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The Alpha's Caregiver 33.Just One more Week.
CHAPTER 33–Just one more week. ALPHA REXThe news of my appearance at the Banes Club spread like wildfire across the pack. Along with it was rumors of the presence of an Omega in the pack, the first in the last six years since I took over the pack. The rumor wasn’t anything I could avoid, unless I’d acted like myself and silenced everyone who had been present at the club. The rumors would only remain a rumor as no one could confront me. I didn’t think it wise to get more blood on my hands because of an Omega. It would be reckless to ruin the peace of my pack just because of her. More so, I would be getting rid of her soon. If there was any blood I’d be getting on my hands, it would be hers and if I didn’t have any justification to kill her before other than for being one of the species I hated the most because of the effect they had on me, I had one now. She knew too much already just by breaking my rules and going out of the house with Zena. About our parents. The Omega would be
The Alpha's Caregiver 34.Grounded!
CHAPTER 34–Grounded!EUDORAAsk him, she said! He won’t turn down a polite request, she said! The Alpha is just…a little different from others when it comes to expressing his feelings, she said! Why had I let Lillian push me into this?He’s different alright. Every other person, notably my bullies has said pricking me with a needle would cause me to deflate and float in the air like a balloon but Alpha Rex would be the first person to think flattening me into a book would be better. And what’s worse? I believed it because I knew it wasn’t just any threat. I have seen firsthand what the Alpha was like(well his alter ego as Lillian barely explained but it doesn’t change anything). I’ve seen what he was capable of doing and I wanted no part of it. I wiped the tears from the corner of my eyes, making sure to hear the usual bang of the door to his room before I slowly raised my head to return back to the table where I’d been eating. I already lost my appetite but I also knew better tha
The Alpha's Caregiver 35.The Woman in his Dreams.
CHAPTER 35–The woman in his dreams. ALPHA REX♣️♣️♣️PASTMy breathing was ragged. Each breath that left my mouth and nostrils was shallow. My chest heaved and added to the difficulty in breathing. I was going to die. That was the only thought that ran through my mind. How did it come to this? Mere seconds ago I was strapped to my bed the way I’ve always been since I was locked up in here save for the times when the damned scientist brings the weird little Omega in here and asks me to play with her while I’m locked in the giant cage. The usual safety precaution because he knew what I was capable of doing to the Omega. He’s been bringing her here of late. And even though I hate to admit it , her presence brings me some sort of comfort. I knew the comfort wouldn’t last. Not because of her but because of me. I already established the fact that she was a weakness for me, no doubt all Omegas like her would be. The comfort wouldn’t last because I was ready to wipe out all my weaknesses
The Alpha's Caregiver 36.Breaking through her Walls.
EUDORA.I spent the next few days doing the same I have been doing as an unofficial member of the Angels and Banes pack. It was the usual rinse and repeat process for me. I’d wake up every morning, roll out of bed just so I could go get lashed out at the table because “My fear was making him lose his appetite.”, “Could I eat a little faster? My sluggishness was distracting.” and “I don’t have to sit around and pretend like I’m not done eating just so he could finish eating first and leave me alone at the table.” Alpha Rex was always grumpy but at least he didn’t shame my body. It was the only thing I was giving him credit for. Although he still scares me to no end, I’ve gotten used to that grumpy look on his face like he carried the weight of the whole world on his shoulders and it cost him his ability to smile. The only thing that has been different about waking up every morning in his home in the past few days is my determination to get through to his sister. After breakfast eve
The Alpha's Caregiver 37. Maybe…we could be friends.
EUDORAIt was Zena. Zena was the one who had opened the door to her room and she was staring down at me with an unimpressed look on her face. It took a few seconds for it to register. For my brain to actually process the fact that Zena, who has been locked in there since forever, opened the door to her room herself.“Ho—how?” I stuttered terribly looking from the door to her. Was I seeing things? Was this a dream? It was very much possible because I had been dozing off when the door suddenly opened. “H-ow…how did you…wow.” I couldn’t form any sane words. My mind was a mess that had happened like that because it was trying too hard to understand what was going on.“You know he’s going to kill you right?” Zena said calmly, like she didn’t just open a door locked from outside. I shook my head, breaking out of the trance and standing up to my feet instantly. I cared less for her brother and his threats of death at that moment. All I wanted to know was how she got the door to open if i
The Alpha's Caregiver 38.Something About Tomorrow.
ALPHA REX.“It’s tomorrow.” Logan gave me a reminder like I didn’t wake up every single day counting the hours until it’s finally time to get rid of the Omega. “I know. Are the men ready?” I asked, playing with my glass of cheap whiskey—that was all I could get at the Banes club that has now become a second home to me. The ice cubes made up for its bland taste as I found them mesmerizing to look at with the whiskey forming little bubbles around them. “Yes, they will camp at the borders tonight.” I nodded, satisfied by Logan’s answer and relieved that everything was finally going to come to an end. All of my plans were falling into place. “They better not mess this up for me. They only attack tomorrow night when the old geezer leaves the pack with the Omega.” I said to Logan, who nodded dutifully at my command. I’d had enough of forcing the shitty drink down my throat and so I set the glass down, shifting it away from me. I couldn’t wait till all of these ended and things went b
The Alpha's Caregiver 39. Back in time.
EUDORAI’m back here…again. Alpha Rex had made rules that I was obligated to follow to the letter but there had been an unspoken rule that I had personally made. One that I deemed even more important with grave consequences than any of the other rules. I have repeatedly broken all of the other rules he made while I kept to the one I made for myself. Well, until now.I was never to step foot into Alpha Rex’s room again but here I was standing in the middle of it, exposed to the toxic and angry waves radiating off him as he glared at me. I felt so small standing there. I felt the need to be protected and covered by something. To be shielded away from his piercing eyes that conveyed a deeper expression of disgust and hate than any word from his lips could ever do.I fiddled with my fingers, fear eating me up molecule by molecule that I feared I would collapse to the ground and die. It was so hard to steady my breathing. So hard to not feel like I have finally met my death. Why had he
The Alpha's Caregiver 40.Where is Eudora?
ALPHA REX. I let Zena out of her room the next day and although her eyes held surprise at seeing me standing by the door of her room, she masked it with a frown. “What do you want?” She rudely asked.“Come out. Let’s have breakfast.” I said calmly to her even when I wanted to do more than just talk to her in a calm way. I still couldn’t get the scene of her and Omega out of my head but for some reason, I just couldn’t bring myself to call her out on it either. “Why? Do you suddenly feel guilty after locking me up for days?” She snapped. I sighed, I didn’t have time for this. Alpha Tauren was already on his way and my men were already on standby. I already planned to meet Alpha Tauren away from home and the only place that could be possible was the Banes club. I was just going to leave that morning without having to see my sister but I couldn’t stop myself from heading for her wing. I must have been delusional to think she would smile or laugh at me the way I saw and heard her la
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The Alpha's Caregiver END-HER DESTINY
EUDORAI couldn’t sleep that night. And because I couldn’t sleep, nightmares didn’t come and because they didn’t come, I didn’t feel Alpha Rex’s warmth. I must be stupid, to still want his touch and attention after what he had done and my wolf seemed to be rejoicing triumphantly while I was in deep pain and hurt. Was I wrong about the whole situation between me and Alpha Rex? Was I being delusional all these while? How could he just switch from cold to hot and then from hot, back to cold again. His words cut so deep inside of me that I buried my face into my pillow and cried until I couldn’t anymore. He called me pathetic. He said I was worth nothing but a tool for men’s pleasure. He has never called me names. Never said such hurtful words to me and I just couldn’t tell what changed. It got worse when I saw Leticia in his room, on his bed. She had showed up out of nowhere after so long and he still let her on his bed. He made me leave the room for her and I couldn’t tell what hu
The Alpha's Caregiver 183-The first Pure Blood
ZENA “You’re going to get me in big trouble one day.” Logan said as we both snuck out of the house through the secret back door that I’ve always used. Just this time, I wasn’t sneaking out of the house entirely. I wish I could roll my eyes at him and how dramatic he was being. “Keep your voice down.” I warned as we both walked towards the greenhouse. It was late at night, really late. I made sure everyone was sound asleep before I found Logan, woke him and dragged him down here with me. I almost didn’t make it out here because for some reason, Rex chose to sleep in the living room today but I had to find a way somehow. It’s been days since me and Logan went in search of my mother and I’ve been trying hard to keep things low so I don’t draw Rex’s attention. Not like he cared much anyway. He seems to be even more preoccupied with Eudora these days. Something was going on but I’ve been too caught up in my own world to care. Logan continued to grumble as I led the way to the gree
The Alpha's Caregiver 182-At all Costs.
ALPHA REXThe situation I met when I followed Logan back to the house wasn’t exactly the way he described it. Saying Leticia was dead drunk and didn’t want to leave was putting it mildly. She was making a huge scene in front of the house and my men were trying hard to keep her from coming in. I didn’t know how she managed to escape the morons at the borders when she didn’t even seem like she could stand on her own. I watched from a distance first as she fought off the men who were trying their best and failing miserably not to handle her with force. Her hair was disheveled, her make up ruined and her feet were naked. In all, she looked a total mess. She was nothing like the calm and composed woman who left a few weeks ago, accepting the fact that there was no place for her in my life no matter how hard we try to make it work. Leticia had handled our parting pretty well. I had driven her out of the pack myself, asked where she would want to go since she detested her twisted father
The Alpha's Caregiver 181-The Whining of a Weakling
EUDORAAlpha Rex wasn’t joking when he said he was going to train me to figure out what else I was capable of. I had no idea why he believed there was something about me that needed to be harnessed and he didn’t seem like he planned on letting me know too. I didn’t know how else I could let him know that there was nothing special about me. I was ordinary. I’ve been that way all of life and people have reminded me repeatedly and I believe nothing has changed. The cut he made on my palm took days to heal. It didn’t make sense how my blood was instantly able to heal a cut on Alpha Rex’s wrist while I was doomed to go about with a bandaid on my palm. I ignored the fact that it healed his own injury and focused on the fact that all in all, I was still an Omega and whatever that blood stunt was doesn’t count. I kept denying that I was something more than an Omega but I could only tell myself that because Alpha Rex was past caring or listening. I’ve been training rigorously in the past
The Alpha's Caregiver 180-A Bigger Destiny
EUDORAI opened my eyes and they met with an unfamiliar ceiling. I could tell that was neither my room nor Alpha Rex’s room from the dark and sombre shade of the ceiling. There was something depressing about its colour that made my chest tight and my heart ache. Waking up to this kind of ceiling everyday would have to be the most terrible fate ever and I desperately wanted it to disappear. Since I was laying on my back, I decided to roll on my sides so I can have a less depressing view. I rolled on my left side but it did not give me the result I expected.Instead, it shocked me so much that I sat up quickly on the bed I’d been laying on as I realised that the ceiling wasn’t the only strange thing about where I had suddenly woken up. The bed I was on was only one out of the many beds arranged in rows in a narrow room. The beds were so tiny and the room too small for them so that it felt like the walls were closing in on me. Where in the world was I? Why did it feel so strange and
The Alpha's Caregiver 179-A Crazy Turn
EUDORA“Woah.” Logan. He’s been having a field day with my hair ever since Alpha Rex left and put him in charge of looking after me. Now, it appears he is doing more of looking at me than actually looking after me. He doesn’t hide how stunned he is by my hair and he does it in a way that doesn't make me uncomfortable, no. I couldn’t tell if this new found confidence in my hair was because of the way Alpha Rex kisses it and tells me it is beautiful every chance he gets but it felt good and the attention it draws from Logan was just too amusing for me to feel less of myself. Well, that and the fact that he doesn’t seem to believe that I was born this way. It was almost hilarious. When he first saw me this morning, he hadn't really taken notice. He just passed by me saying, “Nice hair.” and then stopped halfway to the kitchen only to turn back and look at me with eyes as wide as saucers. I’d laughed but Alpha Rex didn’t seem to like the way Logan was looking at me and told him to
The Alpha's Caregiver 178-The Greater Hell
ALPHA REXI shattered completely. My vision slightly blurred while my grip on the frame got hard enough to actually break it into two. Number 7. It’s embroidered on her chest, big, red and brighter than her entire appearance in the photo. She was young. Pale. And her eyes, pained.“Your father and I had an agreement. That no one should ever know that she became his Luna. That no one knows your mother’s past, including you.” He continued to speak but I could barely hear him above the roaring of blood in my ears. She was all I saw. All of my memories of her–good and bad–tainted one after the other by what I am learning about her now. How had she felt? What were her days and waking moments like? How had she survived? How much pain was she in? Did she wish to die? Did she try to?“I do not know why the rogue sent such a warning to me. Why he asked me to tell you the truth about Lunita but I am afraid that your dead mother might be in some way related to the disappearance of the Omegas,
The Alpha's Caregiver 177-One of the Omegas
ALPHA REX'S POVWeak. She makes me weak. Even when she’s been unashamedly gone for so darn long and I have learnt to move on from the pain of her keeping me in the dark even after I gave her another chance, my mother still makes me weak. The weakness she stirs inside of me can be the only reason I regarded Alpha Raule with my attention despite how much I despise him. The weakness she instilled in me can be the only reason I agreed to go back with him to his pack with him so I could learn this truth he speaks of. This tale about my mother that I have craved for so long to know about and the one he claims that I can only understand if I come with him to his pack. Of course, I asked questions. Questions of how someone like him knew anything about my mother. For a promise to help him, he traded my silence till we got to his pack and I didn’t ask anymore questions after that. There was no need to as long as the truth he was trading for my help was worth it. I left with him reluctantly
The Alpha's Caregiver 176-The Confession.
ZENA*A FEW HOURS EARLIER*( In the same Timeline as Alpha Rex’s encounter with the rogue) “You’ve got to stop doing that.” Logan said, no doubt referring to me shifting and ruining my clothes in the process. I had just walked out of the corner where I’d been changing into the new set of clothing Logan managed to get after I ruined the last ones by shifting and jumping to attack our stalker who is now waiting at my behest, after saying the words that had me stunned for more than a few minutes until Logan lifted me off the man. Logan didn’t seem pleased about a lot of things but him having to run around to get me new clothes seemed to top his annoyance chart. I sidestepped him, more concerned about the man who claimed to know my mother than I was about my situationship with Logan at the present moment. He didn’t argue, he just fell into step beside me.“Where is he?” I asked, now fully dressed and heading back to the alley where I had attacked the man. We were already at the entran
