9. An Omega's World.

WARNING !!! 18+ CONTENT WITHIN CHAPTER (SUBTLE BDSM REPRESENTATIONS THAT YOU MIGHT FIND DISTURBING) 

EUDORA. 

I have always known my time in the BlueCoven pack would come to an end and I had hoped that whenever that happened, I would leave good memories behind. I would have wholesome memories that would overshadow the toxic ones that I would have to live with forever wherever I find myself. I had imagined myself saying my goodbyes to Conan, stealing an innocent kiss from him and disappearing before he was able to process. I imagined myself going down on my knees to thank Luna Eleanor for not leaving me for dead the very day she found me and Alpha Oslo for accepting to take care of a young child he knew nothing about. 

Even if I was destined to end up the way I did, I was willing to show how grateful I was for the kind of life they gave me before finally leaving me to fulfil the only destiny an Omega is known to have. 

Now, as large gates and barbed walls came into my view from the car window I looked out through all through the ride to my new abode, darkness loomed over my thoughts knowing that I had no good memory to see me through the new life I have been thrown into. Another hope of mine had been dashed and I didn’t know what lay in wait for me behind those gates. 

The darkness that clouded my mind mirrored the dark and star-void sky. The sky felt my pain. My regrets and my hopelessness.It mourned with me and somehow, it felt like the moon goddess did too. She let the moon hide behind thick dark clouds so much that there was no ray of it gracing the earth beneath it. I chose to believe she was playing blind to the ordeals of an orphaned Omega and a mustard of hate took root and spread inside of me. She wasn’t mourning with me, she was leaving me to my own fate.

The Onyx moon pack was no different from the Bluecoven pack. The packs were only far apart by a few miles in the northern part of the country where we were hidden in plain sight from the humans all over. 

I recognized the huge gate the car was rolling towards as the home of Alpha Tauren from where he controlled the wolves of his pack. It reeked with power right from where I sat in the car.  It was pulled open when the car was mere feet away from it. The car rolled smoothly into it, going round a huge fountain with the statue of a silver wolf sitting on its hind legs and howling at the sky. Around it, water pulled from the fountain that endlessly poured into the contained round wall built round the statue. The home of Alpha Tauren wasn’t just any home, it was a huge mansion that reached so high up to the sky that I had to crane my neck to look as I stepped out of the car when it finally comes to a stop by the stairs that led to the huge mansion with Alpha Tauren limping to come stand beside me. 

The whole ride, he’d put his withered hand on my laps but it just stilled there. I was grateful for not having to feel nauseous all the way to his pack. That and the fact that it was thoughtful enough for me to have ditched the dress Luna Eleanor had forced me to wear and put on one that was even bigger than my body was. It covered all the fat I carried, doing the job of keeping my insecurity as well as the beady eyes of Alpha Tauren away from my body. 

Before either of us could take a step forward, a body brushed past me. A move that almost made my face fall flat on the escalade car that we drove in to get here. As big as I was, my strength was nothing against someone, despite how petite, had the blood of an Alpha flowing through their veins. I didn't need to look to know it was Conan’s soon to be mate who was no-doubt displeased by the situation. I watched her sashay her way into the door of the mansion with no regard whatsoever for her father. I had been too overwhelmed by my thoughts to notice she’d been in the car with us all along. 

 For some reason, I feared going in there after her than I feared my future with her father. 

This time, there was no saving me. 

I knew that even before the next moment but it still didn’t feel more real than it did when the door bursts open after Conan’s soon to be mate disappeared into it and six girls my age or older rushed out of the house and lined themselves in threes by each side of the door. 

Omegas. All of them. 

I sensed it from where I stood. They could have passed as maids to anyone else who knew nothing about the wolven traditions but I knew better than that. I knew they were anything but maids. Since we have always been nothing but trophies to boost the ego of Alphas, who said one trophy was enough? Who said there was a limit to the number of lives they could ruin by claiming innocent Omegas? 

I’ve heard tales of Alphas owning scores of Omegas to their name but I have never truly heard anything about the Alpha of the Onyx moon pack or to put it more accurately I never considered the possibility of him having any at all because of his age but there they stood, his trophies in all of their glory–with their heads bowed in reverence to the man who has claimed then. I’d be joining them on those lines soon. I’d stand there and watch how another innocent Omega is taken into the house knowing fully well that her innocence wouldn't be with her anymore when she finally stands on these stairs beside me too, waiting for another innocent Omega to join us. 

The cruel cycle of fate was almost too much for me to bear. My reluctance didn't go unnoticed by Alpha Tauren who  suddenly grabbed me by the chin and jerked my face to him.I hoped that the darkness would shroud the bruise Conan left on my skin as I was forced to look into the eyes of my new Alpha. His fingers dug into my skin in a way that caused too much pain to be unintentional. 

He was passing a message across with his eyes. I was unaffected by his aura as he did. Once he claims me as his, my link with the Bluecoven pack would be severed. I would be for him and for the onyx moon pack for the rest of my life. Then, I would be under the influence of his aura; controlled and chained by it. 

He opened his mouth to speak, “Now listen to me, Omega, from now on, you belong to me.”

I wished he’d just kept passing across his message with his eyes. It would have been much better for me to breathe than now that his foul breath fanned my face and stung my nostrils. 

“Tonight...I will make you mine.”

I didn't need a reminder but he graced me with one.One that had my heart setting off wildly again as I thought of it. My stomach turned from disgust from his words and from his breath. His fingers  dug into my skin let go of me and then with the back of the same hand, he rubbed my face in a slow and sensual move. I clenched my eyes shut. I took all of it with my lips in between my teeth. 

I wasn't able to breathe properly until he let go of me and nodded towards the door where the girls stood. 

“Go,” He said, “They know what to do.”  He continued. 

With shaky legs, I left his side to walk ahead of him towards the girls. As soon as I stepped in the middle, they all turned towards the entrance and began to walk back into the mansion.They pushed my confused frame along with them with stern and unsmiling faces. Every one of their moves were precise. Practised. Like they have been doing this all their life. I couldn’t blame them because they no doubt had no other life outside of this. They kept me as big as I was, in the middle and unable to break away. In the whirlwind they created around me,I lost my bag and concluded one of them must have grabbed it while I was distracted. 

They pushed me into a room and I turned around just in time to see two of them stepping in with me while the others stayed outside and slowly closed the door of the brightly lit room behind them. 

I instantly felt conscious standing in the room with the two Omegas. They seemed like the oldest in  the lot as everything around them oozed control. I shouldn't be scared, right? I was in the presence of girls who were just like me.Girls who had the same blood of a weak species in their veins but that didn't stop me from feeling self conscious because even with them, I still looked and felt out of place. They were really pretty and they had this calmess about them that I would never have been able to muster if I was in their position. There were plenty of fine Omegas at Alliance high but I have never been around them like this. 

I had no idea how to hold a conversation with them or if they were even willing to have one. What kind of things would we talk about anyway? Mourn our misfortune together or bond through them? Nothing has ever been easy for me. 

“Take off your dress,” One of them saved me the embarrassment of having to say anything at all while the side of my eyes caught the other moving around the room to open a closet. 

I was hesitant. I knew this was coming but I was not prepared to take my clothes off in front of them. I wasn’t prepared for their judging eyes that would gauge my body and look me over with disgust. 

“Did you hear me?” Her tone was clipped this time. The other Omega who had gone round came back holding a white dress. It was a long strapless dress with a flowery design that reached the part where it would fall on my midriffs while the rest of it flowed to touch the ground even as she held it up. She looked me over and then at the dress she was holding and before she could hide it, I saw the irritation that flashed through her features. It came from knowing that the dress she held would barely fit into me. If i wasn’t self-conscious before, I was now a wrecking nerve. 

Instead of giving an answer to the first Omega, I turned to the one holding my supposed dress, “Do I really have to wear that?” 

“It is how it is done. It is how it has always been done but now, do you really have to wear this? I dunno, maybe keep that on when you visit the Alpha’s room and then we’ll both find out, won’t we?'' The sarcasm in her voice was dripping hot. So clear only a  dumb person would miss it.It made me snap my mouth shut. 

“The Alpha prefers his women chaste and pure and he believes the white dress is a symbol of tha,” The first Omega paused and let it sink in before she continued, “So, unless you want to return to this room dead or paralysed, I would advise you take your clothes off right now and do as you are told.” 

The more I knew about Alpha Tauren, the more he disgusted me. I was going to wear a dress that was no different from the one of wedding rites only to end up in his bed and discarded later until he finds another use for me just like his other Omegas. The threat of being dead or paralysed scared me but I still couldn't do anything in front of these girls.

“Can–can I have the room to myself?” I asked. I didn't expect them to agree with me but it was worth a shot. I couldn’t let them see me without my wig.

“Who do you think you—” 

“Fifteen minutes.” The first omega cut off the one holding my dress, “You have fifteen minutes to wash off and get dressed. He doesn’t like to be kept waiting.” 

With one last look at me, she turned around to leave.The Omega holding my dress tossed it at me in annoyance and I struggled to keep the cloth out of my face so I could watch them leave. They opened the door to leave but the first Omega stopped and swivelled her head around to look at me, 

“There is makeup in the vanity drawer. That bruise on your face will get you in trouble unless you do something about it.”

My hand went to the bruise on my face on impulse. It stung when I touched it and flashes of how I got it hit me. The ladies were gone before I could get over it but I heard their voices as they walked away from the closed door of the room. 

He brings them back in all shapes and sizes now. She looks like she swallowed a cow. Cackling laughter followed. 

I closed my ears off to the rest of their voices. I didn't want to hear them give their unsolicited opinions about my body and hurt me more than I already was. I already accepted my fate that no matter where I find myself, things would never change. 

My time was ticking. The reminder of it made me rush to find the bathroom where I washed up as fast as I could. The vanity had everything I needed. Perfumed oils, face lotions, hand creams. It had everything. I didn't see the need to dress pretty for a man whose thought of him repels me as much as his touch does but I have never been exposed to so many beautiful things that I wanted to use them all at once. 

And I did. I let myself bask in the beauty of everything knowing it would probably be the last time I would ever get the chance to look like this. I wouldn't represent innocence anymore after today. I could as well make the best of it. I hid my bruise well with the foundation among the loads of makeup items. 

The mirror has always been my greatest fear and enemy but I had no choice but to look into it today. I tried putting on my biggest smile in front of the mirror knowing it could be the last time I’d ever be able to sport a big smile on my face forever. I forced the white dress into my body. As expected, it was so tight but it fit my body like a glove. It hugged every of my features and pushed my breast up my chest like it always does, leaving only my nipples and my lower breast to the imagination of anyone who sees me this way. 

I swirled around in front of the mirror. 

Dancing like I have always imagined myself dancing on my wedding rites to the only man I’ve ever loved. I hugged myself, pretending it was his hands that held me with so much gentleness like I could break if he wasn’t careful. 

The tears threatened to spill but I'd be damned if I let my makeup get ruined after I put so much work into it. They remained underneath my eyelids. I made sure of it. 

The door opened just as I took the last swirl around the room. The two Omegas walked in. They looked me over and while one of them had a satisfied look on her face, I saw the eyes of the other burn in envy. I wanted to laugh and tell her she could have my place. I’d gladly give it to her if she wanted to be me so much.

“Follow me,” The older Omega said in her usual clipped tone and turned back around to leave. I did as I was told, heart hammering against my chest realising that the hour I lose my innocence draws near. There was no hope for salvation anymore.It was too late for that. 

They led me through the hallway into another wing of the huge mansion. The other four were nowhere to be found and I couldn’t help but wonder where they disappeared into until I got near a large room with its double doors widely opened. I heard voices. Soft whimpers of not one, not two and not three women. Their whimpers were followed by grunts that were too familiar for me not to know who it belonged to. 

I was confused at first.Clueless. The feeling made me stop short at the door as the pungent smell of arousals hit my nostrils. Different scents of women finding their release stung my nostrils and I was forced to look back at the two Omegas who weren’t any bit as stunned as I was. 

“Go on.” 

They pushed me slightly into the room and shut the door behind me. 

The room was dimly lit and I walked through a small passage that extended into a wider area of the room. The room was so big that it contained three beds all with velvet red canopies above them. The scent of arousal was stronger and even though my mind didn’t want to admit it, I already knew what was going on in the room.

“Come in,Omega.” I heard Alpha Tauren’s strained voice beckon for me in the dimly lit room and a hand reached out to grab me, pulling me forward so I could land my butt on a bed whose sheets were as white as snow. Not in any way contrasting the dress I wore.It was like they were made together for this. Maybe they were. 

The bed I was forced to sit on stood on the opposite of two other beds. 

That was when the most sinful scene I have ever seen came into my view. The Omegas I had noticed were missing were right in front of me. 

“Watch and learn,Omega. Don’t you dare shut your eyes.”  Alpha Tauren warned. 

On one of the beds before me, three of the omegas were bared to each other. Naked. Dripping. Bathed in oil that made their skin silky and glowing under the dim lights of the room.Their bodies were wrapped around each other. Skin met skin and flesh met flesh in a way that I couldn’t even tell one person’s limbs apart from the other. I saw how their toes curled and how their faces scrunched in utmost pleasure. 

Where their lips aren't on each other, it's in between the legs of another. Lapping each other up and rubbing against each other sensually. Unashamedly raising their voice laced with the  pleasure they were providing themselves with. Their release came with sharp cries yet it never ends there. On the bed beside them were weird looking tools that looked like toys in all shapes and sizes and I wouldn't have known what they were if I didn't see one of the Omegas push three silver balls held together by a chain, into the wetness of another Omega.When she pulled it out, it glistened under the low lights and I could swear I saw it drip to the bed before she slowly lodged them into her mouth. Sucking on it and licking while she made eye contact with me.The next minute, I watched the same set of balls disappear into the walls of another Omega. 

The scene was too sinful to watch yet I couldn't dare take my eyes off them. Goosebumps spread around my body with every moan. Every slurp. Every sigh and every smattering of lips. Was this the same life I would be reduced to? 

Even when he warned me not to take my eyes off them, I knew I had to see him.I had to know what pleasure he derived from the humiliation of the Omegas as they pleased themselves in front of him.  I turned my head around slowly and it was then that I knew what his own grunts were for.

The last of the four Omegas was also naked and basked in oil.her butt was up in the air, letting all of herself come into view while her head bobbed up and down.I heard her gagging and choking sounds and they gave away what my eyes couldn't see beneath her. My stomach turned at the thought of the girl pleasuring the old Alpha while she dripped down her own legs. There was no blood yet the scene was gory enough to need one. Alpha Tauren who has had his eyes clenched shut all along opened it and caught me staring. It was too late to look away now and he held my gaze. 

The old Alpha held my gaze as his eyes dilated and the sound of his groans intensified just like the slurps and gags of the Omega pleasuring him. His eyes held a promise as his lips quivered, signifying his release. A promise of the same life being my fate for as long as I lived. 

“Join them,” He said to the Omega whose lips were still dripping with the essence of him and she did as she was told, falling into bed with the other girls and instantly finding her place among them. 

Alpha Tauren got off the bed. Naked. 

I winced and shut my eyes when his dangling member caught my eyes.He was coming for me and I wished I could run far away from him if only I could make it.  I felt his presence when he stepped in front of me but I let my eyes remain clenched until he gripped me by the chin and raised my head. My eyes couldn’t remain closed then as I looked into his grey eyes.One that disgusted me so much I wanted to spit into it and hope it blinds him. 

“So innocent…so beautiful…so mine…”

I wanted to rear back from his breath as he tried to place his lips on mine but he stopped me by pulling my hair back. The pain made me wince but the fear that he would see my real hair underneath this wig and hurt me made me give in. I let his chapped lips taste mine but it didn't end there. 

He shoved his tongue deep inside my mouth. I grabbed his arms on impulse but that didn’t stop him. After a long torturous minute, he pulled away…barely because his breath was still in my face and his eyes were still locked on mine. 

“I let you watch them so you can learn how to treat your Alpha after I bed you tonight. Lay on the bed so I can tear that dress off you myself,”  He said in my face, licking his lips. 

He let my hair go and pushed me into the bed. I crawled on my back with my arms and limbs like that could get me away from him but he crawled into the bed with me with a sinister look in his eyes. Alpha Tauren crawled atop me and the next thing I know, he was tearing the dress off me. 

My beautiful dress that represented my innocence. I didn't keep my tears at bay anymore because a lone one rolled down my cheeks as I kept my head at the edge of the bed, choosing to get lost in the view of the door and the small passageway than to feel the one above me. 

It was finally time. This time, there was no saviour in sight.No one to help me escape my cruel fate. Tears blurred my vision as I tore myself away from reality and watched the door earnestly instead. Maybe I was still waiting for a saviour. Maybe I was still awaiting help. 

Maybe that's why I imagined that door opening slowly. Maybe that was why I saw the shadow first, tall and fearsome. Maybe that was why I heard the whistling and the footsteps from heavily booted feets as the shadow got nearer.  Maybe that was why time stilled as I felt a presence stronger than anything I have ever felt before. Was he here? My saviour? 

Was it really an imagination if I finally saw the dark figure bleed into the room as more than just a shadow? 

“Sorry to be a party pooper, Alpha Tauren but I have come to take what’s mine.” 

He was real. He was not in my imagination. 

Alpha Tauren stumbled away from me and fell to the ground. His body shook like he had a seizure and his eyes widened a he stared in the direction of the stranger in the room with us. 

His lips quivered and his voice shook when he said; 

“Alpha Rex…”