CHAPTER SEVEN
NOLAN'S POV"How is she?" I ask Alex who's standing by Catania's room door.Trust me, even I myself do not know why I have come here. I tried to get her off my mind, to stop thinking about how unsafe she feels right now, but I couldn't, so I made a rash decision to come and check up on her.Absurd thing is, I'm not even thinking about it's mate who is in my bedroom right now, prolly waiting for me to come to her. I'm not thinking about her at all, but here I am, obsessing about Catania's safety and comfort.There's something fundamentally wrong with me."Well, she hasn't screamed or broken things or cried, she should be fine""Oh…" I gently open the door and peek in. Ander sprints up on my mind when I see her petite frame lying on the bed, probably asleep.The smell Caramel mixed with honey and chocolate fills my nostrils and I close my eyes and sniff in a long deep breath. All my nerves and senses go in total disarray and my entire body feels giddy.There's this weird tingly feeling in my stomach, like three are a million butterflies flying in it. I look around and when I see Alex staring at me, I quickly step into the room and close the door.No one else can know that this girl affects me so much. This is just absurd."Mate!" Ander screams yet again in my mind and I ignore him.I don't know why, but I suddenly feel very hot and I'm sweating out of nervousness. I have never felt like this before anyone before.I am Alpha Nolan, Paramount Alpha of the Ten Lands and I do not tremble in the presence of any werewolf. On the contrary, other werewolves and their Alphas tremble before me. They do not have the courage to look me in the eye during a conversation because of my rank, my power and of course, my reputation, but here I am, squirming in the presence of an eighteen-year old girl.I stop walking when Catania shakes on the bed. I watch in fascination as she mumbles incoherent words in her sleep as she changes her sleeping position. Her black hair is all over the place and her snow white skin is almost unnoticeable in those while sheets. Her breasts rise and fall as she takes in short breaths, her pink rosy lips look so succulent and I find myself wishing how they would taste and feel on mine.They will definitely taste like strawberries.She's gorgeous.Perfect and I can stand here and stare at her all day without batting an eyelid. But I can't do that.I need to get away from here, away from her before I lose my mind!I swirl around and head out of the bedroom without glancing back even once because I know if I do, I will go to that bed and join her in her nap.That is how much her pheromone affects me.******************************************"How is she?" Nigel asks the moment I walk into my office. I'm actually startled to see him here. We had agreed to meet again during dinner."Who are you talking about?""Catania, of course. I was told she was found roaming around the corridor"Rumour indeed travels like wildfire"Ah… yeah. Of course you've been told. She's fine. She's actually asleep right now""I see…""I just don't want her causing any commotion among the unmated guards.""Yeah, we wouldn't want that""But then… Why does this feel wrong?""What feels wrong?" He asks, concerned and I heave out an exasperated sigh."Me wanting to give her to my brother. I don't know why, but after all that you have explained, I feel like… no… no… what am I saying. What I'm doing is the right thing. It's her stealer pheromone that's making me think all these things"I really need to stop going too close to that girl. She's clouding my judgement and her pheromone is making me say things I'm not supposed to say.Nigel smiles as he walks over to me."All I want to know is how you intend to go about this?""What do you mean?""You mentioned the fact that you want to give her to Kai. How do you intend to go about that?""Well, as of now, Kai is still in a manic state and Catania's scent will only enrage him the more. He might harm her if she is taken close to him" I explain and he lets out another heavy sigh."Nolan, I really don't want to sound judgy, but don't you think that's unfair? I learned the young girl just turned eighteen and she's still trying to understand herself. Her wolf has not been awakened and she just found out that she is a stealer. You have taken her away from her family to this strange pack where she has to be a rebound to some strange man who had lost his mate. Don't you think that's a lot for that little girl to take in?""So, are you trying to say I'm heartless""No, not at all. I'm just asking you to put yourself in her shoes.""Nigel, I know exactly what I'm doing. It might seem cruel, but trust me it's for her own good. She's not just going to be Kai's rebound, she's going to be his mate, his wife and that is a good thing for her. I am trying to give her a decent life""But she doesn't see it that way""Because she's so stubborn and she has totally refused to use her head""Well, can you blame her?" He asks with a creased brow and I roll my eyes."Nigel just leave me the hell alone okay. I am the Alpha here and I know exactly what I'm doing, I promise""Of course you do." He says walking to the door.I know that tone of his.He is upset and he's going to spend the next two weeks treating me like a stranger."Nigel don't be mad" I try to follow him."No I'm not, I'm just disappointed. You can do better"Then he exits my office, banging the door hard behind him.Yeah, he is mad and I'm finished.Why is he even taking Catania's side on this issue? She is a stranger for goodness sake!CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE.CATANIA'S POV.Alpha Nolan is long gone by the time I wake up, but I can still perceive his lingering scent over my body and my bed. I close my eyes and inhale heavily, smiling like an idiot when his sweet smell fills my nostrils and travels up to my brain. It triggers memories of the events that took place last night. He came in with maids and waited for me to shower. We ate dinner together and he tucked me in bed. He even kissed and stroked my hair. I hug myself with my eyes closed, reminiscing about how his strong arms held me tight on his chest last night.As much as all those gestures make me happy, they confuse me as well.During the day yesterday, he told me I was not his mate and that even if I was, he would never accept me because I'm still the prime suspect for Mia's murder. But after I threw a few tantrums by refusing to eat or accept the clothes he sent to me, he came by himself and made sure I showered, ate and then he put me in bed.He was gentle, so
CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR.CATANIA'S POV.Thirty minutes later, there's a knock on the door and I immediately know it's Alpha Reagan and his servants again. Groaning, I rise from the bed and walk to the door. I swing it open with all my might, not even bothering to hide my irritation. Alpha Nolan's handsome face comes into view. The three servants who came a while ago are standing behind him. They don't look too pleased by what's going on.“So?” Asks Alpha Nolan. He’s asking to know if I’ve decided to be a good girl, or not. I roll my eyes and step away from the door. He makes way for the maids who come into the room. He steps in last and closes the door behind him. I look at him with surprised filled eyes.“Why are you coming in?”“I don't trust you not to throw another tantrum the moment I leave, so I'm going to stay here while you shower and we'll eat lunch together.”“No.” I instantly rebuke the idea. “I don't want you in here while I shower?”“Why not?” He asks with a creased brow. I wa
CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE.CATANIA'S POV.A few hours later, another knock sounds on the room door. I'm lying on the bed, tired of crying and I wish I could just mindlink the person to go away, but that's not possible. I have no idea who it is, so I grudgingly go over to the door and open it. Three servants, dressed in uniform smile at me and I get confused.“Good morning to you Miss Catania . We have come to serve you as instructed by Alpha Nolan.” One of the girls reports and I look at their hands. One of them is holding clothes. Another a tray of food and the next more clothes. I shake my head. Aroma from the food in the tray makes my intestines coil in my stomach, but my anger blocks it out.I am famished.But I'm also very mad at Alpha Nolan so I will not accept anything he offers me.“Thank you all, but I don't need these. Tell Alpha Nolan I will not be accepting any of these things he has sent for me.” I tell them as politely as I can and confusion grows on their faces. Before they
CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO.CATANIA'S POV.I'm still in deep thought when a knock sounds on my room door. I look up and contemplate for a while whether to open it or not and I finally make up my mind to open it. As I head to the door, I prepare myself to face whoever it is I see there.If it's Nolan, I'll give him the scolding of his life and shut the door to his face even though that's the last thing my mind and body wants me to do.When I swing the door open, I open my mouth to scream, expecting to see Nolan, but my words get stuck in my throat when I see the Beta, Nigel, standing before me with a worried look on his face. Disappointment washes over me like waves on a seashore.Fuck!“Beta Nigel.” I call, surprised. He flashes me a small smile.“Hello Luna.” I sigh heavily and tilt my head, giving him a side eye. I have told him time again not to address me as Luna, but he wouldn't listen.“How many times have I told you not to address me as such? I am not your Luna.” “Well… you are my Alph
CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE.CATANIA’S POV.I cried all day and night. The pack doctor checked on me like Alpha Nolan had said and I only ate because of the medications I had received even though I had no appetite. I still don’t. Alpha Nolan’s words have not left my mind. His wolf can’t sense my wolf so we are not not mates. The pack members won’t accept me because I’m a stealer and murderer. What nonsense!First of all, I did not kill my sister, so they have no reason to reject me as their Luna. Alpha Nolan keeps making baseless accusations. The day he finally finds out the truth about Mia’s death, he’d have to go on his knees and beg me to gain my forgiveness.Secondly, his wolf being unable to sense my wolf is not enough reason for him to deny the fact that we are mates. There is my pheromone which he has consented to being able to perceive and most importantly, the mate bond. I can feel it and I’m sure he can feel it too. I can’t help but think that he’s lying about not knowing we are ma
CHAPTER FIFTY.NOLAN’S POV.I shut the door behind me with all my might once I step into my office. I head straight to my wine bar when I take out a Copita and a bottle of liquor and slam both on the wine bar table. I need to burn all these ugly emotions tugging at my heartstrings right now. I need to wash them down before they suffocate me. I serve myself a shot of tequila and take it down in one. I shut my eyes close and groan as the liquor burns every inch of my mouth and its way down my throat into my stomach where it sets my abdomen on fire. I want more, so I take another shot and another and another and only stop when I hear the sound out of my office door swinging open. I don’t turn to see who it is because I know it's Nigel.“What’s going on?” He asks and the next thing I hear is footsteps coming towards me. I smile a little when I sense the worry in his voice.He is worried about me.He came to see me when I called.He still cares about me even though I’ve fucked up real bad