CONNOR
"I apologize for Cassie's rude behavior, Connor," Agnes started off as soon as we stepped into my sun-filled office. Agnes touched her forehead slightly, revealing that Cassandra’s behavior had embarrassed her.
"She's certainly feisty," I said, directing them to be seated on the plush leather chairs. "I understand she doesn't know how to behave in a pack dynamic. You've been living in the city?" It would certainly be a challenge to train Cassandra in all things pack related. Something I looked forward to immensely.
Agnes was a beautiful woman, the resemblance to Cassandra obvious. But Cassandra had inherited her father's temperament, unmistakably Joel's daughter. Agnes’ big brown eyes held many secrets, and as she sat with her arms folded across her chest, it was clear she wasn't about to give them up easily. A tight smile forced its way onto her lips.
“Yes,” she said. “Cassandra grew up in Miami.”
Joel glanced at Agnes from time to time, the tension radiating off him in palpable waves. His grip on the armrests of the chair was tight, as if he was holding himself back from saying something. There was a story between them, a history that made me curious, but it wasn't my place to pry.
My primary concern was Cassandra. I wanted to know everything about my mate, and that included understanding her mother. There was something important Agnes was keeping from me, and I needed to find out what it was.
"Did something happen in Miami that made you come here?" I dove right into the important aspect, watching Agnes closely. My werewolf hearing picked up a slight rise in her heart rate. A faint change in her scent lingered in the air. She was skilled at hiding her emotions, schooling her face, but I had honed my ability to read people.
"No, not really," she said, her gaze dropping to her lap. The fabric of her skirt rustled softly as she shifted in her seat. "I was worried about Cassie."
"Oh?" I tilted my head. "Why?"
"I sensed the change in her. All these years, I tried to convince myself that she was human, that she wouldn't inherit the werewolf gene. But I was wrong." Agnes turned to Joel, her eyes filled with a mix of determination and concern. "I had to bring her to you, to her pack."
Joel remained silent, stone-faced. The tension in the room grew thicker, almost suffocating. Miles, my wolf, huffed in the back of my mind, his thoughts echoing mine. 'Why did she take her away in the first place?'
"Tell me, Joel, did you know about Cassandra?" I prodded gently, hoping I wasn't overstepping my bounds. But as the alpha, it was my duty to know and understand.
"No!" Joel growled out, his voice harsh with hurt. "Do you think I would abandon my pup on purpose?" The pain in his words tugged at my heart.
Agnes cringed visibly, seeming to become smaller. “And I told you why I ran, Joel. I am terribly sorry.” Tears were brimming in her eyes.
I got up and went to her, kneeling next to her, and placed a hand on her knee. “You brought her back to her pack. It was the right thing to do.”
“Your father did not approve of our… relationship.” Agnes faltered, uncertain what to call it. “He came to see me when I lived in Santa Barbara.” She looked over at Joel. “I never told you this, Joel, because it wouldn’t have made a difference, anyway. But Alpha Troy came to see me and basically threatened to exile you, strip you of your status as beta. I couldn’t let that happen.”
I went to pour a glass of water and handed it to Agnes. “Yes, my father could sometimes be narrow-minded. He didn’t condone inter-species relationships. Even if it was a soulmate bond.” She didn’t have a visible mate mark, I noted when I knelt next to her.
“You should have told me, Agnes.” Joel said. “I could’ve convinced Troy.”
“When I found out I was pregnant, I was terrified that Troy would kill me. So, I ran.”
“I wouldn’t have let Troy hurt you. You are my mate – were my mate, Agnes!” Troy looked at Agnes with bitterness. “But I guess you never loved me enough to trust me.”
Agnes reached out a hand towards Joel, her fingers trembling as if pleading for his understanding. "Joel, no," she whispered, her voice filled with desperate hope. "I loved you, still do. But I was consumed by fear, for me, for Cassie, and for you."
Joel's head shook in disbelief, sadness in his dark eyes. He rose from his seat and walked towards the window, the cool glass meeting his forehead as he leaned against it.
"I hope you can work through your issues," I interjected with a heavy sigh, breaking the silence. "But there's something I need your help with."
Agnes, visibly relieved that I didn't press further, let out a small sigh of relief. Her heart rate gradually slowed. Yet, I knew that no matter what, I would eventually find out the truth. I was a patient but persistent man.
"When I came to your house last night, Joel," I continued, "it was because Cassandra's scent led me there."
Joel turned to face me, a flicker of understanding crossing his features. "She's your mate?" he asked, surprised.
A smile spread across my face. I couldn’t contain my excitement and joy. Agnes gasped, her eyes widening at the revelation.
"I think you'll need more than just our help, Connor," Joel remarked dryly. "She's in denial about her true identity. She barely listened when I tried to explain things to her."
Agnes, quick to defend Cassandra, spoke up. "You can't blame her, Joel. It's my fault. This was an overwhelming shock for her." You could hear the guilt and worry in her voice. "But she's so young, Connor. And would your pack accept her because of me?"
‘The elders will be a problem, Connor,’ Miles, the worrier, chimed in nervously. I silenced him firmly.
"Don't worry about the pack, Agnes. I'll handle them," I assured her, placing a reassuring hand on her shoulder. "But did Cassandra have someone special in Miami? A boyfriend, perhaps?"
Agnes laughed, the sound light and melodic. "Goodness, no. She was too focused on her studies. If she had anyone, she would've told me. She had a few friends, mostly girls from college."
It was such a relief knowing I didn't have any rivals. "I'm glad to hear that," I replied. "I want her to be mine without obstacles. But Joel, should I wait before telling her? Give her time to adjust?"
Joel looked concerned. "Yes, please give her time, Connor. Let her adjust at her own pace. When she shifts for the first time, she'll understand everything."
I nodded, realizing how important that moment was. I wanted Cassandra to embrace who she really was.
CASSANDRAWith the alpha guy yakking to Agnes and Joel, I browsed the books to keep myself busy. I saw some of my favorite authors there, much to my pleasant surprise. Seems like we had something in common. I loved reading. Yeah, I was a nerd. But no one had to know, right? A werewolf nerd. I couldn’t help the insane laughter bubbling up in my throat.“What’s so funny?” a deep, sexy voice asked right behind me.I wheeled around right into the circle of hard, muscled arms. Holy shit! Why was he so close?“Are you creeping up on me, Connor?” I let mild irritation sharpen my tone. I felt flustered, but I wouldn’t give him the satisfaction of knowing how flustered he made me feel. Like panty-damping flustered.The damn man smiled, and two dimples appeared on both cheeks. Of course, there would be dimples! As if he wasn’t sexy enough, damn him. And that made him dangerous in my book.“No, I wouldn’t do such a thing. I see you’re admiring my book collection. You like to read?” He wasn’t let
AGNESJoel and I walked to his house in uncomfortable silence. Passersby glanced at us with open curiosity. A human woman at Wolf Creek, unbelievable! I could almost hear their thoughts.It’s not that I expected Joel to welcome me back with open arms, but this—this coldness—it really stung. He had changed from the passionate man who declared his love for me in a whirlwind romance had become this hardened, closed off man. He could hardly look at me and when he did, I couldn’t bear to see the swirling hurt and distrust in his eyes. I did this. I made him this way.I wanted so desperately to fix it. For all our sakes.He held the door open for me, but didn't step inside himself. I called out his name, my voice trembling with hope and uncertainty. "Joel...""I have work to do," he replied, his voice devoid of warmth. He turned to leave, but I couldn't let him go so easily. I reached out and grabbed his arm, pleading with him. "Please, can we talk about it?" There was so much I needed him
Cassandra“I must go back. Agnes would be worried,” I tried to convince Connor. He didn’t seem to be in a hurry to get rid of me. Don’t know what his deal was. The way he looked at me… like I was his favorite dessert or something. It made me uncomfortable. But I also felt something else. Lust. At least I think that’s what it was. He sat close to me on the couch, his knee touching mine. I twirled the empty glass in my hands, just to do something. If I leaned closer to him…No, hell no! This kind of thinking is a sure-fire way of getting into shit. He’s a goddamn werewolf, for fuck’s sake! Oh, but apparently, I was one as well. Yes, there is that.“They know you’re with me.” he stood suddenly. “Come,” he held out his hand. “Let me show you the training grounds.”My body seemed to have a mind of its own where Connor was concerned. I let him lead me out of the lounge. “Training grounds?” I asked, perplexed. Was this some kind of military center?“Yes. All members of the pack need to train
CONNORMy mind went crazy when I saw Cassandra checking out my guys and Ray flirting back. I was so possessive and jealous; it was intense. It was super unsettling and embarrassing, like a crazy storm of emotions going on.My heart pounded in my ears as I tried to regain my composure. These men, my friends, my brothers, had always been there for me. They were my best fighters, loyal and dedicated. But at that moment, I had this intense urge to rip their throats out for trying to steal Cassandra's attention.‘It's the mate bond, Connor. It can't be helped,’ Miles said. He felt the same surge of possessiveness because of the mate bond. ‘You are their Alpha first.’ Miles continued.I ran my hand over my face, trying to calm the storm raging inside me. I was their alpha first, and they should respect that. But the way Cassandra had looked at me, it had ignited something wild within me, something I couldn't fully control.With a heavy sigh, I made my way down the hallway towards the men's
CassandraUnbelievable! The hypocrite. I leaned against the door I had slammed shut a second ago, fuming with anger. So I couldn’t look at guys, but he could cuddle a girl right there in the street for anyone to see?Agnes rushed downstairs to see what the noise was all about. “Cassie? What happened?”I stomped past her into the kitchen. “I don’t want to talk about it.” Found a glass in the cupboard and filled it with water straight from the tap.“Did Alpha Connor say something to upset you?” Agnes followed me into the kitchen.I drank the water and slammed the glass onto the counter. Made for him, huh! I leaned against the counter, looking at my mother. Seemed like we shared the same poor taste in men.“Honey, you know you can talk to me.” She reached out to touch my arm, her brown eyes sympathetic. But I was still angry at her.“Really, Mom?” Sarcasm dripped from my tone. “What can you tell me that will make this better?” I folded my arms across my chest and glared at her. “Can you
CASSANDRAWas there such a thing as destiny? I’ve often wondered about it. Were our lives really planned out from birth to our imminent death, or was it just purely coincidence and our own actions that determined our fate?Decide for yourself. I still can’t.But what happened three days ago was the turning point that changed my life, not just mine, but all of ours, even the people that I didn’t even know existed. All our lives changed as the result of one minor act of defiance. Well, alright, it wasn’t all that minor.*****“Hurry, Cassie! Before he wakes up.” The frantic woman screaming at me was my mother, Agnes Morelli, née Browne. She hurried from the kitchen, her heels rapping a tattoo over the tile floor. Two black bags in hand, she rushed upstairs, while I marveled at the blood pooling at my feet.I stared down at the inert body of my stepfather with mixed emotions. “Are you sure he’s not dead?” Would it be a loss for humanity if he were? Certainly not.The brass naked woman I
“Are we there yet?” I asked with a yawn. It felt like we’d been driving for days, only stopping to grab something to snack on and freshen up in the public restrooms.“If you ask me that one more time, Cassandra…” Agnes snarled at me.“Mom, seriously! You need to sleep. In an actual bed.” I threw my hands up in exasperation. She refused to stay over at a motel, pulling over at truck stops to rest for the night, fearing that Frank would find us. There was no way Frank would find us in the City of Los Angeles. We’re driving through the buzzing streets, weaving through traffic as if we were being hounded.Agness glared at me through red-rimmed eyes. “I’ll sleep when we’re safe.”“At least let me take over. Just tell me where we’re supposed to go.” For the love of Mike, let's go somewhere civilized. It seemed like she was determined to drive us to the end of the world.“Fine!” she huffed and pulled the car over to the curb. “When you get to Santa Barbara, wake me up.”“What or who the hell
“You’d better come inside,” Red Beard said, moving aside to let us through and closed the door firmly behind us.Inside, it was warm and cozy. Unexpectedly so. Colorful rugs covered the floor, matching the plump cushions on the wicker chairs and couches. It was so different from Frank’s ivory palace, which was cold and gleaming, all white and cream. I didn’t like the way the giant man glared daggers at Agnes. He didn’t invite us to sit. His expression was hard to read. I wondered if he was angry or upset or surprised, or maybe all of it. My mother had terrible taste in men - that we’ve established. But if this was one of her exes, we needed to have a serious talk.“Joel…” Agnes began, but stopped short when Red Beard interrupted her.“Whatever it is, Agnes, I don’t want to hear it.” His huge hands opened and closed at his sides; head lowered. He reminded me of a bear right before the attack. But the next thing he said, “You hurt me.” The accusation in his voice made me study him, no
CassandraUnbelievable! The hypocrite. I leaned against the door I had slammed shut a second ago, fuming with anger. So I couldn’t look at guys, but he could cuddle a girl right there in the street for anyone to see?Agnes rushed downstairs to see what the noise was all about. “Cassie? What happened?”I stomped past her into the kitchen. “I don’t want to talk about it.” Found a glass in the cupboard and filled it with water straight from the tap.“Did Alpha Connor say something to upset you?” Agnes followed me into the kitchen.I drank the water and slammed the glass onto the counter. Made for him, huh! I leaned against the counter, looking at my mother. Seemed like we shared the same poor taste in men.“Honey, you know you can talk to me.” She reached out to touch my arm, her brown eyes sympathetic. But I was still angry at her.“Really, Mom?” Sarcasm dripped from my tone. “What can you tell me that will make this better?” I folded my arms across my chest and glared at her. “Can you
CONNORMy mind went crazy when I saw Cassandra checking out my guys and Ray flirting back. I was so possessive and jealous; it was intense. It was super unsettling and embarrassing, like a crazy storm of emotions going on.My heart pounded in my ears as I tried to regain my composure. These men, my friends, my brothers, had always been there for me. They were my best fighters, loyal and dedicated. But at that moment, I had this intense urge to rip their throats out for trying to steal Cassandra's attention.‘It's the mate bond, Connor. It can't be helped,’ Miles said. He felt the same surge of possessiveness because of the mate bond. ‘You are their Alpha first.’ Miles continued.I ran my hand over my face, trying to calm the storm raging inside me. I was their alpha first, and they should respect that. But the way Cassandra had looked at me, it had ignited something wild within me, something I couldn't fully control.With a heavy sigh, I made my way down the hallway towards the men's
Cassandra“I must go back. Agnes would be worried,” I tried to convince Connor. He didn’t seem to be in a hurry to get rid of me. Don’t know what his deal was. The way he looked at me… like I was his favorite dessert or something. It made me uncomfortable. But I also felt something else. Lust. At least I think that’s what it was. He sat close to me on the couch, his knee touching mine. I twirled the empty glass in my hands, just to do something. If I leaned closer to him…No, hell no! This kind of thinking is a sure-fire way of getting into shit. He’s a goddamn werewolf, for fuck’s sake! Oh, but apparently, I was one as well. Yes, there is that.“They know you’re with me.” he stood suddenly. “Come,” he held out his hand. “Let me show you the training grounds.”My body seemed to have a mind of its own where Connor was concerned. I let him lead me out of the lounge. “Training grounds?” I asked, perplexed. Was this some kind of military center?“Yes. All members of the pack need to train
AGNESJoel and I walked to his house in uncomfortable silence. Passersby glanced at us with open curiosity. A human woman at Wolf Creek, unbelievable! I could almost hear their thoughts.It’s not that I expected Joel to welcome me back with open arms, but this—this coldness—it really stung. He had changed from the passionate man who declared his love for me in a whirlwind romance had become this hardened, closed off man. He could hardly look at me and when he did, I couldn’t bear to see the swirling hurt and distrust in his eyes. I did this. I made him this way.I wanted so desperately to fix it. For all our sakes.He held the door open for me, but didn't step inside himself. I called out his name, my voice trembling with hope and uncertainty. "Joel...""I have work to do," he replied, his voice devoid of warmth. He turned to leave, but I couldn't let him go so easily. I reached out and grabbed his arm, pleading with him. "Please, can we talk about it?" There was so much I needed him
CASSANDRAWith the alpha guy yakking to Agnes and Joel, I browsed the books to keep myself busy. I saw some of my favorite authors there, much to my pleasant surprise. Seems like we had something in common. I loved reading. Yeah, I was a nerd. But no one had to know, right? A werewolf nerd. I couldn’t help the insane laughter bubbling up in my throat.“What’s so funny?” a deep, sexy voice asked right behind me.I wheeled around right into the circle of hard, muscled arms. Holy shit! Why was he so close?“Are you creeping up on me, Connor?” I let mild irritation sharpen my tone. I felt flustered, but I wouldn’t give him the satisfaction of knowing how flustered he made me feel. Like panty-damping flustered.The damn man smiled, and two dimples appeared on both cheeks. Of course, there would be dimples! As if he wasn’t sexy enough, damn him. And that made him dangerous in my book.“No, I wouldn’t do such a thing. I see you’re admiring my book collection. You like to read?” He wasn’t let
CONNOR"I apologize for Cassie's rude behavior, Connor," Agnes started off as soon as we stepped into my sun-filled office. Agnes touched her forehead slightly, revealing that Cassandra’s behavior had embarrassed her."She's certainly feisty," I said, directing them to be seated on the plush leather chairs. "I understand she doesn't know how to behave in a pack dynamic. You've been living in the city?" It would certainly be a challenge to train Cassandra in all things pack related. Something I looked forward to immensely.Agnes was a beautiful woman, the resemblance to Cassandra obvious. But Cassandra had inherited her father's temperament, unmistakably Joel's daughter. Agnes’ big brown eyes held many secrets, and as she sat with her arms folded across her chest, it was clear she wasn't about to give them up easily. A tight smile forced its way onto her lips.“Yes,” she said. “Cassandra grew up in Miami.”Joel glanced at Agnes from time to time, the tension radiating off him in palpab
CASSANDRAAfter what happened last night, I’m not sure that I’m sane. Maybe I’ve had some mental break after I hit Frank. It’s quite possible. I’ve read about such things. Temporary insanity. In reality, I might be strapped to a bed in some psych ward, and this was all some hallucination. Because I cannot be a werewolf. It’s ludicrous. Werewolves are fiction. What was this? Was I trapped in the Twilight Saga?But what about the voices in my head? I heard the hot guy’s voice as plain as day in my head. Nope, definitely something horribly wrong with me. Unless…Now we’re on our way to the head honcho of this place-pack, whatever. The Alpha. I snickered to myself. I should just go with this insanity and see where it leads. So long as they don’t cut me into little pieces and offer me to the moon goddess or some shit. Yeah, moon goddess. Red Beard or Joel, my supposed father, tried to explain things to me. My head was still reeling. Didn’t understand a word. I’m not speaking to Agnes. Peri
CONNORI was out on a run, the cool evening breeze brushing over us as I let my wolf run free. We needed the release, the escape from the pressures of the day, when the alert from the gate came through about two women asking to see Beta Joel. It piqued my curiosity instantly, because Joel hardly had any visitors, let alone women. But as I approached, I picked up the irresistible scent and Miles went ballistic in my head.I was about to peek through the window when Cassandra opened the door, saw me in wolf form, and screamed. I just had to see her. The pull was instantaneous. Only, she didn’t feel the same, or she was holding back. I sensed her wolf, but it was clear she hadn’t shifted yet.Her mother was human, and I noticed some tension between Joel and her. Could she be his mate? A human woman? I made a mental note to ask him about it in the morning. It was unusual for us werewolves to mate with humans, but it wasn’t unheard of.But there were some serious downsides. We had to stay
“You’d better come inside,” Red Beard said, moving aside to let us through and closed the door firmly behind us.Inside, it was warm and cozy. Unexpectedly so. Colorful rugs covered the floor, matching the plump cushions on the wicker chairs and couches. It was so different from Frank’s ivory palace, which was cold and gleaming, all white and cream. I didn’t like the way the giant man glared daggers at Agnes. He didn’t invite us to sit. His expression was hard to read. I wondered if he was angry or upset or surprised, or maybe all of it. My mother had terrible taste in men - that we’ve established. But if this was one of her exes, we needed to have a serious talk.“Joel…” Agnes began, but stopped short when Red Beard interrupted her.“Whatever it is, Agnes, I don’t want to hear it.” His huge hands opened and closed at his sides; head lowered. He reminded me of a bear right before the attack. But the next thing he said, “You hurt me.” The accusation in his voice made me study him, no