Eighty - Two

Mom and Venessa had been trying to bond but it had been hard still, but I don't think they would give up. The last time, they tried to fix dinner for the house together, it ended up being a disaster because mom loved eating pepper and Venessa loathed it.

They ended up ruining the pizza, yes, mom adds a lot of spices to her pizza. We had to eat tasteless Pizza because the ingredients weren't evened.

Mom and Venessa came sometimes to cook especially for me. However, I think mom planned it hence we would be closer. She once said she wanted me to be close to Giana but I couldn't even imagine myself being close to her and then she dies. Also, being close to Venessa and Giana after all they had done to me and then Daniel? No, I didn't think it was a good idea.

Losing someone isn't the best, it is actually the worst feeling especially when you have grown some attachment to that person. And then you find out the reason for this death was because of you. Everyone died because of me.

Colli