BECCA Everyone has a weakness and some people showed it off while some made sure that was their core form of strength. In this way, the enemy wouldn't know that was your weakness. Sighing, I allowed Patricia to get to me. She punched me in my nostrils first and then I bled out. I tried taking her leg but she moved backward and then twisted hence I had to turn around which gave her access to my back. She used her back leg to kick my legs and I groaned at the contact. Her hits were stronger than that of Chelsea but I could take her and dodge her hits yet I didn't. I glanced at Ezra, he kept watching. He only watched with no facial expression but he didn't seem to care about me. To me, he was enjoying my suffering. “Enough!” Ezra screamed as Patricia was ready to give me two blows in the head which would shut me out if I don't dodge and I didn't plan to do that. Patricia stopped mid-air, she didn't look like she wanted to do it anyways but it seemed like someone was castigating h
EZRA She went away quickly, not bothering to look back at me. I wondered if she would come back the next day. It made me wonder where she was living, should I follow her? No, I don't care. Why should I? I looked away from her even if something in me was directing me in that direction. Just then, Ian came to me. He stood beside me and passed me tobacco which he sensed I needed. I love this man, he knew me and liked to satisfy me. “Do you think she will come back?” asked Ian, he seem to care about her. “If she wants to live, she would.” I simply replied. “I pray she doesn't,” Chelsea added, she walked to the back of the rock she and Patricia were sitting on and went to pack her bags. It was time to go back to the rogue house. “You had some information for me.” I started. It was the reason I came in the first place. I and Ian had something to do and then we started to walk away from the clearing. “Yes, I saw a gathering at the south side of the forest while scouting, I though
EZRA: I laughed inwardly. He doesn't know where Becca was then I wasn't ready to tell him. “I miss her very much. Alexander sighed, there was sadness in his eyes just thinking about her. The old Ezra would have pitied him by now and told him but I wouldn't do that, Vivian died because of Becca, why should I give her the chance to be happy? She would die a rogue, I will make sure I revenge my mate’s death. I just stared at Alexander, loving the sadness on his face. She must have the same on her face. “Are you okay, Ezra?” asked Reid. He was standing up at the time. I raised my hand to him and then nodded. “Where are you heading?” asked Alexander. “Smoke, feeling cold,” Reid answered before leaving to look for a place to smoke. I looked away from him and laid down to rest. It was good seeing that I would be able to revenge against my Vivian. Some of the warrior men set up a new tent for I and Ian, it was there we lay for the night. I wasn't able to sleep, not like I had been ab
EZRA I Watched her punch the tree, she didn't feel the pain. Her knuckles peeled but she didn't feel the pain at first. Then I told her to punch it harder, I wanted her to feel more pain and then she did, she winced inwardly and kept her eyes tightly closed. She needed to feel every fucking pain I felt. I moved backward and watched her punch the tree, punching it harder than I thought she could. Was she keeping her strength before? She was not punching the tree harder, the rough surface was tearing her skin yet she didn't stop. She was starting to get angry, angry at anything that upset her. When you feel pain, you get angry even about past things. I loved that she was getting the feeling I got them. The regret that I let Vivian die just like that. She was feeling that exact pain I felt, and I loved it. Yes, I wanted her to feel pain as well. She kept punching the tree, Ian moved forward to stop him but then I glared at him, it wasn't his business and it would be best if he stayed
BECCA Just then, Ezra stopped and a scene I never thought I would ever come across appeared in front of me. I froze. My entire blood froze. I stared without blinking or moving. The breeze entered my eyes and only made my tears roll out. Did Ezra do this on purpose, why did he bring me here to see this? Before my eyes were Alexander with his hand over Celine, touching her all over. My eyes sparked, and the color in my eyes drained. My legs turned to jelly, I shook inwardly needing something to rest on and I used Ezra who was right by my side. Tears pooled in my eyes and my heart shook rapidly. Nadia peered forward, she stared too, and purred in the process. Alexander promised us he didn't like Celine, Why was he touching her right now? She was leaning into him and touching him all over while he did the same. He pecked her forehead before trailing down her face, and my eyes widened. I couldn't watch him kiss another woman. Mom said he banished us and I was beginning to believe it
Veronica stopped and then I turned to her. She started to stare at me, very much with those brown eyes of hers, and then the emotions I have kept in all these while started to ooze out of me.“Why did you leave?” she asked, her voice sounding like that of a mother should. Why does she have a way of bringing out the part of me that I didn't want to show anymore? “It hurt...” My voice came out lower than I thought it would, my emotions spilled out. My eyes stung from the pain of drawing back my tears. Veronica knew, she understand and she just nodded caring less about all. I loved that she didn't step back from me, she pulled me in. She didn't care if I was a man pouring out my feeling like mom would constantly mock me of. Veronica liked it better when I let out of my emotions. “It's fine, it's fine...” she patted my back with one hand and then used the other to rub my head. Her hand on my head was soft and I loved the way my jaw went to her shoulder. It was perfect, every thought I
I thought it wouldn't work when he decided to go to the wilderness for reasons he didn't talk about. Still, I told one of his men to help me put the substance in his tea, and gladly, one day, his mind linked me to come over. Alexander scooped me around and almost made love to me in the face of everyone but something was wrong, he kept calling me Becca. TWO WEEKSBECCA: It's been two weeks since we moved into Ezra’s mansion, it's been the best decision as mom and I have been living better. I have been training with Liam and Chelsea doesn't seem to be happy about it. She tried to tackle me a lot of times and tried to make me seem like a bad person but I avoid her as mom had told me to several times. Today, it was pack training again. We didn't have to train in the bushes except the wolves needed to run. I was in my room wearing my tank top and leggings when a knock came on the door. I went to open the door. Behind the door was Patricia standing there looking ready for training.
He turned to me, looking at me as though I was a monster. Yes, I killed his mate. But I have paid for it every single day, and I have regretted it every single time for doing such a thing. However, Ezra seemed to have forgotten that it was because of their curse I awoke my own curse.Collins died, no one felt responsible, I... Only I took the blame. “I won't feel sorry anymore.” I groaned, standing up from where I was. “Don’t you ever touch my mom!” I screamed at him, challenging him, and then he smirked surprised at the confidence that grew in me. “Why? Are you scared I would turn to a monster like you, one who killed my mate?” he asked, scoffing. “No Ezra, I am done. I am done feeling guilty. Vivian was my friend but what about Collins? He died because I broke your curse, the one your mother caused. If it weren't for me, for the sacrifice I made, you would never have found Vivian. No, I am not being proud of myself, and I never will but I am done blaming myself for things tha