I woke with a brightness inside of me that I had not experienced in a long time. Eager to get up, eager to get to work. And I had a feeling it was because of the young she-wolf that I was on my way to meet. Evelyn had been working in the pack for three days now and, while she worked for a great amount of that time alone in her own office the time I got to spend with her brightened my day. Though she was still terrible at finding her way around the packhouse. Considering she was a werewolf her sense of direction was terrible, but I had to say, I found it incredibly sweet. But that was my reasoning for going to meet her this morning. Not that I found her sweet, I meant the fact she still struggled to find her way around the packhouse. Cayden and I had decided to take it in turns to greet her each morning to help her find her way to her office. And she seemed to appreciate the help. Hopefully over time she would soon learn to recognise her way. But, I have to say, I quite
Oh what a shame. I interrupted their moment. Their moment of intimacy. So close to kissing. Why that irritates me I don’t know. This she-wolf in front of me, stood close to my friend is not mine. She is in no way connected to me. I have known her a matter of days, yet the thought of her with Jackson… the sight of her just then about to kiss him sent gut-wrenching pain through me. Not to mention the urge to go and grab Jackson by his neck and pull him away… Instead I had settled on simply speaking. Breaking the sexual tension. The way they jumped apart… the look on both their faces was a picture. They had no clue I had been sat in Evelyn’s office waiting for them. Obviously both so wrapped up in one another that they did not even pick up on my scent, sense I was here. That is bad from Jackson as an Alpha especially. But I am glad they never kissed. I had stopped that this time. I know that is terrible of me. She is not mine. I have no indication she is a second-chance m
He is kissing me!! Cayden is kissing me?! Where did that come from? We were talking one minute. He was making me coffee and then he was kissing me! There may have been the occasional filled look and what could be considered flirting, but goodness… his lips feel rough on mine. Full of need and intensity. He took me by shock. Where had this come from? His hand is in my hair, gently holding the back of my head as he begins his kiss. I should probably push him away… this is the pack Beta… one of my bosses… his friend had tried to kiss me earlier too… but this is Cayden, the one I feel drawn to the most… I should push him away… but this feels good… it has been a long time… His tongue goes to part my lips to allow it access to my mouth, and I feel myself submitting to the kiss, the need in me building, and as I do I realise how much I too have been wanting the kiss. Cayden moans against my mouth as he realises I am kissing him back, and then the kiss becomes more intense, de
Shit. I don’t know what had come over me. But I had wanted her I know that. Though, while I may say, I may not know what came over me, I am glad it happened. Because the feel of her lips on mine felt heavenly. Felt right. Her body pushed up against mine felt amazing. I could not help but imagine what it would feel like if our bodies were naked... She felt simply incredible. Like she was meant to be there. Her lips on mine sending surges of fire through my body. And when she kissed me back it was like my barriers had fallen. I had lost all of my control. I could not help myself. I thought she would push me away. Demand to know what I was doing, but she seemed to succumb to my kisses, kissing me back, gripping at my hair, and that only urged me on. I was a ball of lust in that moment. Pent up energy… pent up desire for the beautiful she-wolf in front of me… I think I have wanted to kiss her since that first day she came into pack. Something about her had called to me. He
After my moment of indiscretion with Cayden there was many loaded glances between us. I could not stop thinking of him. Or stop imagining his hands on my skin. It had felt amazing. Like it was meant to be. But he had been right. I should wait. Yet the teasing and flirting was fun. He continued to act normal with me when around others but on the odd occasion when it was just him and I in the office, his touch would linger just a few moments longer than it needed to… Or he would move himself a little closer than he should be… move his mouth close to my ear to whisper something to me instead of talking… All the little things that made me desperately want him more. I had made excuses to stop over at the room they had provided me with on many occasions in the last week or so. Working late in my office, and then spending the evening in the company of Cayden and Jackson. It had become a frequent occurrence now. I was three weeks into my work here, and I preferred my time here over m
Trouble across the region was spreading, so we were having to build our defences and increase our training. All our warriors were training almost non-stop, on a rota basis, the patrols increased as a a precaution, as we had a feeling it likely would not be long until The Night Shadow Pack were back. They seemed to sweep their way through the packs within the region one by one. How they had the forces to do this we had yet to decipher, but they seemed to take down the packs to the point of almost destruction, before moving onto the next pack. It was like they did not want to take over the bigger packs, simply bring them close to ruin before moving on. The smaller packs they had already demolished. Destroyed the packs and taken them over. Killing any pack members that did not manage to get away. Thankfully, most had managed to escape, and those were the rogues living in ours and a number of other packs within our region. We had been free of the fighting within our pack since
I had been happily working away in my office, admiring the beautiful flowers that Cayden had put in my office for this week. Some brightly coloured gerberas. I was looking forward to the pizza and film night Cayden and Jackson had suggested for us tonight. As soon as they had mentioned pizza, I had already decided there was no way I would be returning home, I would be staying the night once more! Not that I ever needed much convincing… I had been in their pack only a matter of weeks, yet it suddenly felt so much like a home. I felt at ease here. Happier. Like I could be me. I was laughing more. I felt freer. My spirit felt free, and it felt wonderful. Truly amazing. Neither Cayden or Jackson would judge me when I spoke, they seemed intrigued by my thoughts. And loved my enthusiasm. And I loved the way that made me feel. Like my opinion and thoughts mattered. They made me feel like I mattered. Being here with them had become important to me. It might not be a million mi
Watching Evelyn walk away from me was the so incredibly difficult. How do you let someone you care so much about walk away knowing they may not come back? Knowing they are walking into what could potentially be a bloodbath... Even my wolf was battling with me to force her to stay, and that concerned me even more. Told me that perhaps she was not meant to leave. Jackson must have picked up on my mood though. ‘We need to let her go. I know, Micco is fighting me. Telling me to stop her, but she has to follow her orders. She isn’t in our pack officially. I wish she was now. Wish we had pushed for her to be.” He had mindlinked. ‘But what if she doesn’t come back to us Jax. I can’t go through it all again. She isn’t my mate, but there is something there. And as much as I hate it, I know you feel something too.’ I tell him. He looks at me. ‘I know. But we have to let her go. Hope she comes back. She won’t be fighting. She’ll be in the offices locked up working. We will