Ford’s pov
After dealing with their insults Nivia and I walked to my car. I took the back seat, my beta would be driving us back.
Nivia took the seat next to me.
Before buckling, Nivia reached over to tap Samuel on the shoulder, “hi, we’ve never met in person, but you’re beta Samuel, right?”
I held back a growl, hating how informally she spoke to my beta.
He turned his body halfway to face her, “good to meet you in person, Miss Omari. Or should I call you Luna Omari?”
“Call me Nivia, please beta Samuel.” She replied with a smile, before shaking his hand.
“Then feel free to call me, Sam.”
I had never endured this feeling before. This sense of not being in control. When I saw my mate and my beta shake hands, I felt this sense of possessiveness that was new to me.
I detested the feeling of being out of control.
A growl slipped out, which made Nivia look at me with distain as she rolled her eyes. “Just because you don’t want to use my first name doesn’t mean others can.”
“Sit down, Miss. Omari, and buckle your seatbelt.” I replied, not bothering to address her statement.
She did as told before staring out the window. Her family was different from mine, something I was keenly aware of.
Not only in the way they conversed, but in the way they showed their love for each other. Hugs were uncommon in my household growing up and were not something I practiced often with my children.
They were allowed a hug for special occasions, and they never looked like the hugs Nivia just gave her family members. It seemed too intimate and made me uncomfortable to watch.
Once we left the Iron River pack, we would be on the road for several hours, during which I planned to catch up on some work. Unfortunately, Nivia decided this was the best time to get acquainted with Samuel.
“Last time I talked to you, you told me your mate was pregnant, right?” Nivia asked.
I was not aware they had spoken before.
“I can’t believe you remembered that. Yeah, Sarah is ready to pop. She’s excited to meet you. I’m sure you’ll be great friends.”
“I can’t wait to meet her. But I’m not planning to stay long,” Nivia replied, her words aimed to shame me.
‘Stop talking and mind the road,’ I mindlinked Samuel.
While I appreciate Alpha Aeryn's attempt to convince her daughter to join me, I detested the idea of my mate having her for a trial period. Two months she would stay at the Night Claw’s pack. I tried to hide my disapproval, but I was gobsmacked they would bring forward such a preposterous proposal.
She is mine.
I don’t assume to know what type of relationship we will have; however, I am certain that Nivia belongs with me as the Moon Goddess has determined it so.
We are destined to be mates; hence, we shall be mated.
Unfortunately, Alpha Aeryn made it clear that Nivia was very reluctant to join us and if I mistreated her daughter in anyway, The Iron River pack would declare war on our pack.
They once again demonstrated their low regard for me.
“That’s a shame,” Samuel replied to Nivia. “Well, I’m going to pay attention to the road now, but I would love to talk more once we’re home.”
It was silent for a bit, until Nivia spoke again. Could she not see I was trying to work?
“So, what’s the Nightclaw pack like?” she said, turning her attention to me.
“You will be able to observe for yourself once we’re there, Miss. Omari.”
She sighed and then began to tut her lips, “okay. So, um, any rules I should be aware of? Am I free to walk around and explore or…?”
“Despite your assumptions about my character, I am not going to imprison you or keep accounts on your every move. However, I do expect you to control your urges to behave improperly or unladylike. You do represent me, and therefor, -“
I had never been interrupted by Miss Omari before until today. She growled, “so I am free to walk around.”
“I shall not tolerate such, -“
She let out another growl, this time infusing it with a hint of her aura. Nivia was more powerful than she looked, similar to her mother. “You are not my parent and will not scold me like I’m a child.”
“Perhaps you should refrain from acting like one then,” I replied.
“I asked a simple question, and you immediately insulted my character without even knowing anything about me!” she shouted at me.
“As did you when you assumed you needed a codeword for your safety.”
"Excuse me for trying to protect myself," she said, rolling her eyes and laughing dryly. Why should I trust you? What reason would I have for believing you’d treat me right when all you have done is insult and belittle me? You’ve treated me like fucking crap every time we had a meeting.”
I tried to remain calm. At this point, expressing any emotion would signal to Nivia that she had won. “I’ve not acted any differently with you than I would have with anyone else.”
It was a lie. I had found Nivia irritating. I deserved to speak with an alpha or at least a beta, yet I was assigned a pup to deal with. One who had no previous experience in the matters we discussed. To her, our meetings were merely practices for when she would become the alpha of her pack.
Furthermore, she treated me as an equal, not as her senior.
Nivia scoffed, “seriously? So you treat everyone like shit? Great! Fucking great! I am mated to an asshole!”
I growled and stared at my tablet, “That will suffice, Miss. Omari. Now if you’ll excuse me, I have work to do.”
She shook her head in anger, sucking on her teeth as if she were holding herself back from doing more. Ultimately, she emitted a sound akin to a sigh and a growl, and retreated as far as she could in the direction of the car's door.
Such a petulant child, having a little tantrum because she doesn’t get her way.
‘It can’t be easy for her to leave everyone behind.' Callum tried to argue, but it was futile. I had left my family and everyone I knew behind when I became the alpha of my pack. There was no one to cuddle me or guide me. There were no practice runs. They threw me into the deep end and expected me to swim immediately.
‘Samuel Senior was there.’ Callum replied. Samuel Senior had been the beta when I arrived in America. He had died a few years after I had taken over, and I had assigned his older son to assist me as my beta in his stead.
He had been a stern and honourable man.
Samuel and his father were like chalk and cheese, but thus far Samuel had been adequate at his job. I just prayed Nivia’s influence would not steer him on the wrong path.
None at the Nightclaw pack should tolerate her propensity for hysterical and vulgar behaviour.
We sat in silence until I heard Nivia’s breathing becoming heavier. She moaned softly in her sleep, and I could not refrain from taking a look at my mate.
Her arm was propped up against the window, her head resting on top.
Her eyes looked puffy, her cheeks wet, and I could vaguely smell the scent of salt.
‘She has cried.’
Spurred on by my words?
There was no telling what had led to Nivia’s tears. An emotional woman such as her could have been crying for numerous reasons.
‘It’s you.’ Callum stated.
Was it really that dreadful to be mated to me? Had I not been an agreeable mate to Pearle? I am of proper rank; I take great pride in my appearance. I care and provide for my pack and my family.
Despite our rocky start, I was confident our match would succeed. As long as Nivia does her part and behaves accordingly, of course.
I turned my attention back to my work until we arrived back home.
When the car stopped, the movement woke Nivia, who wiped some saliva from her face before looking outside her window.
“Welcome home, Nivia.” Samuel said, before opening his door and walking to her side.
I swiftly opened my door, hindering Samuel in his efforts, and opened my mate’s door first.
She got out and looked at the house in front of her.
“Mmmm,” is all she said as she looked at it.
“Use your words, Miss. Omari.”
She shrugged, “I expected something different.”
“As did I.” I replied, as I stared at her from head to toe.
Nivia scoffed and muttered under her breath, “you fucking asshole.”
“What’s that, Miss Omari?”
She turned to face me with a look of defiance. “I said, -“
But just as she was about to speak more, Madeline came out of the house with my pups.
“Daddy!” Adelaide yelled.
“Now, young lady, if you want a proper hello, I expect you to behave properly.”
“Hi, daddy.” Adelaide smiled and gave me a quick bow.
“Hello, daddy.” With a quick nod, Percival turned his attention to our beta and my mate. “Beta Samuel.” My son said with a smile.
“I’ve told you to call me Sam, Perci.” Samuel said, rubbing his hand over Percival’s head.
Nivia bent her knees, ducking down so she was at eye level with my son. “Hi, I’m Nivia.”
“Percival Dashwood, it’s wonderful to meet you.” Percival said.
“And you, little princess, what’s your name?” Nivia looked at Adelaide.
“I’m Ada. You are pretty.” My daughter said, smiling at my mate.
I cleared my throat, “Miss Omari is going to be staying here as my, -“
"As a guest of your daddy," Nivia interrupted me. “Maybe you two can help show me around the packhouse later?”
“No, they have studies.” I said sternly. Nivia ought to gain an understanding of our schedule.
“Maybe another time,” Nivia said, focusing solely on my kids.
“Madeline, if you could take the kids back inside?” I asked the nanny. A few omega’s stepped out my house, “Be so kind as to transfer Miss Omari’s luggage to my room.”
They nodded and quickly grabbed Nivia’s things.
"So...now what?” Nivia said, looking at me with distain.
“I need to attend to my work. You’re free to do as you please.” I said, before walking away towards the packhouse, leaving my mate on the steps in front of my house.
She needs to learn her place. My pack takes precedence over anything and anyone.
Nivia’s povIt hurt. I am a strong and confident person, but it hurts to be treated this way. To be just regarded as nothing.I’ve left my home and my family to join Alpha Dashwood. And not because I wanted to either!He came up with this idea, but now he treats me like an unwanted guest.Beta Samuel placed his hand on my shoulder and squeezed softly, “It will be fine. I’ll ask one of the omegas to show you around. I need to work as well, but perhaps you could come by later and meet Sarah?”I swallowed the lump in my throat and smiled, “that sounds great.”We had not spoken much, but occasionally, when I called or emailed to check on something, Sam answered instead of Alpha Dashwood.Since he wasn’t a total ass like my mate, we would make some small talk. Nothing much, but enough for me to know the beta is nothing like my mate.My wolf didn’t like me insulting my mate, ‘you should get to know him better.’But his words and actions today were enough for me to know this man had no heart
Ford’s povI stayed seated next to my mate, who appeared fine, despite a small tremble of her arms. However, I’m assured it won't be long before Nivia breaks.Withstanding an alpha command is painful. I have observed several attempts, but none have been as successful in resisting my command as Nivia has.‘She’s strong,’ my wolf commented.As the leader of this pack, I expect obedience. To speak to me in such a manner, to interrupt me when I am trying to speak... It’s unfathomable to me that my mate should behave in such a fashion in my pack.I ignored Nivia, waiting with patience for her to do as she was told until I heard the sound of something dripping on my table.As I turned my head to see where the sound was coming from, I met the stare of Nivia, whose nose was bleeding obscenely. The blood was all over her chin, hands, and now the table.I suppose she has learned her lesson.“While I applaud your strength, I would refrain from speaking to me in such a manner once more. Now, eat.”
Nivia’s povIt annoyed him so damn much when I talked, so I kept going, not giving my mate a moment of rest from my voice.He had treated me like crap, and while I have given in to Gwyn’s request to stay here and give Alpha Dashwood another chance, it doesn’t mean I’m going to make it easy. Besides, I’m a nervous talker. So talking just comes naturally to me in awkward situations. I get it from my grandma. Well, both of them. All of them? I chuckled as I thought of all the women in my family.Grandma Lily is a great talker, but she can be pretty quiet when she’s busy painting. Then there’s Grandma April, who can’t get a word in when she’s around Grandpa Cy. They’re all actually my great-grandparents, but that’s a mouthful. Then there are my real grandparents, Grandma Leia and Grandma Eve. Eve isn’t as talkative as Leia.She did teach us all Dutch, which is a nice skill to have. Maybe I need to start cursing in Dutch to avoid more fights with Asswood.Out of all the grandparents, Gran
Nivia’s povI held my tongue as we walked inside, wanting nothing more than some peace and quiet. Unfortunately, Ford was heading in the same direction as I was.We both wanted to freshen up before dinner, I guess.“I’ll leave you alone to do your thing; I’ll head down to the living room.” I said awkwardly. How was this going to work?!“Fifteen minutes until dinner is served,” Ford said sternly as he turned his back to me and walked into the bathroom.Thankfully the kids were downstairs to distract me.They both smiled when they saw me, and Ada called me over. “This is our playtime.”“That’s cool, so what are you playing, and can I join?” I always play around with the kids in my family. There are a lot of them!“A puzzle.” Ada pointed to the pieces in front of her.That’s boring. They have homeschooled all day, it seems, and then have some time to play, and they play with puzzles. I mean, if they like that sort of thing… It’s not how the kids at home play, though.Percy joined me and A
Ford’s povWhile I worked at the packhouse with my beta, I let the door remain open.‘Let?’ Callum asked mockingly. ‘You wanted to hear Sarah and Nivia talk.’Nivia seemed much more at ease around Sarah. They spoke freely, and I listened as they spoke about various topics. While I was not pleased to hear the way Nivia talked about me in the manner she did, I had expected worse.Hearing her laugh, seemingly carefree, was delightful.It was a bit loud, though.It seemed my mate was refraining from insulting me, which I appreciated. So, I repaid my mate the favour by holding my tongue for the rest of the day whenever she did something untoward.Mostly, that is. At times refraining from speaking felt impossible. It’s common for me to share my disapproval with my pack and family. I expect them to behave a certain way, and when they don’t, I teach them how to do things the right way.I watched Nivia read to my children before bed and considered it a pleasant surprise after the events of toda
Ford’s pov This woman had a way of getting under my skin like no one else. The audacity! The disrespect! For your information, I am actually a very attentive partner. She never explicitly denied the presence of another male, and there was still the issue of another man's scent on my mate. Was my mate involved with another? This could potentially explain her behaviour, her reluctance to visit, and her rejection of my advances. Did Nivia come here just to appease her mother, only to reject me and go back to her lover, like some common trollop? Never in my life had I felt this feeling—this need to own someone and have them fully be mine. Is this what jealousy feels like? Because I am not keen on this sensation. It took everything not to storm into my closet and demand this tosser's name from my mate. There was this rage inside my chest I could not control. If Nivia was anyone else, she would have been dead. This kind of disloyalty, this whole situation, was nothing like I had ever
Nivia’s povWhile I sat in the closet like a coward, I thought about the ways Ford had insulted me today. Most of his insults were based on this idea that I was still a child. A child who wasn’t properly raised and who showed him such great big disrespect.None of it was true; he just needs to remove that stick from his ass.But… Hiding in here… Running away when I found out he was my mate… Having my mom help…Those are not the behaviors of an adult. If I want to be taken seriously, I need to start facing my problems.Hiding in this closet isn’t facing my issues. It doesn’t solve anything.And if I do come out of here, like an adult, and am able to have a calm conversation, then that means I have won.‘Real mature…’ Gwyn laughed.No, but look. He thinks I’m immature and out of control, but if I stay calm and come to a resolution, I will be the better person. I will have risen above and will have acted like a grown-up.I’m here by myself, and I can’t have Ford think that I’ll just go hi
Nivia’s pov Ford barely talked as we drove to the meeting. Only giving me a few instructions on how to behave. “Do not use any foul language.” “Got it.” I replied with a fake smile. “Do not under any circumstances insult me or my role as the alpha of this pack.” “Okay.” Goddess… Who does he think I am? “Do not interrupt or undermine my, -“ “Should I just keep my mouth shut? How about that?” I interjected. I knew it bothered him, but I couldn't help myself. The vein was ticking on his forehead, and he growled, “it sounds sodding perfect.” I got him… Another British curse word came out of his mouth. But I couldn’t really gloat because we arrived at a large, fancy building. “What’s this?” “It’s where the council is housed.” I looked at Ford and then back at the house, “so your packhouse is in shambles, and you don't have the budget to fix it, but this building is seen as a priority?” “Hush…” Ford warned me with a low growl. Fine. Whatever. Let’s get this fucking meeting over
Ford’s povGoddess, did I need this.I had been craving Nivia’s scent, her touch, but I had no conception of what she’d actually taste like or what her moans of pleasure would sound like.I dived into her core, giving up all restraint or decorum.I needed this and so much more.‘Are you sure it’s not because of what Fletcher said?’ Callum tried.Of course he would find a way to ruin this.I walked us to the bed, placing Nivia down gently as I kept sucking and licking her. Goddess, did she look ravishing in her little outfit.But it was for my eyes only.Fletcher should have never seen it.Nivia is mine.I inserted a finger before trying to add another. Nivia squirmed, a clear indicator she did not desire a second digit.She was tight.“Fucking hell,” She moaned as I flicked my tongue against her clit.“Language, darling…” I teased her before going back in.“Oh, Goddess, Goddess, Ford… O, my…” Nivia moaned, “I’m… Ford…. Please… I’m going to, aaaaaah.” And she began to shudder against m
Nivia's povBy the time I had put my dress, shoes, and makeup on, Ford was finished as well. He helped zip my dress up, and off to dinner we went.I sat down next to Ford, and Fletcher took the seat beside me. He grabbed a piece of my hair and spun it around his finger, “I did not picture Ruthie with such a young and bold mate.”“Opposites attract,” I replied, “right, Ford?”“Yes, darling.” Ford replied.“So, tell me the story of how you two met.” Fletcher said as he began eating.I looked at Ford, who softly sighed, “we met at a party at the Iron River pack.”“What a way with words, right?” Fletcher took a sip of his drink. He moved my hair to the side, and I wanted to break his hand for touching me.Ford growled lowly, but didn’t say anything, so I kept calm. “No mark yet, huh? Is it those little baseborns that are holding you back, love?”I swallowed as I counted to ten and joked, “no, I like those kids more than I like Ford.”“Where are those little bastards anyway? I thought I wou
Nivia’s povIf I thought Ford was tightly wound before, I don’t know what you’d call the Ford that’s standing next to me right now.“Breathe,” I whispered to him as Fletcher’s car drove toward us.When that didn’t help, I grabbed his hand.Look, I might not be a fan of Ford most of the time, and I’m still pretty sure rejection is best for us, but he is still my mate, and I’m the only one allowed to hate him.‘That makes no sense...’I ignored Gwyn; it made perfect sense.Ford and I had said our goodbyes to the kids this morning, and he had been pacing the house ever since, checking every room to see if there was something wrong.He was looking for something to put his frustration into, someone he could blame or lash out at.I thought about getting into a fight with him just to get him to release some of this frustration, but I was too busy fighting with my dad instead.Ugh.Dad and I mind-linked every day, but I guess it wasn’t enough.‘Now cut the bullshit; how are you?’‘What do you
Nivia’s pov My curiosity got the best of me. First, by asking the question that had been on my mind for a while now, and then by pressing my feet against his crotch. Ford never actually admitted he had a foot fetish, so I wanted to test my theory. It was just science, basically, and once his dick grew underneath my feet, I had my answer and stopped. ‘Sure… Science….’ Gwyn teased. If things were different, I might have continued. I don’t mind the idea of Ford having a foot fetish. I mean, I’m not that familiar with sex, but I’m willing to try whatever. The idea of him touching my feet or licking them is kind of hot, actually. As long as I don’t need to touch his. would spend a lot of time on my feet during my shower, so I might have done some research online, seeing what it actually meant to incorporate feet into one’s sex life. For research purposes, of course. After the tantrum Ford threw after I went to the doctor, it wasn’t really something I considered. I mean, I’m n
Ford’s pov Bullocks! I am not an emotional man. I try to make every decision based on logic and rules. A tight schedule, routine, and order are what I need in life. Even when I have taken a life, I have done so because there was a valid reason for it. When someone insults their alpha, they sow doubt in the minds of the other pack members. It’s for my benefit and for the benefit of the pack if some people are no longer alive. ‘But you enjoy it…’ Callum said. There is a side of me that revels in the carnage and violence. I have a temper that I can usually control. Yet since meeting Nivia, my control had begun to waver. My decorum, my self-control – it feels as if she’s pulled at a loose thread, and it can all unravel if I don’t keep a close leash on myself. Yet when I found out Nivia went to the doctor behind my back, I could not curb my frustration. It feels unfair to take something from me that mattered. I've become accustomed to our daily shower routine. You cannot alter this
Nivia’s pov“Luna Nivia, to what do I owe this pleasure? I thought we weren’t scheduled to meet until later this week.” The packdoctor asked.I had stayed in the bathroom trying to come up with a plan after that disaster last night.It all started with Ford having a nightmare about Fletcher. He might deny it and pretend he doesn’t remember, but while he was flailing around like a madman, he yelled out Fletcher's name.It was sad, really. Ford looked so scared, and he was practically begging Fletcher to let him go.Maybe that’s why I didn’t move away immediately after he woke up.‘Sure, keep telling yourself that… Is it also why you started rubbing yourself against him?’ Gwyn said.It’s dry humping, basically what I did. What we did. And it’s crazy to think I did that. It’s not like me at all!I’m a fucking virgin, for crying out loud!Which I’m not telling Ford, because he’ll either mock me or see it as a challenge.‘Are you pretending it didn’t feel good?’ Gwyn asked.‘No! It felt ama
Ford’s povI am unwavering in my commitment to honour my word. And I have given Nivia my word not to cross her boundaries, although it’s becoming increasingly difficult to adhere to my promise.I had not seen the mate bond in action while I was growing up. I had not encountered what it looked like when two mates feel the need to take care of each other.My mother never had that type of bond.Even without love, there is this constant need in my body to be near Nivia, to touch her, to care for her. This instinct to provide and nurture my mate is almost similar to the one one feels for their pup, only in a different manner.I want my children to be safe, content and capable human beings. Yet I feel comfortable leaving them in the hands of those I trust.The thought of Nivia always lingers in the back of my mind, like an unscratchable itch. The longer we don’t mate, the stronger it becomes.I must have her. I must see her come undone by my touch. I must mark her and claim her as mine.Does
Nivia’s povI haven’t been carried like this since I was a child. Being this close to Ford surrounds me with his scent, but beneath that delicious scent lies something else.Fear.Ford is scared of that alpha Fletcher guy, and despite everything, I still can’t seem to stop myself from feeling protective of my mate.It’s funny, really. He’s so arrogant and sure of himself, so unwilling to compromise, yet he lets the council walk all over him. Will it be the same with Fletcher? Or will I finally see the dangerous side of him I’ve been hearing about?People fear Ford, and it’s not just because he knows how to insult people well. You don’t get a reputation like he does without earning it.Even inside his pack, people seem to fear him. Which isn’t a good thing in my opinion.I scratched his neck without thinking, hoping to take away some of that fear and replace it with comfort.Since I needed time to find out more about this pack’s finances, I might as well help out Ford while Fletcher vis
Ford’s pov “As the alpha of this pack, I do not like to be surprised by unannounced guests,” I started the meeting. “They’ve been our allies for centuries, Alpha Rutherford; you of all people must know that.” I wanted to tear the head off the old pillock but refrained from doing so for now. “That may be so; however, one does not invite a guest to stay here without my authorisation first.” “Alpha Fletcher seemed to think you were old friends,” the other decrepit council member started. “He is mistaken.” I simply stated. “I barely know the man, and with the arrival of my mate, the timing of this visit does not seem wise. She has yet to grow accustomed to our ways.” “It’s precisely why now is perfect,” Walter replied. “Your mate should see we have just as many allies as the Iron River pack and that you’re seen as a reliable partner, -“ I did not let the fool finish, “how many people is he bringing?” “Well, the alpha, of course, then security and a few, -“ It pleased me to interru