Heartbroken

Dimitri's pov

I had gotten to the meeting, and had wasted about five minutes. It was literally a waste of time because I wasn't concentrating, I barely had my ears on what it was they were discussing. I didn't know why I had lost interest in this, but I didn't find it amusing.

I was definitely fooling myself to think that I had my attention on this meeting, I was definitely in a delusion then.

The meeting meant nothing to me, I had my attention more on Alison, I didn't know why I felt this way but ever since Lily told me about her I just felt uncomfortable, and uneasy, I was tempted to follow her, but all this while I was literally trying to be calm with myself.

But then, it all turns out that I could no longer be calm, I couldn't have endured nor have the patience I had before. It was sickening for me to seat her, and I could have moved to end the meeting, but that was something I risked doing.

And rather than having to get it called off, I decided that I would have my beta at