"I'm so sorry, Em," My mother's voice came out like a squeak, tears slipping down her flawless face. "I tried so hard to talk sense into him but he wouldn't listen."
"It's alright, mother." I dropped the last of my clothes into the box and secured it with the band hence I zipped it and slouched my shoulder in exhaustion. "I know you would have done more if you could.""No, I failed you!" Her shoulders shook as she came forward and embraced me. "If I didn't marry him all these won't be happening to you.""And then we'll both be suffering, Mom." I was hurting inside, but I didn't want to show it. It wouldn't help if both of us were falling apart with none to console the other, so I bit down on my tongue to keep the tears away. "You did the best you could for me. Maybe this is my fate. I hold nothing against you.""I will make sure Dr. Spencer pays for this.""You will do no such thing, mother. What did you say about forgiveness?" I pushed away and picked my bag to hand to an oversized man who walked in that minute to collect it and walked out. I swept my eyes around, memorizing the last I could of the only space I had come to call my sanctuary. It wasn't flamboyant, but it was my space and gave me a listening ear the nights I needed someone to rant to. "I will be fine, mother, I promise."A few minutes later, I was aboard a sleek black Audi with Alpha Ethan as he steered the car out of my childhood home, and from the side mirror, I watched my mother cry beside the Alpha who didn't seem a bit remorseful up to the last moment about what he had done.I looked to the side at my new owner, still fighting the tears trying to slip out of my eyes. "What are you going to do with me?"He didn't reply for a while I almost thought he wouldn't. Then, he said without looking at me, "Marry you, of course."I flushed in awe. "Marry me?""Why else am I bringing you to my pack?""I tho- I thought you didn't like me and only wanted me to be your surrogate.""I didn't mention I liked you either." Suddenly the car came to an abrupt stop and he leaned in my direction, taking in a large gust of air with his eyes closed. When he opened them, I was hypnotized by his sharp green eyes. I felt like he cast a spell on me.Before now, I haven't been with any man. The closest I have gotten to any man was when Tom, my high school crush gave me a perk during a pack bonfire after which he ran off after Magdaline, the school's hottest chick. It was an experience I hate to relive but which helped shape my subsequent love experiences. But this man, there was something about him. Something beckoning, like magic each time he was near me. In his eyes I could see hostility, nonetheless, perhaps, due to the bond between us, his pheromones tended to weaken me and leave me numb, yearning for a connection in any form I could get with him."Now, let's make certain things clear between us," He whispered, and I regained myself, abruptly shifting away from him and wetting my lips. "The only reason I am taking you back to my pack is because of my child which you presently carry and because of my mother and pack members. They won't stop disturbing me to settle with a chosen Luna since I couldn't find mine- that was of course before today." He shifted back to his former position with a loud sigh. "So, I intend to use a stone to kill two birds. Unfortunately, since the goddess decided to play pranks on me, you will be my Luna, but only on paper.""I don't understand," It was my time to speak because none of this made sense. "Your mother and pack needs a Luna and I am carrying your child. So, I'm supposed to be a pawn in your games?""It's not like you have a choice.""Well, I would have had one if you hadn't gone to my family." How did he even know where I lived? "You mean the family that sold you for a piece of land?"My guts twisted, anger lodging in my throat but I didn't say anything. He was right. I was never a part of that family. I only stayed this long because of my mother. I didn't even get to see my baby brother before leaving! He was going to miss me for sure. He was the only one apart from Mom who genuinely loved me. "Okay, you won there," I mouthed, seemingly defeated. "So, I'm supposed to do what?"He started the car. "Nothing, really. Simply give birth to my child and...do whatever Lunas do." The last words ended in a whisper, I wouldn't have heard them if it wasn't for my wolf abilities.After that, he didn't say another word to me. And really what could he possibly say to me? It wasn't like we had anything in common to talk about, plus he didn't like me. This seemed more like a business transaction; Play the Luna role and bear my kid. I was a fucken surrogate to my mate.I relaxed back in the car and stared at the fleeting landscape. My life had always sucked, but not as bad as this. If there was something I had gotten so used to, it was playing the hide-and-seek game. Since my stepfather didn't like me and vowed to make my life hell with his son, I tried as much as possible to avoid their tracks.I was less heard and seen and worked very hard in the pack in any way I could to compensate for my presence. Everything was going on fine until now. Until that blasted hospital decided to use me as an experiment in the name of a mistake! Now, I don't know what next. I have never felt more helpless than I felt now and the worst part was unlike before when I had my Mom, my little brother, or my school friends, to speak to, now, I was all by myself!...As we traveled through the silent road, a thousand and one thoughts ran through my head.I was lost and had not the slightest idea what was going to happen, especially with this man I was leaving with.I was sad and hopeless. I was blank and continued to stare into oblivion. Nine months and I'd be free to leave after I had given him the heir that he wanted, I managed to give myself some hope.I reminisced about what happened a few minutes ago and was almost on the verge of tears. My stepfather hadn't even thought twice before sending me off, and for what? A piece of land. Anger welled up in me but it was futile and of no use.We drove on and on until we were almost at his pack. I knew because he mentioned it in his next statements. "We'll be arriving at my pack in a moment. I want you to be on your best behavior."His words left me dumbfounded. What did he mean? I tried to think it through in my head but to no avail."In my best behavior? I don't seem to understand what you mean by thi
I felt irritated at the question asked by my sister. She always took pride in getting on my nerves most of the days. Why did she have to bring it up at that moment? I wondered aloud as I sat in the swiveling chair in my office.I was glad and took a deep breath, glad that I was finally about to breathe. I would get the relief that I wanted. No longer would my mother yell at me to get her a child and no longer would the people ask for a Luna.I can finally sleep in peace. My eyes glinted in the dark and I was about to rise to my feet. I needed to sleep after a long and stressful day. I was about to turn the doorknob when I heard a loud knock from the outside and then the door flung open.My mother stood in front of me with her hands clasped to her sides. I took a deep breath and then returned to my chair."What is it, mom? What brings you here?"A sigh of frustration escaped from my lips. I knew exactly what she was going to talk about and that was the last thing that I wanted. All I
The three-decade-old woman flashed a weak smile at me, one that vanished into thin air almost immediately and dashed to the living room, which was only a few seconds walk from the dining room where we were.My heart pounded against my chest as I dragged my feet along the tiled floor of the house. I tried to imagine what she could want to say but I couldn't. She wore a thick grimace that I found difficult to decipher."Have your seat," she muttered, pointing at one of the sofas behind us when we got to the living room. It was a different one entirely and I hadn't seen it when I came in the other time.I took a deep breath and did as she said, my eyes flickering around. I fiddled with my hands as I managed to keep cool despite the heat in me that was threatening to blow me apart."Can you tell me more about yourself?" She inquired, her lips pursed together. I took a deep breath, muttered a word of prayer to the moon goddess and then began."My name is Emma and I am the daughter of Luna
My emotions got the better of me as I stared into Emma's eyes. I could see nothing but excitement and those balls that were well molded in her skull. I was ready and couldn't wait to see what she looked like beneath that dress she had on her.When a knock rang on the door, a wave of anger washed through me and I didn't realize it when I yelled. I was pissed and couldn't understand why anyone would decide to come in just at that moment when I was about to have some fun with my mate.I thought to ignore the knock but then it intensified until I could barely hear a thing. There was no way I would have a good time with the constant banging on the door. I took a deep breath, trying to contain the anger in me but to no avail."I'll answer the door," I muttered while staring at Emma, who did nothing but fiddle with her hands while staring at me. I walked to the door, murmuring as I went, and then turned the doorknob. Before me stood my mother with her hands akimbo. She had a thick frown lace
How could someone be as hot and sexy as Scott was? I couldn't believe it was the same Scott who had lain with me only a few minutes ago. He was so hot and ravishing, leaving me euphoric.I shut my eyes and took a deep breath as I stared into his eyes. There were a lot of things I wanted to say but I couldn't bring myself to utter them.My gaze locked in his and for a split second, I saw a different Scott. He had this kind and warm look in his eyes, one that set me on fire."Do I have anything in my eyes?" He queried out of the blues with a thick frown laced to his brows.The look that I had seen a few seconds ago had vanished into thin air and in place of it was a strong, uninviting look that sent chills down my spine."It's nothing. I was only staring at you. Can't I do that?" I asked in a low, whispering voice, fiddling with my fingers.Somehow, he seemed to notice my discomfort and uneasiness. "You are so sweet and nice," he said.I was stunned. Was I dreaming? Or perhaps I was hal
The clock by the bedside table rang out of the blues, sending chills down my spine. I flew awake, panting with bated breath. My eyes darted around in search of the culprit. There was nothing in sight.I was stunned and couldn't believe my eyes. My hand rested on my chest as I tried to calm my throbbing nerves. My heart was still thumping heavily against my chest and it felt like it was going to explode the next minute.It clicked just at that moment as my gaze rested on the clock on the other side of the bed where Scott lay.My eyes bulged and I couldn't control the spark that was sizzling through me. A strong feeling of disbelief sank deep in me.How did I get onto the bed? I had Renmen lying on the sofa opposite me. It made no sense and how could I wrap my hands around it?Every bit of me wanted to return to the sofa before Scott woke up. The last thing I want is a lecture from him.He would go on to remind me of how we were only together for the child in me and all. I wasn't ready
I couldn't make sense of what was going on before me. Why was Anna acting that way with the knife in her hand? My heart was thumping against my chest and it felt like it was going to explode anytime soon."Stop it at once, Anna! Whatever games you are playing, I don't like them, and I want you to put an outright end to them," I said in a low whispering voice as I recoiled. She didn't seem to heed me as she continued to be near me.I retreated further and further until there was nowhere else to run to.My mind began to race. I thought of what to do but nothing came to mind. I couldn't wrap my hands around it, despite how hard I tried.My eyes sauntered around and I soon found an object to defend myself with. I yanked it at once, clutching it with all my mind.I held it above my head and was going to bring it down on her when she suddenly burst into laughter. Confusion got the better of me as I fixed a long, questioning look at me.She continued to laugh, making me wonder if she was in
I was panting with bated breath by the time I got out of the bathroom. I was exhausted and couldn't understand why Scott managed such strength. The way he held me and continued to thrust at me left me euphoric.The way he went in and out gave me goosebumps as well. A bright smile formed on my face as I got dressed and was about to leave the room.I stole a glance at Scott and could see he had his head buried in his work again. I took a deep breath, muttered some words to him and then darted out of the room.Anna was waiting for me in the living room already. Her lips pouted awkwardly. Her hands were also clasped together. I didn't need her to tell me why she was standing that way."I'm sorry I took time getting here; I was trying to finish up something." I said this as I fiddled with my hands."Oh, you don't need to explain. I totally understand," she winked at me, causing me to blush and then we went out of the house to where the driver was waiting for us.For the second time since I
The wedding day.I have imagined several ways that my wedding was going to take place. Fairytales that was what I called them. The pink lilies lined up the walks, I even imagined my dog walking down the aisle with me bearing the rings with the revered flower crown adorning his or her furry head. It was going to be a white wedding where everyone wore white same as the decorations.But never in Gods green earth did I imagine that I was going to have a double wedding with the man of my heart and sister from another mother. But more importantly, that Theresa was going to walk beside my mother as they accompany my son and I down the aisle to handle me over to Scott as his wife and Luna.It was my dream come true with a touch of radical goodness. I could never stop my face from gleaming with joy merely looking at Scott standing there in his white tuxedo his face a mask of angelic warmth. And on the other side was Liam and his newly-wedded bride, Aan, their hands entangled as they welcomed
We raced down the hall, our lies having been perfectly constructed. We had all agreed to tell Theresa that I woke up with a terrible headache and was only coming down for the training out of respect for her. It was a lot getting Liam to flow with the lies but he had agreed anyway. However as we neared the stairs, a loud scream tore through the house from down the stairs. "What's that?" Anna asked, increasing her step that soon turned to a run. We joined in, taking the stairs two at a time. The loud voices was coming from the direction of the Omegas quarters, the men's quarters precisely. We arrived in time to encounter Theresa deliver a well-aimed slap on Ashley's face who bent over bawling her eyes out."Mom!" Anna went to block her as she lifted her hand to give her another slap. "What is going on here?"Theresa covered her face with her right hand, her left in her waist. Her very schooled elegance was gone to be replaced by an infuriated expression. She wagged her forefinger at A
Wandering aimlessly helped me to learn a lot in one night, particularly the vastness of the mansion. I strode to the back of the house where the training ground was located, bending a few corners before I saw it stretched endlessly over the grassy field, with different objects constructed at diverse positions for training. I was stupefied for once, all the anger in me dissipating to be replaced by awe. I went to the Wolf leaper standing at the crossbar and touched it, taking note of the rough exterior. My eyes caught the flicker of the power tester that is used to train young pups to discover their inner strength. It sent jolts of longing wafting through me, wishing I had this chance growing up. Maybe it's not too late. I just need to learn now. For myself, not for anyone or anything. This is just me now against the world, whether I like it or not. It has always been. No one cares about me and if I am waiting for someone to, I might end up dying faster than I had anticipated. The wo
He cocked his brow to the top of his head, picked up the glass containing a brown substance on the table I hadn't noticed till now, and took a long swig as if I hadn't just dropped a bombshell on him. Is that how he is going to react? No fret, no fury? Nothing? My heart broke. So he truly wanted it? He brought me from my pack to this place for nothing. Just to mock our bond and destroy something so sanctified that the goddess has ordered. The tears that has been threatening were trying to force their way out, but I quickly looked down and willed it back. I am not going to cry for any man anymore. I had already thought about this and know it's for the best. I would rather be without a mate than with one who didn't want me for me but because I might have managed to win a competition to become his trophy Luna.Squaring my shoulders I looked up, expecting him to reject me immediately so I can go on to ask him for a favor concerning my housing, but he wasn't upcoming with it. He was stil
It was raining heavily when we came back from the training camp. Just as I envisaged, Nathan dropped me off in front of the house and told me he was going back to the border to see how things were going there.I wanted to beg him not to leave but knowing he has a duty to uphold which would be unfair of me to stop him, I simply nodded and accepted my ugly fate before sneaking my way into the house. I rushed upstairs two at a time, aiming to reach my room on time and hide away, hoping the Alpha doesn't figure out that I have returned from my outing. I succeeded, went to take my bath, and changed into the evening gown that I found hanging on the vanity chair_ meaning Anna had come to my room to check on me. I felt bad I haven’t spent much time with her recently and wished I could. But I needed this training so badly. I needed to become better. I needed to focus on something else that didn’t have to do with Scott or his mother’s stupid idea of competing for the Luna position. I was ab
"A proper Luna is always mindful of the time, especially one that wishes to have the keep up and running effectively with avoidable hitchbacks..." The statement from Theresa was cut to the chase and aimed at me. I flinched back, still dawdling by the door. What in moon's name possessed me to wake up this late? It was one thing that I wasn't favored much in this crowd, then I have to pull off this stunt of bringing the attention to myself. Now Theresa would think I was being deviant and irresponsible while Ashley is the serious one. "Get seated, Emma. I won't tolerate this foolhardy behavior next time. Be warned," she warned and I walked to the nearest couch to plop down."Luna, I thought she would be punished? Why should she be here__""Keep quiet, Ashley..." I caught the cold regard she gave Ashley who blanched in her couch and quickly recovered, and when theresa looked away, gave me a condescending bird's eye.l only returned her gaze, with a soft one, within me having a good lau
I stayed with my son for a while plying with him while the party went on downstairs. Part of me bought Scott was going to come after me due to the manner I left the party. That was part of me, but the other part knew he wouldn’t. After all I asked him to give me time. It was disappointing he wasn’t fighting for me. Taylor soon fell asleep and I kissed his forehead and decided to go to my room and pick my planning book. I still had a lot to do. When I was walking down the hall, something got my attention. A man.Like a drop-dead gorgeous man got my attention. He stepped into the hall, the automatic doors sliding close as he came in, his eyes washing over me in a sinful way. A very sinful way.I stood there one of my feet on the stairwell, the other one down as I stared at the man as he drew close, my eyes taking in every one of his adorable features His shoulders were broad, more like herculean massive_ fitted into a three-piece dark suit, his face stretched in what I would term a
“I thought you said you forgave me?” Those were his words the last time we met after the fight. “Yes, but I need time,” I had replied. “You don’t expect me to just believe you when you said the child she carries is not yours. I need time, Scott.” I didn’t look him in the eyes because I didn’t want to fall for his charm. “How much time,” he’s asked.“As much time as possible.” “I will be away the .” I looked up at him. He shrugged. “I can’t bear living under the same roof with you and not being able to come close to you, Emma. I can’t.”I nodded and looked away. “And our son?”“He would be fine. He is an Alpha.” the words nudged at my heart. Tears pulled in my eyes which I forced myself to keep in. I had to do this for me. “Thank you.”“For what?” He queried.“For allowing your sister and Liam to be together.”“I did it for you.”“I know,” I nearly went to him then. “Which is why I am grateful . They’re meant to be.”Those were our last words. And since then, all I want now is to be
"Did you hear anything I just said?" I jolted back from my thought and blinked up at the fair-haired woman, realizing I had drifted while she was still talking, "Huh?" the words flew out before I could stop them. My eyes dilated in chagrin, one of my hands flew to my mouth before rapidly flapping down on my lap, my eyes scooting between her and Ashley who had a repellent look on her face at me.Somehow since the horrendous announcement, the packhouse has become her second home. Urgh!To be honest ever since she dropped the bombshell about the pregnancy and knowing that that would determine the Luna position, I lost concentration. I have been raking my head what in the world this is about. Maybe their own sophisticated method of depriving me of something that the kind goddess has so naturally handed to me.Who competes to be with their mate? And even if you have to compete, it now has to be against someone that come the next life, you ain't likely to win against. Great! What did I te