth. “It’s okay.” He assured me and I nodded, licking my dry lips again and for a second, I saw how his gaze dropped to my lips, remained there for another second before he met my eyes again and swallowed before looking down at me.I could swear I heard him take a harsh breath as he stared down at me where I was now dripping wet, making a mess all over the bed before he even got started with me. My chest was heaving with the hot gaze of Alpha Rex on my mound that was now exposed to him.For a moment, that was all he did. He stared. I was forced to think something was wrong with me. That he didn’t like what he was seeing and I tried to close my thighs but he snapped up at me.“Don’t.” He warned. I was dying here! He looked down at me again and then slowly, he brushed the other hand that w
ALPHA REX.Fresh air. Silence.Realization…It all hit me all at once, not taking a second longer after I left Eudora alone in the room. I stayed calm for her own sanity, but mine descended into chaos the moment I was away from her. I stood in the middle of their living room and just…I just stared at blank space as my thoughts tore at each other in my head. The whole house was silent now, Eudora’s moans and cries were only echoes at the back of my mind now but inside of my head were even louder noises that I fought to keep down. I looked down at my fingers—the ones that had been knuckles deep into the wetness of an Omega—and I sighed, my hand going to my hair. What was I thinking? I could have walked out of there, no, I ‘should’ have. The moment I knew what was going on with her and the only way to stop it, I should have left yet I couldn’t and I couldn’t even give an excuse as to why I let an Omega come on my fingers. And not just any Omega too, a strange one whose existence was
EUDORA. When I washed myself in the shower days after my First heat, it was with a delicateness that I thought I’d lost since my return from the MoonBorn pack. When I washed myself, I wasn’t obsessed with getting invisible imprints of the filthy hands that touched me, off my skin. Instead, washing myself brings back images of dark silver eyes looking down at the movement of his fingers in and out of my opening. Each time my hands get close to my inner thighs to wash, I feel a sharp tingle and memories of my first sexual experience with the most unexpected person floods my mind. Frankly, it wasn’t what I expected. Since I was not in the right state of mind, controlled by my body’s desires that I knew could have led me to sleeping with any available male, I excused myself for not being revolted as he touched me.But I expected to be repulsed as soon as it was all over. I expected to hate the reminder of Alpha Rex’s touch on my skin, the way he gripped the flesh of my butt and made
ALPHA REX. “I’m going to stop going after the Alpha-Delta project.” I announced. My Beta raised a brow at the suddenness of my words and what they meant. I’ve been thinking about it since the moment we met, itching to let it out and I finally did when I was done fighting my thoughts in my head. The battle was between a part of me that wanted to keep digging, to see what I could find because it was sure there was something lurking in the darkness and I could find it if I kept pushing, and another part of me that was tired of the back and forth that was getting me nowhere. “You don’t mean you’re giving up, are you?” Logan finally responded. “I’m not giving up, I’m simply trying to make better use of my time.” Logan stared back at me in surprise and I knew one, I’d been the one who was adamant and bent of making sure I got to the root of the project but here I was backing out.“Sounds like you’re giving up to me.” He said, shaking his head. “What changed?”A lot, including the fact
EUDORA. 9:02He was two minutes late tonight and he’d barely arrived when I heard a knock on his door which made me strain my ears to listen and at the same time left a dark, brooding feeling inside of me, knowing who it was that was at his door at that time of the night. I’d jerked out of bed when I first heard his footsteps as he walked into the house. I then shamelessly placed my ear on the wall that separated us, hoping to make out any sound. The sound of his legs alone, as they caused the floorboards to creak or his annoyed grunt as he tried to pull off a sock or the sound of his shower running—those sounds calmed me and I soon realized I was never able to sleep until I heard them. Today was the first time I would hear a knock and his door opening to see whoever it was at his door. I already knew it was Lecticia even though I couldn’t hear anything they were saying.I waited a little bit longer to hear his door shut which could only mean she left but the sound didn’t come. Le
EUDORA. I looked at the painting again, trying to find out what it was I needed to see. I knew nothing about art. I’ve always been inclined towards the sciences and once, before my life took a different turn, I dreamed of being a nurse, studying at a human school like Conan did. So, none of this made sense. What exactly was I supposed to know about a painting when everything about it could be some twisted form of art? I dunno, artists display weird things all the time and call it art. I would not be surprised if the huge smudge I was looking at on the painting was a part of Leticia’s art. I shook my head again, “I don’t understand what’s going on, it’s just a painting.” Leticia stepped forward slowly, her eyes were exceptionally soft as if she was trying to show they she didn’t mean any harm. Why would he need to do that? “Eudora, it’s okay. You don’t have to tell the truth now.” Her voice was just as soft.I frowned. What was she saying? What truth? “Truth? What truth? I don’t