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I was sitting in the garden, sitting in the middle of many beautiful flowers. I felt good. So good. It felt like I had no problems in the world and life was how it's supposed to be; good. The smile on my face was broad and anyone that saw me then, would definitely know that I was happy and living my best life. Soon, I fell backwards, resting my back on the flowery ground; still enjoying myself. I closed my eyes and inhaled the beautiful scent of the flowers. Oh damn. My eyes were still closed, when I suddenly felt something sharp pierce my skin. I instantly stood up and my hand flew to my back. The thing that pierced my skin was a thorn, I could feel it, but I couldn't just take it out. It was way too far. "Don't worry, I'll help. Just calm down, I'm here." The voice sounded familiar and I slowly turned my head to see Alpha Dimitri smiling at me. My face instantly squeezed into a frown, because he wasn't there minutes ago. I ignored that and turned my back to show
Last Updated : 2023-04-12The Alpha's Brokenhearted Mate Do you love him ?
"Now that that's done, you have to move in here fully and be mine." Alpha Dimitri's words kept on ringing in my head, as I continued staring into his eyes. I really expected that and I knew that he was going to say that, I just didn't expect it to be immediately. "Are you okay?" He asked me, his hands trailing down my back. I snapped out of my thoughts and tried backing away from him, but it seemed like he trapped me with his hands. I looked up to see him staring sheepishly at me. I tried curving my trembling lips into a smile, but I kept on looking stupid. That, I was sure of. "Yeah, yeah. I'm fine." I lied, looking away from him. My eyes scanned everywhere and I was a bit relieved to see that we were alone in the hall. Every other person already left. How did I not notice that? I asked myself, as I tried focusing on Dimitri, on what he was saying to me. "I haven't gotten an answer." He narrowed his eyes at me, and pulled me even closer when we were already too close.
Last Updated : 2023-04-13The Alpha's Brokenhearted Mate Welcome Mate
I felt my mother's hand on my shoulder, as I said my answer. She turned me around to face her. She smiled at me, but I didn't return it. " I understand. It's fine. With time, you definitely will." She assured me, but I moved away from her because I didn't agree with that. "No, mother. I'm not interested in loving anybody, okay?" She nodded at me and walked to my wardrobe. She opened it and started taking out my clothes. I bit my lower lip to stop myself from crying, before I walked towards her to join her to pack my luggages. ********** When we were done with packing everything that I owned in my room, I excused myself from the room. I had to speak to Selene before I left for Dimitri's house. So, I mind linked her to meet me in my house in a few minutes and she answered immediately. I went back to my room, to see my mother trying to get them outside. I sighed and helped her take everything outside, not replying to anything she said because I didn't even hear half of the th
Last Updated : 2023-04-13The Alpha's Brokenhearted Mate Pleasure to meet you
Alpha Dimitri gripped the knob and he slowly pushed the door. He strolled in and I followed suit. When I got in, my eyes slowly widened. The room was more beautiful than I imagined. "This is nice."I simply said to Dimitri and he quickly glanced at me, nodding his head. "So, where is yours?" I asked him and he scanned my face for a while before parting his lips to answer, "um, yeah. It's the last one on this side of the house, a few feet away from us. You are welcome anytime. The door's always going to be open for you." He moved closer and wrapped his hands around me, while staring deep into my eyes. I gulped and tried looking away, but he settled his plan on my face. "Why do you always act like you're scared of me, huh? You don't have to act like that, okay. You should be free with me because I'm yours." He slightly bent his head, and raised my head to meet his lips. His mouth captured mine and he started kissing me. I kissed him back and pulled away from him a few
Last Updated : 2023-04-14The Alpha's Brokenhearted Mate Where are we going?
Seeing me around much? It was my turn to frown, because I didn't understand what he meant. I silently dropped my fork and raised my head to meet his gaze. I really had to understand what he was driving at. "Um,, alpha...Dimitri?" He also raised his head to look at me. Dalia's eyes were also fixed on me. "What did you mean by she wouldn't be seeing me around much? I'm just curious, because it sounds weird, like I'm leaving when I literally just got here." I laughed to make the air lighter and I felt better when they both joined me. "Oh, that. Dalia understands what I mean. She hasn't gotten her mate, and we really want her to. So, she might nice be home everytime, she needs a mate." When the last word left his mouth, I sighed and smiled at dalia. It wasn't serious and everything was fine. The rest of the dinner would have been so quiet if Dalia wasn't with us, because she kept on bringing different topics engaging me in a whole lot of convos. I was grateful for
Last Updated : 2023-04-15The Alpha's Brokenhearted Mate Compliments
One of the maids, whose name I just found out was Ashley, took out a dress that was given to me by my mother on my eighteenth birthday. I instantly jolted from the bed and went to her to snatch it from her. "What are you doing? This is pretty special." My hands ran over the beautiful designs of the dress, the beads and lacy attachments. The dress was just royalty to me. "We thought that'd be a great dress to wear. We are truly sorry." She slowly bowed and her partner, Nali, followed suit. I nodded my head and they continued. A few minutes later, they took out a yellow dress and I instantly agreed to wear it. It was neither too much nor too shabby. It was just...perfect. "The bath's ready!" Lima, the third maid, announced and Nali and Ashley's eyes instantly settled on me. They led me to the table in front of a big mirror and started helping me undress. I had never done that before; I had never allowed anyone to help me undress, so I knew that it was going to b
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I was shocked by the question Dalia asked me. What did she mean by that? I looked away from her and fixed my gaze somewhere else, because I was feeling a bit weird. "Don't worry, you can tell me." She urged, shaking my hands to face her. After avoiding her gaze for a few seconds, i finally faced her and without smiling, I said, "I don't know." Even though I knew that I didn't love Dimitri that way, I just didn't want to tell Dalia like that. So, she wouldn't feel weird about it. She narrowed her eyes at me, trying to see if I was lying. "I'm telling the truth, Dalia. I honestly don't know. I mean, we just became mates. Let's see what has to unfold later, right?" I tried smiling at her, but it didn't work. I fixed my eyes somewhere else, when I felt like I was looking stupid. "Yeah, I understand." She finally said, and I replied with a smile. Things were getting a bit awkward and I just wanted Dimitri to come get me, so we'd be able to go to the meeting that we
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Stole her man from her? I don't understand what Tamara was saying. My eyes were narrowed at her, as she crossed her hands on her chest. She looked so confident in what she was saying, and that was the annoying part of it all. "Sorry? Stole ? Who's your man? I had so many questions to ask her at the same time, but I decided to calm down and take it slowly. She glanced at her partner, and they chuckled before she fixed her eyes on me. "Oh, so now you want to pretend like you don't know that Alpha Dimitri is my man?" Alpha Dimitri? My mate? I stared at her like she had gone crazy, because it really looked like she had. I couldn't believe my ears at all. I wanted to believe that she was just joking with me, playing with my legs, but the look on her face was telling me otherwise. "What are you saying? You're joking right?" I also crossed my hands on my chest, staring at her Intently. She seemed so confident for someone who was just meeting me for the first time. It wasn't a
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"You'll look stunning in red.""Don't you think blue will do?""With a touch of it at the seam"I sat back and stared into the mirror trusting my maid on her judgement, she beamed and ruffled through the pile of dresses she had brought in searching for the particular one that caught her attention earlier."Here, the red dress. I'm sure the alpha won't be able to take his eyes off you when he sees you in it."I looked to the side so she wouldn't see how hard I was blushing but I suddenly remembered. "Is that going to fit? You know..." I gestured solemnly to my bulge, a result of the countless love we made.I was only a few months gone but my belly was protruding sharply my favorite dresses no longer fit. Dimitri gave me no opportunity to sulk, he constantly reminded me how beautiful I was especially now that I was carrying his child. He made sure to shower my belly with kisses and have a long conversation with the foetus. It was funny yet adorable."I informed the tailor of your new si
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Chapter 45 The sun would have peaked through the curtains if it wasn't tightly binded. Rainbows and unicorns danced in the air, fairies were crawling with dinosaurs flying. That was my dream, I felt feathery and at peace even in my sleep. I had never slept any better, never forgot my problems faster and never being any happier that the alpha was my mate. I was awake but my eyes were still shut like a dream, the event of last night played like a reel behind my lids. I felt everything at that instance, Dimitri's touch, his kisses all through. Even in the middle of the night I still felt his lips dusting my neck with light kisses. I couldn't believe I was already getting used and addicted to him.Like in the cliches, I expected to lean back into Dimitri's chest but to my disappointment I rolled over instead. This made me blink my eyes open with a sigh. I looked around and sighed again when an empty room greeted me. Dimitri was nowhere to be found but his cologne hung in the air indic
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Chapter 44 Dimitri's point of view"I love you."It was only after I had blurted it out that I realised what I had done. I bit my lips, I had no intention of confessing that instance but she was so cute as she blabbered fearing I was still upset when I had already forgiven her.Allison's eyes widened slightly, she blinked once, twice and again trying to register what I had said.It was my turn to blab now. "I mean, I have long since forgiven you, there's no need to worry yourself or-""I love you too." Allison interrupted. She smiled contentedly and made no move to detach her gaze from mine.My heart swelled, unable to resist, I bent and took her lips in a kiss.I captured her lips with mine, kissing her softly and gently, I dug my fingers deeper into her waist.Allison moaned as she closed her eyes enjoying the way mine lips worked magic on hers. She held my neck and responded with equal passion, her fingers played with the hairs at my nape.I bit her lower lip lightly and nibbled
The Alpha's Brokenhearted Mate I love you
Dimitri's point of viewI stood at the far end of the bend where I could see the maid clearly. She was slightly nervous at having to talk to the guards but her kind conscience gave her the courage. I heard her speak."The boss demands for your presence." She spoke, her voice shook so subtly only an observant person could pick the change. I watched with hawk eyes as the guards shared glances among themselves and pointed to one of them."We will stay here while he goes"My jaw dropped, indeed these guards were smart. They were sending just one of them which will blow off our facade."She wants you all. I'm supposing it's an emergency." The maid wittily responded staring them dead in the eyes. It seemed to the do the trick, they gave suspicious glances to each other before marching in a line to the direction Tamara could possibly be."Hurry up!" The maid waved at me seeing the guards had disappeared from our view. She gesticulated and pointed to the way towards the dungeon for emphasis a
The Alpha's Brokenhearted Mate To save Alison, Kill Tamara
Chapter 39Dimitri’s POVNow it was too late for me to go back,that wasn’t even an option for me right now because I knew I was in it already.I was staring blankly at him as his guards rushed onto me to attack me but he stopped them.“Let him be. Who are you?” He asked in a very cold tone.His guard still stood guard like they still wanted to attack me or so.I was looking around. I was searching for something and whatever the guards were trying to play, what is my business for now.All on my mind for now was Allison. She was the only thing I cared about and I wanted to see.“Are you deaf?Or does he have a problem with his earring so I can help him cut it off.” He yelled out in anger.“I am here for Alison.”I yelled out in anger.I knew I was jumping into conclusions because I was still not sure if she was here or not.“I don’t know who bears that name and why are you looking for her here ? Did you see her here? Or what are you trying to accuse me of?” He said walking towards me.I w
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Alison's povI didn't know what to do in the dungeons, I didn't know what possible way to escape from this place, I was confused and thought of a way to escape but all I ever did went in vain.I was just so stuck up in this place and was frustrated, I didn't know how I would go about this, I needed to leave this place as soon as possible, I needed to flee away from this god-damned place.I paced to and fro in so much confusion, I was really hoping that I would find a way to get out of this place. Although thinking of a way to escape I felt as though something was wrong I had this odd feeling that something absurd was going on. I mean the entire place was so quiet and looked deserted, and this was something that didn't happen on usuals I mean it was just so not possible.I was in contemplations, as I wondered if something really happened or not, what could actually be the case, why was it that everywhere went silent as though no one lived in the pack.I peeped through the iron bars, a
The Alpha's Brokenhearted Mate Need to claim him
Tamara's povI was still struggling with the grip around my neck, i tried to free myself but he was too tight on me and no matter how much i tried to free myself, i couldn't do a thing about it.He didn't care if I was suffocating, that literally was not his problem as he strangled me hard.I was losing my breath at every minute, I could feel myself slowly depreciating. "Le...let go off me." I struggled to speak but all I could do was to stutter as I spoke, it was literally hard for me to breath talk more of having to even say a word.He was ruthless and at the same time heartless he wouldn't even give me a chance to breathe he didn't care if I died with the way he clutched my throat."If I die then you should know that your dear Alison will die as well." With great difficulty I was able to utter the sentence.that was enough for him to let go of me. I had given him two options it was either he kills me and watch how his Alison's die or he let go of me in order to save Allison and I
The Alpha's Brokenhearted Mate Here For Alison
Dimitri’s POVNow it was too late for me to go back,that wasn’t even an option for me right now because I knew I was in it already.I was staring blankly at him as his guards rushed onto me to attack me but he stopped them.“Let him be. Who are you?” He asked in a very cold tone.His guard still stood guard like they still wanted to attack me or so.I was looking around. I was searching for something and whatever the guards were trying to play, what is my business for now.All on my mind for now was Allison. She was the only thing I cared about and I wanted to see.“Are you deaf?Or does he have a problem with his earring so I can help him cut it off.” He yelled out in anger.“I am here for Alison.”I yelled out in anger.I knew I was jumping into conclusions because I was still not sure if she was here or not.“I don’t know who bears that name and why are you looking for her here ? Did you see her here? Or what are you trying to accuse me of?” He said walking towards me.I wasn’t scare
The Alpha's Brokenhearted Mate A Plan
Dimitri’s POVThe horse was made to turn around and I was left there to confirm if she was there or not.As of now I didn’t have any proof so I couldn’t lay any accusations yet. Even if I tried to, I needed to be sure.At this point, I was already confused and I didn’t know the best thing to do. I stayed there quietly thinking about what my next action would be.I had a feeling she would be there but without proof there was little I would be able to do.I needed help now so I couldn’t do this alone and the best thing I could think of was calling my pack members.If we were together the chances of finding her would be higher but if we weren’t I won’t be able to do it alone.If they came we would send out a threat definitely because it was required. If she wasn’t here I would gladly apologize for my intrusion but if she was I would take her back.I went to a calm space because I won’t be ab to mind the link if I wasn’t in a calm environment.After getting into a tight space j calmed dow
