The feeling of his hand around my waist was another thing I couldn't explain. He is a stranger I just met a few minutes ago, I shouldn't be feeling this comfortable around him, right? I shouldn't bother who or what he is, I shouldn't care about this dance after this night. But here I am, finding every thing about him quite interesting.
I was going to fall a million times, but all thanks to him, his hold was way too strong for me to slip off his grip. He held me like any Alpha would hold onto their mate, but at this moment, I wasn't much interested in that. Watching my crush choose my best friend right before my eyes was the only thing that mattered now.
"So tell me, Allison, how did your day go?" He asked.
I chuckled softly with a scoff which accompanied. "My day… my day was fine, but eventually, it hit ruined." I said drunk.
"Wanna talk to me about it, huh?"
I raised my gaze at him, smiling halfway like what he had said was funny. I was actually smiling at the fact that he wanted to hear what really happened, and he was ready to listen to every bit of it.
"I had a crush on him, and it's been months now. I… I have always dreamed about the two of us together, just us and no one else. I had every imagination of him, every thought of mine was all about him. I was physically and mentally going insane all because of this one man I believed was my future.
But here I am, dancing with my stranger and living with the reality that I am never meant to be with the man I loved. You know I should be happy that he chose my friend over to me," I nodded my head, smiling. Then the smile faded, "but I'm not. I am not happy." Tears trickled the corner of my eyes as I blurted out the words. Every bit of it created a hole in my heart, like a permanent hole that can never be closed.
It's so easy to fall in love, but it's not as easy as it feels when you lose it, especially when it's your first love." I don't know why I was telling him all these, but I found myself telling him, and some how, I feel safe and comfortable with him knowing about my love life. Perhaps, it doesn't worth keeping a secret as long as I don't have Logan with me, it feels normal telling eveey one.
"Like I said earlier, I really don't know much about you, but you don't have to let that be the reason why you're downhearted. Every one gets a heartbreak, it's a normal thing. It's natural, so you ought to expect stuff like that. But let me ask, if you don't mind, you said this Logan of a guy chose your friend over to you?"
I nodded my head dully, the weight of the alcohol still had full control over me.
"Did you ever tell her about the two of you before he discovered she is his mate?" He asked.
"Yes. She is my best friend, so I always told her about my feelings for him and how much I loved him." I shrugged my shoulders. "I never had any second thoughts about her, because I trusted her."
"You over-trusted her, that's why she took the advantage without you noticing."
"I know."
"So now you do, you should know that it's not every thing you ought to tell every one. Learn how to keep secrets and never trust any one." He warned.
I don't need to be told this a thousand times before I understand that I made the greatest mistake trusting my secret in the hands of Selena. It's okay to say forget your love, but it's much more difficult to put it into practice. I was so hurt and I wished he could understand what I am passing through.
He spun me around, pulling me to his chest. My hand touched his chest, and I could feel the muscular texture of his abs. This dude is a devil inside.
My vision was actually at work, I was beginning to see Logan's face. I couldn't control the way I felt, this is actually my first time drinking this much and the weight was too much for me. I was feeling tipsy, all my body needed at the moment was a little massage and a long rest.
It felt so real staring into Logan's eyes as he devoured mine. I held my hand high, placing it on his cheek. "You left me for her, why? Is she more beautiful than I am? What's so special about Selena that I don't have? Is it because I never told you that I loved you? Is it because I never had the chance to sneak out of my home just for your sake?" I rubbed his cheek. "Why would you do this to me?"
He touched my hand. I was expecting he'd take it off, or push me away from him, but rather he held my hand like he needed the touch. My touch.
"So you do love me, and yet you never asked? I wish… I wish I had told you when I had the chance to. None of this would have happened. Please," I sobbed. "Please don't leave me."
"I will never leave you, Allison." He said, his voice giving me hope to believe in his words.
I smiled, my eyes fixed to his lips, seeking for the touch of those soft lips on mine. "Kiss me, Logan, prove to me that you do love me. Prove to me how much you want me."
My body was so hot that I long for nothing but a kiss from the man before me. He held my jaw, raising it a bit high while he leaned closer to grab my lips. But instead of kissing me, he whispered in my ear, "Let's go somewhere else."
I don't know how, but I found us in a room. A dark room for that matter. He turned on the light, but it gave a red color. He was looking into my eyes, and his gaze was doing a marvelous job in creating more desires in me than I already have.
Slowly his hand shifted the collar of my dress, stopping halfway. His hands then went to the back, unzipping the zipper of my gown, giving him chances to freely pull down my gown. He kissed my shoulder, slowly making his way to my collar bone, then up to my neck until his lips finally made it to my lips.
He grabbed it in a devouring way, kissing me like he had for years wanted to have this kiss with me. He was offering to me more than I expected, and I was loving it. I moaned in between the kiss, a soft chuckle played on his lips as he busily kissed me like the world was going to end.
As if that wasn't enough, I could feel his hands working massively around my body, touching me in the most sensitive part of my body, creating irresistible feelings inside of me.
And somehow, I wish I knew, I was on the bed and he was on me, doing justice to our night.
Alison's POVI opened my eyes to the pounding of my head. The sun was much too bright for me.“Ungh, shucks,” I cursed over and over in my head as I blinked rapidly, trying to find myself some form of relief.Maybe hitting my head with a hammer and nail would be more helpful to me though. How much exactly had I drunk last night and why had I even drank this much without sense? It’s not like I usually ingested alcohol anyway so this was truly something I was not used to by any means.As I slowly adjusted to the light. I realized I was staring at a ceiling that wasn't one I recognised. Where am I? The thought dimly came to my mind, and my brows furrowed, trying to recall the last thing that happened the previous night.The mating ceremony, the thought came to me quickly. Of course. Watching my best friend - supposed best friend at least - and the man I had a deep unrelenting crush on got married under the canopy of the oldest tree in our pack territory was not the best thing for me to w
AlisonI was weeping bitterly as I stopped a cab, hopping in without even telling the driver my destination. The pain I was feeling at the moment was more like I was being pierced by a silver dagger. I know why, that's because I haven't felt this heartbroken before, I have never been this hurt by love from day one of my existence."Miss, I still don't know your destination." The driver said to me and I quickly realized myself. "15th Andrew by the left." I said, trying to hide my sobby voice.I sniffed hard, letting the tears stain my cheeks as I thought of nothing but Selena's voice. "You're always handsome, Logan."It should have been me, you know. I should be the one saying those words to him but she is. And it's not her fault, it's mine. I fucked up! I trusted her so much to think that she is the only one able to understand my feelings, little did I know she had taken advantage of me.I hated myself two times more than I hated her. I'm a mess, a big one for that matter. Luckily I
Alison“Selene came over. She was looking for you yesterday,” my mother said. I barely looked up from my bowl of oatmeal, nodding.“Okay,” I mumbled in response. I did my best to resemble the physical representation of static on a TV screen - Vague and uninteresting to look at.“You should go see her. She said she didn't see you at the ceremony. So she may be worried about you,” my dearest mother continued in that oblivious way she always was in.Oh, mother, I thought. You have no idea what is going on. If anything, she may have come here to try and appease me. I doubted that she would have succeeded though. I was still in a snit. My heart ached at the thought of them.Despite having not eaten much except for the chicken soup and some pasta I saw in the microwave late last night, I had suddenly lost all semblance of an appetite. Standing up, I moved to place my bowl in the sink and began the small task of washing it before placing it on the plate rack and walking back to my bedroom.“
Alison The floorboards of my bedroom would have creaked more when I walked over it for the fiftieth time that night, had it not been covered by my well-worn blue carpet. Dimitri Tulsi… was that his name, I wondered as I continued pacing the length of my room that evening, feeling like I had gotten myself in the trouble of a lifetime. No matter how much I tried to brush off the fact that it certainly could not be true, it was hard for me to decide that when all I was thinking of was how damn unlikely it would be for this to be another coincidence. This was not just possible, right? I( exhaled sharply, and shook my head, before I jolted at the sound of my mother’s knocking. “DInner, Alison,” she called before I heard her footsteps leaving my door. “Coming,” I shouted back at her, before sighing again and moving to the bathroom to relieve myself before I went down for dinner. Who my mate’s identity was would have to wait for another day. The dinner was steak and mashed potatoes, my
ALISONI was shocked to see Dimitri standing by the door, his eyes fixed on me. I stood like a caught thief, my heart was beating against my chest. What am I going to say to him? How will I explain things to him now?But then I had to compose myself and act like the thief I ain't. I won't call this stealing, I was actually taking what belongs to me. He had my bracelet, and I can't let him have it for long. I needed it back."What are you doing?" He asked in his deep voice."Nothing. Just taking what belongs to me. But don't worry, I was about to leave when you walked in." I walked past him but he was quick to grab my hand, pulling me back."You aren't just leaving like that, are you?""Look, I was actually leaving before you stopped me." I said, sounding a bit rude but this dude won't let go off me.He looked at my hand and found my bracelet, he smiled. "I see.""I need it back." I blurted."Wasn't gonna say no. But you know, pretty girls like you shouldn't be stealing.""I wasn't ste
ALISONI walked to the kitchen, pouring myself a full glass of water. I gulped it all down, sighing heavily. I poured myself another glass but not as full as the first time. I drank to the quantity I could, pouring the remaining in the sink. I returned the glass cup back to the cupboard.I returned back to the sitting room to find Selena unmoved from the couch she was sitting. She shouldn't be here, she should be in her home or probably with her newly so-called found mate. "You shouldn't be here." I said, less reluctant about her presence."Can we talk?" "Talk?" I scoffed. "I don't think I wanna talk to any one now, especially not to you." I stated."Ariana, I'm so sorry." She apologized."Sorry?! You're so sorry? After every thing you did to me, you're telling me sorry? For what exactly? For me to say yes and pretend like nothing ever happened? No way is that happening.""Ariana, I didn't mean to hide it from you. I wanted to tell you about Logan and I but I couldn't, I felt like y
ALISONI groaned as I woke up. My head hurts from the cries of last night. I went to look at myself in the mirror, my eyes were dark red and sore, the feelings ain't good for a morning like this. I noticed one thing in me this morning, I feel empty like nothing happened in my life and I wish life could be fair to me just this way for the rest of my existence.I walked into the bathroom for a quick brush and shower, stepping out with a towel tied around my chest and hair. I picked a jean shorts knicker which reached to my knee and a white shirt with black stripes on it, heading downstairs to see if mother was done with breakfast. She always made breakfast before I woke up.I was shocked to see Logan in my home. But I was so distracted by the aromatic smell of the food on fire, and I wanted to check what it was my mother was cooking. Unlike before, whenever I see Logan, I'd begin to feel this butterfly feeling in my belly, like I've been ignited or some thing.But today, I feel normal s
Episode 9Alison PovThe man left and my attention was drifted to Alpha Dimitri talking with some of the Alpha's of neighborhood packs and respected Elders of the packs.The way he speaks, his confident and the softness in his voice is just so unique, yeah I feel nothing for him, I obviously didn't like him, but I felt the warmness in him after since I opened up about my heartbreaks and how Logan chose to not our break my heart beyond repair but to also throw away each broken pieces in the deepest part of the ocean.The guts he had when he came looking for his so called mate in my house, like don't he feel remorseful at all? I even felt stupid for crying over a guy like him, he was so worried about his mate while I was so worried someone like him...so pathetic of me.Though I came with the intention to talk to Alpha Dimitri, at least to thank him for not seeing me as pathetic but then seeing how serious he got talking with the Alpha's, I decided to leave, I turned to leave when I hear
"You'll look stunning in red.""Don't you think blue will do?""With a touch of it at the seam"I sat back and stared into the mirror trusting my maid on her judgement, she beamed and ruffled through the pile of dresses she had brought in searching for the particular one that caught her attention earlier."Here, the red dress. I'm sure the alpha won't be able to take his eyes off you when he sees you in it."I looked to the side so she wouldn't see how hard I was blushing but I suddenly remembered. "Is that going to fit? You know..." I gestured solemnly to my bulge, a result of the countless love we made.I was only a few months gone but my belly was protruding sharply my favorite dresses no longer fit. Dimitri gave me no opportunity to sulk, he constantly reminded me how beautiful I was especially now that I was carrying his child. He made sure to shower my belly with kisses and have a long conversation with the foetus. It was funny yet adorable."I informed the tailor of your new si
Chapter 45 The sun would have peaked through the curtains if it wasn't tightly binded. Rainbows and unicorns danced in the air, fairies were crawling with dinosaurs flying. That was my dream, I felt feathery and at peace even in my sleep. I had never slept any better, never forgot my problems faster and never being any happier that the alpha was my mate. I was awake but my eyes were still shut like a dream, the event of last night played like a reel behind my lids. I felt everything at that instance, Dimitri's touch, his kisses all through. Even in the middle of the night I still felt his lips dusting my neck with light kisses. I couldn't believe I was already getting used and addicted to him.Like in the cliches, I expected to lean back into Dimitri's chest but to my disappointment I rolled over instead. This made me blink my eyes open with a sigh. I looked around and sighed again when an empty room greeted me. Dimitri was nowhere to be found but his cologne hung in the air indic
Chapter 44 Dimitri's point of view"I love you."It was only after I had blurted it out that I realised what I had done. I bit my lips, I had no intention of confessing that instance but she was so cute as she blabbered fearing I was still upset when I had already forgiven her.Allison's eyes widened slightly, she blinked once, twice and again trying to register what I had said.It was my turn to blab now. "I mean, I have long since forgiven you, there's no need to worry yourself or-""I love you too." Allison interrupted. She smiled contentedly and made no move to detach her gaze from mine.My heart swelled, unable to resist, I bent and took her lips in a kiss.I captured her lips with mine, kissing her softly and gently, I dug my fingers deeper into her waist.Allison moaned as she closed her eyes enjoying the way mine lips worked magic on hers. She held my neck and responded with equal passion, her fingers played with the hairs at my nape.I bit her lower lip lightly and nibbled
Dimitri's point of viewI stood at the far end of the bend where I could see the maid clearly. She was slightly nervous at having to talk to the guards but her kind conscience gave her the courage. I heard her speak."The boss demands for your presence." She spoke, her voice shook so subtly only an observant person could pick the change. I watched with hawk eyes as the guards shared glances among themselves and pointed to one of them."We will stay here while he goes"My jaw dropped, indeed these guards were smart. They were sending just one of them which will blow off our facade."She wants you all. I'm supposing it's an emergency." The maid wittily responded staring them dead in the eyes. It seemed to the do the trick, they gave suspicious glances to each other before marching in a line to the direction Tamara could possibly be."Hurry up!" The maid waved at me seeing the guards had disappeared from our view. She gesticulated and pointed to the way towards the dungeon for emphasis a
Chapter 39Dimitri’s POVNow it was too late for me to go back,that wasn’t even an option for me right now because I knew I was in it already.I was staring blankly at him as his guards rushed onto me to attack me but he stopped them.“Let him be. Who are you?” He asked in a very cold tone.His guard still stood guard like they still wanted to attack me or so.I was looking around. I was searching for something and whatever the guards were trying to play, what is my business for now.All on my mind for now was Allison. She was the only thing I cared about and I wanted to see.“Are you deaf?Or does he have a problem with his earring so I can help him cut it off.” He yelled out in anger.“I am here for Alison.”I yelled out in anger.I knew I was jumping into conclusions because I was still not sure if she was here or not.“I don’t know who bears that name and why are you looking for her here ? Did you see her here? Or what are you trying to accuse me of?” He said walking towards me.I w
Alison's povI didn't know what to do in the dungeons, I didn't know what possible way to escape from this place, I was confused and thought of a way to escape but all I ever did went in vain.I was just so stuck up in this place and was frustrated, I didn't know how I would go about this, I needed to leave this place as soon as possible, I needed to flee away from this god-damned place.I paced to and fro in so much confusion, I was really hoping that I would find a way to get out of this place. Although thinking of a way to escape I felt as though something was wrong I had this odd feeling that something absurd was going on. I mean the entire place was so quiet and looked deserted, and this was something that didn't happen on usuals I mean it was just so not possible.I was in contemplations, as I wondered if something really happened or not, what could actually be the case, why was it that everywhere went silent as though no one lived in the pack.I peeped through the iron bars, a
Tamara's povI was still struggling with the grip around my neck, i tried to free myself but he was too tight on me and no matter how much i tried to free myself, i couldn't do a thing about it.He didn't care if I was suffocating, that literally was not his problem as he strangled me hard.I was losing my breath at every minute, I could feel myself slowly depreciating. "Le...let go off me." I struggled to speak but all I could do was to stutter as I spoke, it was literally hard for me to breath talk more of having to even say a word.He was ruthless and at the same time heartless he wouldn't even give me a chance to breathe he didn't care if I died with the way he clutched my throat."If I die then you should know that your dear Alison will die as well." With great difficulty I was able to utter the sentence.that was enough for him to let go of me. I had given him two options it was either he kills me and watch how his Alison's die or he let go of me in order to save Allison and I
Dimitri’s POVNow it was too late for me to go back,that wasn’t even an option for me right now because I knew I was in it already.I was staring blankly at him as his guards rushed onto me to attack me but he stopped them.“Let him be. Who are you?” He asked in a very cold tone.His guard still stood guard like they still wanted to attack me or so.I was looking around. I was searching for something and whatever the guards were trying to play, what is my business for now.All on my mind for now was Allison. She was the only thing I cared about and I wanted to see.“Are you deaf?Or does he have a problem with his earring so I can help him cut it off.” He yelled out in anger.“I am here for Alison.”I yelled out in anger.I knew I was jumping into conclusions because I was still not sure if she was here or not.“I don’t know who bears that name and why are you looking for her here ? Did you see her here? Or what are you trying to accuse me of?” He said walking towards me.I wasn’t scare
Dimitri’s POVThe horse was made to turn around and I was left there to confirm if she was there or not.As of now I didn’t have any proof so I couldn’t lay any accusations yet. Even if I tried to, I needed to be sure.At this point, I was already confused and I didn’t know the best thing to do. I stayed there quietly thinking about what my next action would be.I had a feeling she would be there but without proof there was little I would be able to do.I needed help now so I couldn’t do this alone and the best thing I could think of was calling my pack members.If we were together the chances of finding her would be higher but if we weren’t I won’t be able to do it alone.If they came we would send out a threat definitely because it was required. If she wasn’t here I would gladly apologize for my intrusion but if she was I would take her back.I went to a calm space because I won’t be ab to mind the link if I wasn’t in a calm environment.After getting into a tight space j calmed dow