I was bummed when I woke up and Thorne was nowhere to be seen. Not in the bathroom or anywhere around. I wondered where he could have gone and without a word to me. Was it an emergency? Was he going to be back soon? I couldn't tell. An unusual feeling crept in and I wondered if he was upset with me but it couldn't be right? Everything was fine when we went to bed. I was already starting to have a headache and decided not to think anymore.
I took a shower, brushed my teeth, and made some food, taking mine and leaving some for him, in case he returned. Once I was done, I washed the dishes, grabbed a book, and settled into the couch. Time went by and I kept glancing at the door but he did not come. I dozed off at one point and woke up with a jerk thinking the door opened but it was only the wind. There was no sign of Thorne.
I pondered on taking a walk around the house but on a second thought, I decided against it. I was in the middle of the forest, defenseless and alone. The last option was to stay indoors until he returned. I went back to my book, trying to focus. Lunch time rolled around but I didn't move. I didn't think it was possible to stomach lunch considering the situation.
Suddenly the door opened and I jumped to my feet but to my shock and disappointment, it was only Busta with no sign of Thorne.
"Luna" he did a small bow.
"What is going on? I haven't seen Thorne anywhere. Did he return?"
"Oh...yes it was an emergency so he couldn't wake you up"
"Oh," I said, still disappointed. Then did he forget that I was here?
"I'm sorry for not coming to pick you up earlier. I was occupied and I wanted to do it myself"
"Oh" I mumbled
"Please gather your things so we can leave before night falls upon us" I nodded.
"They are already packed so I'll just get them"
"Let me assist..."
"No need Busta. I'll bring them down" I turned away, going up the stairs to the bedroom, a bitter feeling in my stomach.
I gathered our things and carried them downstairs. I didn't refuse Busta's help this time and he took them to the carriage. I stood on the porch thinking deeply. We had a wonderful time here although it was short lived and I was scared to walk away because I would be returning to a cold version of him.
'You think you much' my wolf scolded and I groaned. Maybe she was right. I followed Busta as he helped me into the carriage and it rolled out. We sat in silence as the carriage moved and I fell into a deep sleep until I was gently awakened by Busta.
"Thank you" I smiled at him as he helped me down. I reached for the bags but he stopped me.
"I'll have someone bring them to you"
"But I can,...."
"No Luna. The alpha will have my head" I nodded.
"Thank you Busta" his smile remained in place as I turned away and went into the house, straight to my room. I went to relieve my bladder and wash my hands.
"Ava" Eiza was on me as soon as I emerged, squeezing me tightly.
"How are you doing? I can see you missed me" I giggled.
"You have no idea. I wished for you to come back so quickly. I was surprised when I learned the alpha was back but there was no sign of you. What happened?"
"An emergency I think but I'm back now and I missed you"
"Oh, I wish you didn't leave for so long"
"Is there another reason you missed me so much? You hardly stay around me when I'm in the pack house"
"I used your busy hours to rest. With you gone, I had no excuse to be lazy. I thought I was going to be overworked to death" I felt bad for her.
"Sorry about that" she shrugged.
"Now you are back, everything will be normal again. What do you need? Food? Drinks?" I shook my head.
"None of that, I think I'll just rest for a while" she nodded.
"Did Nyla drop by?"
"On the morning of your departure. She said she'll be here today but I'm yet to set her. She'll probably come around later"
"Inform me when she does. I'll be resting now"
Okay. Seeing Torren would have to wait for the lessons tomorrow. I was so exhausted. I climbed into bed just as two bags were brought up."Just leave them here" I pointed to the foot of the bed and the servants obeyed. I moved to my knees and opened the bag, pulling the clothes out. Most of them will have to be laundered at the end of the day. I was at the bottom of Thorne's bag when I saw a large file with 'confidential' written above it in capital letters. I was tempted to open and read the contents but there was a clear warning at the top.
Besides if Thorne found out, it would only make him upset with me and I didn't want that to happen. Deciding that it was best I took it straight to him, I climbed out of the bed, and checked his other bag to be sure nothing else was left behind. He possibly forgot it in his rush earlier today. Seeing there was no more, I carried the file to his office. I smiled warmly at the guards as I entered inside but Thorne wasn't in the office and neither was Busta.
I had to keep the file anyway so I walked over to his table and set it. I was about to leave when I noticed an upturned cup, looking properly I could see his table was a mess. From the little I knew about Thorne, he was a very organized and clean person for his table to be in that state, he was too busy to notice it so I decided to clean it up. I picked the crumpled papers and pieces of shredded paper.
I threw them into the trash can. I arranged the papers and files that were out of place. Taking a step back, I appreciated my hand work, Thorne would be pleased at least when he returned and saw his table cleaned with one last look at the table, I walked out of the office.
I met Eiza halfway to my room. "Nyla is around. She is waiting for you in the tutoring room""Will you be cooking today?""No. I'll have dinner downstairs" She nodded and walked away while I changed course to the tutoring room. Nyla embraced me in a tight hug as soon as I arrived. "You look more beautiful each time I see you""Oh stop it. Don't flatter me""Really, you do. Do you look in the mirror at all?" I nodded. "Then you should be able to see exactly what I'm saying" I saw myself every day and while I made something others considered pretty, I didn't think I was that beautiful. Nyla saw me and I wasn't looking down on myself, I just knew a lot more other people who were prettier than I was. "You should give yourself some credit Ava" Nyla pulled me to the couch. "So tell me, how did it go?" I blushed remembering exactly how it had gone. I couldn't describe the details to Nyla. "From that blush, I can tell it went very well. Oh I can't imagine, two whole days of sex""It wa
"Thorne" I tried to pull my hand out of his grip but he held me tightly, his nails digging into the skin of my wrist. "Thorne" I yanked again but he didn't let me go, dragging me upstairs to his office and inside. There were a few people gathered and I only recognized Hudson, Diedre, and the guard who had been standing outside when I dropped by earlier. He dropped my hand and I cradled it fighting back tears from the pain I was feeling. "Repeat what you just said" he commanded the guard who was shaking like a leaf. "She came into your office and spent some time indoors" She understood what the problem was. That she had gone into his office but she had a reason for doubt since. "I found a confidential document amidst your things earlier on and u came to drop it off" I explained but it did nothing to quell the anger on his face. "You came to my office and touched my things!!" He asked in a strained voice but I shook my head. "I only dropped the file and cleared the trash from the
ALPHA THORNE'S POVI couldn't tell why I was bothered by Ava's reaction. The tears that had gathered in her eyes but she refused to let them fall. She was in the wrong, going into my office and touching my things, messing with the organized table, and how I couldn't find a missing document. I was so fucking mad but I chose not to punish her and yet she played the victim like I had wronged her. 'She was only trying to help' my wolf said and I ignored him. Her help only turned out to be burdensome because something was now missing. I hope she will reflect on today and desert from trouble. The enough couple of days have been filled with enough trouble for her as it is. I thought she was quiet and peaceful but she always seemed to have drama whenever I saw her. Always in trouble much to my displeasure and acting like the victim. I scrunched my nose up thinking about the last couple of days. My door opened and I looked up to see who had entered inside. It was Diedre and I frowned. She wa
I was surprised by how much Agatha could help me do. Just now, she spoke about helping me get away and she was already doing it. ‘Are you sure you’re doing the right thing?’ My wolf asked in my head. It didn’t seem like the right thing at all. ‘Then why are you doing it? Because Agatha said so?’Not particularly so. I just wanted to feel valued. And if my absence would make it happen, then I wanted to go with it. ‘You’re foolish’ my wolf snapped and cut me off. “Ava” I was interrupted by Agatha’s voice. “What is with that look on your face? Don’t tell me you’re reconsidering?”“I’m not”“Good. Because he needs to see that he treats you badly. And if you stick around being pitiful like this then he would never see it”“And if he only becomes glad I left”“Then he was never really meant for you, saying you don’t need love is foolish. That is the main basis of mating. Only that” I hung my head. It wasn’t important in the beginning and maybe even now. But there was this need that I h
I was hauled off the floor, the world moving too fast for a moment and then I found balance. I thought I had seen the depth of his rage all those times but they looked like sunny clouds compared to what I was seeing right now. I was seeing rage and anger unlike never before. He was drenched to the bone, his clothes sticking to his skin."Take the bag away" he commanded and one of the men snatched the bag from the floor. "Alpha...""Leave. I'll bring her back" I felt uneasy as the men left me alone with him, unsure of what my fate or situation was. Again, I was hauled and thrown over his shoulder. Ignoring the tingles, I was more focused on trying not to spill my guts out. He bounded through the forest, heading back to the pack house I guess. I didn't struggle, I only stayed still and let him carry me. I must have dozed off because when he set me on my feet, I opened my eyes and realized we were in an unfamiliar place. Warmth had covered my body and I welcomed it. My attention shifted
My body didn't feel like my own. I just wanted to lie down for a moment and rest my head. Even if it was just for a little movement. My body needed rest. That much was evident in my sluggish movement and tired face.Anyone could tell but yet nobody would say a word because they didn't care about me. Born as the daughter of a mistress, my life had never been easy. Occasionally I wished I died along with my mother or that she had never crossed my father's path but it wouldn't change anything. I can't undo the mistake that brought me into this cruel world.Every day was hell for me and I longed for an escape but I was too much of a coward to try. I stopped the large bag of grains that I carried on my back. The dropping made a loud thud and I winced. That sound will definitely attract some unwanted attention.It was still very early in the morning and the time for them to wake up was still far. If I awoke Lady Bianca before the appropriate time, I would receive a whopping. I opened the ba
I managed to find some almost spoiled food and filled my stomach with it.Lady Bianca wouldn't notice it so I ate it because if she knew about it, she would rather discard it than let me eat it. Hell if she found out that I ate it, my back would be sore by tomorrow from a whipping.With some food in my stomach, I was able to function properly for the rest of the day without running into any trouble. I did my duties while managing to stay out of their line of sight.Night came and I did all I was supposed to. After dinner, I scrubbed the kitchen clean. I was supposed to retire to bed and have a good sleep but I wanted to go to the forest.It was the only place in the whole pack where I could be free where I could spend hours alone and forget the horror my life was. Where nothing mattered. Not any mother, father, or the rest of the pack who hated me. I made sure they were all asleep and I crept out of the house. I didn't want anyone to find out about that place because once they realize
After my encounter with Jonathan in the forest and the days to the party drew closer, each day felt like hell to me. Not because of the physical pain I felt, but because I was dreading the words he had said to me. He was capable of making it happen especially once the mating to the alpha's daughter is done and he becomes next in line to be alpha. But I couldn't give in to him. I was waiting for my mate. He'll be disappointed in me if I ever did something like that. And what's worse, Jonathan is my brother. It was wrong but he didn't see that. He couldn't see past his desire to get what he wanted no matter what. The thought of the slave camp made me shudder. It was a place of horrendous activities. Female slaves were captured and sent there, made to serve the men repeatedly by choice or otherwise. None of the girls who were ever sent there made it out alive. I feared being a rogue but I feared going to the slave camp even more. "Run away" a voice screamed in my head but I couldn't. I