What would he do to me if I went with him and the others? I didn’t want to join and pack, I didn’t want to submit to the terrifying man that was destined to be my mate. I wanted to live here with my mother and remain hidden from the world. But they had seen my eyes, my face, they would follow me and track me wherever I went. Even the human city should I find it before I froze to death.
The alpha must have given his men a silent command, they had begun to walk forward, surrounding me slowly, as though they were taunting me, daring me to run or fight. Instinctively I raised my forcefield, blocking them from taking another step, each of them growled, all except from the alpha who simply smiled.
Then, he moved forward, walking through my barrier as though it wasn’t even there, his eyes dark and merciless. I turned on my heal and jumped onto the ledge above the door, climbing onto the roof before crouching as low as I could. I looked towards the woods, my heart sinking within my chest, unable to understand how I had missed the thirty of fifty other wolves that sat around the edge of the clearing watching silently. They were there in case I ran, I was completely surrounded, if I ran, I would be caught, I may be fast, but the alpha could penetrate my barrier, what essence abilities did the others have? I wouldn’t make it a mile before I was surrounded and killed.
The alpha was below me, his feet still firmly planted on the ground as he watched me, an evil smile encompassing his face. “Drop the barrier and I will treat you kindly, force me to make you immobile and you will regret it. I will not ask you again.”
Tears slipped down my cheeks as I looked around one last time, what other choice did I have? I didn’t know if I could fight the alpha, let alone the men that surrounded me. I said nothing as I retracted the barrier and sobbed, everything my mother had done, everything she had sacrificed and it had all been undone in a single day.
None of the alpha’s men moved, they simply watched as he raised his hand and motioned for me to get down, and I did, I jumped to the ground inches away from him and lowered my head, unable to stop the trembles of fear rippled through me. Before I could even flinch my feet had left the ground and I was thrown over his shoulder, my stomach hitting the muscle of his back and knocking the wind from me.
I gripped on as best I could, pleasurable sparks consuming me wherever his skin touched mine, but neither my wolf nor I liked to feeling, it added to Kayla’s anger and my fear. We didn’t know much about mates, but what mother said led us to believe our mate would love us instantly, that he would be kind and gentle. She was wrong.
The alpha held me in place as he turned, his men cheering and howling as though he had won some great battle, confusing me further. I didn’t know what to do, so I remained still, the blood rushing to my head from the odd angle. I thought I saw some looks of sympathy from a few of the men, but no one helped me, no one dared challenge the alpha, not even me.
Some of the men chatted as I was taken further and further from my home, tears of grief slipping from my eyes and dripping onto my captures back. Though, if he noticed he said nothing, no words of comfort, no scolds for being weak. He was silent.
I woke up, realising very slowly that night had fallen, my body aching and my stomach growling in hunger. I noticed that a few of the wolves were watching me very carefully, searching for any sign that I would bolt, though even if I could wrench my self from the bulky man’s grasp, I knew that I wouldn’t make it far, and then; I would regret ever breathing in his presence.
“Can we rest a while?” I asked the beast who carried me, though no response came. “Please… I-I, just a moment, I’m dizzy.”
Still no answer, I sighed, trying to adjust myself so that I wasn’t completely unwise down, but I was met with a ferocious growl that made me instantly freeze, my breath panicked and fast.
“Don’t move rogue.” He commanded, and I suspected he was using his alpha tone to try and make me submit, but for some reason it wasn’t working on me.
I moved again, trying to relieve some of the pressure on my muscles, but again, he growled, his grip tightening to the point of pain, making me yelp. In the next second I was thrown into the ground, my body twisting strangely as he stood over me, his black eyes more menacing under the moon. I barely noticed that his men had stopped as he pulled me into my knees by my hair, pained whimpers escaping my throat and I attempted to loosen his grip and crawl away, his growls on fury on increasing.
“When I give you an order you will obey it!” He shouted barbarically as he began walking again, dragging me across the dirt by my hair.
“Stop it hurts!” I cried, my eyes burning as my back was scraped across branches and rocks.
I kept trying to stand, but each time I managed to get my feet under me, he yanked me hard and forced me back into the mud. I wrapped my hands around his wrist and sobbed loudly with each step that he took, my scalp burning as I tried to relieve some of the pressure. By the time we reached a clearing that was filled with houses of all shapes and sizes I was fading in and out of consciousness, the pain almost too much. I had never experienced anything like this in my entire life. No one had treat me as the alpha did.
“Please … please I’ll obey.” I cried breathlessly, my body covered in scapes and cuts from the ground and my dress torn in places.
I was cold, hungry and afraid. I had never been this terrified in my entire life. A small chuckle escaped his lips before he threw me forward, other members of his pack coming out of their houses to glance at the small girl who was crying at his feet, yet no one helped, no one spoke up for me. I truly was alone. I managed to pull myself up into a seated position, crying softly as I kept my head down, I didn’t want to look at any of them, let alone the monster himself. He slowly approached me as a predator would it’s prey, his eyes cold and calculating.
Kneeling he spoke, forcing me to look into his eyes as he tightly grabbed my chin, his choice dark and cruel. “Welcome to the Red Moon pack little mate.”
Some of the wolves around us gasped while others cheered, some even growling at me. I however, remained mute, my eyes swollen from crying and my body shaking with pain and fear. I didn’t know what to say or how to act as he ripped me from the ground, his hold on my upper arm sure to leave a nasty bruise.
He turned me so that the pack could see me, the same awe I had seen on his packs faces back at the cabin now present on those around us as they saw my eyes, the strange shades of amber and purple. Each of them looked at me, the state of my battered body and smiled slowly, showing me that they were all as cruel as their alpha. It was as though I was some great prize to behold, that my mate had obtained something that no other had.Minutes passed before he released me, my legs instantly collapsing as I fell into the ground, though no sound escaped me as I clenched my jaw, doing all that I could to hide the pain in both my body and mind. I knew in my heart that this was the cause of my bad feeling, that my fate would no longer have a happy ending. Without out a word, the black eyes monster once again threw me over his shoulder and began walking, nodding at people who congratulated him as we passed, yet none acknowledged I even existed.We appro
I stood there with my head held high, watching as confusion contorted his features, he watched me for what seemed like hours before he growled, clenching his fists.“How did you do that!?” He bellowed, his wolf nearing the surface as he began losing control of his temper.I said nothing as I looked him in the eyes, almost a silent challenge, I would allow him to walk all over me, I was better than that. “I’m leaving.” I said bitterly, “Tell me your name so that I can reject you, you are not my mate. Not now. Not ever.”I swore that his eyes darkened, if that were even possible, and in a flash he was pinning me to the wall, his hand grasped tightly around my neck. “You will not leave, little wolf.”I knew he was using his alpha tone, I could feel the power that radiated from him, my feet close to his knees as he held me in the air. “I wil
I felt nothing but pain as I stirred awake, my body weak and slow as I tried to recall what happened, the events of the previous day crashing into me and making me gasp. They killed my mother, took me from my home, the alpha marked me without my consent. I shot upright, my eyes open as alert as I looked around, I was the same room from the night before, I was in his bed, I realised after a few moments that I was alone, his faint scent telling me the bed had been empty for a while. I tried to stand, but when I did something metal dug into my ankle, I threw the covers back, horrified to see that the monster had chained my leg to one of the posts on the bed, the chain small meaning that I would only be able to take a step or two before the metal cuff tore my flesh.I pulled as hard a could on the chain, but it wouldn’t budge even an inch and the cuff was secured with silver, it would burn my skin on contact and weaken my wolf. I curled my bare legs towards my
I growled back, my own wolf threatening to break loose and dominate the stupid alpha, she had never spoke nor showed herself where it was not needed. But now, she was just as furious as I was, we never once said the alpha was weak, we simply demanded to know what made him kill our mother when she had not been aggressive towards him or his pathetic pack.I knew my mother well, she would run before she used her essence against anyone, she was peaceful and all she had ever wanted was to protect me, she knew that if I was found I would be used and locked away. Exactly as was occurring now.“How many times do I have to tell you!?” I screamed, my chest heaving and my body trembling from an anger I had never before experienced. “I. Am. Not. Yours.” With each word that left my lips thunder sounded from somewhere outside the building, lightning flashing across the room as a uncontrollable storm raged both outside and inside my
He had moved to stand beside the bed in a flash, looking down at me as though I was something he could devour and control, watching me in a possessive and yet cruel way. I didn’t move, call it fear or confusion whatever you want, but for reason I knew that challenging him at this moment would only lead to severe pain, a pain I was unsure I would be able to handle.I gulped even though my throat was dry, causing me to cough slightly whilst I built up the courage I would need for my next words. “I-I need the toilet.” I whispered, my voice so low a mortal wouldn’t have heard me.He tilted his head to the side, watching me as though I was some sort of mystery he had yet to solve. “How do I know I can trust you not to try anything?”I rubbed my legs together in discomfort. “Please? I won’t do anything, I really need it.”He laughed, though the sound he
The door burst open, violently pulling me from the dreamless sleep I had no idea that I had entered, my mind slow and distant. That was, until I heard unfamiliar voices approaching the bed; ridding me of the last moments of peace I had been given.“This is her? She’s tiny, definitely not suited to be the next Luna.” Laughed an unfamiliar female voice, causing my eyes to peel open, the light blinding me for a small moment.There, to the bottom of the bed, was two bulky she-wolfs, their eyes the shade of deepest emerald and whilst the one who spoke had bleach blonde hair, the other having a ginger and brown shade. I could clearly see their muscles through the very short and tight dresses they wore, their breasts barely covered in the revealing purple and yellow gowns, though the one with blonde hair was plastered in make-up.I sat up slowly, my eyes bouncing between them in curiosity. “Who are you?&
I watched as Dorian thundered towards me, and even before he reached me I knew that what happened next would hurt. I braced myself, lowering the forcefield as I knew it would do me no good in this situation. He slapped me around the side of my face with enough force to knock me to the ground, the left side of my face burning as it began to bruise instantly.“How dare you attack members of my pack!?” He shouted, his body vibrating with anger.I pulled myself onto my knees, keeping my head down as I shook from both fear and fury, of course he wouldn’t ask me what had happened, he just believed the blonde whores words as though they were from the moon goddess herself. What had really happened didn’t matter, I was the outsider, the rogue. My words mattered little to those who already saw me as a vermin.He slapped me again, before kicking me in the hip and then the back, though I made no
I waited for a few minutes, watching the door, but before I could even move it opened again, revealing the very creature that I was afraid might enter. His eyes locked onto my face and I instantly cowered away, hiding behind my hair and lowering my head to my knees. My entire form tense. I heard his heavy footsteps as they grew closer, too afraid to look him in the eye. Was he still mad? Would he take his anger out on me again?Oh goddess please don’t let him hurt me! I begged silently, my body trembling in apprehension.I heard him sit in the chair that his beta has occupied a few minutes before him and I cautiously lifted my head, watching him through my hair. His pitch black eyes were locked onto me, silently waiting, though for what I didn’t know.“Have I done something wrong?” I whispered, my voice small and weak.I couldn’t stand
Beta Zack dragged me through the dungeon and up the stairs, I guessed he was leading me to the alpha, though I didn't know for sure, I couldn't follow the directions properly, ever turn and corner had me confused, the three flights of stairs he pulled me up making my legs ache. "Keep up, we are already late because you decided to sleep so long." He snaps, seeming stressed and nervous at the same time."it's not my fault, you are the one who made me sleep." I murmur, doing my best to keep up with his pace. it's not like I had a choice in any of this, I was kidnapped against my will, something that I had experienced before. I just hoped that I wouldn't get raped this time. Maybe Zane would be more gentle than Dorian. but I wasn't about to get my hopes up, I knew better than that. This alpha killed my father, I had to be careful, if I disobey him, I might find myself if a worse situation than when I woke up. Maybe Dorian and Jamie would find me and everything would be ok, but I ran a
i woke up in dark room, my arms chained to the wall behind me, i try to struggle but the instant i do my skin burns, letting me know that the chains are silver, one of the most deadly things to our kind. it makes us weak and disconects us from our wolf. panic seeps through me, i dont know what to do, or how to escape, i have always been a weak wolf, mother tried to toughen me up, but i was always so scared.The one time i try and take destiny into my own hands and i am kidnapped and chained somehwere dark, no light anyhwhere. i pull my knees towards my chest and sob, i was trapped left at the mercy of the alpha who killed my father. how could i let this happen?Kayla please tell me you are there, i need you! i call out desperately, only to be met by silence, the silver severing our bond. What was i going to do? escape wasnt an option, not when i didnt know where i was, and how could i escape from these chains? i wasnt strong enough to break silver, not with how weak it was making my
what do we do? i asked my wolf, dodging out of the way of one of my attackers. we fight. She growls, lending me her strength. i should have known better than to leave the safety of Dorian's pack, we were just beginning to make things work, i shouldn't have taken off like that. it was a mistake i would not make again, if i got out of this alive i would go back and ask for forgiveness, explain that i became overwhelmed by everything. I wasn't a cowered, i could take responsibility for my actions, even if that meant pain. But right now i needed to focus, if i was going to get out of this alive i had to fight back, i had to show them i wasn't weak and easily taken down. i used the abilitiy i had barley any practice in, knowing i could manipulate the dirt around me. there was only one problem, i was beginning to lose my temper, something that could potentially become dangerous. i lifted several rocks into the air using my gift and launched them at the three who were attacking me, catc
It was late into the evening when I arrived at the cabin, my feet and back aching like they never have before. I didn't realise how far it was the first time around, though I guess that's because I didn't exactly walk. the cabin looked just like it did when I left, and yet so much different, so much had happened since I last saw it, and not all of it good. We'll, most of it wasn't bad to be honest. But I couldn't change the past, no one could. I just had to get the money and leave, start a new life somewhere else, somewhere that they wouldn't find me. Somewhere I could call home. It’s nice to see home again. Kayla says, a slight sigh of content coating her voice. It is. I reply, a soft smile crossing my face. It’s a shame that mother isn’t here, she’ll make it all better. She would, I really miss her. I sigh, wishing she could be here, wishing that she wasn’t dead. Me too. Kayla replies, but don’t get down about it, we’re here to start again, just like you said. You are right
Do you really think this is a good idea? What about Jamie?” Kayla asks me, concerned we are making the wrong decision.“We never wanted this, any of it.” I counter, walking deep into the woods and further away from Dorians pack lands. “We’ll be better off alone, like before.”“But we weren’t alone before, we had mother with us.” I sigh, frustrated that my own wolf doesn’t trust us or my decisions. “We can do this Kayla, we are strong enough to survive on our own.” “What about the fact that we will become weaker away from our mates? What if we are attacked and we can’t defend ourselves?” Growls my wolf, “you have to think this through, this
I stared at Liam for a long moment, I didn't want to be Luna, I wanted a simple life, but I knew that me and Dorian were trying to make up and I didn't want to ruin it, we were mates after all. I coukdnt exactly get away from him even if I wanted to."yeah guess you are lucky." I half laughed, setting the plates onto the table."You don't seem convinced. Is something bothering you?" Liam asks, watching me closely as he takes his seat."I barley know anything about pack life, or life with others in general, I'm not sure I'll be a good Luna." I say slowly, picking at my food. "I'm not sure I want to be Luna."The beta sighs, it's your duty as the alphas mate to help run the pack, I know you had a hard start here, but I think you could be happy. We aren't as bad as we look, we just don't like rogues." he takes a bite of the food. "Mmm this is good.""not everyone is a
I woke up the next morning to find that Dorian was gone, and by how faint his scent was he had left sometime in the middle of the night, long before the sun came up, but why? had something come up that couldn't wait? did someone contact him and ask for his help? I still didn't know how packs worked, but from what I did know alphas were important and they ran the pack, everything had to go through them. All decisions had to be approved by him. I got up from the bed and stretched my stif body, yawning as I walked into the bathroom, my slow pace evidence enough that I hadn't slept well, at least; not after he left I didn't. I wished that pack business could wait for a little while and we could spend some time together fixing things between us. But I knew that I couldn't ask him to neglect his people because of me. That wouldn't be right. from what I had
After our talk Dorian went to deal with some pack business, saying that he would be back later to get us some dinner. He asked that I stay in the room until then, but he left me three books to read and some light snacks to keep me occupied.I was glad that he was finally accepting me, even if he had a long way to go before I could fully trust him, it was a start; one that we both needed. I had so many questions about the pack, about how things are run here and how different they are to the way Jamie does things. I was happy that Dorian was willing to make things work with me, especially since we were both trapped together because of the mate bond, it would have been a shame if we remained adimant on hating each other. I wanted a nice life, one that my mother would approve of, and even though he killed her and raped me, I was willing to give it a try.I wasn't sure what would come next, or if we would ever actually l
I wake up in the same room I ran from, my heart jumping into my Throat as I sat up and looked around, relieved when I didn't see Dorian anywhere. I climbed from the bed and walked toward the window, noticing the sun was beginning to set, how long had I been out for?I frowned when I noticed the bars across the glass, making it impossible to open the window or jump out, he had trapped me. I sigh, turning away from the window and walking towards the door, growling when I realised that was also locked. He had thrown me in the same room, probably to rot and I doubted he had any intention of taking me back to Jamie once the week was over, he wouldn't want me out of his sight.I feared that perhaps it would be much the same as before I escaped, locked in a room and unable to do anything. I'd hate if that was the case, so instead I bang on the door, shouting Dorian's name.I wasn't waiting long before I heard footsteps appr